thedeaddozen

[spiral-insanity]

I had sex the other day. I had sex the other day, and I’m not sure whether it’s because I like sex or I like the way I feel - rather, the way I don’t feel - when I’m having it. I had sex the other day, and the day before that, and a couple days before that. Each day with a different man. Some I knew, some I didn’t. I had sex the other day, and it helped me forget how it felt to feel. I had sex the other day, and I don’t remember if I liked it. I don’t remember why I did it, or, well… who I did it with, or what happened after, or how it happened in the first place, and… I had sex the other day.

it washes away my emotions but is it for the best? (via spiral-insanity)

[sunflowerletters]

There’s going to be a time, when he falls in love with someone else, and maybe she’ll be just like you. And maybe she won’t. Maybe you’ll look at her and think, what did she have that I didn’t? You’ll wonder what sort of special quality she had that filled the cracks in his soul, the way he said you never could. You’ll wonder what was wrong with you. Don’t doubt there’ll be a time, when he’ll see you with a guy you love, and he’ll wonder why he didn’t keep you when he had the chance. He’ll wonder why he hadn’t realized he was ready for a relationship sooner. He’ll regret not having you in his life. But you won’t.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via sunflowerletters)

[vans-deactivated20230713]

[thepsychmind]

Fun Psychology facts here!

[thedeaddozen]

// I don't want to cry over you // // because I refuse to water flowers that grow in your name //

[thedeaddozen]

do not dare to speak ill of me if you would cry on my grave flowers will not grow in the shadows of a fake

[i-love-you-from-a-distance]

It’s amazing how a person was once a stranger, can suddenly mean the world to you.

(via i-love-you-from-a-distance)

[i-fell-in-love-with-him-blog1]

You’re the type of guy who made a girl who is afraid of heights climb a mountain.

[i-fell-in-love-with-him-blog1]

One day you’ll be sitting with your husband on the couch watching your kids play and you’ll suddenly realize that all of the goodbyes and all of the tears were somehow worth it.

[ldrdiariess-blog]

I feel so lucky to have randomly stumbled upon someone as special as you.

Follow @ldrdiariess for more LDR quotes & advice from 6 LDR couples. (via ldrdiariess)

[anonymouslybloggingaway]

Sometimes I miss you more than I love you. And if I close my eyes and think hard enough, you’re right there next to me. Smiling that goofy smile that I love so freakin much. And then i can hear your voice promising me we’re going to be okay. And I believe it, even with tears in my eyes, I believe you.

[armygirlfriend-life]

For those of you have SOs, friends, and family in basic training, here’s a list of what you can/can’t send in a care package!! :)

[armygirlfriend-life]

And that makes it so much harder

[milsolifeblog]

Milso Playlist

So I have a list of songs that I listen to when I’m really missing my boyfriend and they help me feel better. Some are older because my mom showed me some songs she used to listen to when my dad was gone for the Marines. I thought I’d share because I know how hard it can be to find a good song to cry to on harder nights. Also, some are military related songs and some aren’t but they’re about long distance and work too.

1.) Traveling Soldier- The Dixie Chicks 

2.) Never Be Alone- Shawn Mendes

3.) Jet Lag- Simple Plan ft Natasha Bedingfield

4.) Just a Dream- Carrie Underwood

5.) Ours- Taylor Swift (you should really watch the music video for this one)

6.) Hey There Delilah- Plain White T’s

7.) I Can Wait Forever- Simple Plan

8.) Letters from Home- John Michael Montgomery

9.) Riding with Private Malone- David Ball

10.) Courtesy of the Red, White, and Blue- Toby Keith

I hope you like at least some of these! Please reblog and add your own songs that have helped you. I’d love to make my list longer!

[confessionvault]

I still remember the first time we hugged, the first time we kissed, and the first time you looked into my eyes as if nothing else in the world existed.

YMJT (via confessionvault)

[thewinterwife]

Unofficial “Milso” Playlist

I’ve seen multiple “milso” playlist and they are all old & usually only one genre. I’m only sharing one that I made. Its a list of relatable of songs that I listen to when I’m in that funk. This is also probably good for Long Distance Relationships in general! Bolded ones are personal favorites!

Willow Smith : Drowning

Gym Class Heroes : Back Home

Beyonce : At Last

Bryson Tiller : Exchange  

Carina Round : For Everything a Reason 

Ciara : Jackie (for when you need a boost)

Daniela Andrade : Thinkin Bout You

Daughter : Numbers

Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros : Home

Florence & The Machines : Over The Love

India Arie : The Truth

Jaden Smith : PCH 

Janine & The Mixtape : Hold Me

Jhene Aiko : W.A.Y.S. & Promises & For My Brother 

Lana Del Rey : The Man I Love 

Lauryn Hill : Can’t Take My Eyes Off of You

Mac Miller : Objects In The Mirror

Miguel : Pussy Is Mine / Coffee / Simple

Moldy Peaches : Anyone Else But You

Paramore : My Hero / The Only Exception

Rihanna : Stay / We Found Love

Roy Orbison : In Dreams

J.Cole : Hello

[justthinking005]

Write about a couple having to wait 2 years to be able to be happy with one another

It’s been 4 years.That’s the amount of time we’ve been together.It’s been five months.I’ve written him a few times, I’ve only gotten two letters back.It’ll be two years.I’ll have changed immensely, but he will have also.Hundreds of men.That’s how many people he’s probably seen die.

It’ll be two years until the next time I get to see him, until the next time I get to hold him, until the next time I get to kiss those beautiful lips of his. It’s something I’ve dreamed of constantly. My baby, he’s in the military. He’s been gone for five months. But it’ll all be worth it, when I get to hug in those few minutes after he gets back. It’ll all be worth it, because he’s my true love and I am his.

Two years.That’s how long I have to wait until I get to feel my heart beating again.