Spark From The Red Flame

I've been dreaming of a place where redwood actually touch the sky and at night the moon is always full. In this place the untouched soil of the earth cradle me as the moon sings, the owls whisper, the wolves laugh, and the stars shine brighter than the sun. .

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#lol #gettoit #problemsolved

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send me a hug. I’m not having a good day. 

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And with that ladies and gentlemen GOODNIGHT!!!! #rubthemballs #FuckYoCouch

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Waiting for Winter by Marissa Meyer like...

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Lol @benisuzume @thephotofringe not too many on my feed would understand out otaku-ness #Lawliet #otaku #StoleIt #DeathNote #BringsBackMemories

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😔I realized I had to go the fuck to work!!!! #IMTIRED #fuckdisshit #ImHungry #ImStillAwesomeBitch

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I WANNA GO HOME!!! #atworklike #fuckdisshit #IMTIRED

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LOL😂

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Lol @benisuzume @thephotofringe this is the sexiest duck in history

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Hallelujah AMEN! Good Morning! #preseason #football #getready #RavenNation #FuckTheSteelers

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Who The Fuck Do You Think You Are?

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!

Cause To ME You Are NOBODY!!

Who Gave You The Right To Stick Your Nose Up In The Air At Me?

Who Died And Said That You Have Any Say Over My Being!!!

SO!!!

Who The FUCK Do You Think Are?

God - Ha You Wish

My Parents - Fucker Good Luck

My Friend- Think Again

That Chip On Your Shoulder I Will Knock Off!

That Crown On Your Head I Will Take Off With Your Head!

And That "S" On Your Chest Is No Bull-Proof Vest. 

SO...

I Ask Again One Last Time...

Who The Fuck Do You Think You Are?

Only To Find That The Answer To Those Questions Are Looking Back At Me. Shattered Into Pieces, Some Big And Some Small, Some Clear And Some Covered In The Blood Of The Accuser. 

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No Band-Aids Please...

Please go read and FOLLOW KT Write @ www.greatyoungme.com if you just need something to read and/or someone to relate to!

“For some reason or another I have conditioned myself  to believe that things that hurt aren’t good for me. Maybe it’s the covers of magazines promoting 5-minute abs, or the sale of energy drinks that promise to give you the boost you need to push through the work day. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just lazy. I ask myself that question from time to time. “Am I lazy self?” And then my self says “No, and don’t forget to pick up the red bulls so we can stay up until 3 am watching Netflix because it just feels so right.” It’s not though, it’s wrong! And the answer to my question is yes, I’m partly lazy. Not in a physical way, because I have no problems doing work when the job needs to be done regardless of the circumstance. But, rather in the sense of change. Delayed gratification and accepting defeat are not my strong suits.

Some people religiously get up and go to work everyday rain or shine, but that’s it. They don’t aspire to anything else, anything that might rock the boat they’re disinterested in. Because CHANGE takes a lot more time, energy and courage than doing the same safe thing every day God sends. I don’t want to be that kind of person anymore.

I thought about this today, in commemoration of my one month anniversary taking classes at a dance studio called Mamasitas in Takoma Park DC. It was kicking my ass in a beautiful way and on my third go I could only get through half of the 1 hour session, but not tonight. Tonight as my legs shivered with the pain of new muscle and buckled with the heaviness of progression, I spoke to myself. Yes, some people do this it’s actually normal! Every single time I thought to quit, every instant that I thought this hurts too bad, I reminded myself that it’s supposed to hurt. No one ever gained anything by picking dandelions and eating cotton candy on a cloud. How can you know that something will heal unless you first watch it break apart? You can’t, and once you’ve watched it heal there’s nothing like the confidence of knowing that no matter what you’re doing or how you are changing, the pain is only temporary.There is joy in making things new,even when it hurts.Oh and I was wrong, I’m not that lazy (wink).

Taking classes at Mamasitas is a step in the direction of change for me. Being with myself and allowing myself to hurt is slowly teaching me that one kind of pain can translate in to hundreds of others, and if I can take that, maybe I can take a big painful step some place else in my life. #Courage”

-KTWrite

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#nochill #backtoback y'all play too much