Before mentioning everything, I'd like y'all to note a few things.
— Trigger warnings: Mentioning gore, slurs, Offenderman, mentioning an abuser (Crystal Castles, Ethan), mentioning of alcohol, etc.
— Please do not harass Seirei over this at all. Yes, she made 2-3 videos about that and yes, she has spread some false information, but this is about me and not her. She does not deserve to be harassed. Seirei has been harassed over this, which is why I wanted to mention this. [ @seireitonin ]
— Some people don't want their names leaked, so obviously I will draw over some users.
— If I'm unsure about what prons to use for different people, I will use they/them.
— I don't know where people got that from, but I'm not 25, nor am I in my twenties. My age will be mentioned in this post.
Topics:
1. Doxxing & Spamming gore
2. Crystal castles
3. Kastoway
4. Lulu canon sheet
5. Offenderman „headcanons“
6. Sally‘s channel
7. "Groomer" allegations
8. L slur
9. Asher
11. School shooting jokes?
12. The whole SA thing
13. "Ben drowned controller"-person
14. August and her personal relationship
15. Alcohol mentioning
16. Overly dark humor
17. Krunkatron
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Doxxing
I think people tried to doxx me over all of this now, sending my IP address to Seirei and (possibly!) others, which is a bit wild but there's not much I can do except get a VPN. They also threatened to doxx a literal 13 year old and spam them gore images which is fucked up, nicely said. "Tulip" is the "frenchfucker67200" person.
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Crytal Castles
Because someone mentioned me supporting Ethan Kath, I'd like to mention that I don't. He's a terrible person who has abused Alice Glass (The old lead singer of Crystal Castles) for years and more.
I do love listening to Crystal Castles and ramble about how much I love the music, but did not say anything positive about Ethan. I don't idolize him either. I idolize Alice Glass, who unfortunately was a victim of Ethan.
As far as I'm informed, Alice is the victim and Ethan the abuser. I heard rumors about Ethan being innocent, but there's too much against him. I'm just a Crystal Castles listener, I do NOT know what's the 100% truth.
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Kastoway
I made a video, claiming that "Kastoway didn't actually do anything" and people shouldn't immediately believe everyone claiming stuff without showing proof, and now I'm basically getting called out for that too. I researched a bit and went through his sister's TikTok who made a whole google doc about Kastoway, linking it in her bio. People claim Kastoway is trans-phobic and supported a really weird creator (Sally's creator, La_Mishi_Mishi), so I wanna show what I actually found related to that since I never saw anything confirming that Kastoway is trans-phobic.
The links in the doc don't work anymore. Also another screenshot of me saying "as far as I know" and not saying "100% the truth".
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Lulu canon sheet
Basically; In our Discord server, every character has her own channel for canon information and images. I threw in most canon drawings the creator made, including one where she was very exposed with only a part of the chest-area covered and the hips including private areas. This was a scar, body and bruise reference. I only put it there for scar refernece purposes, though I see and understand how this drawing is disgusting and should not be shown in a public server. I deleted it after talking about it with someone I will keep anon and a few mods.
Because people got upset over me adding a sexuality headcanon, it's canon that Lulu is straight. When making the headcanon about her being straight, I had no intention of "sexualizing her". I just threw in a headcanon about what sexuality she could possibly have since apparently she's dating someone?
^ This is all canon information.
I'm not sure what "via" means, so I'm not gonna comment that, that's all I could related to Lulu's age. I do not know how old she is on the picture, but assuming she's a minor, I deleted it from her channel.
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Offenderman
Someone basically claimed I was making Offenderman headcanons:
^ , even though that's straight up a lie? Those are not my headcanons, those were canon facts. For context, we have channels for all characters and their canon information, including Offenderman (until he got removed). I copied those from his canon sheets on DeviantArt, I did not write them myself.
Rough context to the Offenderman channel: He was supposed to be a part of the book because of the whole 4-Slender-brother thing and I planned on killing him off & was NOT gonna include ANY of his actions, but after people expressed their discomfort towards Offendermans channel and him being a part of the book, I removed him completely.
I also like to mention that I don't support Offenderman nor his actions at all. I only added him to have "the 4 Slender-brothers" in the book.
Krunkatron was willing to purposely take something out of context which is kinda crazy, but also what you have to expect when it comes to using Discord, I guess.
But yeah every time someone tried to tell them, they got blocked.
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Sally's channel
Krunkatron claimed I called Sally "sexy" which is also a wild thing to say, purposely taking it out of context.
This is all copied information I threw in the channel after copying it from her canon sheets. I didn't read everything, I just threw everything in I found. A while later I went through everything and noticed the "sexy", so I removed it.
As far as I can tell, La_Mishi_Mishi (Sally's creator) was explaining the "meaning of the name Sally" which you can literally see on the screenshot too.
Though, I don't see why they would have to include that in a character description of an 8 year old, so I'm absolutely NOT defending them & removed it. Not to mention that they drew weird shit as well.
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Groomer allegations
I don't really have much of a choice in this since allegations like that are serious as hell, so please, I'm not 25 (where ever people got that from). I'm a minor. I was never comfortable with revealing my age or talking about it a lot, since I got groomed several times and wanted to avoid that happening again.
Some of my friends didn't know, so don't pounce on them, only a few knew. The me driving a car video, that was in a parking lot. I've shown my ID to a few people like August, Vanessa, Asher, Alory and Jack too.
I never planned on sharing my exact age. Once people started making guesses, saying they think I'm 19-24, I just went along with it because I was not comfortable sharing my age.
With that being said, most of the allegations are probably cleared up. Specially the "jokingly flirts with minors"-thing.
And before krunk comes at me for my diagnoses, surprise, you can get diagnosed at the age of 15 in Germany. Some personality disorders can be diagnosed at 15 and yes, I got my diagnoses by several professionals. Faking mental disorders is disgusting, I don't do that.
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L-Slur
There's basically a screenshot of me saying the L slur, and I just want to say that I didn't know it was a slur. I don't use slurs I'm not allowed to use, so I immediately stopped saying the word once Alory (the person who I said it to) explained it.
Some people claim it's not a slur, some say it is, but it doesn't really matter. What matters is that I will not use it again since I'm not a lesbian and have no right to use that slur.
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Asher
Some people claim Asher is a n.zi, and I just want to reassure everyone that he is definitely not one. He explained several times that he does not support any of HABIT's actions and rambles about how terrible he actually is. And no, I'm not "grooming Asher"?? Like I said, I'm a minor myself. In fact, I helped Asher get rid of groomers to stay safe 3 times now.
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School shooting jokes
I basically made a joke about something like "shoot them like the kids in America", and honestly, isn't that the most common joke? I see so many famous YouTubers like Markiplier or Flamingo joke about it, almost everyone on TikTok and literally everyone I talk to. I see how people are uncomfortable if they suffer under trauma related to school shootings, so I won't make those jokes anymore, but aren't they more or less normal at that point? (genuine question)
Tumblr is only letting me add 30 images in total, so I'm trying to think fo a way to show screenshots without being forced to make 6 different posts.
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The SA "joke" thing
There have been allegations of me "joking about SA" which is false though. I'm not gonna mention who I'm talking about since they told my friend through Instagram that they don't want to be a part of this drama. For privacy reasons, I will refer to them as "X".
X referred to themself as a whore quite a lot in the server, so I genuinely started to believe it. On call, they also told me they were a whore, and I was convinced this wasn't some joke but something serious. X told me that they have been SA'd in the past, but what they didn't tell me is that all of their sexual experiences were SA. Like I said, I genuinely believed X was someone who just slept with anyone they wanted.
I started calling them a whore too when they asked if I believed them, saying "yeah 50/50" because I knew some of it was SA and was still convinced some wasn't.
To skip less important details, X cut contact to me and we haven't talked ever since. X's best friend did DM me and talk to me about the whole whore "joke" thing, explaining the details to me.
If I would've known all of it was SA, I would've not joked about it. At all.
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The "Ben Drowned's controller" person
Basically a 12 year old that was upset that they got kicked from our server. You have to be 13+ to use Discord. Either way, they claimed that Virus (someone who tried to get nudes from a 13 year old and someone who tried to groom Asher) was not a groomer.
Please note this person is ONLY 12, so DO NOT HARASS THEM.
They were spreading false information, claiming Virus (aka Kiro on those pictures) is "normal", even though he's far from that. Virus is 22, telling a 14 year old about his kinks, offering to write smut, writing smut, talking about porn and sending sexual drawings. This is absolutely not okay. Saying "Asher could've told him to stop" is not a valid excuse either. Why would an adult tell a minor about that in first place. That's just disgusting.
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August and their relationship
There's nothing much I have to say to that other then that people shouldn't send around screenshots of August's and their ex's DM's?
They are both the same age and (as far as I know) were comfortable with what happened, bringing up their old relationship has NOTHING to do with all of this, so stop.
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Alcohol mentioning
The whole alcohol mentioning has been stopped about 2 months ago. People already expressed their feelings about this, so I stopped. I used to send pictures of my collection at times, which some people twisted into "promoting alcohol" as if I was telling people to drink.
As said, I stopped around 2 months ago (I think) and won't really mention alcohol anymore. I don't know why people brought it up again if we stopped.
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I'm gonna post a "part 2" tomorrow, talking about all the overly dark jokes I made. It's like 3:17 AM and I have to go to work in a few hours so yeah I'll do that tomorrow.
A few more notes!!!
— I'm most likely gonna delete overly rude comments because it's just unnecessary (looking at Krunkarton who said "Idc if youre a minor, slit to the bone"???)
— Read everything before commenting something please, I don't wanna explain things several times when most answers are in this post
— Again, I'll address the rest in the second post because of the picture limit
Telling 13 year olds stuff like that is feral. You go, Krunk
So me and a few other people in the Lurking For Love community on here collectively agreed that a safe space away from all the witch-hunters, bullshit & drama within the LFL community would be nice for the people still in it who:
▷ Don't care about Darin's opinions, past, or sense of humour.
▷ Just want to enjoy the game & it's contents in peace.
▷ Think & use common sense.
▷ Want to hang out with other people in the community.
I intend for this fan-server to be a place where people in the Lurking For Love community can come and just vibe with others, play games together, show off art, listen to music & more in comfort and safety with others in the community.
However, this is a semi-public discord fan server and if your interested in joining? you must be 18 years of age or older & will have to DM me personally on Tumblr for an invite link.
!! blank, empty, ageless, or accounts I just wouldn't trust within 18+ spaces may be turned away or ignored !!
Me da curiosidad saber como crees que reaccionaria Eyeless Jack si se diera cuenta de que Ben ralló la cara de Jeff
Hola~! :D 💫, Owwww muchísimas Gracias ~!! Se agradecen las palabras 🥺🤲💜🤍💜.
Cómo reaccionaria E.Jack, justo cuando Jeff se despertó y se miró al espejo, por ahí cerca estaba Jack, no creo que sea del tipo que se ríe fuerte, muy posiblemente por la sorpresa, suelta una pequeña risa de verlo con la cara toda rayada 🤣.
(E.Jack sabría de inmediato que fue Ben, es el único que le hace este tipo de Bromas a Jeff 🤌)
Pero por ser el único cerca que se escucho su pequeña risa, Jeff lo culparía, pensando que Jack se lo hizo.