Elijah Hudson

[chloplusone]

Hey watch this!

[theelijahhudson]

What was that?

[chloplusone]

….. Are you dying or just feeling like crap. I think I will survive if you’re not dying.

[theelijahhudson]

I’m not dying but I am sick and I don’t want to get you sick and my kid sick. So is better if you stay a feet or two feet away.

[theelijahhudson]

Don’t get near me, I’m still really sick.

[theelijahhudson]

Sweet Treat || Chloe & Elijah

[chloplusone]

She grinned a little at his laugh. She supposed it was a pleasant sort of sound. It was nice, either way, to be around someone who was happy and wanted to laugh, rather than sulk. Her shoulders bobbed up and down at his words, “It’s not okay. I mean.. what you did wasn’t okay either, but two rights don’t make a wrong. It just means… more people get hurt. I don’t want more people to get hurt.”

[theelijahhudson]

“Well thank you... I think, I mean the only one who would get hurt would be me and because you are not telling your boyfriend who I am, that means I’m not going to get hurt but if you ever want to let him know who I am. It’s okay, I respect that.”

[chloplusone]

“Am I though?” she asked softly, shifting herself so that she could pull her legs up underneath her. “I feel like things just… don’t do what I thought, even when I make a decision to do something different. Everything just keeps going. It’s always going, and I’m just here watching them blow passed me.”

[theelijahhudson]

“Maybe that’s how things shoulg go then and life is letting you know by not telling you...?...” He said not sure if he really was making himself clear. “Life is hard, we all know that and we do screw it more sometimes. But everything gets better. Well at least I like to believe things to get better and you’ll be alright.”

[paintitblack-sophie-blog]

“Hmph. Why are you frustrated?”

[theelijahhudson]

“I got a girl pregnant.”

[theelijahhudson]

[chloplusone]

“If I realize it’s screwing up, I’ll be the first to tell you,” Chloe nodded her head slowly before letting out a breath, “I just… don’t know if I can be better. Or good enough or… anything but… Sometimes I think it’ll be okay and then everything just goes… out of control again. Is it too much to ask to feel in control of one thing? Just one thing?”

[theelijahhudson]

“I know you will.” He chukled getting a little more comfortable on the couch. “You’ll be just all right and maybe even awesome at it but we will only figure that out with time and he or she will probably at one point let us know. It’s not but you are in control of the decions you take from now on. You are on control of that.” 

[theelijahhudson]

Sweet Treat || Chloe & Elijah

[chloplusone]

“Or really bad at reading people.” Chloe quipped in reply, her playful grin turning thoughtful as she glanced up at him, “Or if you’re just not sure what to think.” Nodding her head she put the last of her brownie in her mouth, swallowing before replying, “Huh. Well… he doesn’t know who you are… yet. I wouldn’t tell him your name cause… I didn’t want a fight but if.. I can’t just not tell him now.”  

[theelijahhudson]

“That could be too.” He gave her a small laughed. It was nice how she didn’t agree to everything he said and the way she put out there her own opinion. He liked that. “You can tell him, I mean is okay if he wants to come and punch me. I won’t stop him or do anything.” He was honest looking up at her.

[violet-fowler]

“Everyone has done wrong things though.. It’s just how life is, we do those things and we’re suppose to learn from them. They can’t possibly be that bad..” 

[theelijahhudson]

“Violet, I raped someone.” He looked down not sure what he had said it but at the same time feeling relieve he had felt like he needed to tell someone but he knew, he knew that it would change their perspective to who he was or what they think of him. “I’m sorry, you have to promise me you can’t tell anyone. I had sex with someone and she didn’t want to but she let me but she didn’t want to. I’m a monster, can you see it now?”

[kirsten-the-kitty-kat-deactivat]

Send in a muse name to see what I think their child would look like+what they’re like (with my chara).

Anon or not, satisfy curiosity.

[ale-la-pazza1]

[jadekaia]

[chloplusone]

Chloe listened to his response, some how actually comforted by the fact that he was truthful with her. She didn’t think that she was going to be perfect, but she just did not want to be horrible, “I just don’t want to ruin their life. I can screw up a little as long as they’re okay.”  The girl let out a tired breath and stared at their hands. She wondered if she pull away but she couldn’t bring herself to do so. Instead, despite her better judgement, she let her head fall forward so her forehead was gently resting against his shoulder, “I am tired of being terrified. I don’t remember what it’s like to not feel that way.” 

[theelijahhudson]

“Then you don’t have to worry about it. You’ll screw up a little but if you do I’ll let you know and if I do, I trust you will let me know.” He smiled trying to comfort her. “I've feel that way most of the time.” He admited. As she rested his head against his shoulder. His other hand patted her back gently without lettig go of her hand. “But lately I don’t. I have so much to be horrified about, you never trusting me. My family never forgiving me for what I did to you but when I think of she.” He said gently. “It’s like I’m in peace and I don’t think of the future, the far away future. I just think of her or him and how they will be an that makes me wantt o be a better someone. She reminds me that I will be a better person for her.”

[violet-fowler]

"Uh well, you’re a really sweet talented guy." 

[theelijahhudson]

“Exactly. I’m not. What would you think if I tell you, I’m just the opposite and I’m this agressive guy that has done wrong things. Specially something I will never forgive my self for doing it.”

[theelijahhudson]

Sweet Treat || Chloe & Elijah

[chloplusone]

"They say that eyes are the windows to the soul… I don’t think that’s what I believe of why I was drawing them, but maybe that still has some idea of it and I just do not know what I want." Chloe shrugged her shoulders, turning her head so that she could look at her drawings as if flipped through.  "Hm? Yeah… is that… a surprise?" She wasn’t really sure if he even knew the other boy (Wasn’t sure she wanted him to. This relationship was already wonky enough as it was) but there was something about his question that prompted her to be a little bit of a smart ass.  "I guess only time can tell that."

[theelijahhudson]

“Well I do beleive they are. The eyes are pretty much the one thing that can tell you if a person is lying or not, unless you are really good at lyign.” He nodded, agreeing to his thoughts. “Well I didn’t knew exactly who your boyfriend was and I met him. That’s all.” He explained. “Only time can tell for sure.”

[paintitblack-sophie-blog]

"Are you sure? I- You were yelling some angry profanities?"

[theelijahhudson]

"Well I'm just fustrated, but is nothing. I swear."