Welcome to the dungeon. MY dungeon... A place for my darkest, nastiest, and most sinful thoughts to thrive. A blog created purely for the fulfillment of my own self-indulgence.
I am your host Reina, but you can call me Rei or Big Mama (if ya' nasty).
The rules here are simple and easy. Be respectful, be responsible, and be safe. This blog is NOT and will NEVER be suitable for minors, so MDNI. The content of this blog is curated with adults in mind. Your reading experience is, well..., YOURS. I am not forcing you to consume or indulge in anything. So, if you don't like something, keep your thoughts to yourself and SCROLL. It's just that easy.
I WILL NOT TOLERATE racism, fatphobia, homophobia, transphobia, you know... things that go against the foundation of human decency and common courtesy.
Disobeying any rule will result in only one form of punishment— blocking. Big Mama doesn't believe in second chances, so let's behave the first time around. Understood?
XOXO, Reina😘💋
Aaron Pierre's Playroom
Terry Richmond x "Rebel Ridge"
Big Mama (series) => Masterlist
Bad News (series) => 01 | 02 | 03
The Itch
The End
Let Me Talk (series) => 01 | 02
Never Coming Home
Where You Going?
Let Me Teach You (series) => 01 | 02
New Year, Same Bullshit
Michael B. Jordan's Playroom
Erik Killmonger x "Black Panther"
Buy Her Books, and Eat Her Pussy
I'll Show You Toxic
Cookie Monster (coming soon)
Hold This "L" (coming soon)
*I DO NOT CONSENT FOR ANY OF MY PUBLISHED WORKS TO BE REPOSTED, PLAGIARIZED, OR USED TO TRAIN A.I.
Some tips and tricks I’ve seen on Tumblr, on Pinterest or have learned the hard way while writing. These are pretty basic but sometimes basic is good!
Realizing they can feel the person touching them. Maybe they’re not touching but they can feel the warmth.
Accidentally saying something flirty and both of you freeze. Or saying something flirty and the other person panicking and running away
Eyes dropping to lips. Eyes looking them up and down. Eyes unable to look away. Eyes unable to make contact without blushing. Eyes are you best friend.
Mirroring. When people have crushes or like someone (or want someone to like them) they do what is called mirroring. If character 1 crosses their arms and character 2 has a crush on them, have character 2 cross their arms too.
New Girl taught me about toes. If their feet are facing you, they want to stay. If their feet are pointed away, they want to leave. I’ve found its not always true but its something you can mention or use.
Unable to stop smiling. Unable to stop laughing.
Touching the other one when you laugh. Touching them to move them out of the way. Touching them and not moving your hand away
Hugging them when you see them. Sharing a bed. Trying to be near them at all moments.
Looking at their lips and fantasizing about kissing them.
Watching others interact in some way with them or how they act around them and being super jealous, wondering why they don’t act that way with you.
Just wanted to let you guys know that there are two pages on this app that like to troll and make very degrading stories about black readers! @/suckmuballs and @/whotookmynameareuserious these are two little white girls pretending to be black, who are MINORS.
For starters, im a black girl myself in case you guys didn’t know that. I find this very disrespectful and this is not my first time encountering something like this on an app built around community. So if you support me and follow me and you happen to find their accounts “funny”???? Please feel free to block me or message me to have yourself removed.
I don’t play that weirdo and disrespectful shit, it’s not cool and I don’t fuck with it. It’s 2026 and we’re still making trolling pages and lying out our age AND race to tear down another just because black girls and boys come on here and have to request for things to be inclusive. These are minors. Report them, do whatever. PLEASE SPREAD AWARENESS & REPOST‼️‼️
I haven’t seen any big accounts spreading awareness on this topic so please. Thank you guys, that’s all.
I'm way too confrontational for ts, so Imma just gonna help spread it around and let y'all deal with it. The sheer number of comments and likes disgusts me.
Welcome to the dungeon. MY dungeon... A place for my darkest, nastiest, and most sinful thoughts to thrive. A blog created purely for the fulfillment of my own self-indulgence.
I am your host Reina, but you can call me Rei or Big Mama (if ya' nasty).
The rules here are simple and easy. Be respectful, be responsible, and be safe. This blog is NOT and will NEVER be suitable for minors, so MDNI. The content of this blog is curated with adults in mind. Your reading experience is, well..., YOURS. I am not forcing you to consume or indulge in anything. So, if you don't like something, keep your thoughts to yourself and SCROLL. It's just that easy.
I WILL NOT TOLERATE racism, fatphobia, homophobia, transphobia, you know... things that go against the foundation of human decency and common courtesy.
Disobeying any rule will result in only one form of punishment— blocking. Big Mama doesn't believe in second chances, so let's behave the first time around. Understood?
XOXO, Reina😘💋
Aaron Pierre's Playroom
Terry Richmond x "Rebel Ridge"
Big Mama (series) => Masterlist
Bad News (series) => 01 | 02 | 03
The Itch
The End
Let Me Talk (series) => 01 | 02
Never Coming Home
Where You Going?
Let Me Teach You (series) => 01 | 02
New Year, Same Bullshit
Michael B. Jordan's Playroom
Erik Killmonger x "Black Panther"
Buy Her Books, and Eat Her Pussy
I'll Show You Toxic
Cookie Monster (coming soon)
Hold This "L" (coming soon)
*I DO NOT CONSENT FOR ANY OF MY PUBLISHED WORKS TO BE REPOSTED, PLAGIARIZED, OR USED TO TRAIN A.I.
WARNINGS: SMUT, Oral Sex(F receiving), Slight Non-Consensual, Spit Play
PAIRINGS: Vampire!Stack x Black OC
Synopsis: Summer, 1995. The air is thick with heat and music as Tenille steps into Mississippi’s most legendary party, expecting nothing more than a night of dancing and distraction. But when she meets Stack—a man whose charm is hypnotic and whose presence feels centuries deep—everything changes. There’s something about him that defies explanation. And as the night stretches toward dawn, Tenille begins to realize that Stack isn’t just unforgettable—he’s not entirely human.
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Mississippi in July didn’t sleep—it sweltered. The air was thick with humidity and the scent of honeysuckle, fried catfish, and cigarette smoke. Cicadas screamed from the trees like they were trying to out-sing the music pouring from every open door downtown. It was 1995, and the city’s biggest summer party had taken over the streets—an annual ritual of sweat, rhythm, and reckless joy.
Downtown was a blur of neon signs and chrome rims, of girls in gold hoops and guys in silk shirts, of laughter that echoed off brick walls and bass that shook the pavement. Corner stores stayed open late, selling grape sodas and Black & Milds to anyone with a dollar and a smile. The club—Club Onyx—was the epicenter. A converted warehouse with exposed beams, sticky floors, and red lights that made everyone look like they had secrets.
Tenille stepped out of the cab like she was stepping onto a stage. She wore a green, yellow, and purple hockey jersey—oversized, bold, and unmistakably hers. Her gold necklaces caught the light, her hoop earrings swung with every step, and her red nails tapped against her clutch like a metronome. She wasn’t here for love. She wasn’t even here for trouble. She was here to dance, to forget, to feel something real in a world that often felt too quiet.
Inside, the music was loud and low—Southern hip-hop mixed with slow-grind R&B. The DJ spun vinyl like it was gospel, and the crowd moved like a single body, pulsing with heat and desire. Tenille found her girls near the bar, already laughing, already tipsy.
“There she go!” Shara shouted, waving her hands. “Miss Jackson if ya nasty!”
Tenille strutted over, jersey swingin’, gold hoops catchin’ the strobe light. “Y’all betta’ be glad I came here.”
Keisha laughed, pulling her onto the floor. “Girl, hush and catch this beat. DJ playin’ our cut!”
Tasha was already mid-dip, her acrylics in the air, curls bouncin’ like springs. “Ain’t nobody sittin’ down tonight!”
The beat dropped, and the girls hit it hard—shoulders popping, hips rolling, knees bent low like they was born to do it. Tenille dropped it, came back up slow, and hit a little two-step that made a dude nearby spill his drink.
“Lawd,” he muttered, watching her. “Y’all from around here?”
Keisha hollered, “This that Delta bounce, baby! You ain’t ready!”
The DJ switched it up, slidin’ into “Shoop” by Salt-N-Pepa. Tasha screamed, “Ooooh! That’s my shit!” and started rappin’ every word like she was on stage.
Tenille shouted, “Y’all better act like y’all got knees!”
Shara grabbed a stranger’s hand and spun him. “Don’t be scared, baby! I ain’t gon’ bite unless you ask nice!”
Keisha leaned into Tenille, breathless. “Girl, this the kinda night we gon’ talk about when we old and sittin’ on somebody’s porch.”
Tenille nodded, smiling. “Shoot, I’m tryna make memories and mistakes.”
Tasha hollered, “Y’all better dance like your ex just walked in with his new lil thang!”
Shara cackled. “If I see mine, I’ma dance harder just to remind him what he fumbled!”
Keisha added, “And if I see mine, I’ma ask him to hold my purse while I twerk.”
They all burst out laughing. The music kept pumping, the floor stayed hot, and the girls were the storm in the middle of it all—loud, proud, and Southern to the bone.
Stack sat back in the velvet booth, one arm stretched across the top, his drink untouched. The women around him were leaning in close—laughing, flirting, trying to get a reaction. One had her hand on his thigh, another was whispering in his ear, breath hot with gin and lip gloss.
He didn’t hear a word of it.
His eyes were locked on the dance floor.
Tenille was out there, jersey swinging off one shoulder, gold hoops catching’ the strobe light, red nails flashing as she moved. She wasn’t just dancing-she was commanding. Her hips rolled with the beat, her smile flashed like lightning, and the crowd gave her space like they knew better.
She moved like she was born in rhythm. Like her body remembered something her mind didn’t. Stack licked his lips slow, imagining the way she might taste—warm, sweet, alive.
Stack stood up adjusting his sweater. “Y’all sweet company, no doubt… but I seen somethin’ down there I can’t ignore. ‘Scuse me, ladies.”
Stack stepped down from the velvet-lined VIP section, his Timbs hitting the floor with quiet confidence. The crowd pulsed around him, but he moved like he had a map—eyes locked on Tenille.
She was dancing, but not for attention. Her moves were sharp, self-contained. She didn’t need anyone to validate her rhythm.
Stack didn’t interrupt. He waited until the beat dipped, then stepped into her space—not too close, just enough to be noticed.
His senses activated as soon as he got near her. He had to stop himself from drooling at how good she smelled. Her sweat mixed the smell of Spritz and the soft smell of Cocoa butter filled his nostrils.
If she smelled this good imagine how good she tas-
…Stack clenched his jaw and pulled the thought back before it got too far. He wasn’t here to feed just yet—he was here to feel. And Tenille? She had him feeling more than he’d planned.
“You been out here killin’ it,” he said, voice low and steady. “Thought I’d come say somethin’ before the night ended.”
Tenille didn’t smile, but her eyes stayed on him. “You from around here?”
“Clarksdale,” he said. “Born and raised. You?”
“Jackson.”
He nodded. “Alright then. You got that Jackson edge.”
She raised an eyebrow. “What edge?”
“The kind that don’t take no mess.”
Tenille gave a short laugh. “You ain’t wrong.”
They stood there for a moment, the music rolling around them.
“You got a name?” she asked.
“Stack,” he said. “And you?”
“Tenille.”
“Nice to meet you, Tenille.”
She didn’t say anything, just kept moving to the beat. Stack matched her rhythm, hands low, respectful.
“You mind if I dance with you?” he asked.
Tenille paused, then gave a small nod. “Just don’t get too close.”
“I hear you.”
They danced—slow, steady, no pressure. Stack kept his eyes on her face, not her body. She noticed that. Her shoulders relaxed a little.
“You don’t talk much,” she said.
“Ain’t much to say when the music’s good.”
She gave him a look, not quite a smile, but close.
The song faded, and Stack leaned in just enough to be heard.
“You thirsty?” he asked. “I’ll buy you a drink.”
“Crown. Straight.”
“Figured.”
They walked off the floor together, her girls watching from the side. Stack nodded at them.
“I got her,” he said. “She good with me.”
Keisha raised an eyebrow. “She better be.”
Stack smiled, gold tooth flashing. “She will.”
Tenille looked at him again, this time with less guard and more curiosity. Stack didn’t rush it. He just let the night do what it was gonna do.
Stack led Tenille through the crowd, not holding her hand, but walking close enough that she didn’t get bumped. The bar was busy, folks leaning in loud, trying to get the bartender’s attention. Stack didn’t push or wave—he just waited, calm and steady.
Tenille leaned on the counter, glancing sideways at him. “You always this patient?”
Stack smiled, dimples showing, gold tooth catching the light. “Ain’t no point in rushin’. Drink gon’ come when it come.”
She nodded, impressed but not showing it too much. “Most dudes be hollerin’.”
“I ain’t most dudes.”
The bartender finally came over. Stack didn’t hesitate. “Crown, straight for the lady. I’ll take Henny.”
Tenille raised an eyebrow. “You remembered.”
“Hell yeah. How I forget something from someone as beautiful as you.”
They got their drinks, and Stack handed hers over without a word. She took it, sipped slow, eyes still on him.
“You from Clarksdale, huh?” she asked.
“Yeah. Grew up off Highway 61. Blues country.”
“You still live out there?”
“Nah. I move around. Got a spot outside town now. Quiet.”
Tenille nodded. “I like quiet.”
Stack leaned on the bar, facing her. “You still stay in Jackson?”
“Yep. Still there. For now.”
He took a sip of his drink, then looked at her. “You come out here often?”
“Not really. My girls wanted to get out the house. I just tagged along.”
“Well, I’m glad you did.”
She gave him a look—half skeptical, half curious. “You always this flirtatious.”
Stack chuckled. “I just talk regular. Folks either like it or they don’t.”
Tenille smiled, finally. “You alright.”
“Appreciate that.”
They stood there for a moment, letting the music thump behind them, letting the drinks settle in. Her girls were still watching from across the room, but Tenille didn’t seem in a rush to go back.
“You dance good,” she said.
“You do too.”
She laughed. “I know.”
Stack grinned, dimples deep. “Confidence look good on you.”
Tenille sipped her drink again, then set it down. “You tryna be out all night or you just passin’ through?”
“I ain’t got nowhere I need to be. You?”
She shrugged. “Depends.”
“On what?”
“On how the night goes.”
Stack nodded. “Fair enough.”
They didn’t say much after that. Just stood close, letting the silence do its job. No pressure. No games. Just two folks from Mississippi, sharing a drink and a little bit of time.
The DJ slid into Kut Klose’s “I Like,” and the whole room shifted. Lights dimmed low, bass slowed down, and folks started moving like they had something sweet on their minds.
Stack leaned in close to Tenille. “Mmm... you know this one, don’tcha?”
Tenille smiled, already swaying. “Yeah. This one right here? Classic.”
Stack didn’t say nothing else. Just held out his hand, palm up. She took it, and they eased onto the floor.
They moved slow. Real slow. Stack’s hand found her waist, gentle but sure. Her fingers rested on his shoulder, light as cotton.
The music wrapped around them like a warm July night. Stack leaned in, his breath tickling her ear. “You smell damn good. I wonder if you taste just as sweet.”
Tenille whimpered and her legs slightly buckled at his words. Stack smirked seeing the affect he had on her.
They danced close, bodies speaking a language older than words. Her hips matched his rhythm, and his hand didn’t wander—it just held her like he knew how to treat something precious.
Then came that moment—quiet, electric. Stack tilted his head, eyes searching hers through his glasses. “Can I?”
Tenille didn’t answer with words. She leaned in, lips meeting his in a kiss that was slow, warm, and full of promise.
When they pulled back, Stack kept his voice low. “I got me a lil spot not far from here. Ain’t nothin’ fancy, but it’s quiet. You wanna ride out with me?”
Tenille paused, then nodded. “Alright.”
They walked over to her girls, who were watching like hawks.
Shara stepped up first. “Girl, where you goin’?”
Tenille grabbed her purse, calm. “Stack invited me over.”
Keisha frowned. “You sure? You just met him.”
Tenille nodded. “I’m good.”
Stack raised both hands, respectful. “She safe with me. I ain’t no fool.”
Shara looked him up and down, then back at Tenille. “Keep your pager on you. You hear me?”
“I will.”
Keisha added, “If he act funny, you hit us up. We comin’.”
Stack chuckled, voice low. “Ain’t gon’ be no need for that. I treat folks right.”
Tenille hugged her girls quick, then turned to Stack. “Let’s go.”
They stepped out into the night, the music still humming behind them. The Mississippi air was thick, but it felt good—like something was about to happen.
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Before the door could even close, the two were already on each other. Stack kicked the door shut with his foot, and picked up Tenille. She wrapped her legs around him, moaning feeling his tongue enter her mouth.
He carried her down the hallway, his lips trailing along her neck as she clung to him. Her eyes fluttered open, catching a glimpse of the hallway mirror—and froze. The glass reflected only her, suspended in midair. Stack’s image was missing entirely. A chill ran through her spine. It was as if she were being held by something not fully there, something impossible.
Her breath hitched, but before her thoughts could spiral, Stack’s voice brushed against her ear.
“I wanted your pussy on my mouth since I saw you, baby.”
His grip tightened just slightly, grounding her in the moment.
“You gon’ let me please you, tonight.”
Tenille didn’t answer. She couldn’t—not yet. Her mind was still stuck on that mirror, on the absence that shouldn’t have been possible. But her body leaned into him anyway, caught between fear and desire, heat and cold, reality and something else.
Something ancient.
Something watching.
Tenille’s breath caught. Her body was already leaning into him, but her mind hadn’t let go of what she saw.
She pressed her hand to his chest, firm. “Put me down.”
Stack paused, brow raised. “You sure, baby?”
“I need to stand,” she said. “I need to see you.”
He didn’t argue. He set her down slow, like she was something delicate. Her feet hit the floor, and she backed up a step, eyes scanning him.
“You wore them shades all night,” she said. “Even inside.”
“Ain’t no such thing as too much shade down here.”
“And in the mirror…” Her voice faltered. “I ain’t see you. Just me. Floatin’.”
Stack’s smile didn’t fade, but it didn’t reach his eyes either. “Mirrors be tricky sometimes.”
“No,” she said, voice tightening. “They ain’t.”
He leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching her like he had all the time in the world. “You scared?”
She didn’t move. Not yet. But her body was still humming, still drawn to him.
And he knew it.
Stack stepped closer to Tenille, the colors of his Coogi sweater catching the low light like fire stitched into fabric. He moved like the night was his to command.
Without a word, he reached up and slid his sunglasses off, folding them with care and slipping them into his pocket.
Tenille’s breath caught.
His eyes—brown, but threaded with glowing hints of blue—lit up faintly in the dark. Not like a trick of the light. Not like anything she’d ever seen. They pulsed like something alive beneath the surface.
She took a half-step back, startled. Her heart thudded hard against her ribs.
Stack didn’t flinch. He just watched her, calm and unreadable.
“You wanna really know who I am, darlin’?” he asked, voice velvet-smooth.
Tenille swallowed, her body still humming with heat, her mind spinning with questions. But she didn’t look away.
Tenille didn’t speak. She just nodded, slow and cautious.
Stack’s expression softened, just a little. “It’s a long story,” he said. “You might wanna sit down for this.”
He extended his hand.
Tenille hesitated, her fingers hovering just above his. Then, slowly, she placed her hand in his.
He led her down the hallway, past the mirror she couldn’t stop thinking about, and into the bedroom.
It was dark. The walls swallowed the light, but the red curtains glowed faintly from the streetlamp outside. The bed was dressed in deep red silk, the sheets catching the light like liquid. Everything in the room felt heavy, intimate, like it had been waiting for this moment.
Stack turned to her, still holding her hand.
“You sure you ready?” he asked.
Tenille didn’t answer.
She just stepped closer.
Tenille sat on the edge of the bed, the red silk sheets cool beneath her fingers. The room was quiet, thick with the weight of what she’d just seen—his eyes still glowing faintly in the dark.
Stack stood across from her, framed by the red curtains.
He took a breath, slow and steady. “Name’s Elias. Folks used to call me Stack. Still do.”
Tenille looked up at him, silent.
“I was born here in Mississippi,” he said. “Back when the roads was dirt and the nights was louder than the days. Had a twin—Elijah. Folks called him Smoke. We left home young, went overseas. War changed us.”
He paused, eyes flickering.
“When we came back, we ain’t stay long. Ended up in Chicago. Got into some things. Ran with some people. Al Capone, if you can believe it. But that city… it ain’t never felt like home. So we came back. Opened a juke joint. Thought we could build somethin’ real.”
Tenille’s brows furrowed. “That was… what, the thirties?”
Stack gave a slow nod. “’Bout that.”
She stared at him. “That ain’t possible.”
He stepped closer. “Ain’t much about me that is.”
Tenille’s breath caught again. “What happened?”
Stack’s eyes darkened, the glow pulsing faintly. “They came. The night we opened. Not people. Not really. Somethin’ else. Took Smoke.Left me with teeth and hunger and time.”
He looked down at his hands, flexed them once.
“I been walkin’ ever since. Tryin’ to stay ahead of what I became. Tryin’ not to lose what’s left.”
Tenille’s voice was barely a whisper. “And me?”
Stack looked at her, something soft flickering behind the glow. “You feel like a reason to stop runnin’.”
Tenille stared at him, her brows drawn tight, unsure if she’d heard him right.
Stack’s voice was low. “I been alone a long time, sweetheart. Lookin’ for someone to walk with me. Not just for a season. For good.”
He stepped closer, the glow in his eyes pulsing faintly. “When I saw you on that dance floor… everything in me went quiet. I just knew. I had to have you.”
He paused, letting the words settle.
“For eternity. Forever.”
Tenille’s breath caught. A chill ran down her spine, not from fear—but from the weight of it. The finality. The promise.
She didn’t speak. She couldn’t.
Forever.
She wasn’t ready to be with anyone. Maybe for a night. Definitely not for eternity.
Tenille stayed seated on the edge of the bed, her fingers gripping the red silk sheets. Her voice was quiet, but firm. “I’m not ready. I can’t give you forever.”
Stack didn’t move. His glowing eyes stayed locked on hers, but something shifted in his face. The calm was gone.
“You sure?” he asked, voice low but harder now.
She nodded. “I’m sorry.”
Stack turned slightly, jaw tight. The glow in his eyes flared—blue bleeding into gold, pulsing faster. His breath came heavier.
“I been patient,” he said. “I been walkin’ this world with hunger in my bones and silence in my chest. You think I came this far just to hear no?”
Tenille’s heart pounded. She didn’t answer.
Stack stepped closer. His face was tense, eyes burning.
“You don’t know what it’s like,” he said. “To feel it every night. That ache. That need.”
Tenille shifted back on the bed, her body tense. “Stack…”
He didn’t stop. “I ain’t askin’ anymore.”
His voice was different now—rough, edged with something sharp. The hunger was there, in his eyes, in the way he moved.
Tenille’s breath sped up. “Please…”
Stack stopped at the foot of the bed, staring down at her. “I don’t want to hurt you, darlin’. But I ain’t built to be alone no more.”
She tried to stand, but he was already there—close, too close.
Tenille’s voice cracked. “Don’t do this.”
Stack’s eyes flared again. “Then don’t leave.”
Tenille’s heart was jackhammering in her chest. She slid off the bed fast, her legs shaky but moving. Stack didn’t lunge, he just turned his head slow, eyes glowing like coals, watching her like a predator that didn’t need to chase.
She bolted down the hallway, socks slipping on the hardwood, and ducked into the guest room. Slammed the door. Locked it.
Her pager was already in her hand. She punched in Shara’s emergency code — 911 — followed by her address. Hit send.
Nothing.
She stared at the screen. No beep. No vibration. No confirmation.
“What the hell…” she muttered, hitting the buttons again. Still nothing.
Outside the door, Stack’s footsteps creaked. No rush. Just in a calm rhythm.
“You think that little toy gonna save you?” he said. “This house don’t play by your rules, baby.”
Tenille backed into the corner, clutching the pager like it might still work if she prayed hard enough.
She looked around the room. One window. No landline. No phone. Just her, the broken pager, and whatever Stack was becoming.
“I didn’t want it to go this way,” he said. “But you made your choice.”
Behind her, the doorknob rattled.
Tenille backed toward the window, fingers fumbling with the latch. She tried to lift it—nothing. It wouldn’t budge. She shoved harder. Locked tight.
Stack’s voice came again, smoother now. “Tenille… baby girl, open this door.”
She didn’t move.
“I ain’t mad,” he said. “I just want to talk. Just want to see you. You know I ain’t never met nobody like you.”
His voice dipped, slow and syrupy. “You had somethin’ in you, Tenille. The way you moved out there… like you wasn’t just dancin’. Like you was callin’ me.”
He paused. “I ain’t never seen a woman carry heat like that. Like your soul already knew mine.”
Tenille’s breath hitched. She turned back to the door, eyes wide.
“I ain’t tryin’ to scare you,” Stack said. “I’m tryin’ to love you. Real love. The kind that don’t fade. The kind that don’t die.”
The doorknob rattled again, harder this time.
“I can give you everything,” he whispered. “You’ll never be cold again. Never be lonely.”
Tenille stepped back, pager still clutched in her hand. The window was sealed. The door was shaking. And Stack was losing patience.
His voice dropped to a growl. “You mine, Tenille. You just don’t know it yet.”
He paused, then his voice dropped lower, rougher.
“You came here wantin’ it. Don’t lie. You wanted to feel me on you. Wanted me to take you down and make you forget your damn name.”
Tenille’s breath caught. She stepped back from the door, pager still clutched in her hand.
“You think I didn’t see it?” Stack continued. “The way you looked at me. The way you let me touch you. You wanted to get fucked, Tenille. You wanted it deep and slow, or hard and fast—I could see it all over you.”
The doorknob rattled again, harder this time.
“I didn’t drag you here,” he said. “You walked in. You wanted me. And I still want you. But I ain’t built to beg.”
Tenille’s eyes darted to the window again. Still sealed. No way out.
Stack’s voice was a growl now. “Open this door. Let me give you what you came for.”
Tenille stared at the door, her breath shallow. The room was quiet except for the low hum of Stack’s voice bleeding through the wood.
“I’ll put you on your knees,” he said. “Make you forget how to stand. You’ll be beggin’ with your mouth full, cryin’ for more while I’m still inside you.”
Her legs moved before her mind caught up. One step. Then another.
“I’ll bend you over that dresser,” he continued, rough now. “Grip your hips so tight you’ll feel me for days. You want that. You came here wantin’ to be ruined.”
Tenille’s hand brushed the wall for balance. Her knees were weak, her heart racing.
“I’ll make you forget your own rules,” Stack growled. “Make you say my name like it’s the only word you know.”
She reached the door. Her fingers hovered near the knob. The wood was warm. Like it was breathing.
“You ain’t scared,” he said. “You’re ready. You just don’t wanna admit it.”
Tenille closed her eyes. Her hand touched the knob.
Stack’s voice dropped to a whisper. “Let me in, baby.”
Her body moved before her mind could catch up.
The pager slipped from her hand, landing on the floor with a soft thud. Her fingers wrapped around the doorknob, and without thinking, she turned it.
The lock clicked.
The door creaked open.
The door hung open, just a crack.
Stack stood just outside, eyes glowing faintly, smile slow and crooked — his gold grills catching the light like a warning and a promise.
He didn’t step in.
“Door’s open, but I ain’t comin’ in ‘less you say it.”
Tenille’s breath hitched. Her fingers trembled against the edge of the door.
Stack leaned closer, one hand resting just outside the threshold. “Say the word, baby girl. Let me in.”
She didn’t speak.
“I’ll treat you right,” he said. “Make you feel like you ain’t never been touched before. You’ll forget every man before me.”
His smile widened, those gold fronts gleaming. “I ain’t gonna take nothin’ you don’t give. But if you want it — if you want me — you gotta say it.”
Tenille looked into his eyes. Her voice was barely a whisper.
“You can come in.”
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The moment the words left her lips, the air shifted.
Stack stepped inside slowly, his eyes locked on hers.
He didn’t speak. Just reached out and cupped her face with one hand.
Tenille froze, breath caught in her throat.
Then his lips met hers.
Soft. Plump. Unhurried.
She tensed at first, unsure, her body stiff with hesitation. But as his mouth moved against hers, something inside her began to melt. Her shoulders relaxed. Her eyes fluttered shut.
He kissed her like he knew her. Like he’d been waiting for this moment longer than she could imagine.
And for a few seconds, Tenille let herself forget everything else.
When he finally pulled back, his eyes searched hers. “You feel that?” he murmured. “That’s real.”
Tenille’s breath trembled. She nodded, barely.
Stack smiled again. “I ain’t gonna rush you,” he said. “But you let me in, and I’m yours now. You understand?”
She swallowed hard. “I think so.”
He leaned in, forehead resting gently against hers. “You don’t gotta think. Just feel.”
The room felt different now. Charged. Quiet. Like the house itself was watching.
Stack didn’t say another word.
He took her hand, fingers laced tight, and guided her gently down the hallway. Tenille followed, her steps slow, her breath uneven. The house was quiet, every creak of the floorboards echoing like a heartbeat.
They reached the bedroom.
Stack turned to face her, eyes locked on hers. That gold smile flickered again, but softer now. He raised her hand to his lips, kissed her knuckles, then let go.
Tenille stood still as he stepped closer, his hands finding her waist, his touch firm but careful.
Tenille’s lips parted, but no words came out. Her heart was thudding so loud she swore he could hear it.
He smiled, slow and knowing. “You ain’t gotta be scared,” he said. “I’ll take my time. Make sure you feel every second.”
He leaned in just enough for her to feel the heat rolling off him.
“I won’t bite,” he added, lips close to her ear, “unless you ask.”
Tenille’s breath caught, her body tense with anticipation. But she didn’t pull away.
Stack’s eyes searched hers, waiting.
She swallowed hard, her body tense, but her gaze didn’t waver. “I’m not scared,” she said quietly.
Stack leaned in, “Then say it.”
Tenille hesitated, breath catching in her throat. But the way he looked at her like she was the only thing in the world worth touching made her pulse race.
“I want you,” she whispered.
Stack’s smile widened. “That’s all I needed to hear.”
He kissed her again, deeper this time, and Tenille didn’t hold back. Her arms wrapped around him, pulling him close, letting the moment swallow her whole.
Stack slid his arms around her waist and lifted her like she weighed nothing, carrying her to the bed with ease. He laid her down gently, eyes never leaving hers.
Then his hands found the hem of her hockey jersey.
“You been hidin’ all this from me?” he said, grinning as he pulled it up slow. “Mm. Look at you.”
The jersey slid over her head, revealing soft curves and warm skin. Stack’s gaze lingered, hungry but reverent.
“Damn, girl,” he murmured.
Stack leaned down, his breath warm against her skin. His lips brushed her chest, before he took her nipples in his mouth sucking them, savoring her like a secret.
Tenille gasped softly, her fingers resting at the back of his head. She held him there, her body arching into his touch, eyes fluttering shut as heat bloomed across her skin.
Stack didn’t rush.
After savoring her, he lifted his head just enough to meet Tenille’s eyes.
“You ain’t even ready,” he murmured, voice thick like honey.
Then he shifted, trailing kisses down her chest, across her ribs, and lower still. His tongue followed, leaving a long, warm stripe down the center of her stomach. Tenille shivered beneath him, her breath catching as her fingers curled tighter.
Stack paused just above her hips, eyes flicking up with that same teasing glint.
His hand slid down, fingers brushing the waistband of her underwear. He didn’t rush — just let them rest there, teasing the edge, waiting for her breath to catch.
Tenille’s body arched slightly, her skin alive beneath his touch.
Stack grinned. “Say the word,” he whispered. “I’ll keep goin’.”
Tenille nodded, breathless. “Keep goin’, please.”
He hooked his fingers under the waistband and eased her panties down. As they slid past her hips, his eyes locked on the small, neatly trimmed patch on her pussy—already glistening with anticipation.
Stack’s gaze darkened, lips parting with a low hum.
“Mm,” he murmured. “Look at you… already drippin’ for me.”
Tenille’s breath hitched, her body arching again as his fingers brushed her thigh, teasing the edge of where she wanted him most.
Stack leaned in, mouth close, voice even closer.
“You been waitin’ on this, huh?” he whispered. “I got you.”
Stack’s glowing eyes never left hers as he slid his hands beneath her thighs, lifting and wrapping them around his shoulders. His mouth hovered just above her pussy, breath warm against her skin.
Tenille’s fingers gripped the sheets, her breath shallow.
Then he leaned in, tongue flicking over her clit in one stroke.
“Oh—” she gasped, hips rising.
Stack hummed low against her, the vibration rolling through her like a pulse. His lips wrapped around her, sucking gently, then deeper.
“Don’t stop,” she whispered, voice barely there.
Stack didn’t answer — just hummed again, mouth working with steady rhythm.
Tenille moaned softly, her body trembling beneath him.
He was locked in, focused, and she was unraveling.
Tenille’s moans filled the room, soft and breathless.
Below, the pressure in his jeans had grown unbearable — his dick straining hard against the denim. With one hand still gripping her thigh, he reached down and undid his pants, swift and practiced, never breaking rhythm. He pushed past the waistband of his boxers, freeing himself with a low groan as his hand wrapped around his fat, veiny dick.
He stroked himself slowly, the tension in his body rising with every sound she made.
Stack hummed low against her, the vibration rolling through her, making her hips buck.
“You got me so damn hard, baby,” he muttered against her. “I’m ’bout to bust just from tastin’ you.”
Stack’s grip tightened, stroking himself in rhythm with her moans.
This wasn’t just hunger.
It was need.
His mouth moved with more intent now — lips sealing around her, tongue continuously licking her clit. Tenille’s hips lifted, her breath catching with every pass.
She whimpered, “Stack…”
He groaned again as his hand worked, matching the rhythm of her unraveling.
Tenille’s thighs tightened around his shoulders, her voice breaking. “I’m close…”
Stack lifted his eyes. “Come on,” he murmured. “Cum on my tongue.”
She gasped, her body arching.
“That’s it, baby,” he coaxed, lips brushing her pussy. “Don’t hold back. I wanna feel you fall apart on me.”
“You’re right there,” he breathed. “Let it go. I got you.”
Her release hit hard, a full-body tremble that left her breathless. Stack held her through it, mouth never leaving her, hand still stroking himself.
He groaned deep, the sound guttural and raw, and with one final stroke, he spilled his nut into his hand, breath ragged, body shuddering as he buried his face against her thigh.
When he sat up, there was drool glistening on his chin, a mix of her release and his own hunger.
Tenille blinked, breath still shaky. “Stack… you’re drooling.”
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, then looked at her with that sinful grin.
“You want a taste, sugar?” he drawled, eyes locked on hers.
She nodded, lips parting.
Stack reached out, his hand curling gently around her neck — firm, grounding, possessive.
“Open that pretty mouth,” he said.
She obeyed.
He tilted his head, let the spit fall.
Tenille moaned, swallowing without hesitation, her eyes fluttering shut.
Stack growled low, then kissed her hard — messy and deep, tongue sweeping in to claim what was his.
Then he pulled back just enough to look her in the eye.
“You so damn sexy, baby. You know that?” he said, eyes locked on hers like she was the only thing that mattered.
Tenille’s breath was still shaky, her lips parted from the kiss, her body humming from everything he’d just done to her.
Then her eyes drifted down.
He was still hard.
Thick, flushed, and twitching against his stomach — a mess of need that hadn’t faded, even after release.
Stack caught her staring and smirked. “You like what you see?”
She nodded.
His hand slid up her thigh, grip firm. “You want it inside you?”
Her answer was a whisper, but it carried weight. “Yes.”
Stack leaned in, eyes locked on hers. “Then come take it, baby. I’m yours.”
He let the moment stretch, voice dropping to a low drawl.
“You ever been fucked by a vampire?”
Tenille’s breath caught.
Her body answered before her mouth did — a slow shift forward, hips tilting, eyes burning with need.
Stack didn’t move.
He just watched her.
Waiting.
Daring.
And then, with her lips barely parted, she whispered, “Not yet.”
authors note: I know everyone is writing for Sinners right now, but for some reason, those characters & story are too close to my heart right now to begin to shift their story. however I was still inspired to write, so you filthy heathens get killmonger. enjoy but be gentle. 🥰
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Ryka’s tired eyes snapped open, her vision hazy as she adjusted to reality. Her skin stuck to the sheets, damp with perspiration. The thumping in her chest and rapid pulse made her want to crawl out of her own skin. She sat up in bed, slowly so that she wouldn’t wake the gentle giant sleeping next to her. She sighed in frustration as she began to recall the scenes that played in her mind just before she awakened. The throbbing between her legs had her attention immediately.
On the nightstand she double tapped her screen to check the time. It was 5:16am, hours earlier than the typical time she’d wake on a Saturday morning. Too damn early. She laid back down and rolled over into a cool spot in the sheets. She tossed when she couldn't escape the salacious thoughts that invaded her mind as she tried to go back to sleep. The throbbing was just as intense as it had been moments before. Her mind wanted to sleep so deeply, but her own body worked against her, compelling her to satisfy the flesh. The sticky heat that collected between her thighs at this point could not just be chalked up to perspiration. As much as she tried to ignore the need, all she could do was lay there and surrender her body to sleep, hoping maybe, just maybe her dream could pick up right where it left off.
Shivers radiated down her spine at the snapshots in her head. She could practically feel Erik’s breath on her skin and his distant voice in her head whispering devious innuendos. To her dismay, he was still fast asleep. After twenty minutes of attempting counting sheep she stifled a deep groan. She laid there, inadvertently piecing together the missing plot of her dream. In one flash there was a head full of locs between her legs. The thought of Erik slurping and sucking on her caused jolts of energy to course through her body. She could feel her nipples getting firm underneath the oversized t-shirt she wore. Her imagination recreated the happenings in her dream so elaborately that she could nearly feel him doing all of these things to her that she envisioned. She was disappointed when her mind's eye fell short. Trying to imagine his tongue on her felt like using a touchscreen with gloves on.
Although it was difficult to see in the shadows of dawn, she knew Erik was asleep because of his deep, slow breaths. She decided against waking him. He needed his sleep, because he was an absolute terror to deal with if not. Feeling his warmth and his subtle pheromones around her wasn’t making this any easier so she left the bed, flinching a bit when the cool air hit her body. She sulked into the bathroom, the misery of unfulfilled desire heavily clouding her.
After brushing her teeth and washing her face she decided to lay on the couch so as not to disturb Erik in the bedroom. Even as she laid in the darkness, her mind conjured him, making the same sensations arise as earlier only this time, more intense. Between her legs she saw his tongue swimming in her sea of wetness and then drowning in more forbidden places. The sight made her squirm. She could feel his caress on her skin, where nothing but the fabric of her shirt touched her. She thought she could distract herself with a scroll down her timeline, a podcast, music, something. But impulsively she put in an airpod, and changed the orientation on her phone to horizontal before navigating to her favorite adult videos. She believed that watching them would relieve her. That her itch would be scratched, like listening to a song that's stuck in your head. But the suggestive sounds and passion filled faces the actors made only amplified the fluttering she felt in her clit. She envied the woman on her screen. A muscular man pounded the plus sized stallion from the back while she throated the thick, heavy dick of a tattooed light skinned man in front of her. Ryka marveled at how both disappeared inside of her with ease. Ryka began to get lost in the sensation of what it felt like to be sandwiched between two bodies and filled to the brim. The woman hummed when one of the men slid in her pussy from under her and cried out in ecstasy once the other man behind her massaged her ass before she begged him to push inside of her second hole. Her moan’s made Ryka’s pussy clench involuntarily. She rolled her nipples between her fingers as she watched. Her wet folds drew her finger tips to her clit like a magnet. Just as her hand encroached upon her waistband, the sound of Erik’s raspy voice broke her out of the moment.
"Ry? Come back to bed." She froze but realized he was already turning on his heels headed back down the hallway before he finished his sentence. He hadn't looked at her too close nor did he see the screen. She closed the incognito window on her phone and laid the throw blanket to the side. In the room again, she faced him laying on her side. He laid on his back, eyes closed, hands folded and resting on his torso.
"You been to sleep yet baby girl?” She was a night owl, while he was always the first to fall asleep.
"Yeah, I had something like a night sweat a little bit ago. Then I couldn't go back to sleep."
"Bad dream?"
"Not really." He turned his head and looked at her out of the corner of his eye.
"You feelin’ aight? Does something hurt?" Since the pandemic, any time she so much as sneezed a few times in a row, Erik suggested she was sick and went into caregiver mode.
He held his hand on her forehead, and then nestled his hand under her chin so he could “see if you runnin’ a fever.”
She smiled at his concern, but let him know she wasn't sick. Not in that fashion anyway, although there was something she was fiendin’ for. Her eyes wandered over his bare chest and abdomen, then back up to his lips just as he licked them. Silence hung between them while she played in his beard, fantasizing about her juices dripping from it, like in her dream. She thought about telling him what was on her mind, but telling him about her devious thoughts made her want to hide under a rock. She’d never been good at initiating. She shrank internally at the thought of recalling all of the details. Guilt swelled inside of her, because somewhere in her psychology her needs felt like entitlement. Revealing herself required her to be too brave at the moment. A battle occurred inside her, each part fighting selfishly to stake their claim. The woman who wished to be desired and the woman that shrieked at being seen. She just wanted him to know she needed him.
"Give me your hand again?" He laid his hand in hers without any hesitation, they felt softer than they looked. Even in the dim morning light, he could see that her gaze never left his as she guided his hand under the cover. She pulled her shirt up while his hand rested on her tummy. She placed quick pecks on his lips and before she knew it, his hand was already gripping her soft skin. The heat generated between them made her heart beat quicken. She grabbed his wrist and placed his hand between her legs.
"I'm hurting here." For a split second, he considered that Ryka was experiencing genuine pain, but her smoldering gaze told him otherwise. He pushed her leg aside further to give himself more room to work. She smiled nervously, but Erik’s face was unchanged, sensing a challenge rather than a playful game. He was serious about her pleasure, treating it like a puzzle he was dedicated to solving.
"Right here?" He pressed his fingers against her so firmly that she could feel her clit pulsing against her public bone. She tensed and nodded.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?”
“So you can act like a damn grinch all day? Hell nah.” She chuckled to herself.
“Hmm.”
She felt him shift on his side and his breath near her ear made her shiver. “Grinches do this?” He finally crept inside of her underwear. She let out several jagged breaths that turned to whines when his fingers began to play at her entrance. He teased her, nearly penetrating but instead he just collected her juices on his fingers and rubbed all over her folds.
“She so fat and juicy.”
“Mmmm.” She licked her lips, and rolled her hips toward him, begging for his fingers to explore deeper. “That feels so good.” Her thighs began to close as she got closer and closer to release, but he was steadfast with his mission even as she writhed under him and tried to push him away. The feeling snuck up on her, that friction that made her body tense and her head floaty. She yearned for his fingers inside of her, but he was already on her way to making her pussy cream just by working her clit. She pushed against his chest weakly, but when he didn’t lay off she gladly accepted her fate. His tongue parted her lips just as she came off of her high. The hand that was damp with her juices was now wrapped snugly around her neck. He kissed her intently and she followed his lead, savoring each other's lips as her breathing slowed to its normal pace.
He rolled the oversized t-shirt up her body, exposing her breasts and collarbone that was always adorned with a few gold chains. Her breasts weren't ample, but he always worshiped the bit of flesh she had there. He stared up at her while placing gentle kisses on them, that turned to hungry suckling of her nipples. The groans that vibrated from his throat sent tingles straight down her spine to her clit. She looked down at him, longing in her eyes, only to find his low, intense gaze staring right back at her. When she looked away, he sucked her nipple between his teeth in protest.
“Look at me while I eat this pussy out.” She nodded and lifted her hips so Erik could pull her panties down her thighs. Without thinking, she opened her mouth when his fingers came near, first sucking then swirling her tongue around them. When they were wet to her satisfaction, she placed his hand at her center letting him know what she wanted.
“Again, please.” She so deeply wanted another release.
His fingers plunged into her with ease. He stared at her body, and saw how her stomach caved and her breath caught in her throat when he hit her spot.
“Breathe baby.” When she tried to, a series of small moans escaped her lips.
“Good girl, let all that out. I love hearing you.” For the most part she was a quiet lover, but when her head rolled back and her eyes crossed Erik knew that was her spot. He circled her cavern with his fingers, making room to slip a third one in.
“Eriiiik?” She kept her eyes on him as he requested. Her clit was suctioned between his lips, his eyes pierced hers, the same way they had in her dream and just with that one look from him her body flooded with pleasure. All of the sexual frustration and anticipation began to erupt.
“You feel me stretching that pussy?”
“Yes!” She was in heaven. It was better than what she dreamed of.
“You gonna cum for me that quick?” He felt the ridges inside of her tighten and as if on command her body tensed and then shook as he continued his movements pressing against that spot. Her vision became blurry, but she could hear the sloshing noise his fingers made moving within her tightness. Her mouth hung ajar, but she came silently. Erik noticed her bottom lip catching between her teeth like she was trying to get something out but couldn’t.
He moved up her body, snake like. “You can do it.” His voice rumbled in her ear. “Listen to me baby, just say it.” His warm breath on her neck paired with his fingers stroking her walls through an orgasm overwhelmed her. He was everywhere all at once. She tried to push his hand away, but his strength overcame hers. “I’m not gonna stop ‘til I hear you.” A few moments passed as she continued to quake and when she was ready she cried out. “Fuuuck. Oh, fuck. Fuuuck! Fuck, Erik.”
He pulled out of her, allowing her to immediately sample his fingers. He lifted her chin to face him, each of their lips instantly finding their own messy rhythm. Every movement was deliberate. His firm grip on her chin, how expertly his tongue moved around hers. The way his other hand gripped her thigh, demanding her stillness. His touch tormented her. She was both relieved and disappointed when he disconnected from her and lifted from the bed. While he went to the bathroom, she laid there basking in bliss. Her fingers delicately brushed across her nipples and eventually she found relief in gently circling her aching pussy. She hoped Erik came back, dick swinging and ready to christen her mouth with his precum, but instead Erik returned with a warm cloth to wipe her down. As he walked towards her, all of her neediness on display, she became shy. The sun had just risen, so he could now see her moisture wicked brown skin against the rumpled sheets in the bed. It didn’t look like she’d just woken up an hour ago. She looked bright and alert, like his tongue on her pussy was the only cup of sunshine she needed.
“Good morning.” She spoke coyly.
“Good morning to you.” He spoke amorously.
Goofily, they smiled at one another, basking in the moment of intimacy they’d shared. She sat against the headboard, propped up by pillows. Even though she knew he was about to clean her up, she still needed a gentle tap on the ankle to persuade her to open her legs again.
“I know you not tryna hide from me, after all that?” She opened her legs in response, folds soaking and clit swollen. She looked away from him, feeling exposed.
“That tickles.” The cloth brushed against her sensitive crevices.
He places small kisses on her inner thigh. “That tickle too?” She covered her mouth, attempting to stifle her laughter.
“How about this?” His tongue flicked against her clit before he caught it between his lips and suctioned it passionately. He thought the two of them were through, but the sight of her body in the light of day, and her playing with that creamy, glistening pussy made him salivate. He wanted to reward her for just being her. He couldn't just have a taste, he required the whole meal plus dessert. “No, I think I like that.” He chuckled as she adjusted the pillows to lay back further.
He laid his tongue flat, and moved his head side to side creating the heat that made her so needy for him. Erik pulled her waist towards him roughly, causing her to yelp when he pushed her knees back towards her ears. She held them there, open and willing to receive all delight he bestowed upon her. At his mercy, his mouth made her feel like she would do anything he’d ask her to. When his tongue darted in and out of her, she could feel moisture trickling down her ass. When he pulled away, she saw droplets in his beard. He marveled at the mess the two of them made. Her pussy clenched and pulsated, drawing his attention to her puckered ass that was already slick with evidence of their appetite for one another. Since she was watching him feast on her, she noticed a glint of curiosity in his eyes which immediately made her want to relinquish everything to him. He could have her any way he wanted; this she knew, but there were not words to express it. His lips attached her clit again, his hand gripped her ass cheek before landing a hearty slap on it. It was guaranteed to make Ryka scream and he reveled in anything that broke the illusion of her meekness.
She placed a hand on the back of his neck, urging him deeper into her folds. He ravished her pussy, but she felt a need for him everywhere. Her hand guided him lower to her ass. She was immediately gratified when Erik acted like he knew exactly what to do. He began performing like he wrote the damn script. He looked up to find her eyes on him, steady and focused. When he let out a slight groan, she for sure knew his freak ass enjoyed stepping into this new territory just as much as she did. He gripped her ass with both hands this time, spreading her apart to make room. He slapped her again, then rubbed the same spot, but this time she felt his thumb creep closer to her asshole. When he massaged her there, Ryka’s head rolled back, her eyes closing as she adapted to the new sensation. He withdrew his mouth and watched her grind against his thumb.
"You want more?"
"Mhmm." She whined and nodded, biting her bottom lip. Erik pressed and heard an audible gasp once he slipped past her opening.
"Damn baby, you opened right up for me." He inched in until his thumb disappeared, massaging her insides. She couldn’t help but to touch herself. Everything felt so good, it was becoming difficult to contain herself. When he pulled out of her, she was left feeling more needy than she ever had so she placed her hand on the back of his neck and urged him towards her ass again.
"Eat it some more, Daddy."
When she chose to use her words, she didn’t mince them. He took a deep breath, tempering his unfettered desire. His chest fluttered, the endearment tugged at his heart and his dick. She gently spread her flesh to give him access. He kneaded the outside of her thighs while he worked. The noises she made when his tongue swirled around her fueled Erik. She relaxed against him, letting the circular motions of his tongue lull her. He bit and smacked her ass because he admittedly loved to see her agonize. He loved to see her toil in conflicted arousal, unable to decide whether to pull away or keep him close.
She squirmed when his lubed index finger inched its way inside of her. "Who knew playing with your ass could make your pussy so much wetter?"
Ryka was almost embarrassed, but she couldn’t help her pussy leaking cream down the crevice of her ass, and all over his mouth. His index finger was knuckle deep and coated in juices. His rebellious hands were touching forbidden parts of her and her clit was engorged, needing to release yet again. Both holes pulsated, inviting him deeper into her depths. She didn't know what had come over her, only that she wanted more. Erik knew it too, by the way she began to pant. She gasped and held her breath when another finger eased its way in. He slid in and out of her, eyes flickering between his fingers and her face to see how she reacted to him stretching her out.
“Oh my God, mhmm. You're in my ass baby.” She whined, in complete awe of her reality.
Her body began to jerk, and moans began to flow with ease from between her lips. She couldn’t remember a time where her clit had been so stiff and swollen. While one hand played in her mess and rubbed her clit, the other moved to her mouth to keep the sounds at bay.
"Move your damn hand, didn't I say I want to hear you?" His tone had been the perfect combination of gentle and strict. Enough to make her comply and just shy of belittling. While he hung on every sound that came from her, she was embarrassed by her needy gibberish.
"Don't be shy, dig in that pussy."
Erik could watch her fuck herself all damn day. Something about her chasing her own pleasure made his mouth water. She rocked her hips to her own rhythm, knew exactly what needed to be stroked and how much pressure to apply. He loved watching her immerse herself in her own sensations, all while crying out for him.
He fingered her tight ass, but kept his eyes on her face, watching it twist. Her mouth fell open, but she held her breath, releasing only when she moaned lowly. She strained against the mattress, her head rolling back elongating her neck exposing a single pronounced vein.
She couldn’t even tell where the burst came from that had her spasming as it rocked her core. Each sensation just played off of each other so well. It was everything, everywhere, all at once.
"It feels good, doesn't it?"
"Yeah, yeah, yeah right there. Erik, please baby." She cried. He stared down at her, pulling her strings like a puppet master. Like he knew exactly what he was doing when his fingers curled and surveyed a spot that made her go cross-eyed.
"Erik, I'm cumming." Was all she spoke before her body began to seize in place, the only part of her body it seemed like she was in control of was the hand that was still pumping her pussy.
"Get that nut."
She fucked herself desperately, hoping the waves of pleasure never end. Against her walls, she felt Eriks fingers moving along hers.
"Ouuuh, shit.” She hummed.
If she was cumming as hard as it looked, this was the hardest he’d ever seen her cum and he was with it. He pulls his fingers out of her, and slaps her ass in gratitude as he watches it jiggle as she continues to spasm. She only stopped when her pussy gripped her fingers so right, it prevented her movements. Erik was already thinking of how pretty her backside would be with a jeweled plug filling her up. He could only imagine how her sloppy pussy would grip him then.
He moved up her body, hovering above her. His face was close to hers, and his gaze made her want to hide because he looked as if he could devour her. He wanted her lips, but he could see she was hesitant because of where his mouth had been moments ago. She was so bashful looking at him, filled with conflict between her will to give into the passion of the moment or her self consciousness. That conflict had no place there, between them. He decidedly would be breaking that shit down, inch by inch.
“Show me your tongue, princess.” She did as requested, and when his spit dripped into her tongue all of her inhibitions went out of the window. All she needed was someone to lead her to the water, the well of desire and she’d drink. His care and protection was the reason why he could give her forbidden fruit and she'd eat it alongside him.
He took the back of her neck in his hand, pulling her lips to his. His tongue plunged in, within moments she was returning his fervor. She sucked his bottom lip when he pulled away from her and stuck her tongue out in anticipation of him. Erik hissed when she slightly dug her nails into his back. She liked getting a reaction out of him just as much as he did with her. With that in mind, her hand slipped in his shorts. He was already rock solid. She purposely avoided the tip of his dick and let her delicate fingers wander further to cup his sack in her hands. His gaze softened and his eyelids lowered.
"You so fucking sexy." He said in his drunkenness.
The corner of her lip raised slightly, masking her inability to think clearly or form a sentence. He raised her chin and tasted her again, this time licking the dribbles of saliva from her chin, and depositing it back in her wet mouth where it belonged. She couldn’t help but swoon when he did shit like that. Being subject to his carnal ways satiated the deepest parts of her. She hadn't yet harnessed these lewd proclivities that played in her dreams because she was afraid they’d consume her. Afraid she’d become insatiable. Erik saw her though, and made the repressed come alive. If this is what insatiable felt like, she wanted it.
“I love it when you get nasty for me, you hear me?” Again he had to tilt her chin up so she’d look at him, but this time her eyes were alluring. Her bottom lip between her teeth seductively, she nodded. No shame lived in her at this moment.
"I got something for you, turn over."
Just as quickly as she could get on all fours, her mind filled with all of the possibilities of what would happen next. He moved her knees further under her and pushed the small of her back down gently, so they aligned perfectly and both of her pretty holes were on display.
"Let me see that arch." She leaned down on her elbows and relaxed her upper body into the bed. She wiggled her ass from side to side in anticipation. She yearned for him to touch her anywhere. She flipped her hair and tried to sneak glances behind her. He eyed her while he applied lube onto his stiff flesh, stroking it. She made her pussy wink at him. Cool lubricant was being squirted onto her puckered hole. He kneaded her lower back and her fleshy backside, allowing her muscles to loosen into the mattress. He leaned over her, placing her arms out to the side, gently massaging them.
Goosebumps prickled her skin when she sensed his warmth only centimeters away.
"You feel my dick baby girl?" He spoke into her ear tenderly. He was sliding his length up and down her slick folds, transferring the wetness along her backside.
"Yes, put it in." She hissed in desperation.
"Here?" He sank into her pussy deep, which made her eyelids flutter. She’d felt that in her stomach. "Uhn uhn." He pulled out when she whined.
"Or here?" He let his heavy dick rest right on her asshole.
"Mhmm." She nodded. He kissed along her spine, still caressing her back. “Tell me where you want it. Tell me you want this dick in your ass.” His tone was gruff and hypnotizing.
“I want it, I want it in my ass.”
"Are you sure?" She was certain although she spoke in a hushed tone.
She nodded eagerly. She braced her upper body on the bed while she lightly gripped the bedding in anticipation.
“You have to relax. Push out, it’ll make it easier.”
“What if I-”
“I'll handle it. Relax.”
She nodded rapidly, and took in a deep breath. He focused on her breathing and pressed into her firmly on the next exhale. Her ass was so perfectly tight that he had to use his thumb just to push the head of his dick in.
“Fuck!" Erik groaned, his head tilted back in ecstasy. He was frozen in time, staring up at the ceiling as if the answer to why she felt so heavenly was written there. At the same time, her breath hitched, eyes widened, and her body stiffened underneath him. Her silence was loud.
"It's okay, I'm right here. Ima go slow, okay?" Again, she nodded.
He applied more pressure ever so slightly, giving her time to adjust.
"It wont go in all the way."
"You can take it baby, I know you can take it.” He soothed, sensing her confidence fading. She just needed reassurance, and he’d be the one to shower her in it. “You not scared, are you?”
She shook her head no.
"Good. You doing perfect already."
"This your dick?"
“Yes daddy.”
"Then you gotta breathe so I can give it to you."
"Okay. Keep talking to me, please."
“Remember you in control. Daddy just giving you what you wanted, right?” He took his sweet time, moving in and out of her repeatedly teasing the head of his dick.
“You tell me to stop, I will.”
His slow rhythm and his hands massaging her lower back kept her grounded in the moment instead of getting lost in her head.
She melted into a comfort that could only be found in his hands, in his bed. She found herself breathing in sync with his strokes. He'd been right. The more she trusted herself to relax, the further he slipped into her depths.
“Mmmmm.” She purred, subconsiously plummeting into her own personal rapture.
“But you not gonna need to tell me to stop, are you?” Her body hadn't felt tense under him anymore. She moved with him, not against him. Her body was waking up, in more ways than one.
“Uh uh.”
Erik groaned, which was the encouragement she needed. When he was half way in, he told her, "Goddamn, you feel so good." He wasn’t trying to hurt her, but he stretched her out in the best way and she was eager to take more. Cautiously, she began to roll her waist towards him. His hands on her waist was incentive to fuck him back. When he finally bottomed out inside of her, she dared to look back at him with sultry eyes, her mouth wide open allowing a moan to escape.
His abdomen tightened each time he stroked her and the raised marks on his chest glistened with sweat. The longer he was inside her, his thrusts became uninhibited. Their bodies became fluent in this new movement. Each time his hips snapped against her, her clit ached for stimulation. In between her legs was like a slow gushing spring and when Erik's balls smacked her pussy it drove her crazy.
"You okay, princess?"
"Yes babe, don't stop."
"Good. Fucking. Girl.” He enunciated with each roll of his hips, thrusting into her. “Is this how you needed to get fucked?"
“Yeah, just like that.”
“This tight ass yankin’ me baby, I knew you could take it.”
Erik leaned further over her, so he could fuck her deeper while he circled her clit. She was so full, she felt like she could burst. The build up was agonizing, with each pump the pressure only increased. She was a whimpering mess, the side of her face pressed into the mattress. She had to remind herself to breathe because the only thing her body needed more than air was to cum. The pressure, his grunts as he slid in and out of her, and his fingers rubbing her clit was all she could focus on. Underneath him, her body stiffened and her flesh began to shake. Her orgasm silently overtook her body. He knew he had her exactly where he wanted by the blissfully distressed look painted on her face, and her pulsating ass squeezing around him. He slid out of her, filling the room with curses while silently thanking the gods she came when she did because he was about to bust.
She was weak and spaced out so he lifted her towards him, her back curving to his chest. His hand wrapped around her neck.
“You almost had me, baby. Daddy was about to cum so deep in your ass.”
“Noooo, I-I mean, not yet.” She begged, her appetite for pleasure was fierce and hadn't been satiated yet. Her whining left him with a prideful smirk on his face. If only she could've seen him.
“When did you get so greedy? Huh?” He teased, “Was it when you came in my mouth or when my thumb was in your ass?” His hands pinched her nipples, making her back arch. Her arm rested atop of his forearm that hugged her waist for support. He teased her hole with the head of his dick.
“C’mon baby, let Daddy in.” She relaxed into him and shivered when he found home in her again. He moved slowly and meticulously this time. She aimed to please and wanted to take him harder, faster, deeper, but he knew better and didn’t want to take her to heights she might regret later on her first time.
"I've wanted this for so long." The salacious admission caught him by surprise, making his strokes stutter. Ryka didn’t want this to end, but at the same time she needed him to know how she was feeling before she lost courage. He placed his arm on top of hers now, clutching her fingers between his and pulling her closer at the waist. He kissed her shoulder in gratitude, and for once he was the one that couldn’t find the right words.
“I’m sorry baby, it took me too damn long to notice didn’t it?” He wrapped his hand around the front of her body, grazing her clit ever so slightly. “It took too damn long for me to see that you got such a pretty, tight ass to match this pretty pink pussy.”
Her hand roamed her body, not leaving any place untouched. She groped her nipples, rested her hand on top of Eriks between her legs, and ran her hands over hair because she didn’t know what to do with them. He was unraveling her.
“This dick is so g-good. I don't know who I am right now.” She’d began meeting his thrusts, but again he stuttered when she spoke.
"I know who you are, baby. You're my filthy princess and you don't have to hide it okay?" She nodded. "I'm going to give you what you need every single time."
“Thank you baby, fuck me. Please don't stop fucking me.”
“Don’t move.” He ordered. She knew how he got when she begged. Every swivel of his hips was deliberate. He groaned into her ear, and bit into her shoulder to buffer when they became moans. He lazily kissed the space his teeth pierced. His dick spasmed against her walls as he delivered deep strokes that made her face twist up in pleasure.
“Touch yourself. And come when I tell you.”
“I can't.” She stated before thinking. Erik felt it funny how she'd tell him what was impossible, but proved her wrong every time.
“You will.”
She couldn't compute how her pussy was so wet. She played in it, rubbing her clit in circles. Her mouth hung open when Erik begin pumping as deep into her as possible. If it wasn't for his grip around her waist, she'd surely have collapsed into the mattress.
“Oh, shit! Erik!”
“What is it? It's too much?”
“No I love it, I love feeling that dick deep inside me.” She was saying outlandish things that at one time she felt were just reserved for the girls in porn, but her and Erik reached a level of slutting each other out that allowed her to be completely unfiltered.
Her admission made him weak. He needed to cum ten minutes ago, but it was his utmost priority to give her his all before he drained himself.
He filled her to the very hilt, and spoke calmly. “You want me to cum right here?”
“Yes!”
“Cum, pretty girl.” His words triggered an immediate rush of commotion her body couldn't contain. Her moans were a continuous tide that echoed with each wave of arousal. Even as her legs shook, her voice echoed in his head. Please don't stop fucking me. She could feel him pulsing inside of her. He growled, ignoring his own sensory overload just so he could keep burying his cum inside her. She tightened around him, siphoning cum from his dick until he was moaning into her back. She collapsed forward onto the bed, and even then he couldn’t let her leave his grip. It wasn't until moments later when the swelling and sensitivity subsided that he slowly resigned.
He gently positioned her on her knees with her ass up. She could tell Erik was amused by the sight, by the way he held her still, watching her leak.
“Push it out baby.”
She arched her back and kept her legs apart so he could admire what she knew had to have been a glorious sight: her ass slightly gaping and oozing his seed.
“I wanna see too.” He was proud of her speaking her desires aloud, it was something he could get used to. He grabbed her phone from the night stand to take a video for later.
He brushed curls from her face as they laid there breathlessly. Ryka rolled over, only able to stare at him in awe of what they just experienced together.
Later that morning.
Erik was already on his second cup of coffee as he cooked breakfast for himself and Ryka. Erik showered immediately after their session, but Ryka was damn near asleep when he cleaned her off. She rested for a while before taking her own shower. As she was getting dressed she could smell the coffee and breakfast meat in the air. Despite her mouth watering, she really took her time oiling herself, choosing her jewelry, and her outfit. She kept checking herself in the mirror before she finally realized she was stalling. She couldn't understand why she felt nervous walking into her own kitchen.
Erik was just placing the meat on a tray to drain the grease as she rounded the corner.
“Hey.” She spoke to his back, hoping she didn't scare him. But it was Erik for goodness sake, he didn't scare easily.
“Morning. I'm making waffles. You look rested.” His eyes trailed her body. She was dressed in a tube stop and jeans. Her skin looked supple, her blunt cut silk press was pulled into a half up half down style with wispy baby hair. Necklaces accentuated her collar bone.
“Yeah, I am.” Ryka moves around the kitchen, somewhat avoiding Eriks vicinity. He notices that she's more quiet than usual as she waits for her tea and steeps it.
He tries to make eye contact, but she seems to be very focused on her tea bag. He clears his throat, making her attention snap towards him.
“Foods ready.” He nodded his head towards the table where he carried their plates. Finally face to face, each of them go to speak at the same time, accidentally talking over one another.
“You first.”
She placed her fork down, but she still glanced down at her plate. “Well first I wanna say, um, last night.. Well this morning technically… was great.”
Erik nodded and smiled while he chewed the turkey bacon. “Fasho’. Unexpected.”
“Yeah, exactly. I think that I-, um maybe that-”
“Ry?”
“Hmm?”
“We don't have to do this thing we're doing right now.” He motioned between them.
“What thing?”
“This… awkward conversation. We did it, we liked it. We're good, right?”
“Yeah. Okay.” She nodded. She picked up her fork again, striking the scrambled eggs on her plate. The moment of relief she felt disseminated just as quickly as it came. Things she didn't know she needed to say just came pouring out.
She took a deep breath. “I've never done that before. And couldn't imagine it being anyone else… but you. It was transcendent and I'd love to do it again sometime.”
She immediately covered her face.
“Oh God, that was so awkward.” She said aloud, but to herself. All Erik could really do was laugh.
He moved her hands from her face, only revealing a truly distressed look. “C’mon now, it's alright. I'm not laughing at you, I swear.” He chuckles again.
She smacks her teeth and swats his hands away from her playfully.
“Look, that was my first time too…”
She looked at him in sincere disbelief. “Really? You were so… it seemed like you knew what you were doing.”
He shook his head. “Nah, it's just- I know you. Remember what I told you last night? Ima give you what you need, I meant that shit.” She caught a chill at how his words came out so casually, but held so much weight.
“You really sat the bar high this morning though. I'll have to hold you to it.”
“You do that.” He spoke, sure of himself. “Eat your food before it's cold.”
“Okay, but wait. I told you how I'm feelin’. I wanna know how you feelin’ too.”
He tugged on his beard while he was in thought. Ryka chewed, swallowed and took a sip from her mug while she waited for his insight. It had to be good since he was taking his sweet time.
“I wanna fuck you again too Ry.”
“Erik!” She smacked her teeth, briefly irritated.
“What?” He asked with a completely unamused look on his face. He took a sip of coffee. “You want me to be more poetic? Come here.”
When she didn't move, he pulled her plate away from her demanding her full attention.
“Come on.” He backed his chair away from the table making space for her to sit on his lap. She listened to him this time. He uncrossed her arms and placed them around his neck.
“I want every time to feel like that. We were free, you were free. I like you free.”
She nodded, “Me too.” She glanced down at her feet dangling a few inches from the ground.
He lifted her chin up. “You know you mine now?”
“I wasn't already?”
“Yeah, but you said it yourself. Last night only could've happened between me and you, right?”
She nodded, looking at both of his eyes, his lips and back up again. The possessiveness in his eyes and broad shoulders intimidated her. She sensed an intoxicating mix of danger and safety. His hand had a subtle grasp around her throat. Part of her wanted to run, but finding refuge in her fear would mean abandoning him, abandoning the freedom she found in their love.
“I can only have you, Ry, you understand?” Her uneasy feeling melted away when his words sank in. He spoke tenderly, eyes softening. She felt his thumb rubbing circles on her skin.
“I understand, baby. Thank you for telling me.” Erik could be very stoic and difficult to read at times. She appreciated this moment of clarity in which she didn't have to guess what he was feeling or make any assumptions. She leaned in to kiss him, and each time she was finished he pulled her closer again.
“You stay making a nigga communicate, damn.” He gripped her thigh.
“Now that goes both ways. You was making me say all types of freaky things.”
“I didn't have to try that hard.” One shared glance and they started cracking up.
“I'll clear the table.” She lifted from his lap. He followed her into the kitchen, tidying up behind his mess from cooking. Unlike earlier, the rest of the conversation flowed with ease.
In the following weeks, Ryka and Erik felt more connected with one another than they ever had. Living, laughing, and fucking. He envisioned them evolving together throughout the ups and downs of life. In certitude, Erik purchased an engagement ring that he would share with her in due time as his spirit guides continued to enlighten him.
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Pls reblog! I haven't posted in a while and would love for this to circulate.
Pairing: John Clark (Michael B. Jordan) × BlackOC (Danielle “Dani” Rourke)
Summary: In a black site prison, John Clark is caged but never tamed. Dani Rourke, the CIA officer tasked with handling him, becomes the only guard he obeys — and the only one who can pull him back from the edge. But what begins as control twists into something darker: forbidden attraction, psychological games, and a collision neither of them can walk away from.
Warnings: 18+ only. Dark romance. Prison setting. Explicit language. Power imbalance. Possessive themes. Sexual content (oral sex, fingering, heavy dirty talk). Violence mentioned (John’s backstory). Obsession. Forbidden/forbidden workplace dynamics.
Word: 14k
The convoy rolled in like a clenched fist. Matte-black SUVs and a prison van nosed through the blast doors as if the concrete opened out of fear. Inside, the light changed: from the muddy daylight to a slab of fluorescence that turned skin sallow and eyes colder. You could taste electricity in the air. Metal. Old coffee burned down to tar. The hum of vents pretending to be silence.
They brought him out of the van already in the heavy cuffs—wrists fronted, chain looped to a black belly-belt, ankles in steel that bit when he moved. John Clark was a tall shadow with a pulse. Sweat and rain clung to him, then flashed off under the lights. Someone had scrubbed the blood long ago, but his skin kept that permanent memory—scars like parentheses, notes the world left on him.
“On the prints,” a guard said, jerking his chin toward the painted feet on the floor.
John didn’t move. Not for him.
Dani Rourke leaned against the intake desk without looking like she needed support. Twenty-nine, hair braided tight because loose hair gave inmates ideas. Her uniform fit like it had grown that way—a discipline more than a fabric. She had a clipboard, a stylus, and a face that didn’t blink unless it decided blinking was efficient.
“Mr. Clark,” she said, like the name was a barcode. “On the prints.”
He looked up at her. Not at the guard. Not at the camera bubble’s dark half-dome. Her. His eyes were the kind of controlled that made other people’s hands itch. It wasn’t deadness; it was focus, like every inch of him had a job and none of those jobs involved fear.
He stepped onto the painted feet. The chain clinked, small and obscene in the bright room.
The other guards relaxed in that ugly, relieved way men do when power confirms itself. The tallest one—Mason, shoulders like a wardrobe—cleared his throat and began the checklist. “Prisoner stripped of external identifiers, check. Contraband—”
“Open,” Dani said, the word for his mouth, not for Mason. John opened. She tilted his chin with two fingers, checked behind the tongue with a penlight. He followed the light lazily, eyes sliding back to hers when she was done. The tiny contact felt like a power socket. She removed her hand and turned to the desk as if her pulse hadn’t taken a stupid, traitorous hop.
“Documentation, not commentary,” Dani said. She didn’t raise her voice. She didn’t need to. “Rotate.”
John rotated. Not for Mason. For the clockwork of her voice. Shoulders under the shirt—state-issue gray clinging to wet and muscle—rolled like a mechanism that could be silent or murderous, dealer’s choice. A camera blinked its little red dot. The vent hummed. Somewhere a printer chattered. The world kept paperwork even if it tried to erase a man.
“Eyes straight.” She took the photo. The flash flattened him for a second, and still it didn’t make him small.
He was supposed to be this myth—the rogue SEAL who’d cut the head off a snake disguised as a U.S. Attorney General. The rumors threaded around the fluorescent hum: mercenaries, a murdered wife, an unborn child, an execution done with the clean certainty of a man who’d run out of acceptable targets. Men like Mason liked rumors because rumors made them feel like wardens of something bigger than themselves.
“Refuses to respond to standard command,” another guard muttered, checking a box ahead of time like he enjoyed prophecy.
“Responds to clear command,” Dani said, without looking up. “Hands forward.”
John brought his hands forward, the chain flashing. Slow. Deliberate. He did it the way a predator lopes: not because the leash exists, but because the pace is his.
The medic came in smelling like latex and mint gum. Pupils, pulse, reflex. John sat when Dani said sit, stood when she said stand. His pulse stayed bored under the medic’s fingers, but Dani felt something else in the room shift around that straight line: a tension wire thrumming between look and voice. The medic signed off. Paper slid. Barcodes scanned. The printer spit out his new name: CLARK, JOHN — DETAINEE 7B. The government loved a clean label for a filthy secret.
“7B,” Mason repeated, satisfied like a man who’d just put a lid on a boiling pot.
“Stand.” Dani’s voice again. “We’re walking.”
The chain at his ankles gave him a shorter step. He still made it look like a choice. The escort formed up: Mason behind, one guard on either side. Dani at point, because she’d already decided he’d follow her voice or he wouldn’t follow at all. The door hissed open like a throat clearing.
The corridor swallowed them. Long, white, humming. Cameras every ten meters. The floor shone with that too-clean finish that always smells faintly of lemons and bleach and other people’s fear. Boots tapped out a steady metronome that seemed to measure how quickly men pretend to be in control.
“Eyes front,” Mason said, more for himself than anyone else.
John’s eyes were on Dani’s back. On the collar seam. On the stray baby hair at her nape that the braid couldn’t bully into line. Not lust—yet—but attention that had temperature. She felt it without seeing it; that pure animal awareness of being watched by something that could break your bones and might ask permission first just to be impolite.
They passed a junction where the ceiling camera angle left a thin crescent of shadow on the wall. A known quirk. Not a blind spot big enough for sin, but big enough for a breath that didn’t belong to policy.
“Hold,” Dani said, palm up.
They stopped. The guards shifted, boots squeaking. John didn’t speak, didn’t test, didn’t fill silence with anything. The air in that slice of shadow had a different weight. Everything amplified: the tick of a far relay, the soft slide of Dani’s own inhale, the way chain against fabric sounded like a threat and a promise if you were twisted enough to hear it that way.
“You will follow my commands,” she said, not turning. “You will not address other staff unless prompted. You will not test a perimeter you cannot see. Nod if you understand.”
He nodded. The chain quivered, that tiny, treacherous music.
Behind them, Mason muttered, “He understands pain, is what he understands.”
John finally spoke, voice low-grit and calm. “I understand idiots in hallway echo.” He didn’t look at Mason. He said it to the space above Mason’s dignity, which was the same thing as saying it to no one.
Mason bristled, weight shifting forward.
“Keep your spacing,” Dani said, the words pinning Mason back more neatly than a baton ever could. She moved again, and the whole shape of the squad obeyed, as if the corridor itself wanted to please her.
They reached the 7B block. The door read the badge at Dani’s hip and sighed open. The cells here had glass-fronts like aquariums for unwise fish. The lights were tuned cooler, which made everyone look a little more like a ghost. A metal bed. A stainless steel toilet that pretended not to be part of the show. A drain in the floor because sometimes the show needed hosing.
“Inside,” Dani said.
John stepped in. The room narrowed around him like a throat around a name. He turned to face them. For a breath, nobody moved. Authority hung in the air waiting to be claimed.
“Wrists,” she said, and he brought them forward through the aperture in the door. Her hands were steady as she disengaged the front chain and fed it back through the slot. The touch was clean, professional, maddening. He smelled like rain drying on skin over steel—like the kind of man weather respects.
“Turn.” Ankles next, the short chain swapped for the fixed ring anchored to the floor near the bed. He kept his balance with a tiny, precise adjustment of calf and hip, a dancer’s economy misfiled under “threat.”
“Final strip,” Mason said, trying for bravado and landing on petty. “You want—”
“I’ve got it,” Dani said. Mason shut up because men like Mason always shut up when somebody does the work without asking for applause.
She slid the last shackle free, stepped back out, and sealed the door. It locked with that thick magnetic clunk meant to reassure taxpayers and terrify fantasies. John didn’t move to test it. He looked at her instead. The glass between them might as well have been a confessional screen.
“You’ll get used to the routine,” Dani said. Her voice laid tracks: wake, check, feed, lights, silence; the liturgy of state-sanctioned forgetting. “You’ll see me at 0600. You’ll see me at 1400. You’ll see me at 2200.”
His mouth tilted, not kindness. “Lucky me.”
“You’re here to be contained, not entertained.”
“That why they sent you?” he asked, head a fraction to the side. “Containment with cheekbones.”
Mason snorted. “You want a mouthguard with that mouth, hero?”
John didn’t look away from Dani. “Tell your dog to stop barking.”
The corridor cooled. Mason’s hand twitched; you could hear knuckles wanting attention. Dani let the silence stretch until it found the shape she wanted.
“Sergeant,” she said to Mason without glancing. “You’re dismissed.”
A beat where rank and ego wrestled. Mason lost, because the corridor, the cameras, the paperwork—they all knew whose voice the prisoner followed. He left with a curse under his breath that thought it was quieter than it was.
It was just the two of them, then—plus the cameras, plus the hum, plus the taste of metal. Dani stepped closer to the glass, not close enough to read as compromise. Close enough to text across a language nobody else admitted speaking.
“You will call me Officer Rourke,” she said. “You will obey my commands. You will keep your eyes on the line painted on the floor when I tell you to move. Nod if you understand.”
He didn’t nod. He blinked once, slow, the body’s version of I heard you spoken in a dialect people use before they decide to be dangerous.
“Mr. Clark.”
A beat. Then he nodded. A small concession. A world of trouble.
“Good,” she said, and for the first time since he’d stepped off the van, she allowed herself a breath that wasn’t measured in millimeters. “Dinner at nineteen hundred. Don’t make me repeat myself.”
“I don’t make you do anything,” he said, quiet as a closed knife. “You just like saying my name.”
Her jaw wanted to answer. Her mouth didn’t. She turned, boots measuring out the corridor. The cameras watched her leave; he watched instead of the cameras. The door at the end swallowed her, and the hum filled the space she left behind.
In the glass reflection, his face doubled—one version caged, one thinner and somehow freer, like a shadow practicing an escape. He looked at the empty corridor where her shape had been and smiled without showing teeth. The kind of smile a man wears when he’s already learning the architecture of a new prison: doors, schedules, voices, weaknesses. The kind of smile that says he’ll listen to the right command right up until the second he doesn’t.
The vents kept humming. The printer down the hall started whining again and fed another label into another file for another inmate with a less interesting history. The black site exhaled and pretended it had nothing in its lungs but air.
At 1900, the slot in his door opened with a rectangular sigh. A tray slid through: protein, starch, a vegetable that used to have a name. A plastic fork. The slot closed. Footsteps paused, then moved on. Not hers.
A second later, a shadow interrupted the light at the base of his door. Her boots. He didn’t need the window to know it was Dani. Some bodies learn another body’s gravity even if they never touch.
“Eat,” her voice came, level.
He picked up the fork like she’d put it in his hand.
“Mr. Clark,” she added, and this time her voice carried the smallest burr—fatigue or curiosity, he couldn’t tell. “Don’t test the riot team on your first night.”
He set the fork down and stepped closer to the glass until the world narrowed to her reflection next to his. “You gonna be the one I test instead?”
Silence. The kind that sparks if you breathe wrong.
“Eat,” she repeated, softer. Not an order. Something more dangerous.
He sat on the edge of the metal bed, ate like a man who had decided hunger was a negotiation he didn’t need to lose, and watched her shadow stay a moment longer than protocol would recommend. Then it moved away, swallowed by the corridor’s hum. The lights kept their bright, unmerciful stare. The glass did not blink.
Night in a place like this is just day with the lights lying about it. He lay back without lying down, shoulders still coiled, gaze on the seam where ceiling met wall. Somewhere in the facility, a compressor kicked and sighed; someone cursed; a radio squawked; paperwork stacked itself like a wall that pretended to be taller than a man.
He closed his eyes and saw her anyway: the precise mouth, the braid, the calm that wasn’t cold. The way the corridor obeyed when she spoke. The way his own pulse had been boring for the medic and a touch less boring when she said Mr. Clark like the name weighed something.
The chain at his ankle whispered against the floor as he adjusted. Metal on metal. A lullaby for people who’d forgotten what lullabies were for.
He didn’t sleep. Predators doze. He waited, and the black site waited with him, pretending the word containmentmeant anything more than a dare.
The black site woke itself with light. Fluorescents cracked on like an electric whip. A siren barked once, too short to matter but long enough to remind everyone that time didn’t pass here—it was programmed. Boots hit concrete in a staggered rhythm as the morning shift marched the block, batons clattering against bars, glass, steel.
Most inmates groaned, stood, went through the ritual like trained cattle. John Clark didn’t. He stayed seated on the edge of his bed, elbows on knees, chains slack around his ankles. Calm as a man in a hotel room.
“Up,” a voice snapped. Not Dani’s.
It belonged to Collins—new blood, maybe late twenties, with the face of somebody who still thought the uniform made him tall. His chest puffed against the vest; his baton slapped the door frame like punctuation.
John didn’t move. His gaze stayed low, fixed somewhere near the drain in the floor as if the order hadn’t even registered.
“I said up, inmate.” Collins’ voice cracked toward volume. “On your feet for inspection.”
John finally looked up. Not hurried. Not riled. Just a slow drag of his eyes to the glass. He took in Collins like he was reading a sign he’d already decided to ignore.
“Inspection?” John’s voice came low, a rough scrape softened by amusement. “You want me to stand so you can look at me? What—didn’t get enough cock last night?”
The other guards snorted before they could stop themselves. One coughed to cover it. Collins’ face went red, a blotchy heat that crawled up his neck.
“You think you’re funny, motherfucker?” Collins stepped closer, baton rattling the slot on the door. “Get on your feet before I drag your ass out of there.”
John leaned back against the wall, stretching out like a man testing a mattress. Ankles clinked, wrists loose in the belly-chain. His smile was a cut, teeth barely visible.
“Drag me out,” he said. “See how many of you it takes. Bet you a month’s pay you piss yourself before we hit the hallway.”
“Code Blue,” Collins hissed, half-turning like he’d call it himself, riot squad just itching to break something.
John chuckled, a low vibration that didn’t reach his eyes. “You ever been in a fight, Collins? Not a bar scuffle. Not a frat boy pissing contest. A fight where you know the other guy’s faster, meaner, better trained? Where you pray your mother never sees the tape of how fast you went down?”
Collins froze, baton tightening in his grip.
“Didn’t think so,” John finished, voice gone flat.
The corridor air thickened. The fluorescent hum seemed louder than breathing. Then the door at the end hissed open.
Dani Rourke stepped in. Calm as always. Braid tight, uniform sharp, coffee steaming in her hand like she had all the patience in the world. Her eyes took in the tableau in one sweep: Collins puffed up, John lounging in chains, the rest of the guards waiting to see which way the day would break.
“On your feet, Mr. Clark,” she said. Voice level, clipped. No extra words.
The silence stretched one second too long, then John rose. Smooth, unhurried, deliberate. Every vertebra straightening was a reminder that it was her command he followed, not Collins’. His eyes locked on Dani, not the baton, not the cameras.
“Hands forward,” Dani said.
He obeyed, wrists out through the slot. Slow. A deliberate pace that felt like mockery, but perfect in execution. The cuffs clinked into place.
Collins seethed, jaw tight. “He’s playing you—”
“Inspection complete,” Dani cut in. Her tone had the weight of punctuation, not suggestion. She slid the clipboard under her arm, tapped her stylus once, and moved on.
John leaned slightly toward the slot as she finished. His voice dropped low, too soft for the others. “Guess I just like the way you talk to me.”
Dani didn’t flinch. She snapped the stylus against the clipboard, a sharp little crack. “Stand straight, Clark.”
He straightened. Chain taut. Eyes still on her, mouth tilted with that infuriating almost-smile.
The guards dispersed in mutters, Collins stomping down the corridor like a boy robbed of his toy. Behind him, the whispers started: He only listens to Rourke.
Dani walked steady, coffee still steaming, her braid brushing her collar. She didn’t look back. But she felt his stare burn between her shoulder blades until the next door sealed behind her.
The clipboard was steady in her hand, and so was the coffee, and so was her walk down the corridor. That was what mattered: steadiness. Boots tapping the exact same rhythm whether her pulse was flat or sprinting.
But her pulse wasn’t flat. It was fucked.
She could still hear the laugh—John’s laugh. That deep, derisive sound he’d thrown at Collins, low and easy, like a wolf grinning through its teeth. It wasn’t the words that hooked her, though they had landed sharp enough to cut. It was how he wielded them: calm, surgical, as if he’d dissected Collins’ entire manhood in a sentence and left him bleeding in front of the squad.
And then—her voice. Her voice had cut through it, and he’d moved. No hesitation. No backtalk. No delay. Just that slow, deliberate compliance that had felt like… indulgence. Not submission, not obedience, but choice.
That was worse than defiance.
Because Collins was already a joke. Everyone could see that. But her? Dani wasn’t supposed to be the center of a prisoner’s gravity. She wasn’t supposed to be the voice he picked out of the noise, the eyes he locked onto, the one tether he decided was worth the effort.
She hated the way her body knew it before her brain wanted to admit it. The prickle at the base of her neck under his stare. The way her shoulders had stiffened like a teenager’s when his mouth tilted with that not-quite-smile. The sudden, traitorous awareness of how her uniform fit, how the braid brushed her collarbone.
She’d walked the rest of the block, clipboard neat, stylus clipped back into its slot. Didn’t let a single word slip sideways. But the whispers were already running ahead of her: he only listens to Rourke.
That rumor was gasoline. In a place like this, gasoline burned quick.
Her boots hit the steel grate that led into the admin wing. The cameras above her hummed with their little electric secrets. She sipped her coffee—lukewarm, bitter, state-issued—and kept her face calm.
But under the braid, under the uniform, under the badge, Dani Rourke’s pulse was still running too hot for this early in the morning. And she knew—knew like a bad song stuck in her head—that John Clark had noticed.
The block had its rhythm, and Dani played her part. Clipboard in one hand, stylus tapping boxes with that dry little click that echoed in the glass-and-steel throat of the corridor.
Cell 7A: inmate compliant. Cell 7C: inmate hostile during feeding, noted. 7D: no anomalies. 7E: medication dispensed.
Every door was the same. Steel, glass, slot, hum. A body inside, some angry, some silent, some broken in ways you couldn’t see. Men the government didn’t want anyone to remember existed.
Dani’s boots measured it out: thirty-six paces from the admin door to the turn. Eight paces between cells. Two seconds to glance in, enough to confirm life without inviting contact. Her shoulders stayed square, uniform collar stiff, braid brushing between her shoulder blades with every step.
“Rourke,” one inmate hissed through the crack at the bottom of his door. She didn’t turn. “Hey—Rourke—” The hiss sharpened when she ignored it. They always sharpened. She clicked her stylus against the box for hostile attempt at communication and kept walking.
The cameras blinked red dots overhead, sucking in every movement. The vents hummed the same note they hummed every day. The fluorescent light made even the walls look tired.
7F: restrained, compliant. 7G: no anomalies.
It was always the same—men testing the edges, reaching for her attention, and her denying it. Attention was currency here. Eye contact was more than acknowledgment; it was fuel. So she gave none of it.
Until 7B.
Her clipboard stayed steady. Her pace didn’t falter. But she felt it before she saw it—the weight of his stare pressing out from behind glass. She turned her head the precise fraction required by protocol, no more. And there he was.
John Clark. Sitting on the bed, ankle chain slack, posture loose in that calculated way that spoke louder than aggression. His eyes locked to hers before she even reached the glass. Like he’d been waiting for the exact second her boots would stop in front of his door.
Dani made the notation: inmate seated, compliant. Box ticked. Routine intact.
But it didn’t feel routine.
Because he didn’t look at her like the others did. Not hungry, not mocking, not desperate. His stare was steady, patient. As if he wasn’t watching the guard; he was watching her. Dani Rourke, twenty-nine, braid tight, collar stiff, pulse betraying her.
Her throat went dry. She swallowed once, quiet enough the camera mic wouldn’t catch it.
“Inspection complete,” she said, as she did at every door. The words landed, too neat, too even.
John leaned forward a fraction, elbows on his knees, chain clinking soft against the floor. He didn’t blink. He didn’t move his mouth enough to read the words, but she felt them all the same: I see you.
Dani moved to the next cell. She had to. Her clipboard clicked, her boots tapped, her shoulders stayed square. Protocol was an armor, and armor only worked if you didn’t admit the cracks.
But with every step away, her back prickled hotter. His gaze didn’t stay behind the glass; it followed her down the corridor like a hand between her shoulder blades.
At the end of the block, she turned the corner, out of his line of sight. The pressure lifted—but not clean. More like pulling out a knife and leaving the wound open.
She ticked the last box on her clipboard and realized her handwriting had gone sloppy.
The black site didn’t wake gently. It never did. Lights cracked on in the ceiling with their hard, buzzing brightness, stabbing into every cell like interrogation lamps. Vents pushed out stale air that smelled faintly of bleach and rubber. Doors groaned awake under the lock system’s hum.
Most inmates stirred automatically. Pavlovian. Trays clattered, boots echoed, batons tapped against glass. Voices barked the same orders they barked every morning. The sound of routine wasn’t peaceful—it was an assault, engineered to remind the men that they weren’t men, just numbered problems in boxes.
But in Cell 7B, the problem didn’t move.
John Clark sat on the edge of his bed, elbows on his knees, head lowered like he was watching the drain in the floor. Ankles chained, wrists locked, shoulders a stillness that vibrated with refusal.
The slot scraped open and a tray shoved through: eggs powdered into yellow dust, oatmeal hardened to cement, toast rubbery enough to fold. The tray clanged against the metal floor. John didn’t reach for it. Didn’t twitch.
“On your feet, Clark!” Collins’ voice cracked against the glass. Too loud. Too eager.
John didn’t look up.
“I said up!” Collins’ baton slammed against the glass, the sound reverberating like a shot in the corridor. The other guards slowed in their routines, half-watching.
Nothing.
Collins’ ears went red. “You think you’re funny? You think you get to pick and choose?” He rattled the door slot harder, metal screeching. “Get your ass on the line before I drag you out.”
Finally, John lifted his head. His eyes found Collins with the kind of calm that didn’t belong to a prisoner. The kind of calm that made your stomach know your fists weren’t enough.
“You sound tired,” John said, voice low, dry. “Maybe let someone else bark for a while.”
The guards near Collins smirked before they could stop themselves. Mason shot them a look, but it was too late—the crack had already landed.
Collins’ jaw flexed. “I’ll bark when I fucking want.”
John leaned back against the wall, chain clinking as he stretched out like he had all the time in the world. “And I’ll sit here. Guess we both get what we want.”
Collins’ hand twitched toward his radio. “Code Blue.”
The words rippled down the corridor. The siren hit immediately—low, ugly, rattling the steel in the walls. Radios barked, boots thundered, and the black site filled with the energy of violence waiting for permission.
Doors opened down the hall. Riot squad flooded out—six guards armored head to toe, black pads creaking, shields thudding into position, batons hanging like promises. Their visors hid their eyes, but the heat in the air was obvious. They smelled of sweat already, of rubber and adrenaline.
“Stack up!” Mason barked. “On my call, we breach!”
The riot wall thudded forward, boots hammering, shields slamming together in a crash that echoed down the block.
But inside 7B, the storm wasn’t storming.
John didn’t move. Still perched on the bed, still loose in the shoulders, as if the threat outside the door was entertainment, not danger. His eyes drifted up to the small window, watching the chaos gather, and then back down to the floor.
And that’s when the lock clicked.
The slot opened—not for the squad, but for Dani Rourke.
She keyed herself in before the wall reached the cell. The magnetic bolts disengaged with a heavy clunk, and she stepped inside. No shield. No baton. Just her boots, her braid, her voice.
“John,” she said.
His head lifted, eyes cutting to her instantly. Not to the siren, not to the squad massing outside. Her.
“You need to stand.” Her voice was calm, flat, unhurried. Like she had all the authority in the world.
The squad outside banged their shields again. Collins shouted, “Rourke! Get out of there! He’s noncompliant!”
But John moved. Slowly. Deliberately. One hand pushing against his thigh, then the other. Ankles grinding the chain. He rose. Tall, steady, caged predator unfolding at her command.
“Hands forward,” Dani said.
He stepped to the slot. Slid his wrists out, the steel glinting under the lights. Her hands were steady as she locked him into the transfer chain, but her pulse betrayed her. His knuckles brushed hers—warm, solid, deliberate. His eyes never left hers.
“Good,” she said, voice clipped.
And then the riot squad burst in.
Shields up, boots thunderous, they poured into the block, a wall of armored force filling the corridor. The air stank of rubber and sweat, adrenaline pounding like another siren. The cell door was still open, Dani standing there with John chained and ready to move.
The squad froze mid-charge. Shields halted.
Collins’ voice cracked through the visor. “What the fuck—”
“He’s compliant,” Dani cut in, voice like steel. “Stand down.”
The words carried a weight heavier than shields. For a beat, no one moved. Then Mason lifted a hand, barked, “Stand down!” The shields lowered in a clatter. The squad muttered as they peeled back, adrenaline souring into frustration.
John stepped out with Dani leading the chain. Calm. Composed. Like he’d never refused at all.
Collins’ face burned red through the visor. “He’s fucking playing you—”
John turned his head just enough, smirk sharp. “Guess you overdressed for breakfast.”
Laughter leaked from the line before anyone could choke it down. Collins’ fists clenched on his baton. His rage was loud, obvious, and powerless.
“Enough,” Mason snapped. “Back to posts.”
The squad dispersed, shields clattering back into racks. The siren cut. Silence crashed back in, humming vents filling the air.
Dani guided John back to his cell, locked him in, checked the restraints twice. Protocol. Always protocol. He didn’t resist, didn’t blink. Just watched her. Calm. Knowing.
“You’ll move when I tell you to,” she said, voice low as the latch clunked home.
His mouth tilted in that dangerous almost-smile. “Exactly.”
Her stomach tightened. She turned before he could see it.
The corridor emptied slow, leaving Mason, Collins, and Dani outside the block. Mason rubbed at his temple, jaw tight. Collins paced like a dog itching to bite.
“Rourke,” Mason said finally. “You want to explain what the hell that was?”
“I handled it,” Dani said. Her tone was clipped, even. “He’s in compliance. No injuries. No damage.”
Collins barked a bitter laugh. “Compliance? He’s laughing at us! He makes you his fucking handler, and you just—”
“He didn’t move for you,” Dani cut in. She turned, eyes sharp on Collins. “He didn’t move for Mason. He didn’t move for six men in riot gear. He moved for me.”
Collins’ mouth opened, closed, then opened again. “Exactly. That’s the problem.”
“No,” Dani said, stepping closer, voice flat, final. “That’s the solution. From now on, when it comes to Clark, I handle him. He listens. You don’t like it? File a report.”
Mason’s eyes narrowed. The weight of his stare pressed down, testing her resolve. She didn’t blink.
Finally, Mason exhaled through his nose, a sound halfway to surrender. “Fine. You want responsibility? You’ve got it. Clark’s yours.”
Collins muttered, “This is bullshit.”
“Then write it up,” Dani said, walking past him. Her boots clanged against the steel grating, braid swinging sharp against her back. “But until then, you stay the hell out of my way.”
Behind her, the silence hung heavy. John’s stare from inside his cell still burned hotter than the riot squad’s anger.
The door to 7B coughed its locks and exhaled the same metallic breath as always. Dani stood centered in the frame, clipboard tucked against her ribs, hips squared to the threshold. Behind her, Mason’s bulk filled the corridor like a refrigerator in a narrow kitchen; Collins was a blade of jittery energy, baton grinning from his belt.
“Yard,” Dani said.
John rose with that unhurried economy that made the chain at his ankles sound like punctuation, not restraint. He stepped forward, the transfer cuffs waiting at the slot. The cuffs’ mouth was a neat rectangle of state logic; her hands bridged the gap, cool and steady, metal kissing metal until it clicked into a system that pretended it was bigger than either of them.
“On me,” Dani said, tugging once. He came out of the cell as if the corridor were his hallway and everyone else were guests.
“Keep your pace up,” Collins snapped. “This isn’t a date.”
John didn’t look at him. “You still mad about breakfast, Collins?” The smirk was lazy, voice low enough to make the taunt feel private and humiliating at the same time. “Riot cosplay looked good on you.”
Collins flushed. “Say that again after I—”
“Enough,” Mason barked. “Rourke, move.”
Dani moved. The escort formed into a sketched-out textbook: she at point, John a half-step behind, two shadows of authority at their flanks. The corridor unrolled like a film strip nobody asked to watch: white walls, scuffed baseboards, fluorescents letting everyone know skin is a color invented by optimists. Vents kept humming the same old lie about fresh air.
Chain-sound. Boot-sound. The quiet scrape of John’s breath—measured, boring, except that it wasn’t. Her shoulder knew his distance without turning; every guard learns the math of proximity, but she felt this one like temperature.
“Pick it up,” Mason said.
John’s eyes slid his way, unimpressed. “Sergeant, you got two speeds: bark and sulk. Ever try giving an order?”
Mason’s jaw flexed. Collins snorted like he’d won something.
John didn’t break stride. “See, she gives an order,” he nodded at Dani’s back, “and I move. You two bray like stray dogs.”
“Careful,” Collins hissed, half to Mason, half to his own temper. “He’s baiting.”
“Bait would imply I want what you’re offering,” John said. “I don’t.”
Dani didn’t look back, but she felt the heat ripple off them. “Eyes front,” she said, without raising her voice. The words reorganized the air.
They hit the turn to the yard and the world widened. The door’s magnet dropped with a heavy thunk. Brightness, then open sky—caged sky, a square of bruised blue framed by razor wire that curled like punctuation over concrete walls. Towers hunched at the corners, rifles sleeping in their stations. Floodlights dangled on steel necks, dead for now but fat with memory.
The smell shifted: hot asphalt, iron, old sweat, a phantom of cut grass that never actually existed here. The yard was a stage—weights clanged in a corner where a knot of inmates pretended metal could tell them something about freedom; a half-court game knocked the ball like a heartbeat against the backboard; a few men walked the perimeter, counting the crack lines in the concrete like rosary beads.
They looked up when John stepped out. Ripples. Heads turned, voices snagged mid-sentence. News traveled at the speed of appetite in a place like this, and everyone’d heard about 7B and the riot gear that didn’t riot.
“New fish,” someone called. “Or just a shark in cuffs?”
John didn’t answer. He took the yard in with a soldier’s glance: exits, angles, patterns, the question of who thinks they’re a problem and who actually is. Dani held his chain lightly, the gesture formal and meaningless at the same time; they both knew what he could do if meaning ever stopped mattering.
“Thirty minutes,” Dani said to him, to the yard, to the cameras. “Stay clear of the tower lines. No contact with 6-block. No horse trading.” The last line was for the benefit of the microphones as much as his ears.
He angled his head. “What if I just walk?”
“You’ll walk where I tell you to walk.”
“Then I guess I’ll walk,” he said, and his smile was small enough to hide in, if you were the kind of person who liked dangerous furniture.
He walked. Not aimless. Not hunting. A perimeter trace just inside the painted line, the kind of route a man takes when he’s inventorying lunch tables in a high school full of knives. Men gave him room without deciding to. The basketball game stuttered for a beat as both teams calculated whether the gravity had changed.
A skinny inmate with old ink and a new mouth drifted into his orbit. “Heard you’re the hero who put a bigshot in the ground.” His grin showed a mess of teeth and hope. “Respect.”
John’s eyes slid over him like weather. “Respect isn’t a sentence,” he said, and kept walking.
Another one tried swagger: got too close, chest out, an elbow like a nudge. John pivoted half a step, cuffs barely whispering, and the guy hit a wall that didn’t exist. No shove. No theatrics. Just geometry. And a look that told the whole yard what would happen if anyone did the math wrong.
Dani watched, the way you watch a power line in a storm. Calm from the outside; humming with possibility underneath. Collins stood near the gate pretending to be casual and failing. Mason scanned with his dull cop’s squint, missing the undercurrents because he insisted undercurrents weren’t real.
When John crossed her lane again, Dani lifted her chin. “Hydrate.”
He took the paper cup from her hand like it was just another command. Drank. Neither of them looked at the cameras; both of them felt the eyes.
“Time,” Mason called, because clocks have authority even when people don’t.
“On me,” Dani said.
John finished the last swallow and tipped the cup so a single line of water ran down the ridge of his knuckles, over the steel. He gave the empty back the way you hand someone an answer they already knew.
They formed up to leave. The inmates triangulated their attention to the gate as if staring hard could widen it. The chain between John’s ankles tapped its patient notation into the asphalt. At the threshold, he glanced once over his shoulder at the square of sky. Not longing—calculation. He filed it away with the rest.
Back into the corridor. Concrete swallowed them whole. The first camera caught their entry, red LED blinking like a metronome for crimes that hadn’t happened yet. The light here was colder, the hum a shade meaner. Dani’s shoulders knew the distances all over again, remapped to walls instead of open air.
“Next time,” Collins said, “we put him on the far bench and keep him there. None of this sightseeing—”
“Next time,” John said, without looking, “you try an inside voice. The tower could hear your insecurity.”
Mason grunted something that wanted to be a warning and landed as a concession.
They walked.
Ahead: the corridor kinked around a support column and the camera above it covered ninety percent of what protocol insisted it covered. Ten percent was a crescent of shadow where walls, angle, and lazy installation made a lie. Every guard learned it during orientation. Most pretended it wasn’t there. Some took advantage when they shouldn’t. Dani logged it mentally as a risk zone and kept it in the part of her brain where you store words you don’t say.
Her body recognized the seam before her mind offered up the file card. Temperature dipped. Air pressure showed its bones. The hum got weird, like sound chose the other wall.
They stepped into the crescent and the world narrowed. Dani held her pace. “Eyes front,” she said to the space, to herself, to the fact that her pulse had found a new drum.
John slowed. Just enough to collapse the half-step between them into something that felt like it had consequences. The ankle chain scraped a new rhythm. She didn’t look back—she knew better than to look at wanting—but her peripheral vision fed her the math: his shoulder, the angle of his head, the line of his mouth when it wasn’t announcing itself to the world.
“Stay on the line, Clark,” she said. The line was a yellow stripe worn pale by obedient feet.
His cuffed hand drifted. Not a grab. Not insubordination. A brush. Knuckles grazing the inside of her wrist where skin is thinner and nerves are loud. Heat, brief as friction, undeniable as a slap you don’t return.
Her baton-hand twitched without drawing. “Careful.”
He didn’t flinch. He bent a fraction, breath hitting the shell of her ear in a way the microphones would classify as ambient.
“Every time you touch these cuffs,” he whispered, voice soft enough to bleed into the hum, “I think about your hands somewhere else.”
Her body betrayed her. A hitch so small it could have been a footfall on uneven paint. Heat streaking down her spine, caught and hidden by discipline that had been beaten into shape by years of being watched. The cuffs. Her hands. The image slammed into the part of her brain that did not ask permission.
“Watch your mouth,” she said. It came out even. She was proud and furious about that.
“I am,” he said, and the smile in the words was a crime in ten states. “Watching yours.”
“Eyes front.” The words clipped and sharp, a blade snapping home. “Do not test me here.”
“That’s exactly what I’m doing,” he murmured, and then—nothing. He drew back, pace matching hers again like the moment had been invented by lighting. The crescent ended; the camera picked them up clean. Red LED blinked its bureaucratic blink. To anyone watching, they were geometry and protocol, a guard and a prisoner behaving.
Collins yawned fake and loud because he had no idea what had happened ten feet back. “Make a left already. I’m missing lunch.”
“Tragic,” John said.
They took the left. The corridor straightened. Dani’s heart didn’t. It kept its new rhythm like it owed somebody money. She taught her lungs how to breathe under fluorescents again. At the next camera bubble, she let her gaze flick to the curve of black glass—not to check coverage, but to remind herself what was real.
7B waited with its aquarium calm. The lock welcomed them with a heavy kiss. She stepped John into the rectangle, turned him with two fingers at his elbow, fed steel into steel until the cuffs and the room made their uneasy logic again.
He watched her. Not the door. Not the other men. Her. Not a stare that asked. A stare that recorded.
“Hands,” she said, and he offered them through the slot, palms up, veins mapping under skin. Her fingers brushed his again as she freed one shackle, then the other, the ritual done at a pace that looked identical to every other time and felt nothing like identical to her nerves.
“Back,” she said. He stepped. “Face the wall.” He did. The door slid home with a seal meant to comfort gods.
Collins exhaled like he’d been holding his breath since the yard. “Finally.”
Mason checked a box on his clipboard as if the box meant something. “No incidents,” he said for the record, which was a lie of omission the record liked.
“Rourke,” Collins tried, swagger gluing itself back on, “next time I’m lead on him. I’m not playing second chair to—”
“Next time, you follow my orders,” Dani said without heat. “On Clark, I take point.”
Mason lifted his eyebrows. “That an ask or a tell?”
“It’s a protocol adjustment,” she said, voice quiet enough to undercut ego and loud enough to be policy. “He moves clean for me. He antagonizes you and escalates. If the goal is compliance and no paperwork, I handle Clark.”
Collins laughed; it sounded like a fork scraping a plate. “You like being his babysitter? He’s making you his—”
“Collins,” Mason warned.
Dani didn’t blink. “You want to write that up? Go write it. Use your big boy words. Meanwhile: on 7B, I’m lead. You two are support.” She let her gaze hit Mason first—rank—then Collins—temper. “We’re not here to perform masculinity. We’re here to keep the lid on.”
Mason stared a long second, running the math between pride and practicality. The facility hummed around the calculus.
“Fine,” he said at last. “Clark is yours on movement. Yard, med, showers. You call it, we back it.”
Collins sputtered. “You’re giving her—”
“I’m giving the block fewer reports,” Mason snapped. He pointed at Collins’ chest. “You don’t like it, write Command. Until then, shut up and fall in.”
Collins’ mouth worked. Nothing came out worth keeping. He looked at John through the glass like he wished eyes were batons.
John smiled a fraction, enough for only Dani to notice. Not triumph. Not gratitude. Something more clinical and intimate: a small notch carved into a wall that used to be smooth.
“Shift change in thirty,” Mason said. “Rourke, log the yard. Collins, run 6-block.”
They peeled off. The corridor took them in opposite directions. Dani stayed one second longer than protocol next to the glass, enough for her reflection to shiver into his. She didn’t look at him. She didn’t need to. The cuffs still sat warm in her hands like an accusation.
She walked. Boots. Hum. Cameras. The blind spot around the corner felt like a bruise on the building: touched and gone, tender and invisible. She tasted metal at the back of her throat and told herself it was just the air.
Behind her, in 7B, a man sat down on a steel bed and let the chain whisper against concrete like a secret learning to say its own name.
The prison was never silent, but night made it sound like it wanted to be. The vents hummed lower, steadier. Lights dimmed by fractions, fluorescent glare softened to a shade that still washed skin pale but at least pretended to rest. Doors clicked less often. Boots echoed longer in empty corridors, ricocheting until they sounded like someone else’s steps following behind.
Dani moved down the 7-block with her clipboard, stylus ready, braid pulling at the back of her skull. Her shoulders ached under the weight of too much caffeine and not enough sleep. Night shifts meant fewer guards on the floor, fewer voices, but that didn’t make the place safer. It made the tension louder.
She checked her first cells in rhythm. 7A: inmate prone, visible breath. 7C: pacing, muttering to the vent, eyes fevered. 7D: asleep, arm flung over his face. 7E: hostile earlier, now curled fetal, whispering a name into his pillow. Each notation ticked clean, each glance clipped and impersonal.
Until 7B.
He was awake. Sitting on the edge of his bed, elbows on his thighs, head tipped slightly down. Like he’d been waiting. The light cut across him, half-shadowing his face, but his eyes found hers the moment she stopped at the glass.
“Don’t you ever sleep?” His voice carried low, almost conversational, softened by the hour. “Or do they just wind you up until you break?”
Dani’s stylus tapped her clipboard once, too sharp. “Protocol requires full rounds every two hours.”
“That wasn’t an answer.” His mouth curved, not wide, just a tilt. “You’ve got the braid still tight, posture still straight. But your eyes—” He leaned forward, just enough for the glass to catch his reflection against hers. “Your eyes look like mine. Tired of watching.”
Her pulse thudded traitorously in her throat. “Back from the glass, Clark.”
He didn’t move. “I’m not complaining. Quieter at night. Easier to hear you.”
Her grip tightened on the clipboard. “This is routine.”
“Sure,” he said, tone soft, almost amused. “Routine.”
Her lungs remembered to fill. “Back from the glass.”
This time he moved, deliberate, leaning back until shadow claimed more of his face. The chain at his ankle whispered against concrete. His smirk stayed.
Dani ticked the box: Inmate compliant. The stylus clicked loud in the hush. She turned, boots measured, every step pretending nothing in her pulse had shifted.
“Long visit for a checkmark.”
Collins. His voice knifed out of the dim as he rounded the corner, baton tapping casually against his thigh. His grin was narrow, sharp, too pleased at catching her there.
Dani didn’t break stride. “I don’t log time stamps on rounds. I log compliance.”
“Yeah?” Collins smirked harder, falling into step beside her. “What’s he giving you in there? Tips on how to make him your pet?”
Dani stopped. She turned her head just enough for her eyes to pin him without raising her voice. “I don’t take tips from inmates. I write reports. You want my job, Collins? File for it.”
He shifted, smirk faltering under the weight of her tone. He muttered something about paperwork and peeled off toward the station, boots echoing louder than they needed to.
Dani finished her rounds. 7F: prone, breathing steady. 7G: compliant. 7H: asleep. Each box clicked clean, her handwriting neat again, but her hand felt too tight on the stylus.
She logged the report into the station terminal, filed her round, and poured another paper cup of coffee that smelled like burnt plastic and tasted worse. She stared at the monitor grid, eyes dragging inevitably to the feed for 7B.
Black-and-white. Grainy. He was still awake. Still sitting. His head turned, eyes fixed straight into the lens.
She stared back, coffee hot in her hand, pulse unsteady under her collar. The camera didn’t blink. Neither did he.
The radio crackled, pulling her out of it. “Rourke, warden’s office. Now.”
She set the coffee down, grabbed her clipboard, and moved.
The warden’s office sat at the far end of the admin wing, behind a door that clicked twice before opening. The light was softer here—desk lamp instead of fluorescents, blinds drawn over the narrow slit windows, the air stale with paper and old smoke ground into carpet. Files stacked high on one side of the desk, a monitor humming on the other.
The warden himself leaned back in his chair, sleeves rolled up, tie loosened, the weight of bureaucracy carved into the lines around his mouth. He didn’t look tired—he looked like a man who’d made peace with never sleeping right again.
“Rourke,” he said, voice gravelly. “Sit.”
She sat. Clipboard steady in her lap.
“You’ve had Clark since intake. I want your assessment.”
Dani laid the report on his desk, neat. “He refuses commands from Sergeants Mason and Collins. He complies with mine. No attempted violence under my supervision. No escape behavior. Psychological profile: controlled, calculating, but responsive to direct authority when it’s consistent.”
The warden skimmed the first page, eyebrows twitching. “So he’s dictating which guards handle him.”
“No,” Dani said, calm. “I am. He moves when I tell him to. They provoke, he resists. That’s the difference between order and Code Blue.”
The warden’s eyes lifted, studying her. “You’re suggesting what, exactly?”
“That I be designated as his handler,” Dani said. “All movement, all compliance goes through me. It reduces friction, reduces paperwork, reduces risk.”
Silence stretched. The hum of the desk monitor filled it.
“And restraints?” the warden asked finally.
“He doesn’t require shackles in-cell,” Dani said. Her voice stayed even. “He’s not violent under confinement. Keeping him chained when locked in is unnecessary and provocative. I recommend removal of ankle and wrist restraints once secured.”
The warden leaned back, chair creaking. He tapped the edge of the report with a finger. “You’re arguing for privileges.”
“I’m arguing for efficiency,” Dani said. “And control.”
His mouth pulled tight. “And you think moving him into the special observation wing helps that control?”
“Yes,” Dani said. “A larger glass cell, isolated from gen-pop, with controlled amenities. Books, exercise equipment. It keeps him stable and contained, prevents him from exerting influence on the others, and it makes compliance an incentive.”
The warden studied her a long moment, eyes narrowing slightly, as if weighing whether she believed her own words. Then he nodded.
“Fine. Clark moves to Observation 2 tomorrow. You’re his handler, Rourke. Don’t make me regret it.”
“Yes, sir.”
She rose, collected her clipboard, and stepped out.
The corridor back to the station hummed the same as it always did. Same vents, same fluorescents, same concrete pretending to be neutral. But Dani’s pulse wasn’t neutral. She’d just given him freedom. A bigger cell. Fewer restraints. And she knew—knew like she’d felt his eyes in the glass—that John Clark would recognize it as her choice.
She logged her report, poured the last of the burnt coffee, and stared at the monitor feed for 7B again. He was still awake. Still watching.
This time, the black-and-white grain made his mouth tilt in a way that was almost a smile.
Her apartment pretended at peace. Pale walls, a short couch in a tired gray, a kitchen that solved problems instead of hosting dinners. The window framed a slice of city that belonged to everyone else—bus hiss, brake squeal, a couple arguing softly on the sidewalk about groceries and apologies. Dani stood in the doorway a second longer than she meant to, as if a door in a different building still needed closing.
She set her keys in the small tray by habit: badge, key fob, a hair tie that had lost its elasticity but kept coming along for the ride. Her shoulders lowered the way they never could under fluorescents. Shoes off. Holster locked in the safe. The apartment exhaled.
The fridge hummed. Too familiar. She shut it with her hip and the seal sighed the same way a magnetized door does in the block. She pushed that thought down and turned on the kettle. Water scudded into metal—another wrong echo. She smiled, thin and private. “It’s a kitchen,” she told the room. “Not a corridor.” The kettle didn’t argue.
Errands first. Control what you can control. She walked to the corner grocer with a canvas bag and a list written in the neat, blocky hand the job had taught her. The air was wet with last night’s rain; a street vendor had set up early, steam off griddles carrying onion and cheap coffee into the morning. A cyclist cursed. A kid laughed. All this life in the open, uncounted, unlogged.
Inside the store she moved the way she always did—straight lines, tight turns, efficient. Apples, eggs, yogurt, rice. She stood longer than necessary at the tea shelf, not because she cared but because it felt like a choice with no consequences. Mint, chamomile, something with lemon on the label. The cashier’s nails were glittering stars; Dani found herself watching them tap prices into the terminal and thinking of red camera LEDs blinking over glass.
Laundry next. Coin-op, humming machines lined like soldiers. The washer chunked into a spin and found a rhythm that made her think of ankle chain on concrete. She closed her eyes. Opened them. A woman nearby folded a stack of tiny shirts with the reverence of someone who understood the weight of fabric. Dani folded socks precisely because precision soothed the part of her brain that measured distances between bodies. The dryer door thumped shut behind her like a door with a job to do.
She let herself be a civilian for three hours: grocery bags down, kettle whistling, shower burning her skin. Hair unbraided, dark rope of it heavy down her back. She stood at her mirror and saw the way her collarbone looked without a uniform pressing it into a straight line. Her face looked younger without fluorescent judgment. Her eyes didn’t. She ate at the counter, leaning on her elbows, phone face-down because voice mails could wait and silence had to be practiced to be useful.
She tried to read. Three pages in, the pulses of the building—the elevator cables, the radiator’s old bones—synced to another hum she knew too well. Somewhere else: vents, cameras, locks. She set the book down. Stared at her hand. The memory of warm knuckles grazing her wrist flickered up from the part of the body that collects forbidden electricities. She flexed her fingers once like she could shake the sensation out.
Night crept in without asking permission. She closed the curtains, let the city buzz on the other side of synthetic fabric. TV: static laughter in a room that didn’t have room for it. Off again. She lay on the couch, braid undone, hair damp on the pillow, and told herself to sleep. The ceiling made a slow promise to hold the building up. Her brain offered the image of a man sitting on a steel bed looking at her like routine was a story she was tired of telling.
She slept in tatters. Dreamed she was walking a corridor that wasn’t hers and every camera was a clock.
Morning returned in the stupid way it always does. The coffee maker tried to be helpful and produced something that tasted like apology. She braided her hair tight, uniform laying itself on her body in practiced layers until she looked like someone whose choices were simple. Badge. Holster. Keys. Door.
The prison site took her back like a tide swallowing a shore. Fluorescents bit. The air went thin and artificial. Boots tapped time out of concrete that had run out of patience a decade ago. The shift log caught her signature with a little digital chime and pretended that meant something.
Mason and Collins stood near the monitor bank, watching her arrive the way dogs watch a cat that refuses to acknowledge them.
“Heard your boyfriend’s moving,” Collins said, not looking away from the grid. “You gonna rub sage in the corners of his new place or just bless it with your clipboard?”
“Noted,” Dani said, because nothing she said would make him better and everything she did would make him quieter.
Mason grunted. “Warden cleared Observation Two. We moving him at oh-eight-hundred.”
“Then we’re late,” Dani said. “Let’s go.”
7B’s lock coughed. The glass bared a man who looked like he’d slept only because he’d decided sleep served the plan. He stood before she spoke. Not for Mason’s bark, not for Collins’ posture. For the geometry of her voice filling the frame.
“Wrists,” she said, and he slid them through. The cuffs seated with their precise little bite. He was warm today. Small heat rising off skin to her fingers through metal. She exhaled on schedule.
“On me.”
They walked. Collins had a snort ready and Mason had a warning preloaded, but neither of those things moved John off the line. The corridor’s eyes watched. The door to Observation Two sighed open like something embarrassingly happy to be useful.
The room was larger by half, glass on two sides, corners beveled so reflections wouldn’t hide surprises. The bed was still metal but had a mattress that acknowledged spines existed. A fixed desk. Shelving. Two sanctioned paperbacks: one a thriller someone in procurement thought was clever, one a dog-eared copy of The Old Man and the Sea that made the space feel like a stagehand had a sense of humor. A pull-up bar ruled the doorway’s inside top. A small stack of state-issued clothing, still smelling of bleach and emptiness.
John stepped in and gave it one clean sweep of attention. “Upgrading me?” he asked, mouth tilting. “Or giving yourself better angles?”
“It’s an observation suite,” Dani said. “You’ll have space to move. No restraints while inside. Movement outside will be cuffed.”
His eyes flicked to hers. She didn’t look away. “Generous,” he said. “That from your report, or did I earn it with my smile?”
“You earned it by not making me write what you’d regret reading.” She handed him the folded clothing through the slot. “Change.”
He changed efficiently, as if modesty were a tactical decision he’d weighed and shelved. Shoulders in the new shirt made the fabric look like it wanted to obey. He flexed his hands once, checking for some remembered pain that wasn’t there now that shackles were not chewing at his skin. He went to the pull-up bar and tried it with a single measured breath: body rising like it had an agreement with gravity, elbows closing like a door. Twice. Three times. Controlled, quiet. He dropped down, bare feet whispering against concrete.
“Comfy,” Collins muttered, loud enough for the camera to catch. “Maybe next we get him a fruit basket.”
John’s eyes slid lazily to the glass and past Collins like he was a draft crossing a room. He waited, the way patient men win arguments without speaking.
“Log the transfer,” Dani said.
When the paperwork had eaten its share of time, the radio crackled: “Rourke. Interrogation Room Three. Handler present for detainee 7B.” The air around the words did that thing it does when bureaucracy plants a flag in the dirt.
“On me,” she said again, and the chain set its small music going.
Interrogation Three was a cube of stainless steel that had encountered disappointment and learned to love it. One wall mirrored, one wall camera’d, table bolted to floor as if anyone might forget what floor was for. Two chairs that asked nothing from anyone, a drain that said less.
They seated him. Wrist chain to table ring, ankle chain to the floor point. He let it happen, body going through the arithmetic while his eyes did what his eyes did. She checked every clasp twice. The sound of metal closing mattered; it had to sound like certainty even when nothing was certain.
“You like this room?” he asked, casual, as if they were discussing weather that belonged to someone else.
“I like rooms that do their jobs,” she said. She reached to the second cuff and her knuckles brushed his deltoid through thin cotton: warm muscle, that contained energy like a coiled thing under fabric. Professional contact. Routine. The word that stopped working when his arm shifted that fractional degree toward her hand.
“Don’t,” she warned softly, tone for corridors that don’t have ears. Her palm flattened briefly against his shoulder to stabilize the link, fingers finding bone and heat. The cuff’s tongue slid home with a metallic click that traveled straight down her spine.
“Just helping,” he said, the smile living in his voice. “You know I like to cooperate. With you.”
“Hands still,” she said, and his obeyed her before the sentence ended. The obedience felt like a match struck in a room full of old paper.
He leaned back in the chair with a slowness that read as lazy until you noticed how straight his spine stayed. The mirror on the wall collected the two of them in a rectangle that would later be scrubbed by someone whose job it was to pretend ghosts didn’t smudge glass.
“You took a day off,” he said, quiet, just for her. “How was pretending.”
She didn’t ask how he knew. The block knew; cameras knew; the way her braid had loosened this morning maybe told a story to a man who knew how to read weather maps on faces. “Fine,” she said.
“Liar,” he said. Gentle. No gloat.
“I don’t lie,” she said. “I redact.”
He smiled at that, small, real. “Didn’t sleep either.”
“Eyes front,” she said, because that was the rule and because it kept her from imagining hands instead of cuffs.
He looked at the mirror instead. Cheap mercy. “Funny thing about these chairs,” he said. “They make anyone look like a liar.”
The door sighed. Two Agency men came in wearing suits that had never known a field and ties that pretended to be neutral. Clipboard, recorder, a box that made a click whine when it woke up. They smelled faintly of office. One nodded at Dani like she was furniture with a badge. She nodded back like she was the one keeping the furniture from breaking their shins.
“Agent,” said the taller one. “Handler.”
“Officer,” Dani corrected automatically.
The tape rolled. Questions that pretended to be knives and were actually spoons. Countries named in the wrong order. Dates like fishing lines thrown into a river John had already swum dry. He answered when he felt like it and let silence do the hard work otherwise. The suits mistook stillness for compliance. Dani knew better; stillness is the loudest refusal when you teach it how to sing.
At minute thirteen, the taller suit asked something about a dead man’s email header. John laughed, low and sudden, like a cough wearing a smile. Dani saw Collins in the mirror behind the glass—somewhere else, watching—flinch at the sound he couldn’t place in a report.
“Focus, Mr. Clark,” the suit snapped, brittle.
John turned his head toward Dani as if the command were hers to give. She stepped in close to check a cuff that didn’t need checking, because that was how control translated to cameras. Her fingers slipped over steel and an inch of his wrist, tendon rising under her touch—a strict, living line. He didn’t move. He let her touch the way a held breath lets the air kiss back.
“Stay still,” she said. It came out lower than she liked.
“Make me,” he said, too soft for the suits, exactly loud enough for her. Not a challenge; an ache.
Her thumb caught on the edge of bone. One second. Two. A third tried to be born. She removed her hand before it learned to walk.
The room’s temperature decided itself. She stepped back to her mark. The suit droned. John watched her in the mirror. Dani kept her eyes on the suits and felt the heat bloom at the base of her throat, the place uniforms are designed to hide.
The recorder clicked off with a small death rattle. The suits gathered their papers. “We’ll resume later,” the short one said to the air, because he couldn’t say it to anyone in particular without admitting he’d been talking to a wall.
They left. The door closed. The room’s hum returned to its old, patient pitch.
Dani moved to the table ring to release and re-lock for escort. Her hands found the latch by muscle memory the way your tongue finds a chipped tooth. The bracelet opened, metal sighing against metal. She reached for the second one.
“You’re getting sloppy,” John murmured, voice like a fingertip dragging through dust. “Or brave.”
“Neither,” she said. The cuff tongue wouldn’t feed at that angle; she shifted, leaned in, shoulder grazing his shoulder. Warmth ran through two layers of cotton and put itself in her bloodstream without request.
“Little more to the left,” he said, absurdly helpful.
“Shut up,” she said, a breath too quiet to be disciplinary and a breath too honest to be anything else.
The cuff seated. Click. She let go like letting go were a skill you could train.
Outside the one-way mirror, someone cleared a throat. Paper shuffled. The world joined them again with the manners of a rude neighbor.
“On me,” Dani said, voice sharp enough to carve the moment down to something she could carry.
He stood when invited by her voice, chains speaking in their small, faithful language. At the threshold, he tilted his head and smiled that not-smile he wore when he’d banked a fire and left it to warm a room later.
“Back to your aquarium,” she said.
“Bigger one now,” he said. “Nicer view.”
She didn’t answer. The corridor waited with its cameras and its lies about safety. She led him out, Mason falling in, Collins falling behind with a mutter that didn’t deserve ears.
They moved. Chain, boot, hum. The door to Observation Two opened. Glass made a clean sound when air touched it. She fed steel to steel and the logic of confinement printed itself on the room again.
He stood in the center of the larger cell and rolled his shoulders once like a man easing a suit coat into place. His eyes held hers through an inch of engineered clarity and an ocean of what neither of them was naming here.
“Drink water,” she said, because instruction is ballast when the floor tilts.
“Only if you do,” he said.
She turned before the heat in her face got ideas. The corridor swallowed her up with its familiar hunger, cameras blinking their small red eyes like they knew gossip. Her hands smelled faintly of steel and sanitized soap. Under that: skin.
She didn’t look back. The next door hissed open ahead like a mouth that liked the taste of her name.
Observation 2 looked different in the afternoon. Fluorescents still hummed overhead, but a high window cut a bar of sunlight into the corner of John’s glass, painting his dark skin in gold where the sterile light had always washed him flat. He stood as Dani keyed the door, posture loose but alive, like he’d been waiting for her voice.
“Wrists,” she said.
He extended them. The cuffs clicked home, her fingers brushing his warm skin in the process. Professional. Routine. And still her pulse twitched where the contact lingered half a second too long. His eyes caught it, filed it, didn’t comment.
“On me.”
Chains whispered as he fell into step behind her. Boots struck concrete in rhythm, her braid swaying against the sharp line of her uniform. The corridor’s vents exhaled their recycled breath. She didn’t need to look over her shoulder to know his eyes were on her back; she felt it the way you feel heat before you see flame.
The lunchroom hit them with a wave of sound and smell: trays clattering, utensils scraping, the dull roar of voices funneling into a low thrum. The air carried grease, bleach, and something starchy that clung to the throat.
Heads turned when John entered with Dani. Forks slowed midair. Conversations trailed. Inmates knew things without being told; the story of the man in 7B — the Navy SEAL, the killer of a U.S. Attorney General — had spread like contraband. And now they saw him unshackled at the wrists, flanked only by her.
He collected his tray like the routine was his invention. Powdered potatoes, gray meat patty, beans slick with brine. He moved to a table, set the tray down, and sat as if the room belonged to him.
“Eat,” Dani said, her voice flat, her stance just behind him.
He ate. Slow, unbothered, as if the food didn’t matter but the act of taking it did. The room shifted around him: some inmates stole glances, others dropped eyes quickly, one muttered something that ended with a look from John that flattened the remark before it grew teeth. He didn’t need to fight; his calm was heavier than fists.
Dani’s gaze swept the room, precise. She felt the attention like static against her brown skin — eyes from inmates wondering why he listened to her, eyes from John, steady and hot, sliding back to her between bites. Her braid stayed tight, her posture sharper than the corner of the table, but her pulse betrayed itself in her neck.
When the cycle ended, she tapped the cuff chain lightly. “Up.”
He rose immediately, tray abandoned. The room tracked him as if gravity had shifted. No one followed with words this time.
They stepped into the corridor. The door sealed the noise away. Now it was only boots, chain, and the building’s tired hum.
They walked the long stretch toward Observation 2, Dani at point, John shadowing. And then the blind spot yawned ahead — that crescent where cameras lied, where the red LEDs blinked at nothing.
Her body knew it before her brain called its name. Shoulders tense. Breath measured.
John slowed. She felt it before she heard it — his heat edging closer. His cuffed hand brushed the back of hers, feather-light, deliberate.
He leaned in, his breath finding her cheek, his voice low enough to vanish into the hum.
“You feed me, chain me, move me. But you know damn well, Rourke…” His mouth curved with the words. “…the only thing I’m hungry for is you.”
Her boots didn’t break stride. Her face didn’t turn. But her mouth, sharp and low, cut back:
“You’ll never taste me, Clark. But I’ll let you imagine it.”
Silence. Heavy.
He smirked, but the flicker in his eyes betrayed something else — hunger edged sharper by denial. Starved and wanting. The chain clinked once, as if even the steel had caught the tension.
By the time they stepped out of the crescent, the cameras blinked red again, swallowing the moment. Dani’s face was carved from stone. John’s smirk lived like a secret at the corner of his mouth.
She keyed him back into Observation 2, fed steel into locks with precise clicks. He turned once inside, gaze finding hers through the glass. His dark skin gleamed under the mix of fluorescent and sunlight, every line of his posture carved with patience.
She held his stare one beat too long before turning away.
Boots struck concrete. The corridor closed around her, humming, swallowing her whole. But his whisper stayed, replaying in her ear, an ache she refused to name.
The corridor leading to the storage room was quieter than the others. Less traffic. Less noise. The kind of silence that made your ears strain, listening for something that might not be there. Dani’s boots struck a steady rhythm, braid taut against her back, clipboard under one arm. Behind her, John’s chains whispered.
The lock to Observation 2 disengaged with a sigh. He stood waiting, posture loose but eyes already on her.
“Wrists,” she said.
His arms came forward, skin dark against the pale cuffs. She closed them with practiced efficiency. Fingers brushing his, warmth jolting through her knuckles before she pulled away.
“On me.”
The walk was short but heavy. Pipes overhead rattled once. The door to storage thunked open under her keycard, releasing a stale mix of dust, cardboard, and bleach.
Inside, shelves lined the walls — crates of uniforms, cases of canned beans, gallon jugs of disinfectant stacked like bricks. The air was heavy, still. No cameras here. No red eyes blinking.
“Work detail,” Dani said, leading him in. She uncuffed his wrists, metal sighing as it left his skin. For the first time since intake, he stood in front of her with no restraints. He flexed his hands slowly, veins rising under smooth, dark skin. His eyes locked on hers.
“You trust me?” he asked, voice low.
“I follow protocol,” she said, though her hand still felt the heat from his wrist.
He smiled faintly. “Feels different when the chains are off, doesn’t it?”
“Get to work.” She gestured to the stacks.
He moved to the shelves, stacking cans into neat rows, shoulders pulling under his shirt, forearms roping with muscle. It wasn’t the work that drew her eyes — it was the calm precision, the same way he’d dismantled a room with a glance in the lunch hall.
After a long silence, he spoke. “Pam liked storage rooms.”
Dani blinked, caught off guard. “Pam?”
“My wife.” He kept his eyes on the can in his hand. “She’d rearrange everything I lined up. Said I was too precise. Liked things to feel alive.”
The dent of grief in his voice was sharp, catching in the back of her throat.
“She was pregnant.” His voice cracked. “The file probably told you that. But it didn’t tell you her laugh. Or how she hated silence, fell asleep with the TV on just to keep it away.” His hand trembled against the can, denting the metal. “I was supposed to protect them. And now—this. This is all that’s left.”
The clipboard in Dani’s hand was useless. “I know what it’s like,” she said softly. “Being alone.”
His head turned, eyes pinning hers. “You married?”
“No.” Her voice broke on the single syllable. “Too many masks. Too many walls. The job doesn’t leave space for anyone.”
Silence, heavy, pulsing. For a second, they weren’t handler and prisoner. Just two people with holes carved out of them.
Then he stepped forward. His knuckles brushed her jaw, warm, rough. She caught his wrist by instinct, meaning to push him off. But instead, she held it against her face, breath shuddering into his palm.
That was all it took.
His mouth crashed against hers, hot and punishing. Her clipboard hit the concrete with a crack. His hands gripped her hips, dragging her in until her uniform rasped against him.
“You kept me chained,” he growled, his voice breaking into her mouth. “Made me sit in glass like an animal. Now look at you—letting me touch you.”
Her nails dug into his shoulders, teeth catching his lip, pulling a growl out of him. He shoved her back against the shelving, cans rattling.
His dick pressed hard against her thigh through the thin prison pants, heavy and hot. She gasped when he ground into her, friction biting, sending a flood of heat through her belly.
“Fuck,” she hissed, biting it down, trying to control it.
“You feel that?” he rasped, forehead pressed to hers. “That’s me starving for you. Every day I’ve been in that fucking glass box, this is all I thought about.”
Her hips betrayed her, rocking into him, wetness soaking through her panties under the uniform.
He dragged his mouth down her neck, teeth scraping her skin. “Gonna get you dripping on my hand,” he muttered, filthy and low. “Make you soak right through this uniform.”
His fingers yanked her belt open, hand shoving inside before she could stop him. Her breath caught as his thick fingers slid through slick heat, finding her soaked.
“Jesus,” he breathed, voice rough with triumph. “You’re fucking drenched for me. Thought you were cold, Rourke. You’re burning.”
Her head fell back against the shelf, eyes squeezing shut as his fingers worked her clit, sliding over her pussy in slow, filthy circles.
“Say it,” he demanded against her throat. “Say who’s got you like this.”
Her hand clamped around his wrist, holding him there, grinding down shamelessly against his fingers. “Fuck you.”
His laugh was low, dark, hungry. “Already are.”
She shoved him back, but only enough to drop to her knees
Her braid swung forward as she dropped to her knees. His dick hit her tongue heavy, salty, pulsing with need. She sucked him down deep, spit slicking her chin, his groans breaking into the air like cracks in the concrete.
“Fuck—Dani—” His hand tightened in her braids, not to force, but to hold. To anchor. “Look at you, fuck… taking me like you were made for it.”
She hollowed her cheeks, pumping him with her fist, tongue dragging along the thick vein. His hips jerked once, restrained by will alone, teeth gritted as his head knocked back against the shelf.
“Shit—don’t stop—” His voice broke, rough, guttural. “Swallow it. All of it. Show me.”
She moaned around him, and that was it. He spilled down her throat with a sharp curse, muscles straining, dick pulsing against her tongue. She swallowed every drop, lips sealed around him until he twitched and shuddered, groan tearing out of his chest.
When she pulled off, spit and cum smeared her mouth, her eyes blazing up at him.
John didn’t give her time to breathe. He hauled her up, set her on the table stacked with boxes. Her ass hit the edge, his hands yanking her pants down in one hard pull.
“Spread for me.” His voice was ruined, gravel and hunger.
She obeyed, wetness glistening between her thighs. His mouth went straight to her pussy, tongue flat and hot, groaning when he tasted her.
“Fuck—” Dani gasped, hands clutching his head, braid falling over her face. “John—”
He buried his face deeper, tongue fucking her, sucking her clit until her hips bucked against his mouth. The table rattled, boxes shifting, the smell of bleach mixing with sweat and her raw scent.
He pulled back just enough to growl against her skin. “Sweetest thing I’ve had in years. Can’t get enough.” Then he dove back in, eating her like a man starved.
Her thighs clenched around his head, her cries sharp and strangled, echoing off concrete. He didn’t stop until she came, shaking against his mouth, her release wetting his chin.
When she slumped against the wall, panting, he stood, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and kissed her hard — filthy, tasting of her.
She reached for him, desperate, but he caught her wrist.
“Not tonight,” he rasped. His eyes burned, but his smile was slow, controlled. “We don’t fuck. Not yet.”
Her brows furrowed, confusion flickering through the haze of lust. “Why—”
His finger pressed to her lips. “Because I’ve got plans, Rourke. And when I fuck you… it won’t be in a cage.”
Her stomach dropped, heat colliding with dread, but she couldn’t speak.
He tucked himself back into his pants, waited as she shakily pulled hers up. The cuffs went back on with loud clicks. But his smirk told her the steel meant nothing.
She led him out of the storage room, body still trembling, the taste of him thick in her mouth.
And behind her, John Clark’s eyes burned with something deeper than lust. Something dangerous.
The lock disengaged with its familiar groan, the glass door sighing open. Dani guided John back into Observation 2 with her usual economy of movement, cuffs firm in her hands, her face a mask of control. Every click of steel against his wrists was precise, practiced.
He didn’t fight her. Didn’t resist. He stepped into the cell like he was walking into a hotel room instead of a cage.
Their eyes met through the barrier, the fluorescent light glinting sharp in his. For a long moment neither moved. The world was silent except for the hum of vents and the distant thrum of the generator.
Then John winked.
Small. Deliberate. Loaded.
Dani’s face didn’t move. No smile, no twitch, no break in her mask. She turned smoothly, boots striking the concrete in perfect rhythm as she walked down the corridor. To anyone watching, she looked the same as ever — precise, composed, unshaken.
But inside, the words echoed like a blade against stone. When I fuck you, it won’t be in a cage.
It hadn’t sounded like dirty talk. It had sounded like intent.
Back in the guard station, she filed the work detail log. Her handwriting was crisp, steady, every line flawless. Not a single deviation betrayed the storm underneath. She rinsed her hands at the sink, scrubbing until the skin reddened, the smell of bleach clinging sharp. When she lifted her head to the mirror, her braid was still tight, her lips neutral, her eyes unreadable.
The mask held.
But beneath it, his voice replayed, deep and raw, gnawing at her. And the wink — quick, cocky, sharp as a blade — lodged like a splinter under her skin.
Inside his cell, John sat on the cot. Relaxed. Calm. His body loose, his face unreadable. A predator in a cage that didn’t fit him.
He wasn’t thinking about whether Dani was shaken. He knew she was.
He thought about rotations. Guard numbers. Blind spots. He thought about Dani’s schedule, the way her shifts stretched long, and more importantly, when they didn’t. He marked her next day off, fitting it neatly into the skeleton of a plan already forming.
His smile came slow, faint, dangerous.
The camera lingered on Dani walking the corridor outside. Her posture was rigid, her uniform immaculate. To the untrained eye, she looked untouchable — steady, professional, calm.
But her mind was burning, replaying his voice in the dark space behind her eyes. When I fuck you, it won’t be in a cage.
Back in his glass cell, John leaned forward, whispering into the stillness.
“Not on her shift.”
The glass reflected his smile, patient, certain — the smile of a man already obsessed, already decided. Dani Rourke wasn’t just his guard. She was the one thing he would carry out of this cage, whether she knew it yet or not.
Summary: Erik thinks his new girl, Syn is soft, sweet, innocent and totally inexperienced. But when she asks for a little “lesson,” he finds out real quick that innocence can be deceiving.
Warnings: Smut, oral sex (m. receiving), slight dom/sub vibes, explicit language, teasing, praise, Erik gets absolutely wrecked. Virgin OC but not naïve. Humor, fluff, and heat.
Nobody could believe that Erik had bagged a girl like her. Synclaire. Syn, as she let him call her, soft and honey-voiced with cheeks that dimpled when she smiled and eyes too bright to be caught in his world. She dressed like temptation disguised as innocence, pleated skirts that swished against thick thighs, socks that hugged her calves, and tops that always slipped just enough to show off smooth shoulders. She smelled like cocoa butter, vanilla lip gloss, and something floral and warm. Like she’d never raised her voice a day in her life, like she said please and thank you even when she didn’t have to.
She had the kind of presence that made strangers soften their tone. Gentle laugh. Big eyes. Polite nods. She said things like, "Oh, excuse me," even when you bumped into her. The kind of girl who brought extra napkins just in case, who laced her fingers together in her lap when she sat, who tilted her head when she listened like your words were a song she was trying to memorize.
Erik, on the other hand, was exactly what people expected. Big. Sharp. Oakland-bred and proudly unfiltered. Tattoos on his hands, chain always resting low on his chest, and a stare that made most people look away. His voice stayed low and clipped. His hands didn’t ask, they told. He didn’t do soft. He didn’t do sweet. Until Syn.
They met by chance. She worked part-time at a juice bar near the gym he hit when he wanted to be left alone. She’d smiled at him like she wasn’t afraid. Asked for his order in that quiet voice, no rush, no expectations. Then she gave him an extra protein shot without charging him. Just because.
The next time, she complimented his hoodie. The third time, she wrote her number on the smoothie cup in pink ink with a little heart over the "i." And Erik, who usually didn’t call nobody first, texted her before he made it to the parking lot.
Their vibe was... unlikely. But it worked. She softened his edges without even trying. He gave her space to bloom while acting like he didn’t notice how she started dressing even softer around him. Or maybe sweeter. Or maybe it was all calculated, and Erik just hadn’t figured it out yet.
Syn was a virgin. He knew that from the jump. She told him early, without shame. Just said it between bites of her acai bowl like she was talking about her favorite color. He liked that about her. That calm certainty. That soft confidence.
“I’ve never done anything,” she said, swinging her legs where they dangled from his kitchen counter, pink nails tapping against the glass in her hand. “But I’m not clueless. I watch... you know. For research.”
Erik had raised an eyebrow, leaning back on the counter. “Pornhub research?”
She giggled. Full cheeks, sweet lip gloss smile. “Educational reasons.”
He remembered that moment like it was burned into him. The way she said it like it wasn’t filthy. The way her legs swung just a little faster, like she was proud of herself. From that day forward, she liked teasing him just to watch his jaw clench. Skirts that hit high on her thighs when she bent to grab something. Sitting on his lap and pretending she didn’t know what she was doing. Giggling when his voice dropped to a growl and his hand found her hip.
But no matter how much she tempted him, Erik respected her pace. Kissed her slow. Held her soft. Touched her thighs but never slipped higher. Not until she told him she was ready. Not until she asked.
And tonight? Movie night, hoodies, blankets and all?
Syn was ready.
Just not for what he thought she needed.
Because under all that soft? Was a girl with a nasty little playlist of bookmarked videos, an understanding of angles, spit, grip, and rhythm, and a craving to see if she could make her big, bad boyfriend break apart with just her mouth.
She wasn’t here to be guided. She wanted to show off.
And Erik was about to find out the hard way that he wasn’t the only one who liked to be in control.
It started like any other night with them, easy and quiet, wrapped in the kind of intimacy that didn't need to announce itself.
Erik's living room was dim, lit only by the flickering glow of the TV and the soft gold wash from the floor lamp behind the couch. The sound of old-school movie dialogue drifted lazily through the space, something black and nostalgic, a comfort film they’d both seen too many times but still loved. The kind of movie that gave them something to quote, laugh about, and lean into each other over.
The heater purred low. Outside, the city was hushed in its winter rhythm. But inside, warmth bloomed. Syn was already curled up on his couch, half-under his heavy throw blanket, a bowl of popcorn balanced on her thighs. She looked like home.
Oversized hoodie swallowing her frame, bare legs folded to the side, pink-painted toes peeking out from fuzzy socks with little hearts on them. Her twists were loose and falling into her face, framing the soft curve of her cheek. She kept brushing them back with a flick of her fingers, distracted by the screen and the steady heat of Erik beside her. Every time she laughed, shoulders shaking, dimples flashing, Erik had to fight the impulse to kiss her just to feel that sound between his lips.
He sat beside her with a quiet kind of confidence, thighs wide, sweats loose on his hips, one arm slung across the back of the couch like a casual claim. She leaned into him without hesitation, like it was the most natural thing in the world. And maybe it was. Maybe she did belong there.
“You already seen this a hundred times,” Erik murmured into her hair, voice low and amused.
“So?” she said, her grin warm and playful. “You still laugh at the same parts. Don’t act brand new.”
He smirked, brushing his thumb along the curve of her hip under the blanket. Just enough pressure to let her feel the weight of him without making it a big thing.
Syn’s smile faltered for just a beat, quick enough that most wouldn’t have caught it. But Erik wasn’t most. He saw the slight bite of her lip, the way her lashes dipped, the twitch of a smirk she tried to hide. That was her tell. The lip bite. It meant she was thinking about something.
Something bold.
And Erik clocked it. Always did.
“What?” he asked, voice a notch lower now.
She didn’t answer right away. Just reached forward and set the popcorn bowl down on the table, then folded her legs beneath her, turning to face him more fully. Her hands rested in her lap, fingers fidgeting with the cuff of her sleeve.
“I been thinking about something…” she said quietly, like she was nervous, but her eyes never left his.
“Yeah?”
She inhaled slowly, then exhaled like she was steadying herself. “You know how I said I wanted to learn stuff? For when I’m ready?”
Erik shifted, the humor in his expression fading into something more focused, more alert. “Uh huh.”
Syn tilted her chin up, just a little. Her voice dropped into something softer, breathier. “Would you… teach me how to suck it?”
For a second, all sound vanished except the quiet hum of the TV. The scene on-screen was still moving, but Erik wasn’t watching it anymore. He stared at Syn like she’d just spoken in a language that only he could understand.
“Syn.”
She blinked up at him, cheeks rosy, but her gaze didn’t waver. “I mean… I watch videos. But I wanna know what you like. I wanna be good at it.”
Erik’s stare sharpened. He searched her face like he was waiting for her to crack a smile, to pull the rug out from under him with one of her sweet little laughs. But she didn’t.
She was serious.
That pretty mouth. That soft voice. That innocent frame wrapped up in his hoodie like it was armor. She was serious.
And Erik had no idea what the fuck he’d just agreed to.
But he was about to find out.
Erik didn’t move at first. He just looked at her. Looked at the way her lips parted like she hadn’t just flipped the whole night on its head, like she wasn’t sitting there asking to put her mouth on his dick like it was the most casual thing in the world. His breath stayed low in his chest, body heat rising beneath the loose lay of his hoodie. His heart thudded harder, a slow thrum that echoed in his ears, thick with disbelief and something darker. Something hungry.
“You sure?” he asked finally, voice low, thick, testing, trying to keep control even though it was already slipping.
Syn nodded, slow and deliberate. Her tongue flicked out to wet her lips, and her voice stayed soft, eyes big. “I wouldn’t ask if I wasn’t.”
That was all he needed.
He spread his knees a little wider, leaned back into the couch with one arm slung across the top. He watched her like he was trying to figure out where the hell this hidden side had been hiding. Sweet little Syn, asking him to teach her with that same soft voice she used to order smoothies and say thank you. The same Syn who still couldn’t say the word "dick" without her voice dipping into a whisper.
She slid down off the couch slowly, gracefully but shyly, tucking her legs beneath her as she moved between his thighs. She settled on her knees with her hands resting lightly on his thighs, fingertips just barely touching. The sight alone made Erik exhale sharp through his nose. She looked up at him with the softest smile, all innocent curiosity, but her body language betrayed something far more dangerous.
“You just do what feels good, baby,” he said, voice turned molten, running hot under his skin. “Start with your tongue. Kiss my dick like you mean it.”
She leaned in with tentative kisses, soft and unsure, lips brushing against the bulge in his sweats like she wasn’t even sure what part to focus on. She gave a tiny, experimental lick to the fabric, then pulled back and looked up at him, confused.
“Like that?” she asked, her voice small.
Erik chuckled, warmth buzzing low in his stomach. “Nah, baby. You gonna need more than that. Here.” He moved slow, pulling his sweats down just enough to free his dick. It bounced up heavy and half-hard, already thick, already leaking at the tip.
Erik hissed a little breath. Even semi-hard, his dick held length, at least ten inches of thick, heavy meat, resting against his thigh before rising slow, proudly, and deliberate. As it stiffened fully, it stood tall, straight up like it had no shame. The skin was rich, dark, glossy like melted chocolate, veins bold beneath the surface, already pulsing with heat. The head was swollen, flushed deeper, already weeping at the tip. It looked obscene in her soft glow—like something carved just to ruin a sweet thing like her. A chocolate stick meant for sin.
Syn’s eyes widened, and she gave it a quick, nervous lick across the head, like she was taste-testing him. “Is it supposed to be this big already?”
Erik grinned, relaxed as hell, letting her explore. “That’s just the preview. Now stop playin’. Start with your tongue, light licks, baby. Slow. Just make it wet first.”
She followed his words exactly, like she was obeying instructions from a recipe. Long, teasing strokes with the flat of her tongue, little kisses between each one, her lips barely parting at first.
“Good. Yeah, just like that,” Erik praised, voice smooth, eyes half-lidded. “Now wrap them lips around the tip. Keep lookin’ at me. Don’t look away.”
She blushed but held his gaze as she opened wider, stretching those pretty lips over the head. It was clumsy at first, too soft, too shallow. But he didn’t mind. He liked teaching.
“Use your hand too. Light grip. Twist while you suck. Not too fast yet,” he murmured, stroking her hair. “You’re doin’ good, baby.”
She kept going, innocent and eager, her pace careful, breath hot through her nose. Erik’s hand remained steady in her hair, not forcing, just guiding her gently, fingertips brushing her scalp like he was holding back the tension coiling in his thighs. He kept his voice calm, warm, teaching her with every shift of his hips.
“Angle your head a little, yeah… just like that,” he whispered. “Let your tongue drag on the underside, baby. That’s where it’s sensitive. There you go.”
Syn obeyed, shy but responsive, her lips gliding down with more pressure now, her eyes still wide and locked on his. Every time he praised her, she reacted like it meant the world, humming softly, sucking a little deeper, her hand curling tighter around the base of his dick.
He was still convinced he was in charge, still lounging back like the teacher, cocky and calm, the one guiding his sweet girl through her first lesson.
It was sweet. Tender. Almost cute.
At first.
But then something shifted.
Her hand tightened. Her grip turned deliberate. Her eyes flicked up to his face again, and they weren’t soft this time. They were dark. Intent.
Then her mouth dropped lower, lips stretching wide, and she took more of him than he expected. Way more. It wasn’t just enthusiasm; it was skill, smooth and steady, no hesitation. Her jaw relaxed around his girth like she’d been waiting for this moment, studying, practicing in private just to deliver it perfectly. Her tongue dragged slow and slick along the sensitive underside, curling as she swallowed more of him, wet heat wrapping tight around his thickness. She moaned low in her throat, letting it vibrate up his shaft, and he felt it all the way in his spine. The way her throat flexed around the tip, the easy confidence in her pace, it completely betrayed that soft little virgin energy he thought he knew. She wasn’t guessing anymore—she was proving something.
“Shit,” Erik muttered, jaw tight now. His hand slid up into her hair, not pulling, just holding. His hips twitched slightly, not by choice. Reflex. Instinct.
She didn’t stop. She started moving, rhythm building, spit glossing her lips. Her hand stroked what her mouth couldn’t reach, twist and suck, twist and suck. And Erik felt that shit all the way to his toes. Every drag of her tongue, every slick pop when she pulled back and took him in again—it was too much and not enough.
His head fell back. A breath escaped him, long and low, strained through clenched teeth.
And that’s when he knew—
She wasn’t learning.
She was showing off.
He looked down again, stomach tight, breathing heavy, watching her cheeks hollow and her lashes flutter. She moaned around him like she liked the taste, like this was for her as much as it was for him. Drool slid down her chin. Her pace picked up.
Erik’s fingers clenched in the couch cushion.
The girl was dangerous.
And he was so, so fucked.
His thighs started to tense, his abs flexing under his shirt, breath hitching every time she swallowed him deeper. His hand finally tightened in her hair without thinking, but even then, she didn’t slow down. Her tongue flicked against the underside of his dick like it had muscle memory, like she’d practiced this on toys she never told him about. Her free hand cupped his balls, gently rolling them, and that was it—
His eyes rolled back.
Erik cursed under his breath, voice hoarse. “What the fuck, Syn…”
And she just blinked up at him, lips stretched, cheeks full, gagging just slightly but never breaking eye contact.
Sweet. Innocent. And absolutely filthy.
He couldn’t even catch his breath.
And she was just getting started.
The sweet, innocent pace Syn had started with was gone. Somewhere between Erik’s steady guidance and the weight of his dick sliding between her lips, she found a new rhythm. A dirtier one. Hungrier. Her mouth wasn’t just practicing anymore; it was performing, worshiping, devouring. Movements bolder. No hesitation. No fear. Just need. And beneath that need was something else. Something she’d been holding back.
Her hand twisted at the base, slow at first, then picking up tempo as her lips slid wet and hot over his length. Every stroke, every glide of her tongue was deliberate now, a sin-slick rhythm that had Erik gripping the couch cushion like it was the only thing tethering him to earth. Spit coated everything, her mouth, his dick, her chin and dripped down her wrist in glossy strings. The slide was sloppy, sensual, louder than the TV still playing in the background, forgotten and low. She leaned into it with her whole body, swaying forward like she was hypnotized by the weight of him, the taste of him, and the way he tensed with every flick of her tongue.
She looked up at him through her lashes, wide-eyed but dark with purpose. That innocence she wore so well still lingered in her expression, but there was a new fire behind it. Intention. Focus. A wicked little gleam that said she knew exactly what she was doing, and she liked watching him fall apart because of it. Her lips curled into a hint of a smile even as they stretched around him, cheeks hollowing, spit slipping down the corners of her mouth in shiny streaks.
Erik blinked down at her, chest rising faster, jaw tight. He swore he could still feel his own heartbeat in the tip of his dick. She was wrecking him, and she hadn't even taken him all the way yet. There was no trace of hesitation now. Just heat and pressure, and the way she moaned low around him like she wanted to live there, in the stretch of his thighs, in the space where his composure used to be. Every sound she made vibrated through him, every bob of her head sent sparks chasing up his spine.
“Syn…” he muttered, his voice fraying at the edges. It was meant to be a warning, but it came out more like a plea. His thighs tensed beneath her, corded muscle fighting every twitch of pleasure that rocked through him. One hand gripped the cushion until his knuckles paled while the other stayed locked in her twists, not guiding anymore, just hanging on. He wasn’t in control anymore—he was clinging to the idea of it, barely.
She moaned around him, long and low, sending vibrations all the way down to his balls. His hips jerked in response. Her mouth opened wider, jaw loosening like she’d practiced this, like she’d studied. She took him deeper, slow and steady, gagging just slightly but adjusting without pause. The wet sound of her throat stretching around his dick made Erik’s vision blur for a second. His head fell back, and for a moment, he swore he saw stars.
Fuck, this girl had been hiding. Holding out. Playing him.
She picked up speed. Her hand pumped what her mouth couldn’t take, slick and twisted, matching every downward stroke of her lips. Spit foamed at the corners of her mouth. Her moans grew louder. She was in a zone now, lost in it, filthy and focused. Like she wasn’t sucking his dick, she was devouring it. She adjusted her angle, sliding her other hand to his thigh, gripping it tight like she needed leverage to go deeper.
“Shit… slow down, baby. Damn,” he gasped, trying to hold on, voice shaky and hoarse. His head tilted forward, watching her with wide, stunned eyes. “Where the fuck you learn that?”
She popped off him with a loud, wet gasp, spit stretching in a glossy thread from his tip to her lips. She was panting, flushed, eyes shining. Her chest rose and fell in little quick breaths, but her mouth never stopped moving, tongue lapping at the head like she missed it already.
“Told you,” she whispered, voice all sugar and heat. “I watch videos.”
Then without waiting, she went right back down, deeper than before. Erik’s eyes snapped open. Her throat flexed around the head, her tongue flattened along the underside. Her hand never stopped moving, twisting fast, dragging moans from deep in his chest. He didn’t even realize he was panting until his breath hitched on a curse.
“Fuuuck,” he choked, hips jerking. His thighs spread wider like he needed to open himself up to breathe. His toes curled in his socks. His entire body locked up, a firestorm of pressure building fast in his spine. His shirt clung to him with sweat now, chest heaving. He couldn’t take his eyes off her.
You tryna suck the soul outta me? he almost said, but all that came out was a broken grunt as her tongue did something wild at the tip.
“You tryna suck the soul outta me?” he groaned for real this time, voice rough, desperate. His fingers clamped down on her head, not to force, just to anchor himself. He needed something to keep from floating off the damn couch. She hummed against him in response, like she was proud of the way he was falling apart.
She moaned again, louder, letting the sound roll up his shaft. Her other hand slid lower, cradling his balls, massaging them with the same rhythm. Her throat swallowed around him, and he felt it—every tight pull, every squeeze, every deliberate shift of her jaw. His breath came out in short, hot bursts now, almost helpless.
“Fuck, baby… keep goin’, just like that—don’t stop. Don’t stop,” he rasped.
His head dropped back against the cushion, jaw clenched, eyes squeezed shut. His abs flexed tight, the muscles under his shirt jerking with every slick pull of her mouth. His breathing was wrecked now, uneven, full of curse-laced exhales. His brain was scrambling, trying to connect the sweet girl he held hands with in public to the one now on her knees, tongue lapping up every twitch, every drop like she owned him. She sucked him like she had something to prove. Like she wanted to ruin him. Her pace didn’t let up, her mouth stretched wide, spit bubbling from her lips and running down his shaft.
Every time she pulled back, it was just to suck him in deeper. Wetter. Harder. His thighs were shaking now, the pressure curling low in his gut. His hips bucked, shallow and involuntary, chasing the heat of her throat.
He wasn’t gonna last much longer.
Not with Syn looking like that on her knees, drool on her chin, mouth stuffed full of his dick like it was her only purpose. She was locked in, relentless, using every filthy trick she'd studied behind that sweet face. Her hands worked in tandem with her mouth now, stroking and twisting with a rhythm that was far too practiced to be innocent. She took him deeper, almost to the base, gagging slightly but refusing to let up. Each time she pulled back, it was with purpose, with confidence, with a slick glide of spit connecting her lips to his tip before she swallowed him all over again.
Erik’s breathing turned ragged. His fingers curled tighter in her hair as his legs twitched beneath her, thighs shaking, toes curling tight in his socks. He tried to brace himself, to keep a grip on the unraveling thread of his composure, but she wasn’t letting up. She moaned again, deep in her throat, and it was that sound, that low, needy hum vibrating through him, that cracked his control.
His hips jerked. His stomach clenched. And then he was gone.
He came hard. Soul-snatching, jaw-clenching, full-body shaking kind of hard. His entire body went rigid, his spine arching off the couch like he’d been struck by lightning. Heat exploded through his core, white-hot and relentless, as the orgasm tore through him in waves. His hand flew out, gripping her wrist tight, trying to ground himself while his vision blurred and his mind went blank. His body jolted forward, a harsh, involuntary buck of his hips that made his thighs tremble.
Breath caught in his throat, held hostage by the intensity of it all. His mouth opened but nothing came out at first, just a silent gasp followed by a low, broken curse that scraped from the pit of his chest. His muscles locked, flexing tight beneath his skin, and his abs contracted in stuttering pulses. Each second dragged out as if the release refused to end, as if his body had been saving every drop of tension for this one unraveling. His jaw clenched so tight it ached, and his eyes squeezed shut as the pressure rolled through his body again, this time making his calves twitch, and his toes curl in his socks like he was being electrocuted by pleasure.
And Syn took it all.
Her eyes stayed locked on his face as he came, not a flinch or fluster in sight, just that slow, sultry blink like she was memorizing the moment, soaking in every twitch and every tremor. She didn’t pull back. She kept her lips sealed around him, drinking him in like she’d been starving for the taste. The soft hum in her throat never stopped, even when he bucked against her tongue, even when her throat flexed to swallow.
She rode it out with him, mouth gentle now, coaxing every last drop with tender suction and a few languid strokes of her tongue, like she wanted to savor the way he came undone just for her. When he finally sagged back into the couch, dazed and breathless, she pulled off him slowly, a thin string of spit and something salt-slick stretching between her lips and the head of his dick. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, then her chin, still giggling softly like the whole thing had been some sweet surprise.
Her cheeks were flushed, lips swollen, but her eyes? Clear. Confident. Glistening with pride.
“That was your first time?” he croaked, still trying to catch his breath, still halfway slumped with his hand searching for that damn inhaler.
She gave him a little shrug, smile too damn satisfied. “First time doing it. Not first time watching it.”
Erik was still laid out, shirtless now, one arm flung over his forehead, the other resting on his bare chest, rising and falling with slow, dragged breaths. Sweat clung to every inch of his skin, cooling in the dim light as his heart finally began to settle. His hoodie was somewhere on the floor. His dignity? Probably with it. He stared at the ceiling like it owed him an explanation, like maybe if he stayed still long enough, the room would stop spinning, and his soul would float back into his body.
The TV buzzed low, the screen frozen in a paused scene no one remembered, casting flickers of pale blue across the living room walls. Syn’s breathing was the only other sound—steady, calm, like she hadn’t just brought him to the brink and dragged him over it without flinching. She sat at the edge of the couch now, legs tucked beneath her, looking far too composed for what had just gone down. Her lips were still a little swollen, her cheeks flushed, but her energy? Serene. Soft. The kind of soft that felt practiced, intentional. Dangerous.
She didn’t even look at him right away. She tilted her head back against the couch cushion and stretched her arms overhead like she’d just woken up from a nap, like she hadn’t just reduced him to a gasping, trembling mess. And when she finally glanced over, her eyes sparkled with something innocent, but only on the surface. Beneath that, there was amusement. Mischief. Knowledge. Erik wasn’t sure what she’d unlocked, but he knew damn well she wasn’t done yet.
He groaned, deep and low, shifting just enough to get a better look at her. Muscles sore, breath still uneven. He wasn’t used to being on this side of wrecked. And definitely not from someone who wore bows in her hair and bit her lip when she was nervous. He turned his head and just stared, trying to reconcile the woman in front of him with the one who’d just had his toes curling like a damn teenager.
“Come here,” he muttered, his voice frayed, throat dry.
Syn moved slow, deliberate. She crawled into his lap with that same sweet poise, like she didn’t just take every inch of him and swallow it whole. Her thighs settled warm against his hips, her oversized hoodie ruffling around her legs, and she wrapped her arms lightly around his neck. The contact made him shiver. She smelled amazing, mixed with something that felt like temptation wrapped in silk.
He exhaled, pressed his face into the curve of her neck, and let himself breathe her in. His hands slid over her hips, fingertips grazing bare skin underneath the hoodie. Every inch of her felt like a secret. He swore he could still feel the ghost of her mouth on him, still taste the echo of his own moans in the room.
They sat like that in the quiet, the storm outside reduced to a soft patter against the windows, but the one inside him hadn’t gone anywhere. It still pulsed beneath his skin, still clung to the edges of his bones. She’d broken him open with no effort, peeled him back with just her mouth and her eyes and that devil-smile she was trying to hide behind dimples.
“You not as innocent as you look, huh?” he murmured finally, voice low and teasing, his lips brushing her collarbone.
Syn pulled back just enough to look him in the eye. That smile was back, coy and sweet, but her gaze didn’t waver. She leaned in and kissed his cheek, slow and tender, then let her lips hover near his ear.
“I got more I wanna learn,” she whispered, voice syrup-thick and dipped in sin. “If you’re up for it.”
Erik let out a shaky breath that turned into a rough laugh. His head dropped back against the couch, and he stared at the ceiling again, dazed.
“Shit… I’ma need a recovery period. But yeah, baby. I’m up.”
His hand drifted lower, palm curving around her ass like he was grounding himself again, like he needed to hold on or risk floating off.
She rested her head against his shoulder, tracing small circles on his chest with one finger, and for a long, quiet moment, they stayed like that. Breathing each other in. No rush. No pressure. Just heat and aftermath and the promise of something bigger.
And Syn? Syn giggled softly and kissed his neck, like she already knew.
You linger in the doorway longer than you should, laptop tucked against your chest like it could excuse the way you’re standing there instead of in your office. Michael’s bent over his desk, glasses low on his nose, scribbling notes in the margins of a script. He’s mumbling lines under his breath, testing cadence, scratching something out with the kind of focus that should warn you to back away quietly.
But your throat aches.
Not in the normal way… There’s no cough, no tickle, no fever. Just that deep, heavy, gnawing ache that’s been bothering you since this morning. You pressed your lips together through breakfast, sipped water while he ran through talking points, even managed to smile and wave him off to his pitch meeting without saying a word.
You’d been so good.
So patient.
And now he’s back home, tucked into his office like nothing’s wrong, and you can’t hold it in any longer.
“Ahem,” you pipe up, stepping inside.
He looks up just enough to notice you, not enough to pause his pen. “Shouldn’t you be in your office?”
“I was,” you say quickly, drifting closer to the desk. You set your laptop down on the edge like you meant to show him something, then lean into the wood with both hands, batting your lashes. “But my throat aches.”
That gets him. His pen freezes mid-line, brows knitting as he sits back a little. “Your throat aches? Baby, what’s wrong? You sick?”
“Mm-mm.” You shake your head so fast your hair shifts over your shoulder, and he narrows his eyes like he doesn’t believe you.
“No?”
“No,” you insist, pushing off the desk to slide closer, circling around his chair. “Not like that.”
Michael tilts his head, watching you like you’re the most suspicious patient alive. “Then what do you mean?”
You sink your voice, dragging your nails lightly over the back of his chair as you lean down toward his ear. “I mean it aches… for you.”
That earns you a low groan and a long stare, his glasses slipping lower as his eyes rake over your face. “You waited ‘til I was in the middle of workin’ to come in here with this?”
You shrug, all false innocence, lips twitching. “I was already being good. I didn’t bother you before your meeting, I gave you space. And now I’m here. And I think that means I deserve a reward.”
Michael laughs under his breath, shaking his head, leaning back just enough to give you room to slip between his knees if you want. “So you’re telling me you’re needy, bratty, and entitled. That about right?”
You grin, sinking lower, nails grazing down his thigh. “Exactly right. And I’ve been so good, Michael. I deserve it.”
And the worst part: You know by the way he sets his pen down slow, deliberate, that he’s about to let you prove it.
Michael pinches the bridge of his nose, glasses sliding into his hand while he sits back in his chair and just looks at you. That look: the one that says he’s already three steps ahead, already knows exactly what kind of game you’re playing.
“Your throat aches.” His tone is flat, like he’s repeating it back just to hear how ridiculous it sounds. “And you waited until I got in the middle of breaking this script down to tell me.”
You tilt your head, pretend-pouting. “I didn’t wanna distract you before your meeting.”
“Mhm.” He sets his glasses down on top of his notes, leaning back with his arms crossed. “So you waited until I’m actually working.”
You can’t help the little smirk tugging at your mouth. “I was being good.”
“Good?” His brow arches, sharp as a blade. “Baby, you’re in my office beggin’ for something you don’t even wanna name out loud. That’s what you call good?”
Heat prickles up your neck, but you refuse to shrink. Instead, you step in closer, between his knees now, tilting your chin like you’re daring him to say no. “I earned it,” you insist. “I was quiet. I waited. I deserve it.”
Michael lets out a low laugh, not kind but not cruel either. Just full of disbelief. “You think just waiting until after my meeting earns you a reward? That’s the bar you’re setting?”
“It’s a fair bar.” You shrug, bratty, eyes bright. “I could’ve interrupted. But I didn’t.”
He shakes his head, still leaning back, letting you hang yourself with your own greed. “God, you’re needy. You can’t go half a day without me, huh?”
“Don’t act brand new,” you shoot back, shifting your weight so your nails can trace light down his thigh. “You like me greedy.”
Michael catches your wrist with a rough grip before you can go any further, holding it firm in his palm. “I like you honest,” he corrects, voice dipping low. “Not this ‘I’ll be quick’ nonsense. You and I both know once you get started, you won’t wanna stop.”
Your lips part, but you don’t bother denying it. He’s right and you both know it.
“So,” he says slowly, thumb rubbing over your pulse as he holds you there. “You can either admit that you’re a greedy little thing who can’t go an afternoon without my dick in your mouth… or you can keep lying about how good you’ve been.”
You swallow, hard. Your throat aches even more at the words.
And Michael just smirks, mean and in charge. “Go ahead, baby. Tell me which one it is.”
Your lips curve slow, defiant, even with his hand locked around your wrist. “Maybe I’m both,” you murmur, tilting your head like it’s a challenge. “Greedy and good. Greedy because I want it… good because I waited until you had time.”
Michael leans forward in his chair, closing the distance so quick you have to catch your breath. His eyes lock on yours, sharp and steady. “You think that’s good?”
“I do.” You can’t help the little smirk, can’t help the way your free hand drags along the arm of his chair like you own it. “You should be thanking me, actually. I could’ve come in here hours ago. I was patient.”
“Patient,” he repeats, a scoff hidden in the word. “Baby, you sound insane.”
You giggle, pressing your thighs together because you know he’s about to snap. “Maybe. But you love it.”
Michael leans back again, finally releasing your wrist but only to tap his finger against his knee, like he’s inviting you down without saying the words. “You’re greedy as hell, and you ain’t foolin’ me. You can dress it up however you want — ‘good,’ ‘patient,’ ‘earned it’ — but the truth is you can’t stand not having me. That’s why you're here.”
You drop to your knees instantly, palms on his thighs, staring up through your lashes. “So what if that’s true?”
His smirk is mean now, sharp enough to cut. “Then you’re gonna prove it. And don’t you dare try to tell me you’ll be quick. You know better than that.”
The rug presses into your skin, a reminder that you came down here willingly, that you’d rather kneel in front of him than sit at your desk pretending to focus.
Michael hasn’t even touched you yet. He just sits there, leaned back, studying you like a puzzle he’s already solved. His pen is still on the desk, his script open and waiting, but all his attention is locked on you now.
“Now look at you,” he drawls, dragging the words out slow. “Didn’t even need to tell you twice.”
You bite your lip, shifting a little closer between his knees. “Told you. I’ve been good.”
He chuckles low, shaking his head. “Good girls don’t come in my office whinin’ about their throat.”
“I wasn’t whining,” you protest, voice high and bratty. “I was telling you the truth.”
“That your throat aches.” He leans forward, resting his forearms on his knees so his face dips closer to yours. His voice is calm but sharp. “And you want me to fix it.”
You nod, eager now, heat rushing up your chest. “Please.”
Michael hums like he’s considering it, his hand finally dropping to your jaw, thumb brushing slow across your bottom lip. “See? That’s what I mean — greedy. You can’t even wait for me to say yes before you start begging.”
Your lips part around his thumb, tongue brushing the pad of it, and his laugh rumbles low in his chest.
“God, you’re shameless.”
You pop your lips free, gaze locked on him. “Shameless and yours.”
That pulls a reaction. A flash in his eyes, sharp and hungry. His other hand comes down heavy on your chin, tilting your face up. “You’re gonna take your time,” he warns, his tone making your stomach flip. “I don’t care how bad your throat ‘aches.’ You’re gonna sit here on your knees and let me use that mouth the way I want. No rushing, no whining. Got it?”
Your breath hitches, but you nod fast, greedy all over again. “Got it.”
Michael smirks, mean and sure of himself, and shifts his chair back just enough to spread his legs wider, his thumb dragging over your lip again, pressing until you open for him. “Then go ahead, baby. Show me how bad you’ve been aching.”
You lean in the second he gives permission, hands sliding up his thighs like you’ve been starving all morning. Your lips press against the fabric of his sweats, hot and urgent, and you glance up at him through your lashes like you’re asking but really you’re taking.
Michael doesn’t stop you — not at first, anyway. He lets you pull at the waistband, lets you tug him free and wrap your fingers around his shaft with a greedy little sigh, like you’ve been holding your breath all day.
You sink down quick, lips parting, tongue tracing the tip before you take him in one smooth pull that makes your throat tighten instantly. It’s messy already, your gag reflex scraping the back of your mouth, spit sliding down your chin as you hum around him.
But Michael’s hand clamps into your hair before you can set your pace, pulling you back with a sharp tug. “There you go lying again. Said you’d take your time, and look at you. Rushin’ like you haven’t eaten in days.”
You whimper when he eases you off, a string of spit clinging to your lip as you pout. “But—”
“No ‘but.’” His voice is firm, mean in that way that makes your belly twist. “You ache for it, right? Then you’ll savor it. You’re not about to breeze through this like you’re checking it off your to-do list.”
Your thighs squeeze together, needy, but you nod, lips shining as you open wide for him again.
This time he doesn’t let you dive. He guides you: one hand firmly fisted in your hair, the other braced on the arm of his chair as he feeds your throat slowly, inch by inch, making you feel the stretch.
“Yeah,” he murmurs breathily, watching the way your throat flexes around him. “There’s that ache you were talking about. That’s what you wanted, huh?”
You hum, muffled, greedy eyes locked on his as he holds you down just long enough for tears to prick before he pulls you back, letting you gasp. Spit drips down your chin, messy and hot, and he swipes it with his thumb only to smear it back across your lips.
“Greedy little thing,” he says, smirking down at you. “You couldn’t even last half a day. And now you’re gonna sit here and take it until I’m satisfied. Not you. Me.”
You nod frantically, leaning into his grip, throat aching all over again, but this time exactly the way you wanted.
Your knees dig deeper into the rug as Michael settles into the chair, wide and steady like he owns both the space and you. His hand is still in your hair, a heavy reminder that you’re not in charge of this even though you came in demanding.
“Open.” The word is flat, clipped, not a request.
You part your lips, tongue out, already desperate. He slides his tip against it, smearing spit across the wet surface, tapping lightly until your jaw aches from holding so wide.
“That’s better,” he mutters to himself, stroking once against your tongue before pushing in again. Your throat tightens immediately, but he makes you feel every inch, every stretch, until your lashes flutter and your hands clutch his thighs for balance.
“See? You don’t even care about working, do you? Just wanted to get on your knees and drool on my dick, huh?”
You hum around him, eyes watering, throat working as he rocks deeper. Spit slides down your chin in thick ropes, wetting your chest, and Michael grins sharp when you gag, holding you down just long enough for your nails to dig into his legs.
He finally pulls you back, a string of spit and precum clinging between your lips and his cock. “Messy already. You love that, don’t you? Love knowing you can’t even hold yourself together.”
You gasp, already leaning back in for more, but his grip tightens, yanking your head back so you’re forced to look up at him. His eyes are dark, his mouth curved cruel.
“You said quick. But you’re not going anywhere ‘til I’m done. You’re gonna sit there and take it, nice and slow. Every time you try to rush, I’ll make you start over.”
Your thighs press tight together, whimpering around his grip. “Please—”
“Don’t beg. Earn it.” His voice cuts through your whine, and then he pushes you down again, steady this time, forcing you to breathe through your nose as he bottoms out.
Your throat convulses, eyes tearing up instantly, and he groans low. “Fuck, that’s it. That’s the sound I like. That choke, that gag. You’re so greedy for it.”
You try to bob faster, needing more, but he yanks your hair so tight it burns. “What did I say? My pace. Not yours.”
You whine, muffled, saliva gushing down your chin as he pulls you off and then slams you back down, rougher this time. Over and over, he sets the rhythm, using your mouth until your jaw aches and your throat feels raw. Tears spill down your cheeks, mixing with spit, but you can’t stop.
“Look at you,” he growls, hips rolling harder now, his cock hitting the back of your throat with every thrust. “You came in here with your little excuses, acting like you were sick. But this—” He forces you down until your nose is pressed to his stomach, holding you there while you gag and squirm. “—this is all you wanted.”
Your vision blurs, your chest heaving when he finally lets you pull off, coughing, spit stringing from your lips to his cock. You’re a wreck — face wet, mascara smudged, throat throbbing — and he laughs low, thumb swiping over your swollen mouth.
“Greedy. So damn greedy. And you’ll keep going until I’m satisfied, aren’t you?”
You nod with a whimper, chest heaving as you gasp for air.
He guides you back down, relentless now, fucking your throat in deep, messy strokes until your body shakes with it, every sound broken and guttural. He doesn’t let you rush, doesn’t let you set a single pace. He just holds you there, using your mouth until he’s groaning through clenched teeth, spilling down your throat while you choke and swallow around it.
When he finally lets you go, you collapse against his thigh, gasping, throat burning, spit dripping onto your lap.
Michael smirks, fingers stroking your damp cheek. “Was that the ache you were talking about? Or do you need me to give you more?”
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Can you write a fic where Erik & the OC (BLACK OFC) have been bickering a all week- (yk going back & forth, tension growing, attitudes & all) & Erik has been trying to give her grace & be nice, but he spazzes when she calls him a b*tch & puts her in her place for hours.☺️
Watch Your Mouth
Pairing: Erik Killmonger x Black OC (Cali)
Summary: For days, Cali’s been pushing his buttons, sharp tongue, colder shoulder, testing his patience in every room they share. And Erik, for once, has been trying to give her grace. But when the argument peaks and she drops a word he can’t ignore, he doesn’t explode. He responds — with hours of quiet, punishing, possessive domination that reminds Cali who she belongs to. Erik never raises his voice. Never lays hands in anger. He doesn’t have to.
Even the refrigerator hum felt loud against the tension hovering between them.
Cali stood at the sink rinsing out a glass like it owed her something. Shoulders stiff. Jaw tight. She hadn’t said more than two full sentences to Erik since Monday, and now it was Thursday night, and her silence was intentional.
He sat at the counter behind her. Calm. Slow. Watching.
“You really gon’ keep up with this attitude?”
His voice was low. Steady. Not annoyed, not yet. Just… watching the game unfold like he was giving her space to choose how far she wanted to take it.
Cali didn’t turn around.
“You really gon’ keep acting like you don’t deserve it?”
Erik exhaled once. Not sharp. Just slow. Then leaned forward, arms on the counter.
“I didn’t say you couldn’t be mad. I said you was draggin’ this.”
“Draggin’ it?” She finally turned, voice clipped. “You lied about where you were on Sunday, Erik. I had to find out from Tone. You left me sitting at that bar for forty minutes—”
“I was handling some shit. I told you that.”
“No. You explained that after I found out. You didn’t tell me shit before.”
He nodded slowly. Quiet.
“You right.”
That caught her off guard. She blinked, lips parted, halfway into another comeback that died before it left her mouth.
Erik stood. Moved around the counter. Closed the distance.
He didn’t touch her.
Didn’t crowd.
Just looked down at her with those slow-burning eyes and a face that rarely gave anything away unless he wanted to.
“I messed up. I should’ve told you where I was. Should’ve picked up. I ain’t gon’ hold you on that.”
Her arms stayed crossed. Chin tilted.
“So why do I still feel like I’m the one apologizing?”
“Because you don’t know how to lose a fight, even when you already won.”
That landed.
Cali blinked. Tightened her arms around herself like armor.
He stepped closer. Still not touching.
“I let you get your shots off all week. I ain’t raised my voice. I ain’t called you out your name. I been givin’ you grace, Cali.”
“Oh, you want a pat on the back for not being a dick?”
“No.” His voice was lower now. Quiet enough to feel like pressure against her chest. “I want you to recognize that I’m not your enemy.”
“Then stop acting like it.”
She moved past him, shoulder brushing his chest, and he let her go. Watched her walk toward the bedroom. Watched her carry that fury like a second skin.
And he said nothing.
Now:
It was past midnight. The house was quiet again.
Cali was in bed scrolling her phone with attitude still sitting heavy in her throat. Erik walked in shirtless, hair tied back, sweatpants low on his hips.
“You still mad?”
“I’m fine.”
“Cool.” He started toward the dresser.
She didn’t look up. “Real bold to get in this bed after all that.”
“Real bold to still be actin’ like a brat after I let you ice me for five days.”
“Let me?” She scoffed, tossing the phone aside. “You not in charge of my emotions.”
He turned his head, watching her over his shoulder.
“I ain’t. But I am in charge of how I respond to disrespect.”
Cali raised a brow. “You gon’ sulk about your pride now?”
“Nah,” he said, calm as ever. “I’m gon’ let you keep talking. Until you go too far.”
“You already bein’ a little bitch about it, so—”
Silence.
Cali froze.
Erik turned around fully. Walked toward her slowly. No rush. No heat in his face. Just that stillness, the kind that came before the sky cracked open.
He sat at the edge of the bed. Rested his elbows on his knees. Looked at her like she was already undone.
“That the word you landed on?”
No reply.
The room was quiet except for Cali’s breathing, sharp and tight, and Erik’s calm steps across the carpet.
He didn’t slam the door. Didn’t raise his voice. He simply took her phone from the nightstand, placed it face down, and pulled her toward the foot of the bed like he’d already made the decision for both of them.
“I gave you five days,” he said quietly, voice like smoke. “Now you get me.”
Cali’s heart pounded. Not from fear, from knowing.
She should’ve stopped.
Should’ve shut up before she pushed too far.
But now?
Now it was too late for warnings.
He turned her around. Stood close, too close, fingers at her waist as he looked her in the face. No anger. Just control. Deep and rooted.
“Take it off.”
Her robe.
She hesitated.
He raised one brow. That was all.
So she obeyed.
Untied the knot. Let it slip down her shoulders. The air kissed her skin. Erik’s eyes never left her face, not even when the robe hit the floor.
“All of it.”
She stepped out of her panties slowly. Let him watch.
Erik sat at the edge of the bed. Legs spread. Chest bare. Face unreadable.
“Come here.”
Cali moved toward him. He grabbed her hand and brought her to her knees between his thighs.
“Since your mouth got you in trouble—”
He undid his sweatpants, slow, pulled his dick out, hard and heavy already, then guided her lips open with nothing but a look.
“—it’s only right I fill it.”
She opened.
He slid in.
Deep.
Not thrusting. Not using.
Just holding her there. Still. Full.
One hand rested on her head. The other on his thigh.
“Stay just like that,” he said. “Don’t move. Don’t suck. Just breathe.”
Cali’s eyes fluttered.
He was heavy on her tongue, pulsing slow.
His voice dropped as he looked down at her.
“You don’t get to talk back and then run from the consequences. Nah. You sit right there and take it.”
She moaned around him, barely, and he exhaled hard.
“Mmm. That’s what I thought.”
Minutes passed.
He just watched her. Let her sit with the weight of it. Let the tears build in the corners of her eyes as her jaw ached, throat flexing to hold him.
Then, finally
He pulled back. Just enough for her to gasp softly, eyes glassy.
“Bed. Now.”
Erik didn’t give her time to adjust.
The moment she crawled onto that bed, naked, warm, attitude still dripping off her skin, he was on her. His body heavy. His stare locked in.
She didn’t flinch when he pushed her thighs open. She didn’t have to.
She was already soaked.
“This what five days of mouthin’ off gets you?” he asked, voice low as sin, brushing two fingers through her slit just to feel it. “A throat full and a bed you gon’ cry into?”
Cali didn’t speak.
Didn’t need to.
She bit her bottom lip, watching him ease up over her, slow and smooth like a panther, muscle carved and rolling, that serious, still look on his face. The one he wore before shit got real.
Erik lined himself up, no teasing, no fingers, no warning, just grabbed her chin and made her look at him.
“You ready to behave now?”
She smirked, that same mouth that got her into this mess, parting to say
“You gon’ fuck me or lecture me”
He slid into her deep.
Cut her clean off.
One slow stroke, hips grinding in, until she choked on her own breath, hands grabbing the sheets like they could save her.
“That’s what I fuckin’ thought,” he muttered.
His dick filled her like a memory.
Like punishment.
Thick and steady, stretching her open with no room for attitude, just reality, the weight of who he was and how good he knew she needed this.
He didn’t pull out.
Just rocked inside her, deep grind, hips locked against hers, letting her feel everything.
“You don’t need a lecture,” he said, voice deep in her ear now. “You need to remember who fuckin’ owns this body.”
Cali moaned through clenched teeth. “You always think—”
He pulled out halfway. Slammed back in.
Her breath broke.
“I don’t think,” he growled. “I know.”
He fucked her into the mattress slowly at first.
Controlled. Measured.
One hand on the back of her neck. The other was gripping her thigh, pulling it higher up his hip to make her take all of it.
And she did.
Because she had no choice.
Because Erik didn’t move like a man trying to win, he moved like he already had her.
“Mouth got you in this. Now shut the fuck up and take what you earned.”
He started pounding into her.
Thighs slapping, the mattress squeaking under every brutal thrust.
Cali clawed at the bed, eyes squeezed shut, breath catching every time he hit that deep, dragging spot that made her legs twitch.
“Fuck— Erik—”
“Don’t talk. Don’t run. Don’t do shit ‘til I say.”
He grabbed a fistful of her curls and yanked her head back enough to hear her breathe again.
His other hand slid down her ass, rubbed once, then cracked down.
Smack.
Cali gasped, arching. That shit stung.
“That’s for Sunday.”
Smack.
“That’s for Monday, when you didn’t speak to me.”
Smack.
“Tuesday. You slammed that fuckin’ door.”
She whimpered. Legs trembling. Her pussy clenching around him so hard it made him grunt.
“You keepin’ up, ma?”
She barely nodded.
“Good. Then count the rest.”
Smack.
Another one. Across the meat of her ass, firm, sharp, and mean.
“Four,” she hissed, breath shuddering.
Erik didn’t pause.
He drove his dick back into her like he was punishing her for speaking too soon, like her body was the only language he respected right now.
She cried out, legs trying to close.
He gripped her hip hard and held her open.
“Nah. Don’t run now. You talk big, you count big.”
Smack.
“F-Five—!”
Her voice cracked. She sounded wrecked already, and he was just warming up.
He leaned down over her back, chest to her spine, his voice brushing her ear.
“What’s that? Can’t hear you, Cali.”
“Five,” she whispered louder.
“Say it pretty.”
“F-Five… daddy.”
His groan was low. Satisfied. The way her voice broke on that word nearly made him finish right then, but he held it. Controlled. Relentless.
He sat up again. Grabbed both her wrists and pinned them above her back with one hand. The other hand is free.
Smack.
“Six.”
He fucked into her hard with that one.
So hard her face was buried in the bed, back arching, voice hitting that edge between a moan and a sob.
“Can’t take it?” he whispered. “Thought you was tough.”
“I am,” she whimpered.
Smack.
“Seven—!”
“Say you sorry.”
“F-For what?”
He stopped moving.
Dick buried inside. Hand still raised.
“Say it. Or I’ll edge you ‘til you cry.”
She bit her lip. Then breathed:
“I’m sorry for callin’ you a bitch.”
“Look at that.”
He smiled. No teeth. All heat.
“Smart girl.”
Smack.
“Eight.”
He let her wrists go. Grabbed her throat instead, just pressure, no choke, and started to really fuck her now.
No talking.
Just thighs slapping, skin on skin, her voice breaking with every thrust.
“Fuck, Erik, I—”
“What? Say it.”
“I c-can’t—”
“Yes you can. You gon’ take every inch of this dick like a woman who knew better than to cross me.”
She tried. God, she tried. But her thighs were trembling now, hips buckling, moans spilling out in stuttering rhythm.
“Please— I’m—”
“You close?”
“Yes—!”
He pulled out. Just like that. Left her empty and gasping.
“Then beg.”
Erik pulled out slowly. Wet. Her slick clung to him in strings as he leaned back on his heels and looked at her.
Cali was trembling.
Face down in the mattress, ass arched high, thighs shaking like her body was seconds away from snapping.
“Then beg,” he said again. Calm. Unmoving.
She turned her head to the side, cheek pressed to the sheets.
“I ain’t beggin’.”
Her voice was small, thick, wrecked, but it was defiant. A thread of pride still hanging on by a breath.
Erik licked his teeth.
“Still talkin’ crazy,” he muttered. “Even now?”
He reached down. Spread her open with both hands and watched her flutter, still wet, still throbbing, still denying herself out of spite.
“You’d rather suffer than give me what I earned?”
“Maybe,” she breathed.
That made him laugh. A short, dark sound low in his throat.
He slapped her ass again, harder this time, and slid back in without warning, deep and mean.
She screamed into the mattress.
“You wanna hold out?”
He gripped her hips and pounded into her.
“Bet. Let’s see how long that pretty little attitude lasts.”
Stroke after stroke, brutal rhythm, no mercy. His dick was driving into her like she was made to take it, like he designed her for this exact kind of correction.
Cali gasped. Moaned. Bit the sheets.
Still didn’t say the words.
“You gon’ cum without my permission, I’ll flip you over and start all over again.”
“F-Fuck you—!”
He grinned.
She was shaking under him now.
Her moans weren’t sharp anymore; they were staggered. Wrecked. Like her whole body was short-circuiting from holding back. Still fighting, but not with fire, with fear of surrendering completely.
Erik slowed his pace.
Not because he was tired. Because he was calculating.
He leaned down, chest to her back, lips brushing the shell of her ear.
“Still got somethin’ to prove, huh?”
Cali whimpered. Didn’t answer. Couldn’t.
He kissed her shoulder slowly. Gentle. The only gentle thing in the room.
“All that bark… all that bite. But you cryin’ for me inside, baby.”
His thrusts stayed deep. Dragging. Thick with heat and emotion. The kind of stroke that kissed her soul, not just her body.
“You ain’t got to pretend with me.”
Cali’s hands clawed at the sheets, face buried, body tense. She was right there, but holding on by threads.
He wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her back into him, tight.
“I know you. I know what you need. Even when you too proud to ask.”
She gasped. Legs twitching. Her pussy clenching around his dick so tight it made his rhythm stutter.
“You need to feel owned. Safe. Wanted. Even when you fight me… I never stop wanting you.”
That cracked something open.
Her breath hitched. A sob escaped, not pain, not even pleasure, just release. Emotional.
“I love you when you sweet. I love you when you difficult. I love you even when you call me shit you know you don’t mean.”
He kissed her neck. Slowed to a grind.
“You mine. And I forgive you. But I’m not lettin’ you forget it.”
Cali let out a sound, high, broken, soft, like she was trying not to cry.
He fucked into her one last time, deep, slow, and
She came.
Hard.
Clenching around him, sobbing into the mattress, voice breaking with every pulse of pleasure rolling through her.
“That’s it,” he whispered. “Lemme feel all that attitude melt out your body.”
She didn’t speak. Couldn’t.
Just shook under him, hands gripping the sheets like they were the only thing holding her to earth.
Erik stayed buried deep while she came.
Let her clench around him, cry into the sheets, legs trembling like they’d never walk again.
But he wasn’t done.
Not until she took all of him.
“Still with me?” he asked, voice husky, lips brushing the back of her neck.
Cali made a sound, half-moan, half-whimper, and he smiled.
“Good girl.”
Then he started to fuck her again.
Not fast, deep. With intent.
Each stroke had weight. Like he was fucking his name into her spine.
“You feel that?” he grunted.
“That’s me. All the way up in that attitude you think you still got.”
Cali could only moan in response, breathless, boneless, completely open under him.
Erik grabbed her hips with both hands and drove into her harder now, rhythm tight, jaw clenched, sweat slipping down his chest.
“I should’ve done this days ago,” he muttered.
“Could’ve saved us both the bullshit.”
She whimpered.
He leaned forward again, pressing her into the mattress with the full weight of his body, chest to her back, hand wrapped around her throat, not squeezing, just holding.
“You still mad?” he whispered.
She shook her head.
“Good.”
Because that was his last stroke.
He buried his dick so deep in her it felt like he might merge with her, and groaned. The kind of sound that came from his soul. Quiet, but sharp.
His whole body tensed.
And then he came, pulsing inside her, grinding through it, breath hot against her skin.
“Fuck… fuck, Cali—”
He held her still. Let every drop of him settle inside. Let her feel how he filled her, like it was never even a choice.
Then, finally, his hips slowed. Stopped.
Silence.
Just breath.
Just them.
Still connected. Still pressed together. Still theirs.
–
Erik didn’t pull out right away.
Didn’t even move.
He just stayed there, chest to her back, both of them soaked in sweat and breathless.
His dick was still deep inside her, softening slowly, like even his body didn’t want to let go.
Cali’s face was buried in the sheets.
Her hands were slack now, fingers curled like she didn’t have the energy to hold on to anything anymore.
Her breathing was quiet, shaky. Not from pain. Not even from overstimulation.
Just overwhelmed. In every sense of the word.
Erik slid his hand down her back. Real slow. Real soft. Like his palm was smoothing out all the heat he’d just poured into her.
“You good?”
It came out lower than usual. Raspy. A little too vulnerable for his own liking.
She nodded into the bed.
He kissed her shoulder.
“I mean it, Cali. You alright?”
Her voice was barely a whisper.
“Yeah.”
Erik exhaled slow. Nodded to himself.
Then, finally, he gently pulled out. Watched her flinch just a little from the loss of him, then relax when his hand replaced it on her lower back.
He left for a second.
Came back with a warm cloth, a towel. Quiet. Intentional.
He cleaned her up like she was made of something rare, careful around her thighs, her hips, between her legs. No teasing. No lingering.
Just… care.
“Could’ve just told me you missed me,” he muttered, almost under his breath.
Cali let out a small, breathless laugh.
Half-sound, half-tear.
Erik dropped the towel. Climbed back into bed beside her.
He pulled her into his chest, one arm under her neck, the other across her stomach, and just held her there. Tight. Like something might come and take her back if he let go.
“You fight so fuckin’ hard,” he murmured into her hair. “Even when I’m tryin’ to love you.”
“I know.”
“You break me, sometimes.”
That one sat in the dark for a minute.
Cali turned her head a little, face pressed to his chest. “I’m sorry.”
“I know.”
He kissed her temple.
“You break me,” she whispered. “But you hold me together too.”
His grip tightened.
“That’s ‘cause you mine,” he said. “Every goddamn piece of you. Even the parts that don’t like me some days.”
Cali breathed deep.
Erik laid there in the dark, hand stroking up and down her side, voice soft:
“Talk crazy again, I’ma break your back next time. In love, though.”
So, Santa thought I was playing. I told his fat ass I wanted Aaron and Michael under a Christmas tree with bows wrapped around their dicks. You fat bastard! I was a bad good girl the whole year, and it was all for nothing. How dare you?
Fuck it! I'm ruining Christmas FOREVER. The North Pole is about to be blown to smithereens! Fuck them reindeer, fuck Mrs. Claus, fuck allat!!!!
