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#trans commie posting: all of my goddamn yappin about politics, community organizing deep dive, local political stuff, just anything about politics and shit 🏳️‍⚧️ if you dont want to see political shit thats TOTALLY cool, feel free to block this tag if needed!

#ffxiv shards of dawn: literally all of my ffxiv specific oc posts. Dawn is the name of my Azem, and all my ocs are parts of him and are “shards of Dawn” as I refer to them. I will ALWAYS have the character name(s) at the end as another tag!

#river gale simp: just me screaming, shitting, crying, and loving Gale Dekairos from BG3

#river vi simp: again, me screaming, shitting, crying, and loving Vi (Violet!) from Arcane, League of Legends, all that shit

#river cait simp: me simping over Caitlyn from lol and Arcane

#river jayvik naysh: jayvik from arcane u know already shshsh

#river writing corner: my original works tagged, this will be basically my catch all for all my fanfic NON 14 related.

of course, I will ALWAYS tag NSFW content as NSFW

FFXIV note: Yes, I use mods. All kinds of mods, but all mods that I use are to expand my characters and give them depth, not weird fetish shit basically lol

full character names, full list of OCs in FFXIV:

River Dawning (fem roe main wol),

Rahsa Foda (nonbinary “male” wereviera (lupin mixed viera),

Kytan Fanir (trans man male viera),

Jini Luuz (male viera from the first),

Syra jen Tarnus (trans woman fem viera garlean),

Dololi Doli (fem lala),

Lumont Durendaire (male elezen),

Hope Durendaire (fem hroth),

Minti Foda (nonbinary “male” viera, sibling to Rahsa),

Birin Qestir (male xaela au’ra),

Innae Annith (fem viera ancient),

Yamanoha Kiseki (trans man male viera),

Wysteria Kiym (trans man male viera),

Thanja Ashbearer (trans man male viera ancient)

Maetistrym Ornlahszyn (male roe pirate oc, mentor and father figure to Bekk)

G’raha Tia-dawning (literally G’raha and he’s married to River!)

Moren Morkirk (literally just Moren and he’s dating Jini)

Ratatoskr Yggdrasil (fem raen au’ra npc turned oc),

Yugiri Uyagir (literally just Yugiri but she marries Bekk later! after the events of stormblood)

NPCS or other OCs that I don’t play but are featured in my cannon:

Astrid Dawn (male wereviera (lupin mixed viera), son of Rahsa and Kytan),

Kan’sae Tyruun (agender “male” miqo, retainer to all ocs),

Fortant Durendaire (male elezen oc, father to Lumont)

Charlemend Durendaire (literally just Charlemend ok i love him and he’s gay and married to Fortant)

loveridden1999

parkayquarts

"what if someone regrets transitioning" if you are 18 or over in free country usa you can walk into any tattoo parlor and ask for a tattoo that will be on your body forever and ever and ever and they will give it to you with the understanding that if you dont like the result or you regret it later that's your fucking problem and not theirs

lindleland

the problem millennials + older have with trying to understand the 67 meme is that they keep trying to compare it to past funny numbers.

listen. 67 is not 69. it's not 420, or 21, or 42.

it's E.

you remember this shit?

it's this. 67 is E.

innerchildabortionclinic

this is how all high protein dessert vids look to me

i just need to scream post into the void ok let me do this for a second

i hate being fucking mentally ill i really fucking hate it. it ruins my life it ruins my productivity it ruins my dreams and motivations. it fucking sucks. i hate that i can’t fucking see when a plant is dying because it just oh skips me by and its my moms plant and i let it die because im fucking stupid. i hate being so tired all the time that every chore feels like a whole days worth of work. i hate that i can’t just fucking FUNCTION. i want to change but it feels like i hit a wall every fucking time and i want to cry and scream and climb into my bed for 5 days and just. UGH. i hate being mentally ill.

#vent #personal #fuck off i cant do shit today

scooplery

"it's just growing pains" -> "you're too young for that to hurt that bad" -> "you just need to get in better shape" -> "welcome to being old, everyone is in pain"

theeriverdawn

chronic illness and being invisibly disabled be like

#personal #eds #ehlers danlos syndrome

genuinely, i’m sad and everything about valko’s release but also hey, the fanfic will go haaaaard.

#personal #lads valko #lads

when I see breasts

Cosign.

reblogs were off

i’m SO EXCITED for valko!!! WEREWOLF BOYFRIEND!!! AWWOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

#personal #lads valko #lads

carmelves

I'm pretty sure Valko's birthday is going to be in January, because the gap between Xavier's birthday in October and rafayel's in March is the largest in the game.

More specifically, I think it's going to be January 20th. The first full moon of the year is called the wolf moon, and it falls on January 20th next year. Aligning wolf boy's first birthday so it falls on the wolf moon seems like something infold would do, with how deeply the lore is tied to astronomy

lkbunni00

Some personal headcanons and thoughts about Valko🐺✨

• He’s either a cancer or a Scorpio

•He doesn’t have the best hearing

•He supports and donates to nature preservations

•He’ll have an enemies to lovers type arch with MC

•His evol hurts him. Wolves and silver don’t mesh but his evol is metalization? It reeks of angst potential

•He’s a BIG tsundere (please lord)

•He calls MC rabbit but he will absolutely call her little lamb at least ONCE in the story

•I know he’s a CEO but I feel like due to his werewolf nature his home might not be modern but more rustic. Or maybe he has a cabin or lodge somewhere in nature he likes to stay at.

•Absolute gym rat vibes (the recent sports outfits in game anyone?)

•LOVES steak, ribs, any roasted meat really

•I could totally see him being a smoker even though I don’t think it’s canon

•He’s secretly a big book worm

•He has stray dogs that he adopted (please Infold that would be so cute)