How Old Is Your Soul?

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Dear old lover

I’m sorry I couldn’t give my all to you

I didn’t have my all to give

I’m sorry I didn’t say I love you enough

I was still not convinced of the meaning of those three little words

I didn’t yet love myself

I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you the very little things that you asked for

My presence, attention, and love

I’m sorry you fell for someone who wasn’t strong enough to catch you

I’m sorry you still kept on trying with me

Truth is, you saw who I could potentially be and that gave you courage to stay

But darling I wish it was that easy for me to change when you wanted me to

I’m sorry a broken heart takes forever to heal, I know

I’m sorry that I hurt you worse than I’ve been hurt

I’m sorry I wasn’t the right girl for you at that time

I hope you’ve found her

And I hope she makes you the happiest man on earth

I’m sorry it couldn’t be me

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He loves me

He loves me not

It’s so confusing

I wasn’t looking

But you walked in

And I gave in

He says he loves me

But doesn’t show it

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10:30 pm thoughts

How do you go from being my crush to crushing my heart into pieces

It's too late, you can't fix this

What ever happened to not being like the others

I guess you didn't mean it

I didn't realize when I met you, you would become a beautiful tragedy

One that comes in quietly

Has eyes that makes you smile so willingly

With lips that touches you so sensitively

Strong arms that hold you so carefully

A smile that could bring hope to humanity

With all its beauties came tragedy

I was chosen to face its casualties

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