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[thefearfulheart]

Overdue Intro Post

Been meaning to do this for awhile in all honesty.

I'm going to be posting more oc content (content in general will be somewhat inappropriate) and most of them have heavy themes that include: abuse, cannibalism, sexual content, mild mutilation, manipulation, unhealthy power dynamic's and quite a few other theme's that I will tag appropriately when the need arises.

Would prefer minor's to not follow me given that the content I will post will be inappropriate.

Mostly will be posting about anything that interests me but a majority of it will be Malevolent, The Magnus Protocol and Vampire the Masquerade since I'm obsessed with those.

Ask me anything about my oc's if you want and I'll answer if you want. I'm easy lol

[thefearfulheart]

@beebutadinosaur hey bbygirl hear me out on clownboferre au with Alice in Wonderland

Evbo - Alice

Clown - Cheshire Cat

Ferre - either the white rabbit or the Madhatter

[beebutadinosaur]

pvpcivvvv I love pvpcivvvv whehehehe peak idea my love 🔥🔥🔥🔥 follows normal alice in wonderland except they all kiss fr

[thefearfulheart]

You get me you get me honey my love and darling of my life

Evbo is so utterly confused on where he is and is trying to navigate everything while clown leads him to the *tea* party

[beebutadinosaur]

tea party.,.,., even is about to have the best tea party of his life giggles!!!!

[thefearfulheart]

Exactly my dear, a tea party he won’t forget for the life of him!

[thefearfulheart]

@beebutadinosaur hey bbygirl hear me out on clownboferre au with Alice in Wonderland

Evbo - Alice

Clown - Cheshire Cat

Ferre - either the white rabbit or the Madhatter

[beebutadinosaur]

pvpcivvvv I love pvpcivvvv whehehehe peak idea my love 🔥🔥🔥🔥 follows normal alice in wonderland except they all kiss fr

[thefearfulheart]

You get me you get me honey my love and darling of my life

Evbo is so utterly confused on where he is and is trying to navigate everything while clown leads him to the *tea* party

[thefearfulheart]

@beebutadinosaur hey bbygirl hear me out on clownboferre au with Alice in Wonderland

Evbo - Alice

Clown - Cheshire Cat

Ferre - either the white rabbit or the Madhatter

[thefearfulheart]

Sighs…I miss Clownbo….i miss it a lot

Perhaps…more Aus for them,,,,

[thefearfulheart]

i am not immune to joll and conk movies nor will i ever be normal about them after watching them the last couple of months.

anyway, what ya'll ships here or favs because i wanna write more for this fandom?

my fav character is joll lmao and endy from superhero academy movie

i ship anything tbh

[spookai69-420]

GRAWWW IM SO NORMAL ABOUT JNC!!!

Joll/pickle (softwater) is one of my favorite ships, and knowing Joll as the creator himself supports it is my Roman Empire ever. I think the characters would have a really cute slowburn dynamic <3

I also like Endy/frost (enderice/frostedeyes) since they’re both among the most respectful villains imo and I like to imagine they’d have a hot/cold dynamic. Love the fanon of Endy being able to sort of set himself on fire LMAO

I have too many favorites man,,,

[thefearfulheart]

I LOVE SOFTWATER (in the process of writing a fic for it rn actually with sparks in it) and i love that joll supports it sm frfr!! they defintely have the cutest slowburn dynamic ever and i hope they kiss ehehhe.

oooo i love their shipname for endy/frost that is so cute and i absoutely agree with the hot/cold dynamic's with them, as well as thd fanon thing of endy just setting himself on fire that is fabulous. i also offer the ship my friend and i love with endy/void (we call it endvoid because we silly like that) because i infected them with jnc mahahhah

there is just to many to decide from frfrfr

also, i've seen all the season and right now just waiting for the newest to drop of the gacha one eheheh

[spookai69-420]

VERY VERY SORRY I REPLIED TO THIS IN MY HEAD??? 😭😭

Omg please please let me know when you finish the fic though if you haven’t already!! It’s genuinely the comfort ship every I love them so dearly

They’re both so stupid<3 Joll said he sends all the softwater art to jackswano🫶(pickles VA and Joll’s rl boyfriend!!)

Enderice is so silly goofy to me I need to make more aus with them

Endy totally teleported away last second and found frost climbing the levels of the infinity dungeon, and they both take care of each other and find a place to safely reside in and fall in love real

I’ve seen some other endvoid shippers!! I don’t think there’s many unfortunately though:( I think they’d have the worst most stupid enemies to begrudging friends to lovers arc for their ship LMAO

How did you like rng village? <3

[thefearfulheart]

YOUR ALL GOOD DON’T WORRY I DO THE SAME EHEHHE

I’ll definitely let you know when I finish it for sure! (It keeps growing bigger and bigger help, it wasn’t meant to be this big oh no) they are genuinely so cute to me and I love them so much 😭 they deserve absolute happiness in my eyes and I need to make them more au’s frfrfrfr also that’s so cute that Joll sends them all to his boyfriend,,,,,that’s adorable kajejsisjsksk

They are so silly I love them me and a friend have been making au’s for them and I want to chew on them so bad oansksjsksksksksks I need to bite them

I a absolutely agree that Endy teleported last second and I so so so agree with that EHEHHEHE

ENDVOID YES!! I love them so much I think that was the first time I ever introduced jnc to my friend with them eheheh when I made them a silly au and then I went bonkers making more for them

I love rng village so much it was just so good and I love rain he’s so dumb I need to bite him and I love olive anajaksksa I love all of them. I ship cherry and lily so much because of it because it’s odjsjsisjsksks

[patientno7]

the suffering never ends

[sinksanksockie2]

This is the real process

[thewritingbeast-blog]

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[brucewayneright]

BLESS EVERYONE IN THIS POST.

[jasmehraj]

Oh my God!

It’s amazing, some links aren’t working for me but those who are, are spectacular.

[tamsinswriting]

Reblogging because NAMING IS HARD

[writing-prompt-s]

!!!!!!!

[thefearfulheart]

i am not immune to joll and conk movies nor will i ever be normal about them after watching them the last couple of months.

anyway, what ya'll ships here or favs because i wanna write more for this fandom?

my fav character is joll lmao and endy from superhero academy movie

i ship anything tbh

[spookai69-420]

GRAWWW IM SO NORMAL ABOUT JNC!!!

Joll/pickle (softwater) is one of my favorite ships, and knowing Joll as the creator himself supports it is my Roman Empire ever. I think the characters would have a really cute slowburn dynamic <3

I also like Endy/frost (enderice/frostedeyes) since they’re both among the most respectful villains imo and I like to imagine they’d have a hot/cold dynamic. Love the fanon of Endy being able to sort of set himself on fire LMAO

I have too many favorites man,,,

[thefearfulheart]

I LOVE SOFTWATER (in the process of writing a fic for it rn actually with sparks in it) and i love that joll supports it sm frfr!! they defintely have the cutest slowburn dynamic ever and i hope they kiss ehehhe.

oooo i love their shipname for endy/frost that is so cute and i absoutely agree with the hot/cold dynamic's with them, as well as thd fanon thing of endy just setting himself on fire that is fabulous. i also offer the ship my friend and i love with endy/void (we call it endvoid because we silly like that) because i infected them with jnc mahahhah

there is just to many to decide from frfrfr

also, i've seen all the season and right now just waiting for the newest to drop of the gacha one eheheh

[thefearfulheart]

i am not immune to joll and conk movies nor will i ever be normal about them after watching them the last couple of months.

anyway, what ya'll ships here or favs because i wanna write more for this fandom?

my fav character is joll lmao and endy from superhero academy movie

i ship anything tbh

[coppercrestedroses]

Who the Hell is Clownpierce and Why is he Literally Me

Anyways had fun with this, made it purely because I draw Sneeg and EMF’s eyes/hair the same way (aka I had intense Deja Vu for such a small reason that I had to blow this creation completely out of proportion!)

[tenderwatches]

sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

[stories-by-hails]

For anyone who needs this

[writing-prompt-s]

!!!!

[myxxxohxxxmyxxx]

[official-penis-posts]

PLATO, EAT YOUR HEART OUT

[discordianhotdogwater]

I once had a teacher who explained Plato’s cave allegory with the “shadow penis” so we would remember it

[official-penis-posts]

That was me. You earned that A.

[thefearfulheart]

@kaydreamman this is you again u bitch

[piercedvascular]

crux v-day card

the pun is special like him

@doubledeadstudio

[thefearfulheart]

@kaydreamman ur man bitch

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[mmelete]

[carby]

[localsamalicer]

"Why is Alice so overprotective and controlling"

Luke is likely in his early to mid 20s being his his “Young And Unsustainable Band Life” kinda time in his life and it's been about a 8-10 years since Sam and Alice were in Uni which means Alice's parents died somewhere in that time likely 3-5 years ago just from the way it's talked abt be it seems like enough time has passed where it has healed a little bit

So it was likely Luke was still a teenager or at the most like 20 when their parents died

Alice was left with a teen or young adult little brother and there isn't any mention of extended family so it's not confirmed if there were any that supported them or not but there's a good chance she was on her own or at least a good amount of the responsibility was on her shoulders with taking care of Luke as well as grieving while only being in her mid to late 20s herself

OF FUCKING COURSE she's going keep a white knuckle grip on anyone close to her especially if she thinks they may be getting themselves into danger

[kaydreamman]

literally though. I just thought about how old she must have been on an estimate some days ago.

Of course shes controlling and overprotective, she literally cant function without people being around her and internalized a lot of things purely because she has little to almost no support group rn.

She thinks that if everyone listens to her, everything will be fine

[beebutadinosaur]

This is the same person who sent the last anonymous ask. Just as an innocent question; what do you like about clownbo? I'd understand the possible reasons why people would ship it. The enemies-to-lovers trope, or just the situation in canon. How one of them is always fated to die, else it's them against the world. The stakes are high. I could go on. I'm just wondering: what are your general takes on their dynamic, and how their characterisations would affect it? Thanks for answering if you do <3

hi hi hi!!!!!

I like how with what the narrative tells and shows us, that they are essentially on equal footing with each other ability wise - clown and evbo would've tied if evbo didnt do the 360 at the very last second. like cmon, up til that point, evbo didn't really, struggle much in any fight (like he was clearing it easily goddamn)!!! I'm sure that against anyone else in a race, evbo would win by a landslide instead of the fraction that he did.

so it's this thing where they meet someone who could be considered their equal and wow, they've never had that before! how interesting, how fascinating!

it's also for sure the enemies to lovers trope I'm ngl I'm a sucker for it what can I say?

with general dynamics and characterization I think it's just, toxicity tbh - maybe a bit of the "I can fix him!!!" from evbo and "I can make him worse" from clown - idkidk I feel like I'm explaining this badly 😭

they're both very "the end justifies the mean" characters (evbo using bribes and manipulation to get what he wants (champion) and clown wanting to burn civilization to the ground for revenge) so pair them together and you got two folks who, if they did actually get together, burn the world for each other idk I feel like I can't really, explain what I love bout this ship well but there's my general thoughts!!!!!

[marycom15]

Accidental vampire hunter Evbo x Vampire Seawatt & EMF AU

Once again here posting stuff from our discord lmao.. Thank you Crow for doing Yaoi of the day, it inspires me 🙏🙏🙏This one's a bit long

Evbo who doesn't really know what a vampire is - sure, he knows they're another kind of mythical being that's a threat to many, but he grew up in a rather close knit and small community, a place where a vampire would be immediately discovered. Threats such as these are typical for dark alleys of big cities, not his little corner of the world. So when a vampire does show up and try to terrorise his home, he does what he needs to and kills it - he's not quite sure how, but swinging some sharp wood around seemed to work. He's not actually aware it was a vampire, just seemed like a bit of a stronger thug who didn't know any of the local rules, but he's left with a cold body now (wow, it sure got cold fast. Maybe thats just how it always is, Evbo wouldn't know)

It's a bit awkward since he's not sure what to do about it, until a pair of fancy people he's never seen around appear and inform him that the man he's killed was actually a wanted vampire. There's a cash prize apparently, and as much as Evbo loves his home, he would never pass up an opportunity for a social rank up. The two lovely gentlemen offer to escort him to the nearest city, since they know the way and he's never really left the area before. His new companions insist that they need to get there as fast as possible so they shouldn't be waiting for sunrise. Evbo makes his goodbyes quick and offers to come back at some point, way richer, and they set out.

Now no one will look for him.

They do walk towards the city for a while, the vampire's head dangling from his backpack (taken as proof), and he learns his new companion's names - Seawatt and Emf. It's not untill they're rather deep within the forst and far from any civilization that they both smile at him and bare their teeth… So he of course bares his own back. He's a little confused, but they seem to be confused even more so he takes that as a win and continues walking.

The only thing he knows about vampires is the name. Nothing. Else. He doesn't see any of the obvious signs. Seawatt and Emf intended to just lol on him and kill him in the middle of the forest (couples activities !) but now they're just. Kind of baffled and entertained. So they decide to keep him around, but they still do need to feed…

So Seawatt gets the crazy idea to just ask him straight up. Worst case scenario they kill him. He just further confuses them by immediately being like "yeah sure you can drink my blood, i dont really have a knife or anything though!". He's just happy to be there really, and even when they mumble out that they can just bite him literally no red lights go off in his head. And so they do. They stop and they feed on his blood and drain just a bit to see his reaction and he's like wow that's new. Ok how far is the city.

Seawatt and Emf are obsessed.

Im not writing the rest of this out so detailed but. So begins the saga of accidental vampire hunter Evbo and his two vampire boyfriends. They get to the city and Evbo never questions why they refuse to go with him during the day ("i mean their skin is pretty pale, might be a health thing"), so he turns in the vampire's head and everyone freaks the fuck out because that's like some powerful fucking vampire and this random dude just came in casually with his head. So they immediately assume he's a seasoned hunter and they give him all the difficult targets and he's like wow ! i can make so much money ! Of course, they dont need to explain any vampire lore to a hunter like him - so he just keeps not knowing Anything.

Meanwhile Seawatt and Emf are just happy Evbo finished the job they started. They've been hunting that fuckass bitch for weeks and managed to weaken him substantially but explaining a murder of one of their kin is always hard so they're real glad a random human showed up and dealt the finishing blow. They are also very entertained (and possibly in love) by his anticts so they stick around. Evbo never questions them.

This is just the basis of this AU, other discord peeps expanded upon it but this is the basic idea - enjoy :)