Superkhill

[theflaminglisp]

20 Years Old

It's bizarre to me how different things seem. And how, when I reach into such a specific time in the past, I feel it pulling on my finger tips. One year ago, I ate 8 hits of LSD and sat in the back seat of a car for 14 hours with a cat, from Nashville to Dallas. 

Today, I watched a billion episodes of Korra. And talked to my family. And I'm happy. This is the best birthday I've ever had. 

So what filled the canyon that drugs couldn't? I'm not sure. Maybe it's because I stopped asking drugs to fill it. Someone is looking out for me. Fox, wolf, polar bear. Charlie. Dea. Thank you. 

[theflaminglisp]

11/11

It mystifies me how few people in my life I've connected with like Charlie. Dea may well be the only other. But he was wonderful, IS wonderful. He's the father I want to be. And the brother I've always missed. It's so rare someone can talk about spirituality so casually and live within it so comfortably. Maybe the woods and desert will do that to you. He was vulgar and tough and the perfect counter to how soft I am. I do so miss Charlie. 

[londonladabroad]

[dailyotter]

[theflaminglisp]

Everybody look at me I am a baka

Hi I'm Dan and I'm a stupid baka who doesn't log out of his tumblr on the home computer. (I love you big brother) 

[theflaminglisp]

You're so sweet when you repel my touch,

it drives me wild how you don't care I care.

You'll make me hate you,

before you're mine to take it out on.

Maaybe someday, but your heart is already pretty bruised,

so your body really can't be.  

Maybe someday, 

maybe it'll be my teeth.  

[shoegazr]

[newkiidsonmycock]

[saykodelikdesik-blog]

[theflaminglisp]

OI

[pitchfork]

When I genetically engineer my child from a test tube, I want them to have big eyes.

Crystal Castles’ Alice Glass on the future in our latest feature interview. (via pitchfork)

[zodiacsociety]

[appallingly-deactivated20150416]

FUCK YOU ZODIAC YOU DON’T KNOW MY LIFE BUT YOU DO SHIT FUCK

[jamesdiotic]

[setfiretotherain--blog]

[theflaminglisp]

I would marry her right now.

[theflaminglisp]

Today as I stood in the shower,

I imagined a girl I do not know.

And the way her voice fell through the part of her drenched hair,

made my heart run. 

I cannot bring her eyes to my mind despite how naturally I sought them out. 

Restless skin make me cringe;

the thought of her dancing around me in triumph with a primal fear.

I snapped my head up, my eyes adjusted,

 and the image the girl I was forced to imagine faded into the tile walls.

[emptydimes-deactivated20160627]

[theflaminglisp]

I could slide a knife across my neck and never have to worry about changing the world again.

[theflaminglisp]

You will never so much as whisper my name to the empty night sky.

A curse, a curse, like my very life will be to you.

A curse, a hex, you will never know the pleasure of my existence again.