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tragedis (the light side):
He feels like he’s been hit by a truck. In retrospect, it’s not the most attractive way to align his thoughts – even thinking it in a humorous context is enough to make him flinch awake, hands moving up to touch his face as if he’s afraid his fingers will come away with blood on them this time around. When he peeks his eyes open, he’s not able to see much in the darkness, but he doesn’t feel anything wet on them. His breaths calm immediately, though that reassurance isn’t enough to stop the pain in his temples. Closing his eyes shut again, tightly, he raises his hands to tangle his fingers through his hair, as if pushing against the source of discomfort is suddenly going to make it go away. “Ow… th-this hurts–” It REGISTERS, of course, that he thinks he’s hearing something behind him, but he ignores it. He always does, because there’s always SOMETHING, whether he likes it or not.
He’s not foreign to the feeling of unshed tears building up on his lashes and stinging his eyes. Before he has a chance to try to blink them away, however, he notices the room light up around him. Drawing in a quick breath, Ukyo freezes in that position, hands on his head, tears in his eyes ; this time when he hears the sound of someone moving around ( towards him ? ) he heeds it. “Nnnn…” He lets out a low moan, but no sooner does a hand begin shaking him does he spring upright, pushing himself away from the other so quickly he ends up falling off the bed and face-planting directly onto the floor. He doesn’t need to be told to wake up when a stranger is in his————
“ . . . !!” What… What is he – ?? The moment he turns to look at this stranger, he freezes before he can even get a word of complaint or surprise out of his mouth. His lips end up parting, eyes widening in a show of surprise – but all that escapes him is a strangled sound of confusion. He’s looking… at himself. ( No, no, not him. Him. Right? His voice, that expression… ) Even half asleep and thrown into a panic, he’d recognize HIM anywhere. But how? When he blinks again, his tears start falling down his cheeks, but he can’t even bring himself to be embarrassed about it. It’s a miracle he manages to scramble back onto his feet and stumble a few steps back from him, creating even more distance. “Y—-you. You! How? What are you – ?! . . . This has to be a nightmare, right? Am I still asleep?” There’s no other explanation for this. But he’s never dreamt about seeing him face-to-face, just talking– He’s trembling. “Aaaa…”
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
Observing how the photographer fell on the floor, the dark entity had no doubts. ‘—This is not a dream.—’ Not that he had e v e r had one, though. That side of the brain was still part of the OriginalOne. Whenever his personality was away from reality, all he was able to see before his eyes was darkness, nothing but that. A blank space where nothing could be found. Nothing but memories of the endless d e a t h s that created this situation in first place. Of how his lungs were corrupted by strange elements that shouldn’t be there. Or how his extremities were captured by the cold metal and broke his bones into pieces. ❝—...Jerk...—❞
Looking at the W e a k, how he fell into the floor and hurting himself in the progress, made him realize that their conection had been broken.... Naturally, all he felt was also what was felt by the Black Joker. So now, seeing how he had hurt himself because of his stupidity, gave another clue of what was happening. ❝—What do I have to give for you to not being so idiot?—❞ It was rare to talk to him face to face. Usually, they communitacted themselves through a notebook. Or l o o k i n g themselves at the mirror and replying to the reflex on it. Ura could understand why the young man was so panicked and trying to convince himself that this was a dream, that they couldn’t be in two d i f f e r e n t bodies. Nevertheless, they were apart.
The p a i n in his temples was still there, pissing him off. While the Light Side was still trying to understand what was happening, this entity was making an attempt to analize the situation. Neil didn’t have the power to do this, right? It’s been a while since he himself spoke to that spirit, but he d i d n ’ t believe he did such a thing. What would be the purpose, anyway? When the noise arrived to his ears, eyebrows frowned even more than before, letting him know that being noisy was not the best decision in these moments. ❝—Shut the hell up already!—❞ He pronounced with deep and sharpe tone. The voice was the only way people could recognize them. Besides, humans w e r e n ’ t that observant to notice the difference in their eyes, how the dark shadows appeared under the emeralds.
‘This has to be a nightmare, right? AmI still asleep?’
A rough sigh c r o s s e d his throat and his black pupils focused on his OppositeSide as he approached him with firm steps. Tilting his head to the side, UraUkyo smiled with malice. ❝—Do you really think I could do this if it were a nightmare?—❞ An indicator took the photographer by the neck, m a k i n g hard pression on it. ❝—See? Both of us recognize the danger of death. If it were a nightmare, you would wake up. But believe me, crybaby, that this is reality.—❞ Seconds passed before he finally free the O t h e r.from his grab. ❝—What I don’t understand is how it happened....—❞
A psychopath laugh soon filled the air. ❝—Maybe this is finally my oportunity to end what we started! Don’t you think, Ukyo?—❞ He uttered, f a c i n g him being on the floor.
memeoriesofarose (beloved one):
Continued from here since it was a ask,
@theforgottenjoker
Hikari the heroine who was once called Lin, until she found out her true name, aid in bed as the little boy was in her arms she smiled proudly and yet tiredly was in pain from birth but it could have been way worse, seeing as Ukyo was beeming she nodded her head listening to him.
“Ukyo,Shes your little girl too, you can name her anything you want, I honestly , love them all, Though if I had to choose one, I love Ayleen, and for this little boy, how about KICHIRO, it means lucky one?”
She smiled as the nurse took her son and gave it to Ukyo, “Here you are your baby boy and a baby girl just for you, your a lucky father you know.“ The nurse smiled as she looked over at the heroine laying there she smiled and watched as Ukyo beamed.
"Are you happy to be a father.” To be honest Hikari was scared to be a mother, she wasn’t sure where to start after all her own mother died when she was young, so she had no clue what it was like to be a mother, but at least she wasn’t alone.
Sighing softly the female laid back down as she looked up at the ceiling. Suddenly his little girl cried for the first time as she did grabby hands out to her father,
The nurse takes the little boy and places him into the little crib like platform to let the little one rest next to his mother as he was sound asleep.
The little girl had green hair like the Gemini it was the same color his own locks, she whined as she was in his arms. Hikari smiled as she watched Ukyo. Maybe he was a little more nervous then she was, hmm maybe Ura could help him out as well.
And the little boy had hair like hers, a caramel color it seems he was sound asleep as he was comfy. She smiled and nodded her head.
Looking at the nurse she asked for a chair for him to sit down in as all she wanted was him to stay by her side. After the nurse did so she left the room and allowed the new family to be alone with one another. Hikari looked at her lover and paused.
“Ukyo.. is it Ok that I’m scared about all this?”
⊰ | ☽ υкуσ ☽ | ⊱ ———— :
He couldn’t express into words how happy he was. He n e v e r thought in becoming a father, and less after all they have been through. Maybe, deep down, he wanted to. This photographer certainly desired a family, but he did want to start little by little. Before they knew it, she was pregnant and, from that mere moment, he already felt like dying of h a p p i n e s s. That has been the only death he haven’t tasted and, for sure, would be proud of travel. However, now that he had to look after a family, the Joker wouldn’t let himself die that easily. And his OtherSelf would think in that way, too. How would Ura r e a c t at finding out he has two little children to take care of?
The nurse headed him the small boy, who looked just like her mother. The male s m i l e d and lashes covered his eyes as he took such care of each movement to make him sleep. How quiet he was, sure he was. That angelic face was just like the Heroine. ❝He’s like you, darling.❞ This man couldn’t help but laugh gently, happy. This was his family! His new f a m i l y! How it was to have a father, though? He lost his parents, too, at being in elementary school, so it wasn’t easy for him to look like one. A new challange to conquer!
‘Are you happy to be a father?’
Black pupils searched for her as the inquire was done. He faced her with emotions mixed: fear and joy, insecurity and hope, weakness and strength... All at the same time. It was hard to just feel one thing, that was no possible! ❝How wouldn’t I be happy, Hikari? I have two babies from the only woman I will always love, they are healthy and you’re safe. I couldn’t ask for more. I’m nervous about this, but I will give my best!❞ He was honest, his g e n t l y voice resouning against the walls. The photographer could understand she was scared, that she didn’t know what to do. Nevertheless, she w a s n ’ t alone.
As the little girl began to cry and the nurse passed his daughter to him, the baby did search for something she couldn’t find. Even when her small hands p o i n t e d to him, it didn’t seem quite right. And his heart knew it. And in a blink of an eye, everything was dark.
Ura heard the cry of his child from the bottom of his d a r k heart. She was calling him. Not even knowing how, he attended the call and left the LightOne to rest just for a while. Without even thinking about it, he fell in love with his child. A child who r e c o g n i z e d him in the middle of the darkness. A smile, honest and relaxed, appeared in his lips. The weight between his arms was wonderful, something that made the i n s a n i t y calm down until almost disappear. It was the first time the Black Joker felt so calm. ❝—There, there.... Please don’t cry.—❞
The canine sat down in the chair the nurse left for him, without giving a thanks like the Other would have done. His look was different, and only the Heroine would notice the c h a n g e. As her doubt left her lungs, this Abomination faced her with his features forming a inquire themselves. ❝—Is normal that you fear something you don’t know.—❞ He spoke. Looking down, the daughter was now sleeping. He stood up to leave her next to her brother. Then, he r e t u r n e d with his pair. ❝—I’m new in this too, though. You can’t run from this.—❞ UraUkyo gave a pause. He wasn’t doing the right thing.
❝—What I mean is... You don’t have to be scared.... You have us, that jerk and me will be your support. Neither him nor me will leave your side, nor even our children.... I don’t know how this turned out... But I’m willing to take the responsability of you three. He thinks the same, you know?—❞ A blink and all felt dizzy. ❝—I can promise you that I’ll help you and stand by your side forever, Hikari. And I’m a man of word.—❞ And e v e r y t h i n g became dark.
‘H-He came out....’ Ukyo surprised himself being about to fall over the chair, but stopped himself from doing so. He quite d i s l i k e d awake like this, but something told him that his OtherPart wanted to knew their children. After all, he was also now a father. How strange the family will be! ❝Waah! S-Sorry! Did I miss something?...❞ He uttered, n e r v o u s. Now Ura would come out more often, so it was necessary for him to adapt himself. ❝H-He said something?...❞ The wolf was unsure, but he had to trust him. ❝A-Anyway, Hikari. You have to rest and recover yourself. I will be by your side forever, remember?... I know that you might be scared, but we can do this.❞ His hand took between his the one of the damsel, who looked at him with questions unspoken. ❝We might be no a normal family, but we have something in our favor: love.... Don’t you think that, if we help each other, we can do this right?❞
⊰ υℓтιмαтє ѕυяρяιѕє ⊱ || Lɪɴ & Uᴋʏᴏ Kᴜʀᴏʜᴏsʜɪ
memeoriesofarose (beloved one):
Sighing softly she looked down at her food, Ura was always like this, now that he wasn’t trying to kill her anymore but he still teased her like no other, actually the wolf teased her like crazy, sitting there at the booth she suddenly heard his voice as he complained about the meal that Ukyo had ordered.
“Why are you yelling at me?..I let him order it because it’s something he wanted besides today is quite special isn’t it not,Ura couldn’t you let him have it this one time?” She took a bite of her own food as she hummed loving each and every bit of it.
Though as she took a third bite and smiled, She suddenly heard his comment..“!!?” Her eyes shot wide open as she gulped and then coughed from choking on her food that she had, quickly the heroine reacted as she lifted her glass up and gulped down the liquid enough so she could act normal again. Though that did not stop her heart from pounding however.
Did he just say what she think he did? Looking at the Alternate side of Ukyo she blushed brightly as her heart echoed through her mind. “Was t-that what Ukyo wanted?” Her face burned with a red tint as she looked at the other. “I-I..umm.. I.” She looked to the side as she wasn’t sure what to say.
So instead she continued to eat quietly as she paused. “Wait Ura are you teasing me again?” She asked thinking that Ura was up to his old tricks, and liking her reactions. the heroine soon came up with a thought and blurted it out without thinking. “And what if I said yes, then what would happen..
“Ehh wait no I mean….” Too late.
What was said was said it could not be taken back, Sitting there she stared at Ura and did not make a peep, what was he going to say, what was he going to do.. did she surprise him? all these questions buzzed in her head.
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
She r e a l l y was a case, wasn’t she? Not sturbon enough to make him want to kill her, but yest to upset him and make him frown his eyebrows. ❝—I’m yelling at you because you should be looking after him. He won’t take care of his health and I can’t be there every damn time he ask for something to eat. And that affects me too, you stupid girl.—❞ The canine complained back, his eyes closed just as his large arms c r o s s e d under his chest. Why did he have to deal with two children? He’s no a father for that task. A sigh was left under his breath at the same time this entity focused on her persona.
She was eating, but he w a s n ’ t. That food would be for Ukyo, otherwise, he would be crying and asking for more food. He wasn’t sure how much time passed before his companion reacted in such unexpected way. Wait... was this because of what he said before? A mischievous smile appeared after realizing that, in fact, it was his f a u l t that the Heroine felt so uncomfortable.
A small giggle left his lips, his head tilting to the side and part of the big green mane covering his face. ❝—Well, this is more like me than him. Don’t you think, Hikari?—❞ His deep vowels were t r y i n g to keep more insidious from her funny actions. The Black Joker loved to teasted her. He loved her r e a c t i o n s, the way her factions deformed to create a singular expression: Nervousness, anxiety, joy, doubt, surprise, desire... He w a n t e d to see them all. But deep down, the part of two minds mixed into one, the only place within this dark aura that Ukyo and Ura could share.... Was the love for this woman. Such p a s s i o n hidden behind a mask that this wolf didn’t want to put off.
What they were thinking on doing, though, would require him to quit to that mask and finally express what his broken heart felt. That wasn’t easy, both the TwoSides of the coin a g r e e d to do it today, no matter what... That’s why he blushed so hard and felt nervous himself when the Heroine dared to say such comment. What he was thinking was nothing i n n o c e n t, at all. It was not something you could say and deny so easily.
UraUkyo felt his cheeks turning red and, in his attempt to make his heart return to the normal pulse, jade orbes looked away from her figure. ❝—Y-You shouldn’t say such things so lightly... I wasn’t playing when I told you that.—❞ Damn, now this was an uncomfortable moment....
Before she could say anything, this soul disappeared inside the maze of the m i n d, letting the photographer to awake once more. This would be harder than what he thought in first sight....
⊰ ι ∂σи'т ωαит тσ вє α ςнιℓ∂ ⊱ || Lɪɴ & Uᴋʏᴏ Kᴜʀᴏʜᴏsʜɪ
memeoriesofarose (beloved one):
@theforgottenjoker
{:❤:}~ Ukyo was always so kind to her even though she accidentally broke his heart once, though she was glad that both wolfs had forgive her, time has rest and her route was now beginning, She wondered though how he knew about all of this, how he knew about her losing her memories.. how he knew about how time seemed to Skip. all these questions buzzed in her tiny mind as he leaned her head against his chest.
listening to him talk about When they would get home that Ura was going to make dinner and how it was alright to take a nap, smiling she nodded her head. “I’m excited to see Ura’s cooking, both Ura and Ukyos cooking is amazing… mm ne Ukyo do you think Ura will be upset if he sees me like this?”
She commented with a soft yawn. “Oh.. I remembered my name … ’YAWNS’ ”My mother named me Hikari but you probably already knew that huh.“ She nuzzled into his chest as she started to doze, but before the child's eyes closed completely she placed her hand on his chest, well his heart to exact and spoke up very softly.
"I love you Ukyo, Thank you for being you, there is no one else I want to be my favorite card, you will and forever be my favorite card.” She yawns again .“My favorite joker in any deck of any….game.”
With that she began to doze, her little body wasn’t used to all of this and just like any child would she needed a nap, though it was upon Ukyo who carried her but she couldn’t keep her eyes open as she was now calm down and snuggling against her fated lover.
⊰ | ☽ υкуσ ☽ | ⊱ ———— :
Each step that was taken created echos behind them. The sun was starting to fall down to give way to the n i g h t, were stars would shine in the entiery Heaven. He was so happy, so glad of being able to walk with her by her side or, in this singular case, between his arms. He felt blissed by being able to do this again, walk home together without f e a r i n g for her integrity. The OtherSideaccepted her in his life and, even when these two have their differences, protecting her is their most important task in this world. Ukyo wouldn’t let her be h u r t again.
When the little girl spoke out, his emerald eyes focused on her, s o little....A small shy laugh came out from the throat. ❝You don’t have to lie, you know? I know he cooks better than me.❞ It was true. Both could do things the other couldn’t. Maybe it was part of having Personalitydisorder. Having to life with that was harder than anyone could ever think. Giving himself a time to think about her question, the breeze touched their skin like butterflies. ❝I don’t think he gets upset, don’t let him intimidate you. He will like you, I’m sure.❞ However, he wasn’t sure how he would take the notice completely, to be honest. Even his own mind was a mistery for the p h o t o g r a p h e r.
As both humans walked down the street, the young man heard to her sentences quietly, nervously. She really seemed like she wanted to sleep. It was best for her to do so, spending all the day awake wasn’t a good idea, he knew it by experience. Hearing her remembering her real name made him h a p p y, and without warning, his free indicator lifted and rested in the back of her head,brushing her soft hair. How he enjoyed doing such action! ❝Of course I knew, Hikari. I just wanted you to remember it yourself. I didn’t want you to think I was lying.❞ Speaking softly, whispering.
The small figure that was resting on his chest spoke with that singsong vowels of hers. Nonetheless, her comment, her intentions... They were from s o m e o n e whose mind is older. And that all were the cause behind his flushed cheeks. He was taken off guard. Ukyo wasn’t expecting that, for sure. Tracks stopped s u d d e n l y while his slender fingers stood motionless. He was speechless. This is why he loved her. So cute, so innocent, so pure.... Still frightened by the confession, the wolf kissed the right temple of the maiden, who was now sleeping. ❝It doesn’t matter how old you are, which name is yours... You’re the woman I love, Hikari. That will never change. I promise.❞
memoriis (heroine):
☆ ┋ ❝ @theforgottenjoker ❞ ( starter ).
“see you tomorrow!” she turned around to wave a last time at sawa before opening up her umbrella and starting to walk home. she had just finished her morning shift in the cafe and seeing as she had now time to herself until tomorrow noon, she decided she could also take the longer way home and walk through the park.
“…mhh?” eyes, in the same color as the grass she walked upon, focused on a young man and after a few seconds she recognized him as one of their customers. walking up to him, the young girl tried to hold the umbrella above his head, despite herself being smaller than him.
“the manager would be upset if one of our regulars catches a cold.” she explained her doing with a smile while looking up. “I live quite near here, I can borrow you the umbrella …? o—only if that is okay with you.”
⊰ | ☽ υкуσ ☽ | ⊱ ———— :
Walking home was not really on his plans when he first left the photo s t u d i o. He actually was hoping to reach a shop to buy something to eat. This photographer knew it was late enough to not reach Meido no Shitsuji, since today they closed early. So, unfortunally, the green haired man would not be able to eat decent food. He would get upset with the canine for that, as The Other always did. As this male walked down the street, searching for a way to keep him from getting more wet than he already was, emerald gemstones found people returning home, speaking with their friends and familiars.
At seeing that, the t r u t h was that Ukyo felt lonely. He was supposed to be used to him, to never know someone enough time to form a friendship. Nonetheless, it h u r t. A sigh passed through his throat as footsteps were created echos while taking each step. He was lost in thought until the continous hit of the raindrops ceassed. Surprised, this entity turned around to appreciate what just happened.
His eyes opened wide when the maiden appeared on his vision, taking him off guard and forcing him to walk backwards. From where she came from? ❝A-Ah... Gomen! Was I in your way?...❞ Nervous, Ukyo looked above him, seeing the umbrella trying, again, to cover him from the rain. Singsong vowels r e a c h e d his ears, the Heroine making her comments. A nervous giggle was then created by the young man, who brushed the back of his head. ❝S-Sorry... You don’t have to go that far for me...❞ However, thinking about it, the wolf realized that maybe it would be better in that way. ❝If you don’t have any problems, I can walk you home so you arrive safe...❞ A pause. ❝G-Gomen! It was fooly of me... I-I just think that is kind of late....❞ He didn’t want to accept the offer, that would implicate seeing her again to return the umbrella. He could make it if its just leaving her home, though. Then he would go home as well.
lamentis (spade):
“Ah, good morning. Sorry if I startled you.” His hand is withdrawn far more quickly than it’d reached out – to say approaching the other is somewhat awkward would be a bit of an overstatement, but he struggles at times conducting himself properly in front of people who aren’t his regular posse. It isn’t that he lacks people skills ( – far from it ; ironic, considering how much he hates the majority of them ), but Ukyo is … somewhat of a mysterious force. At least it makes him interesting. “Strange? Do you think so? I guess I see your face so often at the cafe, I forget we don’t actually talk much beyond taking your order.” He purposefully avoids answering both of his questions, though his smile is perfectly crafted. He can’t stomach answering when people ask after him, but he can fake contentment without flinching. It makes the transition of his attention from Ukyo to his camera seem natural. When he moves his hand again, it’s to point at his equipment. “Are you working right now? I’m… not interrupting, am I?”
⊰ | ☽ υкуσ ☽ | ⊱ ———— :
The photographer kept himself quiet for a while, trying to find out a way to answer without sounding rude nor the newcomer to m i s u n d e r s t a n d. It was easy for him to make people think something quite different from his real intentions, and the previous comment was just a proof of such state. ❝S-Sorry, I didn’t mean that...❞ The young man tried to explain himself. ❝I-It’s just like you say, Ikki-san...❞ His hand began to brush the back of his head, moving the large mane. ❝Not that I mind, though. It’s just... the first time you talked to me outside the cafe.❞ Ukyo added seconds later. In other worlds, the S p a d e didn’t even look at him, so of course it would take him off guard! It was hard to understand the enviroment every time the Joker changed of world: people didn’t b e h a v e the same and, for sure, the relationships between them were different once in a while.
When the blue haired one began to comment about the camera, the wolf didn’t miss the fact that the other a v o i d e d his inquire. Nonetheless, he was no one to push someone towards an answer, so he let it go. Not because he didn’t care, but because he wasn’t in place to claim for nothing. ❝Oh… Yes, I’m taking picture for a gallery that will open soon. You can take a look when they are done if you like to❞ Calm voice pronounced, lashes falling down as a shy smile appeared. It was so hard for him to actually talk to someone normally already... After all this time. ❝But please don’t worry, Ikki-san, you’re not interrupting anything.❞ A small pause appeared as the male searched for a topic of conversation. ‘Gahhh! So hard!.... Why barely have anything in common and I don’t even know if he sees me as a friend in this world!!!’ He shout in his thoughts. ❝Are you just leaving the cafe, Ikki-san?❞
renas-rp-universe (stupid girl):
Her shaking voice soon changed into a more serious tone. Her sapphire eyes stared deep in his emerald ones,while she tried to gather her thoughts for a response. “ You’re free to hate me. After all ot all people are loved,everyone can’t love me. Besides. Yes,I’m weak. But everyone in a way is,and I’m trying to improve myself,that’s what makes us human. Call it sappy but it’s true,we’re made out of mistakes. And we’re trying to correct them. “
Taking a moment to look away,she thought about the memories she had with Ukyo from before. If this part of him wouldn’t like him,then he’s free to do so. Not like you can do anything even about other people to change the way they feel. “ Why do you talk about me like you know me? You’ve just got to know me now. As in how strong or how weak I am. I think I know that for myself. I do think I can handle things myself. “ Once Ura’s hand was wrapped around her neck,Rena only place a hand on his,and kept looking at him. It’s up to him after all if he’ll let go of her or not.
“ You’re right in the sense that I have no idea what he went through. But you also have no idea of what happened to me,it only made me stronger. I doubt that you care,but I’ll just tell you from this view. Not only me. But anyone who’s important for Ukyo. I think he would be sad to lose them…” She wasn’t sure in these words,but if she knew it right the green haired man feared losing ones who were dear to his heart. One more dead body as an add wouldn’t be great once he comes back to being himself. Or who knows what Ura might do. Keeping her eyes on the joker she said. “You only want to protect him. But I won’t back down. I’m no harm and I won’t give up on Ukyo. And that means I won’t give up on you too of course. I’ll stay. “
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
Confronting him was the problem. He could handle things s i m p l y and quickly, neglecting the fact that the photographer liked it or not. This wolf had no mercy when it came to other people besides him. It has been so much time, e n o u g h for him to not remember anymore, when was the last time his mind was put together into one. When, long time ago, this man of 24 years old, had only one personality. And for what reason he had gone through all this p a i n? To save a beloved one. What Rena didn’t know, whas the mere fact that he was willing of killing anyone, even the people who were close with Ukyo, the Original One.
As words came and came out from her throat, a psycho curve formed on his expression, cold as ice. Replying him sure was a m e r i t for her, if it served it as a consolation. But for him, it was nothing but a waste of time, waste of words and saliva. His own lungs created a evil giggle as oxigen traveled his body, his indicator not leaving the pressure against her neck. ❝—I learnt from mistakes, my dear. And believe me I also take what is convenient for me. What you think is proper to do, is nothing but an excuse to cease the regret in your mind from hurting someone. Make yourself a favor and kill those feelings. They are a nuisance, a tumor. What are you going to do when it’s your fault that someone killed themselves? Are you going to apologise? To prevent it from happening again?... What about an accident?... Do you think you can correct your mistakes? That you can bring someone back from death? Please... —❞ More pression in his fingertips. He would not let her go now. He was t i r e d of holding back, to not sense the singular flavor of homicide. Maybe the Heroine wouldn’t be his unique victim. ❝—I knew you were weak since you began to cry. They are always like that. Just excuses. No action worth the effort. You can’t fix everything you try to.—❞
When the female finished his looong commentary, sure the B l a c k Joker was about to laugh again. As if someone like him could have company, as if someone could accept all the darkness inside his aura and not being hurt meanwhile. As if she could bare the pain of being next to him without complaining or, as well, becoming crazy. A knife was p u l l e d out from his gabardine, resting it against the soft neck of the young woman. ❝—You don’t understand anything. This is not something you can cure with words. Not even with actions. You may know Ukyo, but you have no idea what I’m able to do.—❞ Deep, hoarse, evil tone of voice created echo in the night, the moon shining above them both. ❝—What about a clue of what we have suffered? Imagine yourself inside a water well. It is dark. You are afraid because you don’t see anything. You try to leave, but you can’t. There is mud and water under your feet. You sink with every second that passes. You scream, shout, but no one listens to you. You keep sinking. To the point where you can’t breathe. You want to hang out. But you can not. You stay alone and you die in despair.—❞
The knife began to cut her skin, the travel of blood appearing in m a t t e r of seconds. Moving down towards the clavicle, Ura rested his forehead against hers, jade gemstones focusing on her. More pression against her neck. And the words kept leaving his lips. ❝—Now another scenario. You're in the park, there's no one else but you. It is night and you are alone. Suddenly, it starts to smell weird. You get up in search of the source of the smell. Your skin begins to swell, your throat closes. Your skin starts to have rashes and your eyes start to cry. Your throat closes and a sharp pain overwhelms you without mercy. You try to stop it, to run away, but you can not. You scream and nobody hears you. You can't keep breathing, you fall. You die in excruciating pain and no one is there to help you. You die alone.—❞ A laugh is heard in the middle of the night. She would n e v e r know. Should he try to find it out? Would she be willing to understand him using her own soul and life in the process? He didn’t believe it, she was too weak. ❝—These examples are not even the tip of the iceberg... Do you really think that what you have been through is worse than dying over and over again?—❞
reginae-noctis (vamprie):
●▬▬๑۩۩๑▬▬▬● 𝓑oth seemed equally encouraged by the hazardousness of that contest that could have pernicious consequences. His venomous jade hues clearly mirrored how much he wanted to play that game. His tempting timbre only made the situation worse & awakened her dormant beast. She knew how he adored to play with fire. The princess’s crimson optics showed that she wasn’t there to play. ❝Do you really want to find out what it feels like to be bitten by a creature like me?❞ Interrogated, looking at him with the same ferocity. The only thing that kept her from devouring him was Ukyo, the light inside him. Her will was to perforate his pristine neck & devour his blood. ❝Be careful with what you wish.❞ Whispered in his ear. @theforgottenjoker
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
This man couldn’t help but laugh. It was so f u n n y that, even after everything he had gone through, she could ever think it would hurt. He had already proved all kind of deaths a man can handle, until the point to b r e a k the sanity that was within the photographer. Approaching his lips to the ear of the damsel, UraUkyo licked the corner of it, making it without regret. ❝—Do you want to know something, Akane?….—❞ Deep and hoarse vowels left the throat of the monster. ❝—I have tasted every single death you can imagine…. I have been hit by a car, drowned, burned, electrocuted, crushed, devoured by animals, intoxicated….Much more... Do you even think the pain of death and rebirth is new for me?…—❞
An insanity laugh began to be heard, so singular as the waves in the sea. It was funny for him n o w, but not at that time. ❝—Do you know the despair? Fighting for your life until the point of doing anything to survive? Being despair until you feel yourself breaking apart?… I guess you don’t, you don’t understand nor him nor me… The thing is, Akane, that I know you won’t bit me because you like him. But again, believe me that I don’tmind the pain already. Bit me if you wish, kill me if you please. I won’t let myself be killed so easy. I’m willing to murder. I’m willing to transform myself like I already did when my personality born.—❞ So many things to explain, so little time. The Black One moved away from the p r i n c e s s. There were so many things she didn’t know about him. Things that no one but he would understand.
|| Sinful evening!|| Ura & Ai
reginae-noctis (vamprie):
●▬▬▬๑۩۩๑▬▬▬● ❝Huh…❞ The vampire felt the blade tenderly puncture her immaculate skin. It seemed that solecism was installed in that small apartment. The blood’s perfume that came from both only corrupted her even more. ❝How innocent, Ura! Do you really think you can annihilate me with a simple knife?❞ Uttered, staring at him with her vermilion irises, color of SIN. Her injure was healing quickly. She wasn’t Heroine, vulnerable, HUMAN. ❝You’re wasting my precious blood. Why don’t you taste it?❞ Many vampires would do anything to taste her pristine blood. @theforgottenjoker
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
Founding out that the one who had bitten him was the same p r i n c e s s, made the psychopath to stop offhandedly, his indicator without moving from its place, but also not making any more force with which he tried to bury it previously. ‘—W-What is she doing here?—‘ He thought. What surprised him the most was not the fact of looking at her crimson orbes, which were naturally brown; not even when the i n j u r y that healed in matter of seconds. Nothing of that. It was finding her there, where she was not supposing to be. ❝—What are you doing here, Akane?...—❞ Ukyo left Japan two months ago, so it was natural not meeting up again with the maiden. That’s why this wolf felt free to be like old times, nomercy with unknown people.
Seconds passed on until he finally regained part of his c o m p o s t u r e. Just then, he felt free to smile again, like he always did. That curve full of wickedness, supercilious, without caring what happened. His large fingers then touched the soft skin of the woman, like butterflies traveling her neck, brushing with care but, at the same time, naughtily. ❝—If you insist, then I will...—❞ Approaching his mouth to her entity, this canine burried his lips against the curve of her neck, his humid tongue moving up and down, the same as his lungs.
reginae-noctis (vamprie):
●▬▬๑۩۩๑▬▬▬● ❝I like helping. Demo, I think you should be more careful.❞ She told while taking care of his injury, caused by the silver blade. ❝Don’t forget that I’m a vampire.❞ Though docile, she didn’t cease to possess a sinister & menacing nature. His blood scent was quite intoxicating, however the princess knew how to control more or less her primitive instincts. Ai wasn’t going to do anything that could hurt Ukyo. ❝Gomenasai, I know it hurts but it’s important to disinfect your wound.❞ With utmost care she placed a bandage upon her area. She adored the warmth of his hands. ❝Demo, I’m sure Ura would protect you if I hurt you.❞ @theforgottenjoker
⊰ | ☽ υкуσ ☽ | ⊱ ———— :
Black pupils turned their gaze away from the maiden’s sight. Many people told him that, to be more c a r e f u l and be aware were he is. But the truth was, he didn’t reallycare about it. Even after so many painful experiences around the several worlds, this photographer came to the conclusion that, it didn’t matter how h a r d he tried, it would be the same result: death. So the male stopped trying. A nervous giggle left his lips, but ceassed as sudden as it came out. Her commet was true. ❝G-Gomen! T-That’s why I told you it’s fine! I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable because of the blood!❞ He was still afraid of seeing it, though. One fear that, if persistent, could creat him a panic attack. Seeing blood on his body, staining the clothes... A n i g h t m a r e.
The other sentence, however, turned down the good intentions of the Joker. ❝If he protects me is because it will affect him too, it’s not like he likes me, either. He just wants to survive....❞ A large pause took place between woman and man. B a d memories. Pain. Loss. Stop! ❝H-He... will do anything... to survive.❞ He h a t e d himself.
reginae-noctis (vamprie):
●▬▬๑۩۩๑▬▬▬● 𝓗e was living in her apartment! The least he could do was ensure that everything ran composedly. Ai was in her home, so it was normal to forget to lock the doors. Petite fallacies led to embarrassing situations that could be avoided. However, Ura seemed to have fun with that sort of thing. ❝I doubt you’ll want to help me innocently.❞ Told, trying to sound neutral & contain her discomfiture. No, she wasn’t going to give him what he wanted. ❝Demo, I appreciate your malicious compliment.❞ She affirmed, closing the wooden door with her telekinetic power. @theforgottenjoker
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
The reaction was already expected by the Forgotten One, since Akane wasn’t the kind of female who would a l l o w him to do whatever he wished. And that kind of attitude just made him want to push her even more. Again and again. It was funny and a good way to kill time, since her reactions were always pleasant to not let the boring nature come to life. After the v a m p i r e closed the door, Ura’s emeralds realized that, once more, she didn’t lock it. Smiling with malice, his large indicator pushed it, revealing the friend of the photographer before him. His steps took place, soon reaching her. ❝—Don’t lie to me, Akane.—❞ He spoke, brushing gently the showlders of the lady. ❝—If you did not want me to help you, then you would have locked the door with key.—❞
reginae-noctis (vamprie):
●▬▬▬๑۩۩๑▬▬▬● ❝Be quiet or else I’ll never finish what I’m doing.❞ Told graciously, trying to keep him stationary. The best weapon to combat his belligerence was sweetness. She would only let him go after finish the long braid. Unfortunately Ai couldn’t ignore his comely mane. ❝Ukyo loves when I braid it.❞ That was probably the best argument to keep him quiet. ❝Why can’t you appreciate my touch?❞ @theforgottenjoker
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
Every time this individual tried to move away from her touch, a firm grap took his green mane with more s t r e n g t h. It was upsetting him. A lot. But since he couldn’t really do another thing besides letting her do whatever she was doing with his hair, the Dark Pearl finally surrender and stood motionless. Her movements were sweet and tender. It was a n u i s a n c e. A sigh crossed his lips as severe factions kept their front frowned. Being compared was the worst thing you could do with this Evil entity. ❝—The thing is, dear, that I’m not him, have it clear for once.—❞ Sharp voice uttered, annoyed. As sentences kept going, the chin of Ura rested against his palm. ❝—I simply hate being touched, it doesn’t matter who it is. This is the last time you’re doing this, Akane. The next time I’ll find a way to make you pay.—❞ He was being h o n e s t. Touched by humans was enough to get the rage buried within his soul.
reginae-noctis (vamprie):
●▬▬๑۩۩๑▬▬▬● ❝N-Nani …❞ Uttered, waking up on the wooden floor. The study seemed to have been too intensive. The wolf’s lap was indeed comfortable. Honestly she was astonished that he had let her sleep upon his keens for a few minutes. ❝Wait, Ura-kun!❞ Called, getting up & running after him. Despite his slightly antagonistic persona, he seemed to be quite good at math. Ai needed his assistance to pass the exam. ❝I didn’t want to fall asleep upon you, it was just a petite incident. I can’t go to sleep! I need your help to study.❞ They seemed to be getting closer. It was as if they were two magnetic poles, attracted by the abysmal differences between them. ❝Onegai, don’t go.❞ Plead, bravely grabbing his tepid palm. @theforgottenjoker
⊰ | ☾ υяαυкуσ ☾ | ⊱ ———— :
The male stopped as soon as a fine hand took possession of his wrist. Tracks stood m o t i o n l e s s while the head turned around, recovering the cold and dark aura he always ported on his face. This was no right, he can’t let it happen again. Love was a ridiculous sentiment, it made people act like fools and one is willing to do anything for them. And that pissed him off, to act like that. He had already l e a r n e d the lesson. ❝—I don’t care if you need my help or not, Akane.—❞ Ura pronounced with his typical tone. ❝—You don’t have to be at my appartment at this hour, in first place. He’s a fool for letting you staying!—❞ In one hand, he wanted to be alone because she was making him angry. In the other hand, he w a n t e d her to leave because now, as displeased as he was, he might do something he would -just maybe- regret later. ❝—Go home, Akane. Someone else will help you.—❞