Still, some Doug stuffs. I'm not gonna hashtag anything. Because, A, I feel shame of what I'm going to talk about; B, I don't want to bring any fans' arguments. I hope you won't laught at me, if you read.
I watched Doug's funeral a few days ago. What Kie spoiled us about the funeral made me expect too much. In the end, it disappointed me. I think the funeral is meaningless. I felt very sad that day and saw something worse. A Stendan fan post a capture that Ste's holding the crucifix disappared long time ago with caption "Let Steven live, please. If you let Steven live, then you have my words. I'll leave him alone." I thought Ste had got over the sadness of Doug's death and started to missing Brendan because he's still alive, there's still hope.
Something I need to say is I never watched Hollyoaks completely, even those Stug parts. I heard about Stug when they had been over. I think one of the reason I didn't watch back much of the Stug storyline is I knew it's a sad ending. And almost all the parts have Brendan I didn't watch, because I won't feel good if I do. So actually I just watched a few clips of Stug, though I've loved them for more than ten months.
I saw a post in our Chinese forum that it mentioned most of the foreign fans think the crucifix was hid by Doug. I replied her and told her my 'double sadness' and doubted their deductions. She replied me and said why wouldn't Doug do that? His jealousy almost got Ste killed by Walker. I remember I saw this on wikipedia. And Doug even recorded the evidence that Brendan killed Danny Houston for Ste. Another fan said I didn't know about Doug. She said Doug was a trouble maker since he came to Hollyoaks. Someone even asked me how much did I watch. I was shock by what they said about Doug. And I felt like I am a freak who don't know about everything, but crying out there. I got mixed feelings. Sad, angry ...
I knew I don't know about Doug. (It's sad to admit it.) Even I don't know about him, I still like him. Doug wasn't evil. But is Doug really troublesome like what they said?Ā
There's another post asking about the popularity of Stendan and Stug. I replied that Stendan fans are always stronger than us. Someone said I was too humble. And ask me to check out the foreign forums to see who are stronger. They said Stendan fans always kept away from Stug fans cause sometimes we are unkind. Well, this angered me. I followed many Stug fans too. As I can remember, I didn't see anyone of us being rule to them and saying Doug is Ste's true love. And We are just happily living in our small world. And we seldom talked about Brendan. That's ridiculous. I think is us avoiding them. Because Stendan is the official couple, it should get more love, supports and be stronger than us. We don't want to bring trouble. Ā If what I saw about Stug fans wrong? It's them made that photos both have Stendan and Stug with captions to show Stendan is Real.
Okay, I just hate people made that feeling like Ste is an innocent kind angel. He's a nice guy not only loves Brendan, but Doug. Brendan is such a great man. He can lose everything for Ste. And Doug, ran into them and brought troubles. People just forgot how Ste hurt Doug. Did Doug say anything or just I got wrong memories?
Okay. If what I said make you feel mean, I'll say sorry. But I don't have that meanings. And I hope this is my last post about sad things about Doug. I don't want to make everyone unhappy. Sorry.
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