So Iβve seen some hubbub against the word sapphic and its relevancy, saying that itβs not a historical term but is a new one, chronically online, or alien to the queer community.
Sapphic is a beautiful term! To say itβs βonly been used on Twitterβ is a slap in the face to historical documents of the word, of my professor at university saying sheβs sapphic and putting the flag up on the screen in our classroom! Itβs a slap in the face of my universityβs town hosting a sapphic speed dating event, and putting the word sapphic and the flag on the posters, and everyone recognizing it! Itβs a slap in the face to me bringing my sapphic flag to the pride parade I attended, and fellow sapphics complimenting it and taking selfies with it! So many people connect to the term sapphic!
Itβs also v important that thereβs a term for women who love women, that is bisexual encompassing! Love love love that itβs a term that also describes bisexuality as well as lesbianism.
Sapphic is a previously underutilized term, but that doesnβt cease our connection to it
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...Selfcest?
+ Caleb as a baby... childhood Caleb!
Caleb244 headcanons -
He has NPD. Undiagnosed too. I did a long yap about this before.
Caleb like kinda has moments where he feels inferior and moments where he feels superior. He has a self hierarchy wherein anyone who he doesn't enjoy or is neutral with should be beneath him while people who he finds enjoyment being around or has similar interests to him is on his level and thus superior to everyone else. Sometimes he has moments where he feels like a Godβlike he knows everything and can handle everything. Then it all comes crashing down on him and he feels below again which makes him upset. He likes the attention he gets in his other personas, but at the same time he finds it disgusting and sometimes hates his Choka persona. He's VERY contradictory and CANNOT make up his mind :P
Also he's SMART AS FUCK and he knows he's smart which leads to hubris. Oh yeah he also has a problem with subconsciously objectifying people!! Especially his friends. It's not like he doesn't care about them, because he does still! He kind of just sees them as having a "box" to fit in and roles to play in his head and he gets irritated when they don't follow what he THINKS they "should do". This kinda bleeds into his relationships for obvious reasons! Though he's good at masking his feelings and emotions( self-taught after realizing that appearing "approachable" and "pretty" got him higher rewards and more favor when he was younger ). Sometimes he does the masking intentionally, a lot of the time it's unintentional though! Caleb244 himself in my AU has been objectified a ton( HE'S what I consider the βfeminineβ one in my AU, not iTrapped )
Also Caleb244 knows there's something "strange" about his mentality compared to neurotypical people because of how much he deviates and simultaneously mimics the "accepted, charismatic norm". He just can't pinpoint it and my man REFUSES to go into a therapist. He tends to blame it on other things. βI'm just not feeling well.β βProbably just a bad day.β βIt's because they're pissing me off.β He deflects a lot.
His behavior is also worsened by the fact he usually acquaints himself with people who are similar to him or are enablers because he gets defensive when he's critiqued. Nuclearbyte enables and encourages him to do worse things, iBurning is a complete enabler who sometimes joins in with him, Ellernate SOMETIMES calls him out but Ellernate is bias to people he cares about so usually not, iTrapped is also an enabler... You get it. ( COPY N PASTED FROM PAST YAP. )
2. Caleb244 has several personas he likes to take on. One begs to wonder if 'Caleb' is also a persona itself. Does he even have an identity?
3. He has a circuit tattoo on his back... Huhu yeah. I do have a caleb244 reference but I'm not showing it at the moment.
4. His symbol is the 4 pointed star thing.
5. He does do freelance modelling sometimesβbut a lot of his income comes from stealing and scamming money and limiteds out of people, which he'd make a quick flip off in LMaD Centers.
6. Caleb244 has an unnameable amount of hobbiesβamong them coding and exploiting, etc. No one has any idea why he has so many hobbies.
7. His symbol color is Opal White!( F9FFFE )
8. He's actually Bigender( he/she ), he's just kinda in denial. But call him a "she" however much you want lol. Bisexual with male preference!
9. He's an insane victim-blamer.
10. He can clock people really easily, which is ironic because he struggles with clocking himself lol.
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| xenogender coined by me ! :: voidstar is a xenogender where one feels as if they are the embodiment of a star burning out in the midst of space and time itself, slowly fading away due to the inability to find oneself .
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