A Quaint Flower with Twisted Petals

I'm Emma. San Diego born. Meat free. Tattoo and piercing enthusiast. Sad girls club. Animal and plant lover. Space queen. Hoodrat. Ridiculous human being. NSFW content

[r-a-m-m-s-t-e-i-n]

[thegirlfromanotherplanet]

I’m so tired of being alive.

[rabbitinthemeadow]

And it beats me, but I do not know // Part 4

[50-shades-of-liz]

[boredpanda]

Meet Ladybeard, A Cross-Dressing Wrestler And Death Metal Singer From Australia

[makeuphall]

[headfirst-for-your-mum-deactiva]

Some of y’all didn’t darken your clothes or strike a violent pose and it shows

[flowers-by-the-bed]

Well I’m so tired of the rain

Falling softly on the ground

Just enough to get my feet wet

But not enough to let me drown

I’ve been laying in my bed

Wishing I had never woken

Begging God to rid my head

Of every word you’ve ever spoken

Broke my knuckles on the wall

Because I thought about the call

Where you said you’d always love me

Do you not tell the truth at all?

Well if I ever cross your mind

Make sure you write down the times

So I will know the moments

I was eating you alive

And don’t you dare (don’t you dare)

Say you ever loved me

Or even tell me that you cared

‘cause you knew what you were doing

And you know just what you’ve done

How dare you say you miss me

With your spit still on her tongue

I am broken I am beaten

I’m mistreated and I’m torn

I am cold with no direction

But I’m lost without your warmth

I’m trying hard to find some hope

That I might get the chance to breathe

Get off my mind, give back my heart

And get the fuck away from me

And I know I gave the world

Everything I’ve ever had

Johnny Cash said love would burn

I never thought it’d hurt this bad

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

blocking my thoughts and feelings

[silence--girl]

[solongsentimentt]

Weird things

Depression makes you do weird things.

It makes you a different person, makes you feel like a stranger to everyone around you and even to yourself.

It makes you feel hopeless, lost, empty, sad.

It makes you want to scream and cry, yell and cuss, and fight with others.

I’ve seen it make my brother an empty shell.

I’ve seen it make my brother angry and want to fight because he didnt know how to ask for help, he was so lost he was scared he would lose everyone.

Depression makes you think wierd things.

Depression makes me think about suicide every day all day, I’ve thought about trying to kill myself like it was normal “man I wish I was dead right now, that would make everyone’s lives better” “God I’m an idot I should just die” “I would be less of a problem if I was dead” “I’m pretty sure If I die my family would forget about me in no time”

My depression makes me fantasize about getting hurt so badly that I end up in the hospital just to see who really cares. But at the same time I dont want to know because I feel like such a waste of space that no one would care and that makes me feel scared.

I’ve felt myself get angry at people for asking me what’s wrong, because I dont want people to know something is wrong with me, I dont want them to know that I want to die, because I already feel like a freak.

Depression made me addicted to cutting my hips and arms open like it’s the only normal way I can handle my depression and pain.

I feel like a hostage to depression, like I’m trapped in my own head and I cant be saved.

depression makes you do weird things that become normal to you and it’s not your fault, we live in a sick world that tries to shame and blame people with depression and it makes me sick.

[ill-make-it-on-my-own]

I always tell people that suicide is never the answer, but then again I find myself thinking about it everyday and hoping one day I will finally fall asleep and won’t wake up ever again

[haleyincarnate]

2/13/2019 (47/?)

[a-girl-with-broken-skin]

Nobody knows….

[desnos]

[my-mind-is-a-mess-help-me]

[behind-the-mask-the-truth]