it almost got me today, the putrid mass in the background of my heart and mind. i felt it’s tendrils wrap around my lungs, and beating heart, immobilizing me on my bed, leaving me in bondage for it to use me until i’ve rotted away, but this body is mine. this vessel that grants me so much wonder and pain is not yours to toy with. now i know i may never be rid of the heinous creatures that are my demons, but i can fight, and i will always fight. I will fight until my arms can no longer move, until they're rag’s of flesh and splintered bone. only then may you have my lifeless body















