Account is dysfunctional
No drama, going to list reasons right here why I'm breaking the habit.
#1 Time. Seriously, I'm practically running my CAP Squadron alone, and now that my Commander is in the hospital, I don't think I'm gonna have any free time in... a good long while. Plus, whenever I do get on, I can't seem to control myself. It really bugs me that I can't force myself off at a specific time and STAY off, but it seems it's become a serious addiction. #2 Temptation for sexually explicit roleplays. Even with my strict rules set down straight, I keep finding loopholes for the damn things (if you'll pardon my language), and it's driving me up the wall with how WEAK my willpower is. I believe such things aren't just disgusting, but thoroughly immoral, and yet here I am exposing myself to such stuff day and night. I'm being pathetic, and I've got to put an end to it. #3 It's making me extremely ill tempered in real life. Just like when a smoker can't grab a cigarette or an alcoholic is denied a drink, I get cranky as hell when I don't get on the computer. And when someone interrupts me, I come this close to physically harming them. It's terrifying, especially around my own family and younger siblings, whom I should be protecting instead of snapping at.
My apologies to all my partners and friends here; you've all been fantastic, wonderful and a whole slew of other adjectives I could go on about forever. However, duty calls, and besides; we'll all see each other again someday.
Take care, everyone, and may God bless you all with happy, joyous lives!











