The Hunter

One body, two souls..

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I miss the old me.

The title of this novel is what I'm certainly talking about.

You know, I'll be famous when I became dead.

Between all of the visions that I did till back now, it was always there to caught me up.

Because things gets worthy when these 'things' are gone for good.

This is what I understand from all my eighteen years.

I never lived the life I always wanted to live.

People felt cringe for me - whatever the fuck it supposed to mean..

But I never did.

Then, why?

Why I just can't be that little girl I used to be?

The Hunter?

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Counterfeiter giant creature.

Just defined myself.

It was only one.. only one certainty in my life that, I would protect and keep my word on it. Until..

I screw myself up.. and now, I can't gather myself down.

I'm The Hunter. Remember?

The exact title you're reading and getting your eyes through right fucking now.

What the hell happened to me?

I'm asking, I'm trying to examine, but nothing seems possible..

I am not that girl I always wanted to be, turned myself into in such a short time, but now surrendered to my human heart to be stucked inside of my human soul forever.

The worst of it..

I'm taking Damon beside me. I'm making him human more than ever. He never used to see, be, créé.. but now here is he.

Right beside me.. but I feel like..

I'm tearing him apart. Right down. Which it's not what he deserved.

What he deserve is a giant fucking love, a family, children from me.. but how do I supposed to give to him?

Anytime I ask, -even now- he answers:

"You're an angel."

You know it doesn't even make sense.

If it was 2017, then I would believe him, but back now, while feeling angry about the fruity yoghurt my brother does eat like I'm sleeping and don't hear his tingles.. Back then I'm the devil herself.

The thing that he won't ever believe in this.

Just like..

I don't belive in Satan,

He believes in me.

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It's like whole world is against me..

We come to YouTube, I'm the most searched person which the name of her starts with A.

We come to my college, I'm the most wanted person for someone to have a conversation, mostly in blurring madness because it bites their ass to be in my videos.

In the house..

I think I'm the less wanted person. Finally I can do whatever I want, I can have a word with my husband, I can be free when my parents are gone..

Well, the thing is..

Where the fuck is the life of it?

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Drowning Champion

This is it.

This is the end.. I would love to say, but I just can't.

I'm still breathing.

I'm still fighting. However it's in completely wrong way..

I lose everyone I know, I push them away. I do want to push them away, they never leave, I do it.

At the end, I come back where it all started.

Around the sun.

I keep on drowning.

They think I feel shameful, they try to button me down, they clip me off, they cut my wings, they think I will fall, but..

They don't know I'll rise again. They got no clue how I will live this life for ever.

Riser.

Like a champion.

But ever.

Drawning champion..

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A man, or a monster?

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About That Night..

“I don’t want it.. I can’t let that happen again.”

He blinked his looks in a creative way to effect his angel, in the name of attention.

It’s not gonna happen my prince, you don’t need to worry.

You must promise me, he said. You must follow my way, the way I found for us long time ago.

What’s the way?

“You will touch his hand, and let me feel. If I figure out he’s turning into the man I predicted, you’ll leave at the second. If he is not..” He blinked his eyes, continued with a hard condition of words. “you might keep continue date him.”

There was this only one light, which is open between all the other blocks of the site Alena and Damon live.

She touched her head, caressed his hair, and nodded slowly. “Deal. I’ll do it.”

She was frightened as much as her man.

To go back, to feel again, most of all..

Create the story that had been deleted long time ago..

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For Good

He kept me alive until now. The truth that he still does, but the worst thing is that I can't hold on. Can't fucking hold it back against them. You must remember them. My enemies turned into humans now, but I can't lie, they were always been.. weren't they?

My prince, even if what we have to do is passing from a bad, dirty and struggling path.. We might do it. No, we must do it.

Just like you've told me last nights..

"Touch him and feel. It will defy the destiny up, if we have to stay, nor leave."

This time, for good.

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Tell Me

Last night above three half and four AM, I gathered my past up all over again.

I don't know what to do. What to say, neither how to live with this..

Damon says he's turning into a devil, nor being the old Darkness reflection of himself.

While one part of me knows I can't be with him, other part resists and fucks me up to do my thing.

You tell me, how do I live with this?

I got married once. How can I do it twice?

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Alphabet

A.

First letter of the alphabet, viral and non-changeable.

To give an evil part, and to take the forgiveness feeling away from me.

B and C.

The letters that can't be tear apart.

To fool due to my age and pureness, offer a bunch of promises and playing the victim, to kill the inner me for getting back to my sex, own weapon.

Alias, sex addicter number one.

E.

Undefined.

Unknown use of sex, alias sex addicter number two.

To throw into another path, that will be turning into back again.

E again.

To pretend to be the one I skipped. D.. Mr.D.

Alias, he is known by being my husband these days. His name is Danny. Danny Damian Sainy.

I won't ever explain about the second E, but what you need to know is what you just read, examines your mind to place the fact that it's my whole eighteen year's summary.

There is no second E. He must have been the one for me to define as 'sex addicter number one.'

I gave my trust, after all, I gave him Damon. He couldn't handle it. That's why he lost, and just like every single boyfriend that I know and met 'till now, he'll be getting lost while he is trying to use me again.

A, B-C, E.. I gotta tell you E's.. There wasn't just two of you. There was four of you. Maybe five..

And the funny part of it is, you humans begged me.

But they didn't.

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As my Damon shared an episode, I decided to do so.

Yesterday was literally crazy..

I cried like hell.

Ah, I'm fucking distracted by his text. My old assistant. I'm actually sorry for him because I freaking need to write down here everything I live in my real life..

I don't care any more.

Everyone that I've trusted, counted as a friend freaked me out and stabbed me from my back right at the time..

For Lucifer's sake.. It was my fiancée's birthday!

I'm literally engaged now and all the other men I knew before are trying to get me back to their hand like I'm a toy for them to trash and give up to use whenever they want to.

I'm sick of it.

I'm also sick of my pureness. Yes, I'm talking about the pureness that became a trouble for me and my college life.

Why?

Because I'm shooting my goddamn personal life at the college as a normal student!

But what?

Fucking worthless rector is requesting to talk to me about this troublemaker soul of mine to stop shooting my goddamn life!

You know what?

This is my fucking life.

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Could we survive?

Eventhough we cross with our deadly enemies?

Our souls...

Will it survive?

Or get into the arrant Darkness?

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Until the endless sunset of the souls...

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He's known with his ocean blue eyes.

He's the man behind, all.

He's the one.

He's the fallen.

He's an angel.

He's the devil.

But first of all, he is the Darkness himself.

He is the light that I've been trying to reach all my eighteen years, then, turned into the person to make me chosen to be the Hunter herself.

He changed all my life, and now I'm changing his.

Danny Damian Sainy, today is the day that you were created. My man, my Darkness, my soul, my companion, and infinite love, I will always love you. There won't be any moment I would give up, but fight for. Forever. Fucking forever, I give my promise.

You found me at this shitty Yayla street which is poor, got no any importance, but being the location we first met.

I saw you but how bad it is that I do barely remember or nada..

All I know is I love you.

I got no clue, how many episodes this novel will take, but I must say..

I don't care, birthday boy. Because you know what?

I have an eternity with you, my prince.

Do you know what does it supposed to mean?

Do you?

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As far as could be..

                           To define how it will end for thee’