Nothing has been fucking happening. I’m so close to being done with this shit, it ain’t even funny. I’ve been in the game with the Burgos since spring ‘18, 2 years and only 1 transfer, and a lot of bullshit.
But I just can’t. I don’t feel like I can just drop them, and I don’t want to risk having to pay anything back because then I’ll be fucked.
Mercedes has been shopping around for the right clinic to do her retrieval while I’m a perfect patient for Dr. Z at RSC for my transfer. All the while, Cooper still has one embryo. I say we just try one more time with Cooper and if it fails, we start this whole process again. I’m just really fucking tired of waiting.
Anyway, in the meantime, this covid this is fucking everything up.... and JJ and I are not a couple anymore; staying married for the sole purpose of this surrogacy contract so I don’t lose my insurance. Open enrollment starts November 1.













