Catch My Breath

My name is Jennifer Dylan Sullivan-Cox. You can call me Jen, or JD if you're feeling daring. Do not call me Jenny. Do not call me Jen Jen. And Do Not. DO NOT. Call me Jelly Bean. Kay? Kay. I'm sixteen years old, now get to the point princess. M!A: Accepting Scrubs!rp blog, open to any fandom or character. Blog could be triggering

[thejellybeanthatcould]

If I Stay (Movie) Sentence Meme

"Life happens when you're busy making other plans."

"And then there's me."

"I thought I had everything all mapped out."

"As long as you don't switch me to decaf."

"I really don't want to talk about it, okay?"

"Did you really just quote Alice Cooper?"

"Let's get some lunch! I'm starvin' Marvin!"

"______ was totally checking you out!"

"He/she saw me geeking out?"

"You're asking me on a date?"

"I told you _____ was into you!"

"________ better be nice to you or I'll squish them like the bug they are."

"Alright! We get it! You're in love, go away!"

"Honey, bribery and guilting are the glue that have held parents and teenagers together for generations. Don't break tradition."

"Wake up!"

"Your closet's terrifying!"

"I don't know wether to wear date clothes or casual clothes."

"Be careful, I hear it gets pretty wild at the symphony."

"I have this theory I was switched at birth."

"Why? Why me?"

"Why do I have this feeling you're about to mess up my entire life?"

"Start fighting? How am I supposed to start fighting?"

"Am I gonna die? Is that was this is?"

"If you live, if you die, it's all up to you."

"Well, food to eat is my favorite."

"I'm sorry to say that's the furthest we've gone since our first date."

"Wait, I need to take it slow...okay?"

"You know, I'm not ashamed to be a cinnamon spice chai latte lover, thank you very much!"

"If it doesn't work out, are gonna help me pick up all the pieces?"

"The you you are now, is the same you I was in love with yesterday, the same you I'll be in love with tomorrow."

"No matter what, I will never leave you, we're gonna make it."

"________, you came."

"You can't let ______ grow up without a family."

"Or we could get a place together."

"Woah! The whole three bucks? Slow down, big spender!"

"I wish you would have told me."

"It's like dating a ghost!"

"You're so naive, you don't know shit about the world!"

"How am I supposed to find the strength to stay?"

"I'm not at writing about things that make me happy."

"I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE! I WANT THIS TO BE OVER!"

"I want you to live, I want that more than anything in this world. I want you to fight like hell to stay."

"If you wanna go, I want you to know it's okay. I understand."

"I'll do whatever you want, just please stay."

"I don't care where we are, I just care that we're together."

"I can't, you know I can't."

"You wrote me song."

"You still have a family."

[julietswords-blog]

OPEN

Good god! What happened? Are you hurt?

[thejellybeanthatcould]

"No, I lost-- my inhaler." 

[melo-12]

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ open ]

     "Do you know where my---" 

      A broken gasp cuts her off. 

      "---Inhaler is?" 

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +1 ]

[miss-birdo]

"Well…had two patients die of heart attacks, a premature birth and a decapitation, but besides that I’m doing great!" He said sarcastically.

[thejellybeanthatcould]

   "Decapitation?" 

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +1 ]

[miss-birdo]

“Again? I thought she swore off being a controlling queen after the last time you and her had this fight.”

[thejellybeanthatcould]

   "Yeah, but we both knew that wouldn't last. How're you?" 

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +1 ]

[miss-birdo]

“Oh, hello hun. Had enough of your bitch of a mother, I’m guessing?”

[thejellybeanthatcould]

   "We got into another fight about my inhaler." 

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +1 ]

    "Hi Dad." 

[kvngxs-deactivated20140118]

Abusive plots;

[thejellybeanthatcould]

Please like/reblog if you’re fine with abusive, kidnapping, torturous, generally triggering plots. I need some people to para with so yeah. Thanks.

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Next To Normal Ask Meme: Send Me One To See How My Muse Will React

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“It’s 4 in the morning, is everything ok?” “Some days I think I’m dying, but I’m really only trying to get through.” “I think the house is spinning.” “So, we’ll try again and eventually we’ll get it right.” “Not a very exact science, is it?” “I’m trying to tell you I love you.” “I can be perfect for you.” “I miss the pain.” “Nothing’s real.” “I didn’t know you had a brother.” “He’s been dead 16 years.” “This is fucked.” “I know you’re hurting. I am, too.” “Can you tell me what it is you’re afraid of?” “Can I touch you?” “Are you wanting all that she can’t give?” “I am the one who won’t walk away.” “I wish I could fly, I’d fly far away from here.” “I love you as much as I can.” “I’m your worst fear, you’ll find it in me.” “I need you to need me.” “It’s not going to get better, is it?” “Are you nervous?” “What’s your story?” “Did you see my parents out there?” “How could she leave me on my own?” “Why didn’t you take me with you?” “You’re kidding, right? That’s bullshit.” “What makes you think I’d lose my mind for you?” “Tell me why I wait through the night.” “I can’t get through this alone.” “Am I feeling what I think I’m feeling?” “I’m good as gone.” “You don’t remember any of this?” “I thought you might call.” “Don’t say that we’re over.” “I couldn’t give a flying fuck what’s normal.” “Your life has kind of sucked, I think.” “Won’t anything be better than before?” “Your son is gone forever though.” “There’s something missing.” “Let me know you again.” “Why do I get denied?” “Where’d you get that?” “How could I ever forget?” Why would you want to remember the things that hurt you?” “Please, tell me his name.” “Why stay?” “Something next to normal would be okay.” “You look like a star.” “Can you leave it behind?” “I might end up crazy.” “So anyway I’m leaving.” “It’s time for me to go.” “I am the one who saved you.” “I know you know who I am.” “We need some light.” “It’s the price we pay to feel.”

[nixreginam-blog]

Just a little test

Reblog this if I can tag you in random starters with no prior planning what so ever.

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +2 ]

[asocraticmethod]

"If there’s something wrong with your lungs, you should probably get that checked out. I think there’s a doctor down the hall. "

[thejellybeanthatcould]

   "There's been something wrong with my lungs since before I was born. They won't tell me anything they haven't told me before." 

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +2 ]

[asocraticmethod]

"That’s the thing about doctors— most of us tend to be irritated. So what— you just here to clean or what?"

[thejellybeanthatcould]

   "I had an appointment with someone about my lungs, but I didn't want to go. So I decided to explore instead." 

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +2 ]

[asocraticmethod]

"A very irritated doctor, who are you?"

[thejellybeanthatcould]

   "Jennifer Dylan Cox, daughter of, what I would bet is, an equally irritated doctor."

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ +2 ]

        "Who're you?"

[thejellybeanthatcould]

[ Open ]

She sighs. 

       "I can never sleep in hospitals." 

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"Do you think I’m strong?"

"You’re related to me. Of course you’re strong."

[jesushcox-deactivated20150616]

"Jennifer." His voice was stern as he tried to make eye contact. "I want you to listen to me well; you are strong on your own. I never want to hear you say anything else otherwise, okay?"

[thejellybeanthatcould]

She still didn’t believe him, knowing that she wasn’t as strong as other people, as he was, the proof of that was still heavy on her tongue in the bitter aftertaste of her inhaler. But she looked up at him, not knowing how to voice her doubts without sounding even weaker. 

    Taking a breath that rattled in her chest and rasped in her throat, she nodded and tried to force out a smile, “Okay.”