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batfam x batsis reader
They had always been good at fighting impossible odds.
They just weren’t very good at remembering the little things.
At first, it was easy for Name to brush it off. They were heroes. Gotham needed them. Emergencies happened.
But eventually, “maybe next time” stopped sounding like an excuse and started sounding like a promise nobody intended to keep.
Bruce had promised—promised—he would make it to the father-daughter dance at school.
Name had spent an hour picking out a dress because Alfred said Bruce had secretly asked what color would make her smile the most. She even practiced dancing in the manor ballroom while Alfred pretended to step on her toes.
She kept looking at the gym doors every few minutes.
Every time they opened, her face lit up.
Every time it wasn’t Bruce, that smile faded a little more.
The dance ended with Name slow dancing with one of her friends dads because they felt bad for her standing alone.
Bruce arrived home just after midnight, still in the Batsuit.
“I got caught up.”
Name only nodded.
“It’s okay.”
It wasn’t.
Dick had volunteered to take Titus, Ace, Alfred the cat…
“…and Tiger too,” Name had reminded him while handing over the cat carrier. “She has her annual checkup at two.”
“Already got it handled, kid.”
He’d come home three hours later.
Titus had a clean bill of health.
Ace got new treats.
Alfred the cat had somehow charmed every employee into giving him free toys.
Dick walked inside smiling.
Name looked behind him.
“…Where’s Tiger?”
Dick froze.
“…”
“…Dick.”
He’d forgotten.
Not delayed.
Not rescheduled.
Forgotten.
Her cat had sat at the vet’s office for over an hour before they finally called Wayne Manor asking if someone was coming.
Dick had never felt guilt hit him so fast.
Jason promised he’d read the first chapter of the mystery novel Name had spent six months writing.
She left it on his nightstand.
A week later it hadn’t moved.
When she asked what he thought of the twist…
“…There was a twist?”
She quietly picked the notebook up and left his room.
Jason didn’t even realize what he’d admitted until the door shut.
Tim constantly borrowed things from Name’s room.
Phone chargers.
Headphones.
Hoodies.
Pens.
Books.
He always meant to give them back.
Eventually.
Name stopped asking.
One day Tim walked into her room looking for a charger.
Everything was gone.
Every single thing she’d ever lent him had been returned overnight.
A sticky note sat on the empty shelf.
“Now you don’t have to remember.”
Steph accidentally spoiled the ending to Name’s favorite TV show because she’d forgotten Name hadn’t watched the finale yet.
Cass missed Name’s art showcase because she’d mixed up the dates.
Duke forgot Name’s birthday breakfast because he’d been up all night on patrol.
Damian criticized one of Name’s paintings without realizing she’d entered it into a city-wide competition.
Each mistake was small.
Each apology was sincere. (gtfo my villa)
Each hurt stacked on top of another.
Then came the plays.
Name loved acting.
It wasn’t a hobby.
It wasn’t something she was “trying out.”
It was her thing.
Every semester.
Every musical.
Every lead role.
Every supporting role.
Every curtain call.
She always saved seats.
One for Bruce.
One for Dick.
One for Jason.
One for Tim.
One for Cass.
One for Duke.
One for Steph.
One for Damian.
Sometimes even one for Alfred.
Every program had their names written neatly across the top.
Reserved.
Reserved.
Reserved.
Reserved.
Reserved.
Reserved.
Reserved.
Reserved.
The seats stayed empty.
Every.
Single.
Time.
There was always a reason.
Joker escaped.
League mission.
Justice League emergency.
A robbery.
A patrol.
A meeting.
Traffic.
“I thought someone else was going.”
“I completely lost track of time.”
“We’ll definitely make the next one.”
Name stopped saving seats after the fifth play.
No one noticed.
That was freshman year.
The breaking point came after opening night of the school production of her senior year.
Name had landed the lead.
Months of rehearsals.
Late nights.
Missed sleep.
Costume fittings.
Lines memorized until two in the morning.
She never asked them to come.
Not this time.
Because she already knew.
Still…
A tiny part of her hoped.
When the curtain rose, she glanced toward the audience.
The entire Wayne family section…
Was empty.
Not one familiar face.
After the show, everyone crowded around congratulating her.
Flowers.
Teachers.
Friends.
Parents taking pictures.
Name stood alone backstage, holding the bouquet the drama club had given her.
Alfred arrived nearly forty minutes later.
“I’m terribly sorry, Miss.”
She smiled softly.
“It’s okay.”
Alfred knew that smile.
It wasn’t okay.
The next morning…
Name wasn’t angry.
She wasn’t yelling.
She wasn’t crying.
She simply…
Stopped.
No more waiting in the cave after patrol.
No more asking about everyone’s day.
No more movie nights.
No more leaving snacks in the fridge with names written on them.
No more sitting beside Bruce during breakfast.
No more hugs.
No more teasing Damian.
No more reading with Cass.
No more helping Tim organize evidence.
No more sparring with Dick.
No more listening to Jason ramble about books.
No more late-night rooftop talks with Duke and Steph.
She was polite.
Kind.
Respectful.
But distant.
Like speaking to coworkers.
Bruce noticed first.
“Good morning.”
“Morning.”
“…Sleep well?”
“Mhm.”
No conversation followed.
Dick knocked on Name’s bedroom door.
“Movie night?”
“I’ve got homework.”
“You always make time for movie night.”
“Not tonight.”
The words weren’t cold.
That somehow hurt more.
Jason held out her favorite candy bar.
“Peace offering?”
“You can keep it.”
“…You sure?”
“I’m not really hungry.”
She walked away before he could answer.
Tim discovered she no longer texted him reminders to eat.
Or sleep.
Or drink water.
He hadn’t realized how much she quietly took care of everyone…
Until she stopped.
Damian found Titus curled up outside Name’s room.
Usually Name let him sleep in her bed.
Now the door stayed shut.
Cass hugged Name from behind.
Normally Name melted into every hug.
This time…
She gently pulled away.
“I’m studying.”
Cass watched her leave.
Something inside her cracked.
Eventually Alfred gathered everyone.
The dining room was silent.
Alfred placed something on the table.
Eight play programs.
Every one of them.
Each with reserved names written neatly across the top.
Bruce.
Dick.
Jason.
Tim.
Cass.
Duke.
Steph.
Damian.
Untouched.
Unused.
Then he placed one final item down.
A small stack of father-daughter dance photos.
Every picture showed Name smiling beside teachers…
Friends’ dads…
Or standing alone.
Never Bruce.
Alfred looked around the table.
“I believe Miss Name stopped expecting your attendance long before any of you noticed.”
No one spoke.
Because there wasn’t a single excuse left.
Only regret.
For the first time, they realized Name hadn’t given them the cold shoulder to punish them.
She’d simply stopped expecting the people she loved to show up.
And somehow…
That hurt far more than if she’d screamed at them.
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just had an idea—-the batkids making social media accounts for batman
i do like the idea of the batkids running official batman media accounts, but let me raise you the civilian batkids running offical batman media accounts.
Jason Todd--civilian Jason Todd, only newly introduced to the public, creates a Batman-official account. he does it carefully, building up activity and traction over the course of like six months with his perfected Batman Attitude(tm) and oddly accurate Batman information that he drops on a semi-regular basis. eventually he pays Tim to mention him on his Red Robin account just to boost credibility, and after a while everybody in Gotham fully believes this is the Batman account. that's when he goes live.
'Batman' goes live for the first time in what is clearly the Wayne Manor kitchen, dressed in a surprisingly accurate Batman costume if it wasn't for the fact that the mask and cowl is clearly plastic and still has a Halloween costume store tag hanging from the ear.
"Welcome to the stream." Batman says, in a Batman voice imitation that is about three octaves too deep and gruff. "Today, we bake German chocolate cake."
for the next forty minutes 'Batman' proceeds to bake the entire cake while talking to himself in his Batman voice--completely ignoring almost all of the live chat. he's not just explaining the steps to baking, by the way. he's fully talking to himself as if he were Batman.
"Next we crack the eggs like they are the Joker's knee caps. Did you know he killed my kid once? I was so sad. I still am sad, but less in the grieving way and more in the pathetic old man way."
"I'm getting so old. Last week I spent twenty minutes debating with Nightwing and Red Hood that liquorish 'wasn't that bad' and refused to give in, even when Red Robin offered me a piece and I ate it fully without realising that he'd actually fed me a piece of tire-rubble from the street."
"I don't say this to anybody else, but I clearly miss when people would describe me as a twink."
after a while the official Red Robin, Robin, and Nightwing accounts start watching the live, and their messages are the only ones that 'Batman' will respond to.
Robin: Father the Riddler is holding me hostage. "This is why I teach you chess. beat him and come home soon for cake."
Nightwing: be honest B, does Catwoman really love you? "No :( I pay her because no other woman will touch me."
Red Robin: when you die horribly in battle, who are you leaving the Batman mantle to? "Agent A. Because how fucking funny would that be."
eventually Bruce Wayne wanders into the kitchen and is spotted in the back of the stream, clocking the camera and 'Batman' and staring at it all like he thinks he's going insane.
"Jason what the fuck are you doing?"
Batman whirls around and drops the voice instantly, whining like a child, "Aw, Dad, come on I was almost done!"
"What the fuck is this?!"
"I'm Batman."
"Jason I have had a really fucking long day. No you’re not."
despite his identity being revealed, Jason Todd's 'baking Batman' becomes more popular than actual Batman, and Batman has to publicly go on record during an in person interview to clarify that he has absolutely no connection to Jason Todd in the slightest, nor does anything he says while impersonating him hold any merit. the rest of the batkids continue to be stream regulars and it continues to get on Bruce's nerves to no end.
“UNDER THE MASK”
— Chapter 6, New Perspective
relationships; platonic!batfam x neglectedbatsib!reader, Harry Osborn x neglectedbatsib!reader
⋆.˚summary; A freaky spider bite incident made your life a whole lotta messier.
tags; spidey!reader, angst, gender-neutral pronouns, not proofread, reader is Tim's age
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Harry Osborn had only three priorities throughout his entire life.
One: make his father proud.
Two: be the best CEO he could be of OSCORP.
Three: be a good son.
Those three priorities defined him. Without them, he wasn’t sure what would be left.
“UNDER THE MASK”
— 005, Red and Blue
relationships; platonic!batfam x neglectedbatsib!reader, Harry Osborn x neglectedbatsib!reader
⋆.˚summary; A freaky spider bite incident made your life a whole lotta messier.
tags; spidey!reader, angst, gender-neutral pronouns, not proofread, reader is Tim's age
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You leaned back on the backseat, your “costume” now changed into a classic white tee and pants. Alfred raised an eyebrow from the driver’s seat, looking at you through the rearview mirror.
“Master [Name], might I inquire… why are you sweating so profusely?” he asked, turning his gaze back to the road as he took all the familiar turns toward the manor.
“UNDER THE MASK.”
— 004, The Champion
relationships; platonic!batfam x neglectedbatsib!reader, Harry Osborn x neglectedbatsib!reader
⋆.˚summary; A freaky spider bite incident made your life a whole lotta messier.
tags; spidey!reader, angst, gender-neutral pronouns, Harry's daddy issues r showing, not proofread, reader is Tim's age
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You swiftly avoided the punch that would’ve sent your teeth flying across the arena, backflipping a few feet away.
"Hey! Not everyone has the money for dental fees!"
You shouted at the burly man wearing a black wrestling singlet, black fingerless gloves with studs, adding a tough vibe, and dark, sturdy heavy boots.
He also had a ton of facial hair going on. And he was also charging at you like a bull.
"Bone-saw does NOT care about dental fees!"
Hii!! Can you do a drabble With Damian with reader doing that "climbing on my boyfriend" trend?? Thank you so muchhh 💌
climbing your boyfriend
IN WHICH... ...you climb your boyfriend? pretty self-explanatory
warnings: fluff, crack, gn!reader, established relationship
wc: 578
The moment you saw a video titled "climbing my boyfriend to see if he says anything" on your For You Page, you knew you had to test it out.
So, you've propped your phone up on the water bottle on Damian's desk. He glances at it, flashing you an odd look but not acknowledging it further.
He's got his headset on, eyes glued to his monitor as he clicks away on his controller. He mutters something under his breath, barking orders at Dick and Tim as they play some game together.
"You absolute imbecile!" Damian exclaims. "We're going to lose, thanks to you. Get it together, Grayson."
You giggle, the deep scowl on Damian's face so adorable and sweet—all you want to do is kiss it away. But you're on a mission.
You start standing behind his gaming chair. He smiles, thinking you're there to give him a massage or something. "Hi, beloved," he murmurs softly. You can hear Tim laugh through Damian's headphones, causing the scowl to return. "Shut it, Timothy."
You brace your hands on the top of his chair, hooking one leg over Damian's shoulder, giggling. "My love? What're you doing, hm?" he spares a glance at you, chuckling at your awkward position.
You shrug innocently. "Nothing, keep playing your game, Dami...whatever it is."
He scoffs as if you've personally offended him. "It's FC26, hayati. Soccer simulation, essentially. I get to pretend I'm on the best world teams."
You smile. "Wow, Dames." You keep your voice casual, smirking deviantly at the camera, still recording. "That's fascinating."
"Isn't it?"
You only hum, using his sudden shouting at Dick to hook your other leg over his other shoulder. You grip his hair tight to get your balance, nearly taking you both down.
He winces. "Beloved, the hair!" he squeaks, face scrunched in pain, knuckles white on the controller.
You laugh, releasing him. "Sorry! Sorry! I was gonna fall!"
"What're you even doing up there, hon?" he asks, looking up at you through his lashes.
You stare back, grinning as if all of this is normal and totally common. You cup his cheeks softly, giving them little squeezes. "Oh, nothing. Don't worry about me, Dami-Dames. Wanna get ice cream after this?"
He arches a brow. You realize suddenly that his controller is sitting long forgotten in his lap—now it's Dick and Tim's turn to yell at him.
"Dami-Dames, huh?" he repeats, hands gripping your thighs to keep you stable. His thumbs brush gentle, loving circles on the flesh. "That's a new one."
"Yeah, it's a combo of your two nicknames. Dami and Dames. Dami-Dames."
"Okay, hayati."
You nod. "So...ice cream?"
He laughs, tugging his headset off his head, ignoring the now-muffled shouts and annoyed groans of his brothers. "Of course, my darling. We can get ice cream. But only if you promise we can bring home Titus a...what's it called?"
You tilt your head in confusion, fingers still brushing soft on his cheeks. "A what, baby?"
"A pup...cup? Is that what it is called?"
A bright grin overtakes your face. He's so precious, you want to kiss him all over, just to hear his shy little giggles. "Yes, Dami. A pup cup. We can get Titus a pup cup."
He nods in satisfaction, resting his head against one of your legs. He kisses your thigh gently before nuzzling into it. "Ice cream and a pup cup, I can do that. And beloved?"
"Yes?"
"Why are you climbing me?!"
a/n: I LOVE DAMIAN WAYNE
Can I request Jason Todd with a reader that’s really soft spoken, extremely kind and caring, but very asocial/introverted/shut in?
Soft Spaces
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Jason Todd had exactly three regular customers at his bookstore in Crime Alley.
Mrs. Chen, who bought romance novels and always paid in exact change. Marcus, a teenager who read graphic novels in the corner and occasionally actually bought one. And you.
You came in every Tuesday and Thursday at 4 PM, bought a book, said "thank you" in a voice barely above a whisper, and left.
You'd been doing this for six months.
Jason still didn't know your name.
"You could ask them," Roy said, sprawled across the counter during one of his visits.
"Ask who what?"
“UNDER THE MASK”
— 003, Quick Errand
relationships; platonic!batfam x neglectedbatsib!reader, Harry Osborn x neglectedbatsib!reader
⋆.˚summary; A freaky spider bite incident made your life a whole lotta messier.
tags; spidey!reader, angst, gender-neutral pronouns, not proofread, reader is Tim's age
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Waking up with superhuman everything definitely wasn’t on your Saturday agenda.
“UNDER THE MASK."
— 002, The bite of '87
relationship; platonic!batfam x neglectedbatsib!reader
⋆.˚summary; A freaky spider bite incident made your life a whole lotta messier.
tags; spidey!reader, angst, gender-neutral pronouns, not proofread, reader is Tim's age
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Breakfast at the Waynes’ was chaotic, loud, and messy.
“UNDER THE MASK.”
— 001, To live for the hope of it all.
relationship; platonic!batfam x neglectedbatsib!reader
⋆.˚summary; A freaky spider bite incident made your life a whole lotta messier.
tags; spidey!reader, angst, gender-neutral pronouns, not proofread, reader is Tim's age
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You sat on one of the chairs outside a certain hospital room.
Room 56.
The number felt engraved into your mind by how many times you had reread it. Your foot tapped against the clean tiled floor while your hands fiddled with the wires of your walkman.
To Be Clean P.2
Batfamily x Vampire!Reader 1.4k words, graphic descriptions, use of [y/n], female reader
The frenzy in the batcave hasn’t ended since they discovered the details of the mugger’s death. Donner Lukas, that was his name. No kids. No known spouse or partner. His face took up half the batcomputer, below, the image of his corpse, printed and lying on Bruce’s desk. You should’ve felt worse.
The Bat hasn't noticed you yet. An unexpected plus of your vampirism is that your brain had rewired nearly every aspect of your subconscious, including the way you walk and hold yourself. You're quiet and graceful in every place you used to be clumsy.
Bruce sits at the Batcomputer, he’s been at this since you came in. Damian was upstairs, you suspect, sparring with Tim, judging by the smell of sweat and hormones. You’re tired of their endless battle.
You think about your interaction with Bruce from last night. You’re almost embarrassed by how meek you became in front of him. You’d gotten so confident these last few years, so to be reduced to a quiet, stuttering, wide-eyed child? It was perplexing to say the least. You figure it’s because you were so shocked by the sudden confrontation, and like a fish out of water, you panicked.
Your gaze drifts to the picture on Bruce’s desk. You hadn’t actually seen the aftermath of the murder. You briefly falter when you realize that's what it was, a murder. Does that make you a murderer? The thought leaves a sour taste in your mouth, so you brush it away. You come forward, steps quiet, fingers gentle when you pick it up.
He lies there, slumped against the alley. His body was hardly resemblant of anything human at all. His head was crushed, no features to be found. His body looked like it had been sawed in half along the frontal plane by a dull knife. His organs sprawled around him, half shredded. There’s a beige-pink stringy mush around him, you think it might be his skin.
The gun he originally held is gone, there's a chip in the mortar behind him, like he fired off in his panic and hit the wall. His hoodie is shredded. There are visible claw marks in the cement and in the remains of his body.
You don’t feel disgusted until you remember that this was once a human. You imagine yourself, rabid, clawed, fanged, tearing a screaming man apart. You wonder if he was loud, if there were any kids outside playing that heard his screams, if anyone bore witness to what you did, if it scarred them, if they had nightmares. You wonder if mothers tell their children about what you did, if they use it to scare them. You wonder what kind of damage you’ve caused. How many people are scared to leave their house because of you.
Do people ever feel empathy for the fox that kills the sheep? You’re only hungry. You have to do this to survive. It’s not your fault, you didn’t choose this life.
How many people have to die before you’re no longer a victim?
The picture is your undeniable proof, evidence of what you’d done. You’ve become one of the monsters of Gotham. Another thing that goes bump in the night, that haunts this city. Another thing for innocent children to fear, like you used to.
The picture is taken out of your grip. Hands place themself on your shoulders, carefully pulling you away. Bruce peers up at your face from where he’s sitting, his face pulled in an expression you hardly see directed at you. You think he’s worried. He stands.
“You shouldn’t have seen that.” He says quickly, his face pulled into an unfamiliar expression. After a brief moment of hesitation, he grasps the back of your head gently and pulls you into his chest. One hand smooths your hair back, the other rubs your back softly. He’s hugging you. Your entire body prickles, a strange cold-heat rises from your torso to your cheeks.
“Hey, hey..” He mumbles, stroking your head. “It’s.. uh- you’re fine.” He murmurs awkwardly.
After a moment, your hands lift and you cling to his shirt, the fabric bunches in your hands. It’s not the first time you've hugged him, but it’s the first time since he disappeared, the first time he’s attempted to comfort you since you were eight. Your cheeks burn hot in embarrassment. You take advantage of the moment and burrow into his chest. Soon you’re crying, and he holds you tighter, murmuring soft words you can’t decipher. He holds you there for a while, and you might’ve needed this more than you thought, because you don’t let go until he’s pulling back. He keeps one hand on your back, but the one that was on your head moves to your cheek. He pulls you away to look at your face. His lips are pulled into a frown, eyebrows furrowed
“I’m sorry.” He says. “You shouldn’t have seen that.”
You look delicate like this, he thinks, and he feels horrible. You were the only kid he had that never joined his crusade. Never begged for the cape, never had to. You’d never seen the brutality he had. This though, this case was beyond some of the things even he’d seen. It was grotesque. He was hesitant to let Damian work on it, and now you, unaware and clean, had stumbled upon it.
He leads you over to a couch. One that was only there because Dick had demanded it be so many years ago, when he still wore the cape.
You’re still sniffling when he sits you down. Your eyes are red from crying, but besides that you look healthy, it almost makes him smile. Absent from you are the eyebags and dark circles that plague his other kids, your skin looks bright, you’re clearly taken care of, if your hair and physique are anything to go by. He’s relieved. At least one of his kids is okay.
He doesn’t know you didn’t always look like this. He doesn’t know that the only reason you do is because of the man in the alley and those traffickers in the warehouse and the thousands of other things you’ve used to sustain yourself.
“We’ll catch whatever’s doing this.” He murmurs, smoothing your hair back. It’s meant to be soothing.
“You shouldn’t worry about it.” He continues. “But.. make sure you hurry home after school. It’s safer that way.”
You nod numbly. You doubt he’ll notice if you actually do, but the fact that for once he’s worried about your safety is enough to make fresh tears come. You feel silly, crying for that, but god you missed when they cared about you. He sighs softly and sits by you, tucking you into his side.
Maybe all you needed to do was ask for help when you needed it, maybe you should’ve said something when you first turned. But it’s too late now. He’s seen what you’ve done, and when he finds out it was you, all of this will disappear.
You feel disgusting, because you should be disgusted, you should hate yourself for what you’ve done and who you’ve hurt, but instead you’re elated.
A warmth spreads through your chest despite your anxiety. Bruce is here, hugging you, comforting you like you’re important, like you’re good.
You don’t really care about Donner Lukas. It’s what he symbolizes. What you really care about is what you are. You hate not being human, you hate that you know this makes you a monster. One of the things you hate the most is the fact that you’re not upset, not the way you should be. When did you lose your humanity? You should’ve thrown up when you came to. You should’ve wanted to die. You didn’t think about who the man was, you didn’t mourn him. You only mourned yourself.
You must be very, very sick, but you push all those thoughts away and try to ignore what lingers, because here is innocence. Here is your worried father, deciding you were more important than this crime. He’s not disgusted with you, he’s not upset, he’s worried. So, like the leech you are, you cling onto him.
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To Be Clean
Batfamily x Vampire!Reader 2.7k words, graphic description of violence and aftermath, use of [y/n], female reader
November 12th.
Winter starts early in Gotham.
It’s cold, but not as cold as it should be. Your friend stands beside you shivering.
“You sure you don’t want my jacket?” You ask, eyebrows raised in concern as you eye her.
“I’m fffine.” She says, teeth chattering. “Aren’t you freezing?”
You shrug and move to peel off your coat anyway. Jen doesn’t protest when you drape it over her shoulders, but she doesn’t move to actually put it on. Her subtle way of declaring she’s against the idea, you suppose.
“You’re gonna get sick.” She mutters as you fix your scarf over your nose.
“I think if anyone should be worried about getting sick it’s you.” You mumble. “Is that your mom’s car?”
Her head snaps up eagerly, and you chuckle to yourself as she darts over to the passenger door.
“Wait!” She yips, turning quickly. “Let me give you a ride!”
“I’m okay!” You call back, “Alfred’s coming for me!”
She hesitates for a moment before climbing into her seat. “You sure you’ll be okay?”
You smile and nod, her mom waves and you wave back. “Call me when you get home okay?”
“Okay!!!”
You watch her drive away for a few seconds before checking your watch. 3:50. The manor’s pretty far from your school, but not 50 minute drive far. You know Alfred, if he hasn’t gotten here yet, it’s more than likely he forgot. Plus, the sun will be setting in an hour or so, if you wait any longer before giving up, you won’t get home before dark. With that in mind, you start the walk home.
It’s pretty rare for Alfred to forget you like this, but with all the chaos going on at home, you can’t really blame him. Especially when you are the direct cause of the entire mess. It’d been a tough year. Senior classes were much harder than you’d anticipated, and you were just a teenager. Stress and anxiety was bound to mess things up once in a while.
Your teachers had all upped their workload at the same time in preparation for the half-way point exams. You’d dedicated all your free time to studying and cramming for the pop quizzes and class competitions. So much so that you’d forgotten your feeding schedule. Unfortunately, it was easy to miss hunger pangs and dismiss them as stress-related stomach cramps. You hadn’t realized you were hungry until it was far too late, and a disoriented walk home from the movies found you face to face with a mugger.
When you’re deep in bloodlust, it's hard to tell what’s what. The entire week before that had been like a plotless nightmare. Filled with migraines and dizziness and nausea. When you came eye to eye with that man, adrenaline in his veins, blood pumping, his heartbeat in your lungs as he demanded your belongings, you blacked out. You woke up three hours later, curled up under a cardboard box in a dumpster. A dumpster that you noted, was nowhere near the alley you last remember being in.
You were pleasantly warm, sleepy, and no longer in any pain, which was all very nice, but the sticky-dry feeling of matted blood drying to your skin and clothes was enough to rouse you. You pulled yourself out, sharp nails retracting into your fingertips as you did.
You kept yourself to the shadows when you transformed, disappearing into a puff of grey smoke and reappearing as an ugly little vampire bat. The first issue was getting back home and getting clean before anyone saw you. The second, perhaps bigger, issue was what the hell happened to the mugger.
Sneaking in was easy. You could practically see their heat signatures through the walls, smell Bruce’s cologne, hear Damian’s pacing. If your senses were right, and they almost always were, there were four people inside the manor. Bruce, Alfred, Damian, and Tim. You flew into the open window of the restroom on the third floor, nearby your bedroom.
You looked even worse than you expected. Your entire body was red, like you’d been dunked in paint, it dried in patches and flaked off into dust when you moved. Despite the clarity of mind and ease of movement that came with fresh blood, you felt sick. There was something thick and fibrous under your nails, pieces of thin pink membrane that clung to your body like a second skin. The sickness was mental, of course, remnants of being human. Your mouth tasted warm in a lovely way and you were a little perturbed at how normal this all was. Your reflection looked monsterous, hair matted with blood, body red, eyes glowing faintly.
You heard the news in the morning. A murder in Newtown, a body ripped to shreds, Gotham News declaring it an animal attack. The damage was done though, the Bats had heard what had happened.
Two years ago, when you first became a vampire, a similar thing happened. You didn’t know what you were then, you thought you could tough out the hunger pains. Wayne Manor was distracted, everyone in a frenzy, no one noticed when you got sick, or when you disappeared. You wandered the slums of Gotham for three days. Pale, sweating, vision so sharp it made you nauseous. No one went up to you, no one asked if you were okay. Your new senses overwhelmed you, your new body screamed in pain. Eventually, a man found you. Ushered you into a warehouse, practically dragged you while your body betrayed itself. Hands tugged at your wrist, your hair, your clothes. It was when that hand grabbed your face, squished your cheeks together painfully, that something snapped.
You came to your senses an hour later. An ocean of blood and bodies staining the ground. You ran.
You woke up stronger the next day. The blood was exactly what your body needed to nourish your new form. To finish adapting to this new life. Your vision was clear, the colors you saw were brighter, the darkness didn’t blind you, you could even see heat signatures if you tried. Your muscles fibers were denser, tightly packed, your bones were stronger, your skin was clear and soft, old scars lightened, injuries faded in hours.
All at the cost of thirty four lives. Not innocent lives, but human lives. Lives you hadn’t even realized you were taking. It perplexed the world, scared it. But eventually it was brushed under the rug the way stuff always is in Gotham. Dark Seid took the blame, and you got better at this new life. Better at hiding, covering up, getting blood without killing. You broke into bloodbanks, used animals, even drugged criminals to poach their blood on occasion. You didn’t kill, you didn’t leave bodies or witnesses. Still, people whispered. You were an urban legend deep in Gotham. The creature in the shadows. Some called you Karma, some called you Fate, some called you The Beast.
The Bats never forgot what happened, it didn’t make sense, it didn’t fit the apparent answers. But it never happened again, so they had no cause to pursue the issue, no reason to spend time pondering a mystery when they had real issues to worry about.
But now it had happened again in Newtown, and you knew Bruce wouldn’t let it go.
And now here you are, walking home. It’s cold, but temperatures don’t really bother you anymore.
4:20. You have half an hour to get home before the sun sets and you’re not even halfway there. You made good time, nearly two miles in thirty minutes, but you live over twenty miles from school. You could run, if you kept yourself at a human pace you could get home in a little over two hours, but sprinting in Gotham while wearing clothes clearly not made for exercise is usually a bad sign. People might think you were running from someone. You decide, instead of running or walking, to catch a train.
At 4:38, you exit Gotham Train Station and hail a cab. Cabs are risky, you never know who’s behind the wheel till you get in, but it’s miles of bridge and forest from here, and there's no way in hell you'll be caught alone in the forest in the dark. You’re lucky, because the person in the driver's seat today is an older gentlewoman who seems as relieved to have you as a passenger as you are to have her as a driver. You get home at 4:49.
The manor is empty, but you can hear the sounds of footsteps and voices in the basement. You stop by the kitchen to get something to chew on. Contrary to popular beliefs, vampires could eat human food. They didn't need to, but it was nice to be human, even if it was only pretend.
You bump into Alfred on the way out.
“Oh! Miss [Y/n]!” He says, a polite smile on his face.
“Hi Alfred.” You smile and nod. Expecting him to sidestep you and move on. He seems like he’s about to, until a thoughtful expression crosses his face.
“When did you get home?” He asks.
“Just now.” You answer, he frowns.
“I was supposed to pick you up tonight.” He says, his words almost sound like a question.
“It’s fine.” You say.
“How did you get back?”
“I took the train and hailed a cab.”
“Ah.” He nods. “I’m terribly sorry miss, I must’ve gotten caught up cleaning.”
“It’s fine, Alfred.” You say and step to the side. You nod at him, and walk away before he can say something else. You can’t really be mad. It’s your fault they’re all so stressed, even if they don’t know that. You try to ignore how he looks at you as you leave.
When you were bitten, you distanced yourself from him, from all of them. Originally it was to give you time to pull yourself together, but as time went on, you never really got back to normal. Sure, you were used to being tucked away, you weren’t a vigilante, nor did you have any interest in being one. You weren’t a part of the family business, and sometimes that meant you weren't at the forefront of their minds. They still cared about you, but they were busy, they had responsibilities, lives of their own, complexes and complexities you could hardly understand. It didn’t mean they cared about you less, it just meant that you weren’t always a part of their world.
Sometimes you wonder about that though. It’s easy to tell yourself you're part of the family, it’s easy for them to say you are, but when it comes down to it, when the answer is more than yes or no, could you really say you were?
You could go days without seeing any of them, they were always so busy, you knew that. Even when one of them could finally be convinced to take a break, it would be selfish of you to demand that that precious time be spent with you, especially when you were so boring, so uninteresting. You couldn’t demand their time, especially when you didn’t need it. Not like how the others need it, not like how Damian needed their love, like how Tim needed their patience, like how Dick needed their time, like how Cass needed their care. You didn’t have issues like Jason, you didn’t need somewhere to stay like Duke. You were just there. You were simple, easy.
But none of that was really true anymore, was it? You did have an issue, you did need time, care, patience. You needed someone to look at you and tell you you weren’t a monster. That it was okay to cry over your kills, that you weren’t bad for doing what you needed to to survive. But you never had any of that before, so how could you ask for it now? When it requires coming clean, putting a bigger burden on them, explaining that you’ve been lying for two years. How could you ask for that?
You learned on your own, did everything on your own. You learned to be okay, be content, to find love in your friends, to find patience in yourself. And you’re okay now, sometimes. It never solved the original issue, but you could ignore it until you felt better. You could cry at night and feel pretty in the morning, you could wrap your arms around your head to drown out the pounding and wrap your arms around yourself to love what no one else will. What you’ve convinced yourself no one else will.
You’re okay being here, even if there are nights you wish you weren’t sometimes. Even if some nights you wish you weren’t anywhere.
Breathe out. Don’t give control to your pain. Look at the walls when you walk to your room, appreciate the architecture, think of something bigger than yourself. Look at the paintings on the walls, think of your ancestors and the lives they lived. Bump into your father on the third floor.
“[Y/n]?”
His hands land on your arms to steady you. It’s instinctive on his part, you didn’t stumble at all. Too balanced with your inhumane body.
“You’re cold.” He murmurs, eyebrows furrowed when he makes eye contact. His voice is deep, you haven’t heard it in a while.
“Just came in.” You say. He stares at you for a while. You can almost see the cogs turning in his brain, remembering who you are maybe, or realizing he hasn’t seen you in awhile, or something else you can’t figure out.
“Where’s your coat?” He asks, his palms rubbing up and down your arms. It’s a gesture meant to be fatherly, you think. You don’t see him much anymore so the gesture is just awkward, but the rare attention gives you pause. You don’t know how to talk to him, you realize. Besides the one-off family dinner once a month, you almost never see him, even at those dinners, if he tries to talk to you, it's awkward. He hesitates when he asks how your day was. Asks about friends like he's questioning if you even have them. Asks about grades like it actually matters to him. You realize this might be the first time he’s talked to you without a reason in over a year.
“Gave it to a friend.” You murmur, torn between making eye contact and avoiding it. “She was cold.”
“Oh.” He breathes, then takes a step back like he just realized he may be crowding you. “..thats.. nice.” He hesitates. “But you could’ve gotten sick. You shouldn’t do that next time.” He straightens. Like he’s remembered he’s your father and can be authoritative. He doesn’t know how to talk to you, you realize. He doesn’t know you. You stare at him for a moment. For no reason at all, your eyes start burning.
“Okay.” You say, voice weak. “I won’t do it again.”
Looking at him like this is overwhelming. He’s just a few feet in front of you, tall and elegant and imposing. You think he’s as lost as you are. You think you might be scared of him.
“Did you eat dinner?” He asks after a moment.
You stare at him, mouth open like you’re going to say something, but you hesitate. Does he care? Is he going to ask you to eat with him? Did you eat?
“Yes.” You mumble.
He looks at you like he doesn’t believe you, but he nods anyway.
“Alright.” He says slowly.
“I.. I think I’m gonna go to bed.” You mutter, he nods.
“Right.. good night [Y/n]” He says.
“Night, Bruce.” You say quietly and pad off.
He turns around when he realizes what you’ve said, but you’ve already disappeared into your room.
Bruce?
When did you start calling him that?
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.ᐟ BATFAM X NEGLECTED ATOM EVE!READER
But my head is full of poison,
and my heart is full of doubt
FEMALE!READER
Part 1 Part 2 <you are here>
A/N the long awaited part 3! Have fun reading🙊
Tim really needed to brush up on his stalking game.
Seriously.
All these years in Gotham and he still didn’t notice anything.
Whenever Jason came by (Which was once in a blue moon.)
He’d always rant about how Tim stalked him when he first became Robin.
Like, okay, we get it, man.
But Jason was the type of guy to add unnecessary details to every story.
He made Tim sound like Walter White.
Walter fucking White.
Come on.
Or he made him sound like those scary camp fire story’s.
Meanwhile, you’d been Atom Eve for four years.
Four.
You and Mark had fought alongside Red Robin at least two times.
He was either incredibly dumb… Or he was about to blackmail you.
Neither option was very cool.
——
After Mark dropped you off, with Tim still following behind like the world’s worst detective, you finally made it home.
You kicked off your boots. “Hey, Alfred.”
“Hello, Miss Y/N.” Alfred smiled. “How was your day with Mark?”
“Pretty good.”
Before you could say anything else, you noticed Tim sitting on the couch. He probably came by the back door.
“Hey, Tim. How are you?”
He practically jumped. “OH! …I’m fine.”
You raised an eyebrow.
Okay.
Weird.
Then again, he called himself Red Robin. Like the fast food place.
Before you could think about it any longer, Alfred cleared his throat.
“Miss Y/N, Master Bruce would like you to join everyone for dinner tonight. He believes it would be better with the whole family present.”
Again?
A second time?
…Holy shit. What if he knew something?
“Oh…” You forced a smile. “Uh… alright.”
Your voice wasn’t convincing.
You headed upstairs.
Like a normal person you Immediately started to overthinking everything.
What if he knows Mark is Invincible?
What if he forbids you from seeing him?
Before your thoughts could spiral any further, your phone rang.
Speak of the devil.
“Mark, what’s up?”
“Y/N! THERE’S A VILLAIN!”
“…Wait, who?”
“I don’t know! Some random guy who sings!”
You blinked. “He sings?”
“Really well too! Random people are singing their hearts out and dancing. Feels like I’m watching another episode of Dance Moms.”
You snorted.
As you pulled on your suit, you kept the phone between your shoulder and ear.
“I’m coming, because I don’t believe that for a second.”
You hung up.
Locked your bedroom door. Opened your window.
And flew into the night.
A guy singing and dancing? Let him. Support the arts.
Though… You’d pay good money to see the big ol’ emo furry Batman dancing ballet.
By the time you reached the scene, Mark was already waiting on top of a building.
You landed beside him.
“Alright—” Before you could finish, you froze. Black Canary. Green Arrow. Red Arrow. All of them are Singing. And dancing.
You slowly turned toward Mark. “…Wow.”
“I told you.”
“You were right.”
“I know.”
“So…”
You cracked your knuckles. “Why are we standing here? Let’s fight.”
Mark scratched the back of his neck.
“I don’t want to.”
“…Why?”
“I don’t know how to sing.”
You stared at him. “I’m not even going to acknowledge what you just said.”
Then you flew straight toward the Music Meister.
“Invincible?”
You looked back. “Come on!”
“…Fine, fine!” As mark flew up right next to you
The Music Meister smiled as he twirled his microphone. “Oh? More guests!”
“Oh my god…” you muttered.
“You sing. We fight. Deal?”
“I’d rather perform.”
“Too bad.”
Before you could throw a construct, the Music Meister began singing again.
The melody echoed through the streets.
Civilians danced. Heroes danced.
Even Mark started tapping his foot.
“…Mark?”
He didn’t answer.
His eyes looked… empty.
“Mark.”
Nada. Nothing.
Then he started singing.
“Oh no.”
Mark floated into the air, swaying to the music.
“No, no, no!”
You flew over and waved your hand in front of his face.
Nothing.
He was completely hypnotized.
The Music Meister laughed. “You’ve lost your partner!”
“Yeah?”
You reached into one of your pockets. “Good thing I came prepared.”
You shoved a pair of pink earplugs into your ears.
The singing immediately became muffled.
“Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me,” the Music Meister groaned.
“Sorry.” You shrugged. “I’ve dealt with enough Gotham villains to start carrying weird stuff.”
A giant pink fist slammed toward him.
He barely dodged it.
Another construct followed.
Then another.
Then five more.
The Music Meister leapt between rooftops while giant pink walls blocked every escape route.
“You know,” he huffed, “this is incredibly rude.”
“So is mind controlling my best friend!”
You trapped him in a massive construct.
Almost.
A sonic blast shattered it.
“Damn.”
Before he could attack again
“Canary Cry!” A deafening scream blasted across the street.
The Music Meister was sent flying through a billboard.
Black Canary landed beside you.
“Nice earplugs.”
You smiled.
“Thanks.”
A red arrow flew past your shoulder, pinning the Music Meister’s microphone to a nearby wall.
“Nice shot,” you said.
The archer grinned. “Thanks.”
He couldn’t have been much older than you.
Maybe seventeen.
“Atom eve, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Red Arrow.”
“You’ve got good aim.”
“I get that a lot.”
Music Meister ripped the microphone free.
“Oh come on,” you groaned. “Can this guy stay down for five seconds?”
Invincible suddenly crashed through a building.
“What happened?!” Mark yelled.
“You got hypnotized!”
“…Again?”
“You’ve been awake for literally three seconds.”
“Oh.”
“Less talking!” Black Canary shouted. “More punching!”
“Finally!” Mark said as he sky rocketed forward, punching the Music Meister square in the chest.
The villain stumbled backward just as you trapped him inside a giant pink sphere.
Red Arrow fired another arrow.
It struck the microphone.
CRACK.
The microphone shattered into pieces.
The singing stopped.
One by one, civilians blinked in confusion.
“So…” Mark scratched the back of his neck.
“Did I miss anything?”
“You sang.”
“…I what?”
“You sang.”
“No.”
“You did.”
“No.”
“You hit a really good high note.”
Mark buried his face in his hands. “I’m never living this down.”
“Nope.”
“Ever?”
“Never.”
Police sirens echoed in the distance, the Music Meister was finally taken into custody.
You checked your phone.
Your stomach dropped. “…Shit.”
“What?” Mark asked.
“It’s past dinner.”
“Oh.”
“I gotta go.”
Mark rubbed the back of his neck. “Oh… alright.” He smiled. “Bye, Atom.”
You smiled back. “See ya, Invincible.”
With that, you shot into the Gotham skyline as fast as you could.
Hopefully… You weren’t too late.
As you flew back to wayne manor, you slipped through your bedroom window, changed out of your suit, unlocked your door, and hurried downstairs.
Bruce was already waiting. “Y/N.”
You froze.
“Where were you?”
“I was out with Mark.”
Tim looked up from the couch.
“Again?” He frowned. “…Bullshit.”
You looked around.
Everyone was there.
Duke, Cassandra, Stephanie. Jason. Dick. Tim.
Damian.
Even Kate Kane. You didn’t see her around much.
You looked down at the floor. “Whatever. It’s nothing. I was just out with Mark.”
Bruce sighed. “Y/N, you can’t just disappear like this.”
Before you could answer, Jason spoke up.
“B, let the girl be.” He leaned back in his chair. “How old is she for you to be acting like this?”
Bruce ignored him. “You’ve been disappearing almost every day.”
“So?”
“So?” Bruce repeated.
“You vanish for hours without telling anyone where you’re going.”
“No one cared before.”
The room went quiet and Bruce’s jaw tightened.
“That’s not true.”
You laughed. “Oh really?”
You looked around the room.
“When was the last family movie night I was invited to?” Nobody answered.
“Cass’s recital?” Again silence. “Trips to the park?” Nothing.
“You all act like I don’t exist until I do something you don’t like.”
“Y/N—”
“No.” You cut Bruce off. “You don’t get to act like you suddenly care.”
“I have always cared.”
“Bullshit!” Your voice echoed through the dining room. “You never noticed when I left, You never noticed when I came back. You never noticed anything!”
“That’s enough.”
“No!” Your chest rose and fell. “I’m tired of pretending we’re a family when I’m treated like a guest!”
“Watch your tone.”
“My tone?”
You laughed again. “You’ve ignored me for years!”
“Y/N.”
“You don’t listen to me!”
“Enough.”
“You don’t even know me!”
“Y/N.”
“You dont get to act like you care knowing damn well you dont—“ Your voice cracked.
Bruce’s voice cut through the room. “Enough.”
“Youre an asshole. Has anybody told you that? Probably not because you get off on scaring them to death. Youre a jerk bruce. A coward who—“ before you can continue your rant Bruce hand Connect with your cheek with a deafening.
SMACK.
The slap had sent you falling down as you hold your cheek. As dick gasped putting a hand on his mouth as Damian remained completely unfazed, as Tim and Duke look at each other not wanting to be apart of this.
Jason looked like he wanted to say something. But didn’t.
Alfred stepped forward. “Miss y/n—“
you cut off Alfred as you get up Tears blurred your vision. As you looked Bruce straight in the eye.
“you never hit the joker this hard.” You said as you turned around before anyone could see the tears rolling down your face. leaving Bruce stunned.
By the time you reached your room, you couldn’t hold them back anymore. You cried. It wasn’t the argument. It wasn’t the yelling. It was the realization, He was supposed to protect you. He didn’t protect Jason and look where it got him.
You always felt like someone he had to deal with. Not someone he wanted.
You grabbed your phone and called the only person you have.
“Pick up…Come on, Mark…”
Instead, your phone buzzed.
Mark:
Yoo can’t talk rn. Out on a date with Amber.
You stared at the screen... right amber.
You:
It’s alright. just wanted to talk, have fun tho.
Seen 9:27
You locked your phone.
You couldn’t stay here. Not tonight.
You pulled your Atom Eve suit back on, shoved a change of clothes into your bag, and climbed through your bedroom window.
The Teen Team base.
That would work.
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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: bf!jason todd x fem!reader
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: roy calls you at 2 am, apparently jason is drunk and needs you
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 1.1k words, none, fluff, CRACK, sort of part 2 for this, roy is there too, 1 sexual comment, not edited just proof-read 🚬
<𝟑: art creds to @quezartt
You’re currently wearing one of Jason’s Gotham U hoodies (you suspect it’s not actually Jason’s) that reaches down to your legs, along with your winter boots. Aside from that, you’re wearing your pyjamas and nothing else.
You’re absolutely freezing your ass off, and by the time you barge into the club Roy sent you the address to, you swear you’re on the verge of hypothermia.
You would’ve told him to fuck off because it’s literally two a.m. But he called with Jason’s phone, and told you to come right now.
You need to come. It’s Jason.
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Fourteen Words
Jason Todd x Reader | Soulmate AU
The tattoo on your arm read:
"You gonna move or are you just gonna stand there looking pretty?"
Fourteen words.
You'd had them your whole life — neat dark letters wrapping the inside of your forearm, permanent and unhelpful, offering absolutely zero identifying information about the person who would one day say them to you. No name. No context. Just fourteen words that managed to be simultaneously a little rude and a little flirtatious and completely unreadable as to whether the person saying them would mean it as one or the other or somehow both.
Your mother had called it characterful.
Your best friend had called it concerning.
You'd made your peace with it. Whoever they were, they were apparently someone who said exactly what they thought, moved fast, and had a specific kind of humor that operated in the space between blunt and charming. You'd built a rough sketch of a person from fourteen words over twenty-something years and tried not to get too attached to the sketch.
You were a little attached to the sketch.
Gotham was not a city you'd chosen so much as landed in — job opportunity, affordable rent by the standards of someone who'd never been to Gotham and didn't yet understand what affordable rent in Gotham meant about a neighborhood — and you'd been here long enough now to have developed the particular Gotham-specific survival skill of simply continuing to walk when things happened around you.
Things happened a lot in Gotham.
Tonight's thing was a fight in the alley beside your building, which you heard before you saw — the specific sounds of impact, something hitting brick, a grunt — and you made the Gotham calculus instantly: not a mugging, wrong sounds for that, too much back-and-forth, and there were two distinct voices which meant—
You turned the corner anyway because you were, as your best friend had noted on multiple occasions, genuinely terrible at self-preservation.
The alley was a disaster. Three men were down in various configurations of unconscious, and a fourth was currently being held against the wall by a figure in a red helmet and a leather jacket, which — Red Hood, you'd seen enough Gotham news to recognize Red Hood — who was saying something in a low voice that had the quality of a thing you didn't want to hear the specifics of.
The fourth man made a decision. Bad one.
He had something in his hand — small, dark — and you did not think, you just reacted, the way you did when something bad was about to happen and your body moved before your brain caught up.
"Hey!" Loud, sharp, aimed at the man with the weapon.
It worked, which was a miracle. He startled. The Red Hood moved — fast, faster than anyone had a right to move — and the thing was handled in about two seconds, the man joining his colleagues on the alley floor.
Silence.
You became aware that you were standing at the entrance to an alley in Gotham at eleven at night having just yelled at a man with a gun. Your brain, now catching up, had several notes about this.
The Red Hood turned around.
The helmet was expressionless by design, which made it somehow more unnerving — no face to read, just the red visor, the broad shoulders, the leather jacket, the general impression of someone who was very large and very capable and currently looking directly at you.
"You gonna move," he asked sarcastically, and his voice was low and a little rough and had an edge of incredulous to it, "or are you just gonna stand there looking pretty?"
The alley went very quiet.
Your arm was burning.
Not painfully — not quite. More like warmth, sudden and specific, the feeling people described and that you'd read about and filed under things that won't happen to me because you were practical about these things, you'd gotten practical, and yet here it was, the warmth spreading up your forearm exactly where fourteen words had lived your whole life.
You looked down.
The letters were glowing. Faintly, gold-warm, the way they did when — when—
You looked up.
The helmet looked back at you.
"What," he said. Flat. But something had changed in his voice, the edge of incredulous gone, replaced by something more careful.
"Your — say that again." Your voice came out strange. "What you just said."
A long pause.
"Which part." Not quite a question.
"All of it."
He was very still. The kind of still that felt like a held breath, like something balanced on a very narrow edge. He looked at your arm — at the glow of it, faint and warm in the dim alley light — and then back at your face, and you couldn't see his expression, you couldn't see anything behind the helmet, but the stillness of him was communicating something anyway.
"Huh," he said finally. Very quiet. Almost to himself.
"Yeah."
Another pause. Longer.
"You just yelled at a guy with a gun," he stated with a breathy laugh.
"I noticed that, yes."
"In a Gotham alley. At eleven at night."
"Also yes."
"That's—" He stopped. You got the impression he was doing something with his face behind the helmet that he was grateful you couldn't see. "That's insane. That's genuinely insane."
"I have been told," you said, "that I'm bad at self-preservation."
"Clearly." But the rough edge of his voice had shifted into something that wasn't quite dry and wasn't quite warm and was somehow both. "You live around here?"
"That building." You pointed. "Third floor."
He looked at the building. Then back at you. "Of course you do," he said, mostly to himself.
"What does that mean?"
"It means I've been running this block for eight months and my soulmate lives on the third floor and apparently nearly got shot tonight because she—" He stopped. Seemed to realize how much he was saying. "Nothing. Forget it."
Your heart was doing something unreasonable.
"You've been running this block for eight months," you said carefully.
"I patrol. It's a thing I do. It's not—" He made a gesture. "It's work."
"And you never—"
"I never stopped anyone on the street and asked them to look at my arm, no." Flat. "I'm not — I don't do that. I didn't think—" Another stop. The careful stillness again. "I have fourteen words on my arm that are very loud and extremely unhelpful and I wasn't exactly optimistic about the context they implied."
Fourteen words.
You looked at him. At the helmet, the jacket, the alley around you with its unconscious occupants, the Gotham night in all its grim and complicated glory.
"Can I see?" you asked.
A long moment.
He pushed the jacket sleeve up slowly, the leather sliding back to reveal the inside of a forearm — and the tattoo there, dark letters, words you knew because you'd said them, or would say them, or had just said them approximately forty seconds ago in a Gotham alley at eleven at night.
Your words. On his arm. His whole life.
The matching warmth was there too, faint gold, the same glow as yours.
You pulled your own sleeve up without being asked.
He looked at your arm for a long time.
"You gonna move or are you just gonna stand there looking pretty," he read aloud. Quiet. Like he was checking the weight of each word. "That's what I said."
"That's what you said."
"I almost said something else." He sounded slightly stunned. "I almost said — something about moving, but different, and I changed it last second."
"What would have happened if you hadn't?"
"I don't know." He looked up from your arm to your face. "I don't want to know."
You thought about eight months. Him running your block for eight months, and you in your third floor apartment, and the specific arithmetic of almost — how close and how long and how many times you might have walked past each other in the ordinary way of a city that never made anything easy.
"I'm—" You started. "My name is—"
"I know," he interrupted, Then, registering your expression: "I told you. I run this block. I know the neighborhood. I don't — it's not weird, it's just—"
"It's a little weird."
"It's a little weird," he admitted shyly.
A pause. Below you one of the unconscious men made a noise and did not wake up.
"You could tell me yours," you asked, "Since we're doing this."
The stillness again. Long enough that you t1hought he might not — that this was the wall, the place where it stopped, where the helmet stayed on and the name stayed private and you went upstairs to your third floor apartment with a glowing arm and a story you wouldn't know how to tell.
"Jason," he offered slowly.
Just that. Careful and quiet, like something he didn't take out often.
"Jason," you echoed back. Checking the weight of it. It was a good weight.
He was looking at your face again with that quality of attention that felt like inventory, like accounting. Like someone who'd stopped letting himself expect something finding it anyway and not quite knowing what to do with his hands about it.
"You should go inside," he stated seriously, "It's late and this block is — just go inside."
"Are you going to keep running the block?"
"That's generally how it works, yeah."
"Okay." You pulled your sleeve back down. The warmth was fading to something quieter, settled, permanent in a new way. "I make coffee in the morning. Third floor, the window with the bad curtains. If you're ever — if you wanted to—"
"Bad curtains."
"Genuinely terrible. I've been meaning to replace them."
"I'll find it," Jason assured you with a laugh. And the rough voice had gone fully warm now, all the edge of it soft, the way something sounds when a person has given up managing it. "Go to sleep."
You went inside.
You stood in your kitchen for a while, jacket still on, looking at your forearm where fourteen words had lived your whole life and were now quiet, settled, finally exactly what they'd always been waiting to be.
In the morning you made coffee and opened the window with the bad curtains.
He found it.