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I’ve been feeling so stressed lately to the point of where my body now hurts and I can’t sleep for more than a couple hours at a time, or when I do get to sleep it’s like I go into hibernation and sleep all day

I’ve got a huge monetary deadline coming up and it’s really dragging me down. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I can’t ask my parents bc it’s my fault that I don’t have enough money in the first place and they’ll get mad at me. but at this point I almost have no other option

I’m not good enough at art to make anything and sell it (imo) and I’m not sure if any of the stuff I have I can sell for decent prices anyways

tl;dr- I don’t have any money for important upcoming things and it’s making me anxious/depressed/stressed

thedeskofdrychris

some edgy loner character in a TV show: do you know…. do you KNOW what it’s like? to be AFRAID of YOURSELF?

me, thinking about that time i ate an entire family sized bag of doritos in one evening: god dude i sure do

andthentheywilleatthestars

year one of mental illness vs year ten

sameoldsin

me showing up at heaven ready to ask god what the fuck all of that was

serotnin

me after being diagnosed w sleepy bitch disease

hi again

Hey everyone!! I know my last 3 posts have been about the same thing, but I haven't been on here in like a year and idk I just kinda felt like coming back and doing an update. So much has happened in the span of a year so let's start with like last December Dec. 11, 2016: I got a boyfriend!! He's super awesome and loving and we've been together almost a year now wow January-April: I don't really recall anything spectacular that happened, I was mostly just doing college stuff May 01, 2017: the worst month of my life. My cat that I've had since (his) birth and for pretty much my whole life (from around age 5 to almost 19) died. It breaks my heart still. He was my life. A few weeks later my bf's parents got me another cat. His name is Spooky and he's the stupidest cat ever. Wasn't really ready for him but. I still like him June 15th: I turned 19. Shittiest birthday ever besides my mom giving me my cat's ashes in a pretty urn. Even then it's bitter sweet. July: went to Nashville with my boyfriend and his family for 4th of July. That was nice. Super cool fireworks and a neat city! August: started sophomore year at college and my boyfriend transferred to my college so that's pretty neat Sept-oct: again, nothing special, just college stuff Aaaand we're here at November! It's been a meh year but I'm still here

#life update #been a year #hello

hello i havent been on here in ages

#i feel like all i post is hey im here not dead posts #i apologize

thekillerpanic

yoooooo I haven’t been on here in so long wow

thekillerpanic

lol I know why. my internet sucks and won't load anything

yoooooo I haven't been on here in so long wow

sitcomlesbian

DANK ASS SPACE WEED

ammnontet

this is why aliens aint contact us yet cause they high as fuck

re-crudescence

also my birthday was Wednesday the 15th and I'm now of legal age n shit look at all you youngsters. get off my lawn.

#birthday #audreys ramblings #18woo

satanhaus-deactivated20220217

Growing up in an abusive household is a fucking trip dude……If you’ve never had someone angrily wash a dish at you or fold a sock in your direction then how are you gonna understand why I get nervous when you quietly do the laundry, or why I ask “are you mad at me?” when you set the bag of groceries down too hard? It’s a totally different way of living and it impacts you long after you’ve left the situation.