update (take 2)
hey there, long time no see. as it's been pretty obvious, i haven't been on here in 5 1/2 almost 6 months now. i believe most of you know why, but for those who don't, back in december i massively got in trouble with my parents, therefore resulting in you basically not hearing from me since
me mentioning this will most likely raise the question "so when are you coming back?", and i'm here to answer that
i'll be blunt and not sugar-coat it.
i'm not going to be coming back
i do apologize about this, and how long it took to hear an official statment from me. as much as i wish i could, it's not something i'm able to have a say in, i messed up so spectacularly that now this is the outcome
feel however you want about this, i literally don't care anymore, but nobody is allowed to blame themselves for this, you guys had nothing to do with this, it's not your fault
i hope you don't mind me asking, but could one of you mention to the sirius sunday and levine lunes mods that i won't be making anymore tuesday and wednesday wh posts. they might've already figured that out, but still
also, remember when i asked you guys to bring the 'sirius please clicky' tag back cause of the situation? if anyone wants to bring it back(again), just comment on this post if you're going to do so, so i know whose blogs to check for that, since i have a way to check stuff logged out, unfortunately not a way to respond, and i have someone who will be checking the comments for me. if you don't want to, ofc you don't have to, i'm throwing the option out there, but no obligation like i said
this most likely will be the last post from this account, and might be the last you hear from me, depending on who you are. in a juxtaposition to the previous paragraph, you have my full permission to forget about me, hell some of you might've already. which if fine by me, and in some regards it is probably for the better
and i don't want to hear a single person say that they're proud of me for making it this far, handling it so well, not making this situation worse, etc. etc. there's nothing to be proud of, not even a single aspect
i just want to say i'm sorry for all of this, truly everything, if i hadn't been so careless this never would've happened. i'm also sorry for taking you all for granted, they say you never know what you have until it's gone, and they're right. i miss you guys, but whatever, such emotion won't change anything
pretty sure that's everything. this is goodbye then. make sure stay hydrated and all that fun stuff. i hope you all are well, take care of yourselves.
farewell.
~ the logical reaper












