The Lost Record

Y estoy orgulloso de quererme romper la cabeza contra la pared…

[thelostrecord]

caress me detest me time will slide through our eyelids and leave marks far too deep to erase

we used to smile in familiar arms but how life likes to have its laughs

release me forgive me but keep the smell of vinegar  that each of my kisses left in your fingers when they were palms

do you remember the time prayers and songs  held you as you cried?

tease me tell me that you miss me lie in bed we both have other bodies warm the beds we once shared

who cares? this life is so innecessary without all of your love and hate

apease me but even if you kill my memories ill keep you in the cage i call a heart as its tears me apart perhaps there is… something

i wish you smiles the sea in the sky’s laughter echoes through these walls - 077I+5V) *3 5In7

[thelostrecord]

Nunca quise tanto a nadie como vos Por eso es que empiezo a dudar Si seremos hermanos que nos separaron Y nosotros sin saberlo nos volvimos a juntar

Tu sangre es roja La mía también creo no me equivoco Algo tendremos que ver Somos indios latinos con guitarra eléctrica Y comunicados a través de internet

Para odiar hay que querer Para destruir hay que hacer Y estoy orgulloso de quererte romper La cabeza contra la pared

Por todas esas cosas que tenemos en común Hace tiempo ya marchaste de acá Te cansaste de mí Yo me cansé de vos Pero cuando nos miramos sabemos que no es verdad

Porque tanto te quise y tanto te quiero Siempre una marca tuya llevará mi corazón Disculpá si te parece raro Pero comparto la opinión que escuché en una canción "Si la amas déjala ser Si la quieres déjala volar" Nunca fui tu patrón, no quisiera cambiarte Y no quiero que pierdas tu personalidad

Para odiar hay que querer Para destruir hay que hacer Y estoy orgulloso de quererte romper La cabeza contra la pared

Para odiar hay que querer Para destruir hay que hacer Y estoy orgulloso de quererte romper La cabeza contra la pared

Para dejar hay que beber Para morir primero hay que nacer Siento ganas nuevamente de tirarme a tus pies Y llevarte a mi morada otra vez

Si lo sembrás lo recogés Y si esperás vas a entender Cuando las cosas salen como no las espero La vida me hace más guerrero

[thelostrecord]

She was sitting in a downtown cafe I started to keep going But something made me stop She looked lonely and I knew the cure Old memories would win her heart for sure I thought I'd walk on in And I'd give it my best shot I sat down beside her and she smiled She said where have you been it's been awhile She was glad to see me I could almost read her thoughts 

It would only take a minute to turn back the clock I remember how good it was back then And I said it's not to late to start again We could spend a night together Take up where we left off But I panicked as she turned to walk away  As she went out the door I heard her say  "Yes, I'm in need of something, but something you ain't got...”

She used to love me a lot I thought she loved me with a love that wouldn't die And looking at her now I can't believe She said good-bye She just left me standing there I've never been so torn I used to love her a lot

[thelostrecord]

I went back to feel alone there I went back there by myself I gave up on everything that we'd felt...

I went back and wished I hadn't I went back and felt regret I went to the beach and I just stared west...

There's nothing left except certain death And that was comforting at night out under the moon I went out last night to forget that I went out and stared it down But the moon just stared back at me And in its light I saw my two feet on the ground

[thelostrecord]

It's been a long year Since you've been gone I've been alone here I've grown old... I keep a journal of memories I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe... All the years I've tried With more to go Will the memories die? I'm waiting Will I find you? Can I find you? I'm falling Every time I’m falling down All alone I fall to pieces Every time I’m falling down All alone I fall to pieces Every time I’m falling down All alone I fall to pieces Every time I’m falling down All alone I fall to pieces

[corredordelaberintos]

[diamondssssss]

[thelostrecord]

Taunting Lament

Through a dark corridor

In someone else’s gaze

I am lead by hands I once held

Into a garden of ruby red

Filled with snakes

Filled with all of my regrets

That Ive hidden in my head

Hold onto me one last time

Before I fade

Before it fades

It’s night time again

And I’m unable to cry

Again

All of these mistakes

Starring at me from the edge of the bed

Again

I shamelessly twist and turn

No sleep for me

Again

Hold onto me one last time

Before we fade

Before I melt

All the regrets hold your taste

Like a song you’ll never hear again

Where are we?

It’s all felt the same

Since our seas parted ways

A taunting lament from the depths

Of the haunting presence of your absence

Just a nail rammed into my eyes

God dies in vain

Leftovers of you and I

Hold onto me one last time

Before it fades

Before I wake

It’s morning again

I Woke up up before the sun

With nothing to say

Thought I call

To hear someone on the other end

But the drinks are done

And all the laughters gone

There’s no one I can call

Knotted heart strings held suspense

Hold me at the neck

Who knows best

Who knows best?

- LuCa6025Shaka

[savxge]

[pandalazim]

[thelostrecord]

Back in our town You were the only one who really knew me Laughing out loud We always knew you could see through me Under the sun whispering foolish things You could really hear me You were the one -- The only one I would let near me

And here I go

Where nobody knows...

[thelostrecord]

[quintusenniusfidelis]

L’ange du Malheur, by Luciana Lupe Vasconcelos

[ex0skeletal-undead]

quintusenniusfidelis: L’ange du Malheur, by Luciana Lupe Vasconcelos

[ruinedchildhood]

Quarantine Mood

[thelostrecord]

I guess I could take a sleeping pill and sleep at will And not have to go through what I go through I guess I should take Prozac, right and just smile all night At somebody new, somebody not too bright but sweet and kind Who would try to get you off my mind, I could leave this agony behind Which is just what I'd do if I wanted to but I don't want to... 'Cause I don't want to get over love I could listen to my therapist, pretend you don't exist And not have to dream of what I dream of I could listen to all my friends and go out again And pretend it's enough or I could make a career of being blue I could dress in black and read Camus Smoke clove cigarettes and drink Vermouth Like I was 17, that would be a scream but I don't want to get over you

[thelostrecord]

I've got a photograph I'll send it off today

And you will see that I am perfectly sane

It's just the end of the world

You need a friend in the world

'Cause you can't hide

So call and I'll get right back

If your intentions are pure

I'm seeking a friend for the end of the world

There will be no commitment and no confessions

And no little secrets to keep

No little children or houses with roses

Not for a lifetime or forever and a day

'Cause we know now that just won't be the case

Call me now it's alright

Just the End of the world and me

'Cause all has been gone and all has been done

And there's nothing left for us to say

But we could be together as they blow it all away

And we can share in every moment as it breaks

[twuwfm]