the MaDD hatter

ahahaha what did you say? i shouldn’t use daydreaming as a coping mechanism? stfu darlin. (don’t own my profile pic)

[themaddhxtter]

i kinda want to make one of those “intro to my paracosm” but... yeah

[themaddhxtter]

sometimes i feel like I’ve neglected my life outside my daydreams so much, I’ve lost the things worth living for. and now i have no other reason to live. but truly if i can choose, i hope i am wrong. i do want to live, fuck, but I don’t know how. i just want to be happy why is that so hard 

[themaddhxtter]

you know when you have that one comfort chara who’s just evil but you had hopes for them because you know you can make scenarios and sht for them but then you realize that they’re just pure evil? does that even making any sense? idk I’m fcking crying

[themaddhxtter]

i have attachment issues. and i just realize is now. this is bad.

[themaddhxtter]

hahaha i just dropped a series (again) because i don’t want to watch the evil character who i made a para and gave an amazing back story and made good be portrayed as evil (again)

[themaddhxtter]

idk why but do you all also feel it? like because I’ve lived in my head for so long the real world doesn’t feel real for like a second, A FAT SECOND. and then i just suddenly feel so tired? idk

[themaddhxtter]

do you guys have any paras who was based on a very evil character but in your paracosm you gave them a back story and made them so nice to your parame and now that’s the only version you can see them in and you love and adore them?

[themaddhxtter]

ermm is it okay if i ask something here? do we have like a madd community in twitter??

[themaddhxtter]

have anyone’s daydream ever get “hijacked”? like you can’t control it and it’s going the way you don’t really want it to? it happened to me earlier and my head hurts now. idk what just happened

[themaddhxtter]

i love my paras and paracosms. fuck this world.

[themaddhxtter]

i found picrew 👀 and now i can have a physical visualization of my paras without having to draw them... tho i can’t make them EXACTLY alike but it’s better than nothing

[infiniteorangethethird]

Guys guys I just had. The best idea ever

So imagine a website like ao3 or wattpad or whatever. But instead of writing and sharing stories, it’s for sharing your paracosms.

I know that technically you can already do it on, well, basically any social media, but like. A website that’s specifically for sharing paracosms. Like you could go to your “My paracosms” page, create a new one, and then you could add things like “paras, places, cultures, world rules” or whatever you’d like. And you could write scenes and concepts and create moodboards and share songs and you’d never have to take it anywhere if you don’t want to because this isn’t what it’s about. You don’t need to be a good writer, or a good artist, or a good anything. You just go up there, and share the random bits that come to your mind without it ever necessarily amounting to anything.

And optimally, you would have the choice to decide what part to share, and what part to keep to yourself. So this way, not only can you show others what you’ve created, but you can keep track of even the not-so-acceptable parts of your paracosms.

And people could follow paracosms or other people, and we could share our ideas with each other, without ever having to worry that it’s “not professional” or “doesn’t make any sense” - because hey, we all have been there, we all ARE there, why would we judge?

Maybe I’m a bit overexcited over this idea but just. Imagine the possibilities.

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

omg please I need this 😭

[themaddhxtter]

here's what. sometimes i don't re-daydream a scene because it's wrong or feels incomplete. sometimes i just like that scene and it makes me feels warmer than anything in this world has and i want to feel it over and over again.

but then after a couple of times restarting, the feeling starts to get different. like why??? I NEED THIS LAST STRING OF WILL TO LIVE I HAVE YOU PIECE OF SHI-

[themaddhxtter]

AHJSLHADJAKASLJ

I FCKING LOVE MY PARAS WHAT THE FCK???

[themaddhxtter]

why is it that if we're going to exist just to long for a reality in our head, we were placed here instead? in this fucked up world. i mean like it's not hard, put us in the worlds we want to be assigned with and we'll be happy. or at lease in a way, happier.

[themaddhxtter]

when is quarantine going to end? i can’t get myself to do anything other than daydreaming, i am failing classes and not finishing homeworks. i hate this :))

[themaddhxtter]

if someone were to write a song about madd what do you think should be included in the lyrics or like what should it be about?