(This is for my dear close friend @themaskednin <3) you gotta think high of yourself bestie
Hello author-chan :) ,
Firstly , I really wanna tell you how extremely considerate it is of you to be able to even show up for your work
And, as a supporter you should know how awfully I relate to your post. I should show you my tens and twenty pages filled with ink half way where I suddenly stop because I just can't think anymore of what should happen
Like, I wanna tell you that it's ok!
Feeling like you're not good enough is a fragment of that process in thinking throughout the creativity thing as writers. It's the thought, but at some point you'd be up on your feet/mind and get to do even the tiniest sentence
You're supposedly expected to know what you're doing which is absolutely not true.
You know what you're doing or don't, but it grows you as a person.
The biggest question in the end of your mind or product would be what next. So thing you'd think at the very beginning as well
So, the fact that you even wrote somth and started something that you want to finish should be the bigger reassurance.
[ i'm gonna leave this here, so others can read for a rewind of the little spark of creativity that has got you to the point you are now and to not give up!! ] [but especially for you bestie @themaskednin]
Oh my, you have no idea how much this means to me, you seem to always know what to say to make me feel better, thank you so much bestie you're amazing🤧 really thank you💖
You as well should not give up, your writing is something that makes me feel and I really do like it, so I hope this gives you motivation as well. Good luck to you too :)
Firstly I would like to apologize for not updating and for disappearing and coming back and then disappearing again and then coming back without any mentions of progress. I really do appreciate all the asks and support despite my absence and lack of updates so I thought I'd write this to at least explain why, I feel shitty leaving people who want to read the story in the dark. I hope this offers some sort of explanation. More below the cut if you're willing to listen to a strangers feelings, it's kinda long so you don't need to read it if you don't want to😅
(Another thing, please forgive me if I come off as rude and annoying, social interaction is definitely not my strong suit)
The reason I haven't been making progress is because I can't write, I'll open my laptop or book, sit down and just stare at it. No thoughts, just emptiness in my head. I think it mostly comes from this fear I have, of not being good enough or that I'll write something that will disappoint people. So I procrastinate and put it off, distracting myself by playing games and doing anything except the one thing I need to do. Honestly don't even read much because it reminds me off writing.
I'm afraid that I will not be able to grasp the personalities of all the Canon characters and end up messing up and writing dialogue is something I'm afraid of too, I do not interact with people much and the kind of person who keeps quiet during conversations due to not knowing what to say and anxiety so I struggle with writing dialogue (Hope that makes sense😭). There's alot of elements to Naruto and I'm afraid I won't be able to manage it and as a huge Naruto fan I don't want to write something that will cause a disservice to such a well-written story.
To sum it all up: I am afraid of writing, and not being good enough, (I'm also a very lazy person I think). When people (in my case that is) are afraid of something they'll likely want to avoid it all they can, and that's what I've been doing. However I'm trying to overcome this fear and maybe setting goals will help. This story is something I do not want to abandon because Naruto is very dear to me, it sits in a special place in my heart, being able to be part of it is something I want and need (kinda cheesy lol😶). I also don't want to abandon readers and everyone who is waiting on this story so please, wait a while longer (If you want that is).
This is not a guarantee that I will update soon but it will update one day (unless I die or something beyond my control happens). I think this all I have to say, damn it's almost been an hour since I started writing this😆.
I hope all of you reading have a lovely weekend...and week...and month and year and-
Please dear Author continue your wip! I really like to be part of Naruto (Yes I badly want to be part of Akatsuki :D) I can't wait to play it!
Hello dear reader, I'm glad you liked it (assuming you did) and as a fellow Naruto fan I too would like to be part of it😆, one of the main reasons I started this Wip. I am currently writing the first chapter, so it'll be a while before I update the wip. Thank you for the ask and for reading😁
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