Feelings Are Big Scary

Just me being dramatic and venting

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I am incredibly desperate for someone to love me and hold me and fuck me but I am extremely skittish like a stray animal

[kittykatninja321]

my advice to the kids is that they should fight people on the playground while they can still get away with it without legal consequences

[sonandheirofnothinginparticular]

[cosmonautroger]

Tony Huynh, Insomnia

[feral-ballad]

Kapka Kassabova, from Someone Else’s Life; “Berlin – Mitte”

[artemissoftstepper]

need a bad sleep reset

this is a very delicate operation which involves not falling asleep until the late enough tomorrow that i can get a normal nights sleep

[voxelfoxkae]

[shallpass13]

Insomniac’s Gamble totally works. What are you talking about. It never ever results in almost two all-nighters in a row. And it definitely doesn’t result in sleeping through the day, throwing the whole game off.

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Melatonin has failed me once more tonight

[galaxywarp]

once you realize you don’t actually need to sleep, you can really (stops talking abruptly and stares straight ahead for 4 minutes)

[rabbiteclair]

auto immune disorders happen when the immune system ignores regulatory factors and begins attacking healthy bodily tissues, due to what scientists refer to as "sheer love of the game"

[wizardnaturalist]

a book should be $5 a little drink should be $2 and museum access should be free and all hours

[sawed-on-shotgun]

the human body when you use it and exist in it

[cutecipher]

a cat is a sort of machine that dispenses hair all over you and everything else in the room

[seashellronan]

guys i’m so sorry to say this but exercising and indulging in hobbies rather than scrolling on your phone for 200 hours actually does improve your mood and overall mental health, this has deeply upset me more than anyone

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My woes:

Itchy eczema on elbow 😢

Neck hurts 😣

Pms 😖

[timetravelsong]

𝐈𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

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How it feels to be too poor to pay for trinkets or movies or festivals or clothes or gas or insurance or food or rent or debt to a shitty $900 rug that you were manipulated into buying on a payment plan at 18

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