Hi guys, sorry I've been so inconsistent lately...
But my health is really deteriorating right now...
I'm so exhausted and sleeping all the time, and I have no idea why, and I can't help but be scared about it. I feel just awful and it's really distracting me, so I hope you understand why I keep disappearing for days at a time- I don't mean to let that happen, but it just does. Sometimes I start to feel a bit better and I feel up to working on my stuff again, and then it all collapses overnight and I can barely stay awake after having slept for 10 hours straight.
I'm an ovarian cancer survivor, and I've been cancer-free now since April 2011, but the fear of it never ever goes away, and so something strange and unexplained like this, well, I can't help but be freaked out. Hopefully, it's nothing related to that, just something (relatively) minor caused by my thyroid issues.
I'm seeing several of my doctors soon, though, so hopefully I can get on top of this quickly- I really want to be able to bring you guys lots of great AC4 content from day 1 (and of course continue with new AC3 stuff, as well as AC1-ACR, eventually)
I'm truly sorry, I really hate falling down on running my blog and failing you guys- my Tumblr experience is one of the few things that helps me cope with all this... But I just wanted to explain what's going on, why I haven't been on here much, and to warn that it might continue until I know exactly what the problem is- and if you could spare a good thought for me, it would mean a lot! :)
I'm still going to try my best to keep my blog updated as much as I can, and make new stuff when I feel up to it, but if I disappear for a few days here and there, you'll know it's because of all this, not because I've gone anywhere... In the words of Connor, "I'm not leaving, do you hear me? I'm NEVER leaving!" :D
You guys are the best! [hug]












