Words I Couldn’t Say

(It doesn’t matter anyway)

[thenaive1]

The one next to you has replaced my seat :)

[thenaive1]

Love can only be complete in memories

[thenaive1]

We're separated but I couldn't stop missing. You're the painful scar that I'll always miss

m

[thenaive1]

Every word that you said were just lies, everything that you did were just bullshit

m

[thenaive1]

There's no water around me but why do I feel like I can't breathe? It feels like I'm drowning and nobody can save me because the water is invisible

me

[thenaive1]

Losing somebody you truly love feels like you just had a piece of your body got amputated. It will hurts a lot and leave scars for a long time, probably forever.

me

[thenaive1]

I think I could finally let go.. It's not because I stop loving, it's because I realized that sometimes it's better to keep your true love engraved then bury it in your deepest heart, rather than to see that person is hurting because of you

me

[thenaive1]

Sometimes even if it's clearly written "last episode", you couldn't believe it because it doesn't seem like it's over but you'll believe it when you see it with your own eyes. The end will always comes unpredictable and unbelievable

me

[thenaive1]

If life is a game then I must be the noob one because I lost it way too early than most player did

me

[thenaive1]

Do you know that I'm becoming more ruined as I look at you?

I feel like dying

Even though there's no way you'll come to me

Even though I know you're looking somewhere else

I don't think

I can let go of you

[thenaive1]

I know you already answered me,

I know the meaning of an answerless answer

But I pretend not to know and I'm lingering

[thenaive1]

The words “Be well” seemed so sad

So tears are already welling up

They fill up in between my eyes

So I try to hide it with my hand

I heard you telling me to be happy

But when I said I couldn’t go on without you

You said this is all for me

And I really hated you

[thenaive1]

I’m still in the same spot

Because you might turn around and come back

I count the memories one, two, three

As I stand in this place alone

[thenaive1]

I wonder if the skies know how I feel

I cover my eyes so I won’t hurt more, so I won’t see you anymore

[thenaive1]

I can only say I wanna die

I can’t stand the life without you

I only wait for your coming back again

Though you’re not here now

Please, I miss you so much

[thenaive1]

My mind keeps recalling you like this

It remembers those lasting moments too

If today again, I can see you from behind even for just a moment

[thenaive1]

Those days where we used to crazily love each other

Now whenever those moments appear, it hurts like hell.