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Burning Passion

"I want to change the world, instead I sleep" -KEEP BREATHING by Ingrid Michaelson That part of the song really do inspire me and makes me keep on holding on to my goals and life promises. There are so many times that I feel so tired and wanted to quit but still there's something within me which always push me out of the box and makes me realize that there is always something more than what I am feeling now. When I was young, there are so many things that I wanted and wanted to be. “I wanted to become a teacher” “I wanted to have my own restaurant” "I wanted to become a chef” My family supports me on everything that I wanted to pursue but knowing that they trust me so much, it kinda made me more pressured about my life. Ever since I was a child dancing, singing and so many kaartehans are my favorite things to do. I am talkative and at a very young age I was exposed to so many people, old ones, adults, babies and those who are the same age as me. My sister wanted to graduate with a profession and me being an over thinker thought that I should also graduate with a profession to make my parents proud. I tried to achieve to become a CPA one day. I enrolled at De Lasalle University Dasmarinas and passed my entrance exam to be an ABM student. At first I was enjoying what I’m doing because we are more on acting, skits and oral tasks but as time goes by I realized that someday I don’t wanna become someone who is just sitting in her office chair and checking all the data and expenses. There is something within me that wanted to come out. Something that is not fitted in my track (ABM). I prayed for what I really wanted and finally decided to shift in Humms (Humms Communication) There I found out who I really am, what I wanted to be and I feel like I was belong and born to be there. Yes, there is a greater possibility that I’m gonna make more money if I pursue and become a successful CPA but for me it’s not just about the money you are going to earn but the happiness that you will experience in doing what you love. If you love your job there’s much greater probability that you will succeed and achieved. IT’S NOT “HUMMS LANG KAMI”, “MASCOMMPORTABLE KAMI” This is passion, and no number or mathematical formula can measure our strength and love for what are we doing. One day, even though many people will judge me, condemn or even reject me. All I need is to keep breathing and know that there are also many people who loves and support me.

MY FAVORITE HERO

People will see it as “Too Mainstream” I know that He is everyone’s hero though others doesn’t really recognized His deeds and love.

Who am I talking about?

“ But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” -Romans 5:8

Yes, it is HIM, it’s GOD. GOD IS MY FAVORITE HERO.

No matter how “corny” or mainstream it is for others, I wanted to show how grateful I am to have an amazing and loving GOD.

Before, the relationship of God between His creations is very close to the point that they can hear God’s audible voice. But when Adam and Eve disobey the golden rule of God which is to not eat the fruit from the tree of knowledge, the walls between Him and His creation began.

Having that knowledge from the world, the people began to go far and far from God by doing a lot of sins. But because God loves His creation so much, 2000 years ago He gave His only Begotten son to save the people and the next generations including us from death and condemnation.

Isn’t it Ironic that the creator of heaven and earth, the King of the stars while knowing them name by name and the same God who created you, is the one who made a step and solution to save the world? Knowing that it is us, His creations who has a fault and sinned against Him.

It’s like being friendly and nice to the ones who killed your own mother or giving gifts to the one who stole your favorite and expensive stuff or saving the person who wanted to kill you. But that’s how God loves us, He made a way for all of us to be saved.

I am not a perfect follower or believer. I committed a lot of sins knowing that God would not honor any of my wrongdoings. I always tend to forget to recognize His goodness in me and relies on my own knowledge and strength. Sometimes I enjoys the glory that the people is giving me and forgets to give the glory to Him who gave the abilities and strength to me. But you know what is the amazing thing about God? It is that no matter how far we run away from Him or how we reject Him and chooses the pattern of this world, He is always willing to wait for us to come back and give us what we really need. He is my Favorite Hero because He is true to His promises, He can give the best comfort that I need, He provides for me, He loves me more than any people could do. I have sinned and disobeyed Him so many times but He always lift me up from the pit that I am in and saves me no matter how dirty and broken my spirit and heart is.

HE LOVES YOU NO MATTER WHAT PAST or PRESENT YOU HAVE, NO MATTER HOW GREAT SINS YOU’VE COMMITTED. HE LOVES YOU AND HE IS WILLING TO FORGIVE AND RESTORE YOU :) I love my Hero though I know that my love for Him will never be enough for the love that He gave for me.

MAMA

Takot ako sa palaka. Takot ako sa daga.Takot ako kapag marami masyadong tao. Takot ako sa tatay ko. Takot ako sa matataas na lugar. Pero ang pinaka kinatatakutan ko? Hindi ipis o multo kundi ang maiwanan. TAKOT AKONG MAIWANAN :(

Masakit. Mas masakit pa sa pag iwan sayo ng boyfriend/girlfriend mo. Mahirap. Mas mahirap pa sa pag momove on mo sa break-up niyo.

Bakit ba takot ako maiwan? Kasi ayoko na maulit yung sakit na naramdaman ko nung naiwan ako sa lupa habang pumunta namin sa langit ang mama ko.

Nung bata pa ako hindi ako mahiwalay sa mama ko. Sa tuwing aalis siya pupunta ng trabaho lagi namin siyang iniiyakan ng ate ko kasi sanay kami na siya yung kasama namin. Nung mga panahon na yun di kami close sa papa ko dahil nag tatrabaho siya sa ibang bansa. 7 years bago nagkaanak si mama at papa kaya talagang alagang-alaga kami ng ate ko. Nung bata ako di ko naranasan tuluan ng uhog sa harap ng madaming tao kasi gusto ng mama ko malinis kami palagi. Mahilig kami magrecord ng video dati. Dati kasi binigyan kami ng tita ko ng videocam kaya halos araw araw namin yun ginagamit. Ultimo yung balita ng pagkamatay ni FPJ nandoon sa videocam. Tuwing birthday naman namin ng ate ko lagi kaming pinaghahandaan. May cake, chicken tsaka yung mga common na hinahanda sa birthday pero ang pinaka masaya eh yung lagi kaming kumpleto sa mga okasyon minsan nagkukulang nga lang dahil nagtatrabaho si papa sa ibang bansa.

Pinalaki kami ni mama na may takot sa Diyos. Dumating sa panahon na nagkaroon kami ng problema sa pamilya. Inaaway kasi ng tita ko at ng lola ko si mama. Pilit nilang kinukuha ang bahay namin dahil sakanila daw iyon. Idineklara din nila na patay na daw si mama. Nakita ko kung paano nastress ang mama ko pero sa kabila ng lahat ng masasakit na salita na ibinitaw sa kanya, ni hindi manlang siya pumatol o gumanti. Nakita ko lahat ng iyak niya mula sa lugar na hindi niya ako nakikita. Si mama yung tipo ng tao na di pinapakita yung kahinaan niya pero syempre bilang isang anak ramdam ko na di siya okay. Para matapos ang mga diskusyon binenta namin ang bahay namin. Noong grade 5 ako lumipat kami mula sa navotas manila patungo dito sa Dasma cavite. Dito kami nagkaroon ng bagong buhay at bagong bahay.

Araw-araw umaalis noon si mama pero isang araw tumawag ang pinsan ni mama sa amin pinapasundo kami at dinala sa PGH manila. Doon nakita ko si mama nakahiga. Tuyot, mahina at madaming nakasabit sa kanya. Madaming hugis puso na plastik na tila ba puno ng dugo ang nakakabit sa kanya. Nagulat ako at nanghina sa nakita ko. Doon namin nalaman na may stage 3 breast cancer si mama. . Yung pag alis niya tuwing umaga, pumupunta pala siya sa ospital upang pumila sa ospital sa maynila ng mag-isa. Maging ang pinsan ng mama ko ay tinawagan lamang ni mama noong mismong araw na ng operasyon niya. Napakatapang niya. Ang lakas ng loob. Ayaw niyang problemahin siya ng ibang tao. Umuwi ang papa ko na galing sa barko na nagtatrabaho. Pinachemo namin si mama at natapos niya ang 6 na buwan na therapy. Hindi umalis si papa hanggat di umaayos ang lagay ni mama.

Makalipas ang 3 taon lumakas siya at lalong gumanda ngunit imbes na magpahinga na lamang sa bahay eh nagtrabaho pa siya. Gusto niya daw tulungan si papa upang mabayaran ang mga naging utang namin nung nagpa chemo therapy siya. Naging supervisor siya ng isang doktor sa mata. Nag memedical mission sila. Masaya si mama na nakakatulong sila lalo sa matatanda. Minsan nga nasabi niya sakin. Masaya siyang makita ang mga pasyente niyang matatanda na lumilinaw ang mga mata at sobrang nabubusog ang puso niya sa tuwing nagpapasalamat ang mga ito at sinasabing mabuti ang Diyos sa buhay nila. Pinatitigil siya ni papa sa pag tatrabaho pero sabi niya masaya daw siya sa ginagawa niya.

Lumipas ang birthday ni mama, birthday ko at bagong taon. Masaya kami at naghanda pa. February 2015 dumating ang papa ko galing barko. Napansin ni papa ang laging paghawak ni mama sa sikmura niya. Napansin din ni papa na madali ng mapagod si mama. Isang gabi tulog na kaming lahat nagising ako ng narinig ko ang ingay ng isang nebulizer at doon nakita ko na hirap huminga si mama at tinutulungan ni papa. Luwa ang mata ni mama at lantang lanta siya. Sabi ni papa may Hepa A daw si mama at na may tubig sa baga. Ayaw ni mama magpaosipital. Siguro iniisip niya yung magiging gastos tulad ng dati pero di din nagtagal eh napapayag na namin siya. Sobrang naninilaw na siya Hirap ang mga nurse sa paglagay ng dextros sa kanya dahil hindi visible ang mga ugat niya. Ilang beses pumutok ang ugat niya at awang awa ako sa kanya dahil nakita kong nasasaktan siya. Nilagyan siya ng tubo na rekta sa baga niya upang mawala ang tubig dito. Inuwi namin si mama sa bahay na may tubo sa gilid niya.Hindi din kami tumagal sa bahay dahil nanghihina siya pag walang dextros hirap kasi siya kumainBinalik siya sa ospital at doon inamin ni papa na bumalik ang cancer niya at stage 4 na ito. Metastasize.

Di siya mapakali. Gusto niya nakaupo, gusto niya nakatayo, gusto niya sa pwesto ng nagbabantay.Kinagabihan nagstay kaming mag aama sa tabi niya. Lalagyan siya ng dextrox pero hirap na hirap ang mga nurse at doon nakahanap ng ugat sa ibabaw ng siko. Tinali si mama. Magkabilaang kamay upang hindi mabend ang kamay niya. Ang sakit sakit makita. Para siyang hayop na tinali. Di siya makawala dahil mahina siya.Maya't maya ko siya hinahalikan.pag dating ng gabi nakatulog ako.Si mama hindi pa din natutulog. Pagdating ng 2:30 am nagising kami dahil sinabing mababa daw ang BP ni mama 80/90. Pag gising ko nakapikit si mama. Nagulat ako dahil di naman siya nakakatulog. Sabi ng pinsan ko nung sinabi niya daw kay mama na magpapahinga lang kaming mag aama eh kumalma daw si mama at nagpahinga din. Nung narinig ni mama yung boses ni papa pilit siyang dumidilat at nagsasalita pero di na niya kaya. Iyak na ako ng iyak dahil alam ko na ang mangyayari habang sila ate Kesha naman ay para bang naghahabilin..Noong sinabi na ni papa na di na siya aalis at aalagaan niya kami ni ate kesha nag inhale si mama. Ang tagal ng pag exhale niya kaya sumigaw ako ng MAMA! Pilit siyang umexhale. Hirap na hirap siya. Nakita ko yun. Nakita ko ulit na nag inhale siya at pagtapos noon wala ng sumunod na paghinga. Di na ako nakapalag, ayoko ng makita na nahihirapan siya.

3:17 am. April 27, 2015 ang pinakamasakit na parte ng buhay ko.Hindi ko kinwestiyon ang Diyos. Hindi ko siya sinisisi at lalong hindi ako nagalit sa kanya. Lalo akong tumibay. Lalo na at ang huling salita na sinabi ng mama ko ay "In Jesus name, In Jesus name I believe" Mabait si mama. Tuwing umaga naririnig ko ang malakas na dasal niya. Nagbabasa ng bibliya at tumutulong sa kapwa.Masayahin. Matulungin at masipag. Mahal niya kaming pamilya niya. Kaya mahal na mahal din namin siya. Alam kong masaya na siya. Alam kong nasa langit na siya. At masaya akong malaman na nag tagumpay na siya sa misyon niya dito sa lupa. Bakit ako takot maiwan? Kasi mahal ko ang mama ko. Takot akong maranasan ang parehas na sakit nung nawala siya pero alam kong sa kabila ng mga takot na ito, may mga bagay na naghihintay sa akin upang mas pagtibayin ako bilang isang mananampalataya at bilang isang tao.

BURNING PASSION

When I was young, there are so many things that I wanted and wanted to be. “I wanted to become a teacher” “I wanted to have my own restaurant” “I wanted to become a chef” My family supports me on everything that I wanted to pursue but knowing that they trust me so much, it kinda made me more pressured about my life. Ever since I was a child dancing, singing and so many kaartehans are my favorite things to do. I am talkative and at a very young age I was exposed to so many people, old ones, adults, babies and those who are the same age as me.

My sister wanted to graduate with a profession and me being an over thinker thought that I should also graduate with a profession to make my parents proud. I tried to achieve to become a CPA one day. I enrolled at De Lasalle University Dasmarinas and passed my entrance exam to be an ABM student. At first I was enjoying what I’m doing because we are more on acting, skits and oral tasks but as time goes by I realized that someday I don’t wanna become someone who is just sitting in her office chair and checking all the data and expenses. There is something within me that wanted to come out. Something that is not fitted in my track (ABM). I prayed for what I really wanted and finally decided to shift in Humms (Humms Communication) There I found out who I really am, what I wanted to be and I feel like I was belong and born to be there. Yes, there is a greater possibility that I’m gonna make more money if I pursue and become a successful CPA but for me it’s not just about the money you are going to earn but the happiness that you will experience in doing what you love. If you love your job there’s much greater probability that you will succeed and achieved. IT’S NOT “HUMMS LANG KAMI”, “MASCOMMPORTABLE KAMI” This is passion, and no number or mathematical formula can measure our strength and love for what are we doing.

ANNYEONGHASEYO

KINAIN NA NG SISTEMA NG KDRAMA. Bale yun na nga mga beshie. Usong uso ngayon ang mga korean nobela na yan. Alam naman natin kung gano siya kalaganap ngayon sa pilipinas. Yung tipong kausap mo yung kaibigan mo tapos sasagutin ka ng "Otoke, oteke" o kaya yung mga expressions nila na •CHINCHAAAA?! 😱😮 •OMOOO 😳😳 •OPPAAAA!!! ☺️😚 •SARANGHAE ❤️😘 AT KUNG ANO ANO PA. Pero sa totoo lang, kain na kain na din ako ng sistema ng Kdrama na yan. Yan ang dahilan kung bakit malusog ang aking "eyebags". Yung sasabihin mo sa sarili mo, "Isa nalang talaga, isang episode nalang matutulog na ako" pero yung totoo talaga non naka sampu ka pa.. ay hindi pala sampu kasi natapos mo na pala yung buong nobela. Bakit ako naadik sa Kdrama? KASI CUTE SILA - Alam mo yon, yung paraan nila ng pag arte talagang kukurutin yung puso at mga taba taba mo sa kiliti. Yung pag pout pout nila at kung ano ano pang pagpapabebe na kapag ikaw yung gumawa muka ka lang ewan. PAGKAIN 🐷 -Bukod sa nakakatakam yung mga pagkain nila, sa totoo lang pag kumakain sila, di mo alam kung magugutom ka ba o mabubusog kasi ang sarap talaga nilang kumain. Yung puno yung bibig nila pero magaganda at pogi pa din sila LENGGWAHE - Di ko alam kung bakit pero ang sarap lang sa tenga nung mga boses nila. Yung tono ng pananalita nila, yung ekspresyon nila, yung mga kantahan nila. Kumbaga sa kanta parang nakaka "LSS" yung mga salita nila. Yung tipong gusto mo na magpatutor para matuto ng lenggwahe nila o kaya kahit minsan sa youtube puro "how to speak korean" na lagi pinapanood mo. 💕 AT MADAMI PANG DAHILAN KUNG BAKIT KINAIN NA AKO NG SISTEMA NG KDRAMA Dahil sa Kdrama, parang gumanda sa pangin ko yung KOREA. Yung kultura nila, yung mga tao sa kanila, pagkain nila tsaka syempre yung lugar nila. Parang ang sarap sa pakiramdam pag nakarating ka din sa lugar nila. Kaya pag nagkaroon ng pagkakataon, pupunta talaga ako sa KOREAAAA 🇰🇷 (#1 sa bucket list ko na gusto kong puntahan pagtapos kong mag ikot sa pilipinas pero kung bukas pwede na tara na!) Gusto kong matikman yung mga kinakain nila sa mga pinapanood kong drama Gusto kong malaman kung bakit ganon nalang kakapal yung mga damit na suot nila (gaano kalamig) gusto kong pumunta sa Korea di dahil sa gusto ko makakakita ng artista pero dahil sa gusto kong maramdaman kung ano yung totoong pakiramdam nung mga tao sa loob ng kdrama. Yung hangin, yung tanawin, yung paligid, yung pagkain at kung ano ano pa. Isa yan sa mga inspirasyon ko sa pag aaral ko, na balang araw mapupuntahan ko din yung lugar na dati rati lang ay napapanood ko. Hehe SARANGHAEYOOO 💕

LOVE AND WHYS

There are so many words that can be used to define the true meaning of love. According to the bible in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 "4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." While, according to the web (Wikipedia) "Love is a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes that ranges from interpersonal affection ("I love my mother") to pleasure ("I loved that meal")." And according to my own understanding, LOVE IS SELFLESS. It always chooses to give and sacrifice. LOVE IS PAINFUL BUT THAT WHAT IS MEANT FOR, MEANT TO BE FELT. “That's the thing about pain. It demands to be felt” -John Green BUT MY FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE SUMMED IT ALL UP. The true meaning of LOVE. "I just want you to be happy, even if that 'happy' doesn't include me anymore." -The Longest Ride This line touched me from the inside. It reminds me how selfless love is, how patient, how understanding and how true it should be. I am really amazed by those people who really do things like this, people who choose to let you go even though you are the only one they are holding onto. Those people who are willing to be broken for their loved ones to be complete really melt my heart. I don't know if they really exist but if they do, I wanted to give them a hug and say how I appreciate them. BUT REMEMBER, Love is not just about pain and sacrifices. They are just instruments to make you braver, more mature and have deep foundation in LOVE because LOVE WILL NEVER BE SWEETER ONCE YOU FOUND THE LOVE THAT IS MEANT FOR YOU. Everything has a right time, right place and right people and that doesn't exclude LOVE. HAPPY LOVE MONTH! ❤️

ME AS A JUNIOR HIGH... 🙈 Jeje Days | Skinny Me Days | Negra Days | And So Many Days (lol) | There are things back then that I wish never did and I wish I could do again. It was like a hella roller coaster ride. First day of being a freshmen is like sitting on your favorite spot in a coaster ride putting those seatbelts really really tight with super duper extra care to make sure everything is gonna be fine and you're gonna be alive. I was like, "Just Keep Breathing Gurl! You can do it!" and "No you should be scared you'll be bullied" at the same time. There were so many WHAT IFs, WHYs and HOWs running in my mind. I was scared, I feel like my poop is going to sneak out anytime, my underarms were getting so emotional. It's just me sitting in a corner and waiting for someone to talk to me. BUT..... It was just in my first week in Junior High, the following weeks and years? THEY ARE THE REAL THING ❤️🎉 *Roller Coaster is now moviiiiing 🎢😨🙉🙈* As a freshmen (Grade 7) I made friends faster than I thought would. It was actually my first time in a private school because I was in public school (just a walking distance from our house in Manila) since I started schooling. Honestly I entered that school because of the uniform and for some reasons I feel that wearing it will make me look like a 'smart looking youth that is trying stand for her generation'. (I'm really trying bruuh) 👌😇 As time flies, I experienced a lot of things and FIRT TIMES WERE LITERALLY MADE. •First Boyfriend (my sister had her first boyfriend when she was in first year high scool. I like my sister so I thought I should also have a boyfriend during my firtst year in junior high school) •First BOY teacher ( I used to had girl teachers when I was in elementary) • I joined pageants in school and won several times (I'm not tall though PROJECTION is the key 😂). •I was punished by standing in front of eveyone and asked by my teacher to laugh until my laughter runs out. • I was always asked to lead everytime we were to present dance/song numbers or anything that is related to extracurricular activities (Activities>Academics=Me). •I even peed inside our classroom when I was in grade 7 because of too much laughing. I was a happy go lucky student who have good friends/classmates. In my roller coaster ride, they were the one I was screaming with. We hold each others hands, making sure everyone is going to live after the crazy ride. We laugh at each other and sometimes we fight but those fight made us more mature everytime. I was enjoying my life as a student but on top of that I always remind myself about my PRIORITIES. I appreciate how my parents work hard to give me a good education that's why I am very determined to keep up the passion I have and finish each school year with an honor. Me being in Junior High is like me being a puzzle that consists of very important pieces. Every piece matters, every experience matters, every people I met matters, every failures and success matters. The choices I made back then are the choices that mold me to become someone who I am today. *Coaster ride ended*

LIFE IN PINK 🌹

"Hold me close and hold me fast The magic spell you cast This is la vie en rose When you kiss me, Heaven sighs And though I close my eyes I see la vie en rose When you press me to your heart I'm in a world apart A world where roses bloom And when you speak Angels sing from above Every day words Seem to turn into love songs Give your heart and soul to me And life will always be La vie en rose And when you speak Angels sing from above Every day words Seem to turn into love songs Give your heart and soul to me And life will always be La vie en rose" Louis Armstrong- La Vie En Rose (english) Music is something that heals, something that gives peace, and something that gives life. I personally like songs that are mellow or slow in rhythm. Listening to these kind of music make me feel like I'm out of reality. It comforts me as it whispers sweetly to my ears. Listening to old music is my favorite. The lyrics of the songs back then are really sweet and they make lots and lots of sense, unlike music of today that kinda make noises that comes up with foul words in each and every sentences. I honestly wanted to take those songs back. Those sweet words, painful but true phrases and lyrics that are full of wisdom and feels. La vie en rose is one of them. A song that plays like a lullaby. A song that gives me inner peace. A song that gives cozy feels. A song that'll make you fall in love. A song that shortly made for you to feel in love and be loved. I am not in a girl-boy relationship right now but this song is made me realized how I love my mom, my family and my life. I am blessed with what I have. Everyday I receive a God given love. For me song is not just a sound that makes noises, It can heal a broken heart, It can lift a broken spirit, it can spice up a lousy life, it can take you to many places, It can change you from deep within, It can change things you thought will never change. IT IS CONTAGIOUS, IT IS SOMETHING THAT INFLUENCES US. But......... todays generation music? I wish it could be the songs that gives LIFE IN PINK 💔🌹

Chocolates. Cakes. Ice cream. Cup cakes. Chicken. Pizza. AND EVERYTHING NICE.

This is me a year ago and also me in the present.

Many things have changed. Many first times were made. Lots of feelings gone faded. Even the things I thought will be permanent proved itself that temporary things really do exist.

2016:

The first time we celebrate new year without my mom. I was in pain and confused. Is it alright to be happy? Is it alright to start the year while laughing knowing that my mom is not beside me?

I was so strict with my diet. NO RICE. NO JUNK FOODS. NO SODA. LESS SWEETS. EXERCISE. EXERCISE.EXERCISE.

I had very long shining shimmering splendid HAIRRRR. HAHA

2017:

As I dig deeper with the situation, I realized that Mom doesn’t like to see me suffering and that she wants me to go on with life with so much hope and happiness

DIET? WHAT DIET? WHUUT?! Exercise? As you can see in the picture I gained weight. From 48 to 53.

Unintentionally, I now have a korean like hairstyle. ANNYEONGHASAEYOOO <3

I think I look more matur maybe it’s because of them EYEBAGS 0_0

This year I’m striving for a healthier lifestyle “BALIK ALINDOG PROGRAM” and I’m really inspired to be productive and active in everything I do. GOALS GOALS GOALS! I’m coming for yaaaa.

Do one thing everday that scares you

I am a person who doesn't really give extra care for my things. I have dreams but I am really not sure what are those. I have dreams but I'm not sure If I am going to pursue it. I have money but lose it in a very fast way. I LIKE things to be EXCELLENT but I am not sure how to become one. Back when we were still in Manila, I witnessed how organized and how huge are the book collections of my grandma. I am really not sure about the content of those but everyday I was wondering why does my grandma keep them. Being a curious kiddo I actually finished all those collections for just two months without even noticing that It's not curiousity anymore but I really am enjoying spending lots of time reading those books. We moved to Dasmarinas Cavite and happily lives there until now. As I adjust with the new environment, I become busy with a lot of things and reading was like an evicted housemate of Kuya in my life. I don't have time for books anymore and I can't make time for it. My curiousity for books ran out to the point that buying books became a waste of money, time and effort specially those books that I always hear from people. "Omg, do you know the book THE SELECTION? LIKE OMG IT WAS SO UGGGH. I'm definitely going to buy the next volume" (SORRY BOOKS 🙄) Like duhh, internet is everywhere I can watch the Movie Adaption anyway and it was so much easier than reading for hours so, I'll just wait for the movie. I become a fan of movies and become really fond to it. It became one of my hobbies and it is definitely my COMFORT ZONE/HAPPINESS/VITAMIN/BUDDY/ OR ANYTHING THAT YOU LIKE TO CALL IT. Right now I am a person who most likely choose movies over books because you know.... books doesn't have sound effects :( One day my tita told me that she received a very inspiring gift for her birthday. She showed me a book entitled "Do one thing everyday that scares you " that is also somewhat a journal. The title of the boook itself is like a GAYUMA to my eyes and like when I was young, I felt the same curiousity that is whispering, touching and lingering over me. I decided to browse it for just a little but me being unaware finished it cover to cover. I'm still not into books and I will still definitely choose movies over books but that book "Do one thing everyday that scares you" gave me an Idea how unorganized my life is. I thought that book was more of like a "SURVIVOR PHILIPPINES" peg that has very exotic challenges. EXAMPLE: Number 1) Eat cockraoches. Number 2) Go to a very dark place. Number 3) Do not watch any movies for a year. indeed they were scary for me |0.0| but the book was not like that. The book actually didn't challenge me for these scary things but it challenged me in a way that I suddenly felt that I am like a fire that became hotter with flames that are higher. That book gave me a courage to seriously go on and have goals in life. I was inspired to strive for excellence while striving it with excellency. With it simple contents it striked my heart specially my mind that I really do have purpose and my purpose in life is to ENJOY while excelling in it. I realized that going with the flow doesn't really work everytime because sometimes it is better to go through the waves while knowing how exciting the flow will be. After reading the book I decided to make my own bucket list and fill it with all the things that I wanted to achieve and do in life. I know that all of things will not easily appear in front of me because I know that there are so many waves in life that i need to go through. Yes it'll try drown me and shake me but there is one very important thing I know. It is a CHOICE if I'm going to let my life be drowned and just go with the flow or If I will surf and stand in the waves while seeing where will the waters lead me. I DON'T HAVE A FAVORITE BOOK BUT THAT BOOK GOT ME LIKE 😳 Yeah. DIZ IS WHUUUT I NEED RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW RIGHT BY MY SIDE YEAH YEAH. Do One thing that scares me everyday? It's like stepping out of the box to discover how that scary thing I did will make my future successfully lit. 👌😉 I chose to step out of the box and surf with the waves.

SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL

Oktubre 31, 2016

Kung ako ay sinusundan sa aking mga social media accounts, alam mo siguro kung gaano ako kastress sa aking mga gawaing pampaaralan. 3 buwan pa lamang kaming pumapasok bilang Grade 11 students ngunit ramdam na namin agad ang pagod at stress. Nahihirapan kami ng aking mga kaklase mag manage ng time para tapusin lahat ng aming mga gawaing pampaaralan. Kaya naman nagtanong ako sa aking mga kaBlogger na mga senior high students din upang magbahagi ng kanilang mga karanasan o mga tips na pwedeng ibigay sa mga tulad naming mga stress na stress sa mga schoolworks.

Makikita niyo sa baba ang mga binahagi nina Aliza at Vinzon na mga senior high students na tulad ko. Ang blog entry na ito ay para sa mga stress na mga estudyante na gusto na umayaw at may balak ng mag shift ng track. Kaya natin ‘to friends!

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“Hi! Ako si Aliza Joyce S. Cateron. Part-time student from DLSU-D and part-time fashion blogger. Madalas, nagagawa ko lang ang pag-bblog tuwing bored ako at trip ko lang manamit. Para kasi sa akin, nakakalibang ang pag-match ng iba't-ibang klase ng mga styles.If you guys want to visit my blog, punta lang kayo sa catcateron.com

Kadalasan, ang ginagawa ko para mabawasan ang stress ko sa pag-aaral ay tumitigil muna ako saglit. Pipikit.. hihinga.. mag-rerelax. Nakakatulong din ang pagkain, lalo na kung mga paboritong pagkain pa. Minsan, nakakapagpagaan din ng loob makipagkita sa mga dating kaklase. Para bang nakakatulong 'yon na makalayo ka muna sa "stress". Nanunuod din ako madalas ng mga komedya sa iba't-ibang website para makatawa.

Ilan lamang ang mga nabanggit ko sa mga paraan na ginagawa ko kapag napapagod na ako sa kakaaral. Pero wag ka mag-alala. Laban lang! Ga-graduate tayong lahat! ”

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“Hi! Ako si Vinzon de Guzman. Isa akong mag-aaral sa DLSUD-SHS at isa rin akong food blogger. Ang aking food blog ay tungkol sa iba't ibang pagkaing Pinoy. Nauupdate ko ang aking blog tuwing ako ay kumakain sa iba't ibang kainan sa ating bansa na naghahanda ng pagkaing Pinoy. Nilalagay ko rin sa aking blog ang iba't ibang detalye tungkol sa pagkain tulad ng pinanggalingan nito, saan ito maaring makain, at ang aking pansariling opinyon ukol sa lasa nito.

Sabi ng teacher ko dati, para hindi ka mastress sa school, dapat hindi ka masyadong "grade conscious". Dapat daw, relax lang sa pag-aaral dahil walang mangyayaring maganda kung proproblemahin mo ng sobra ung pag-aaral. Maliban dun, dapat magkaroon din ng "recreation" ang bawat mag-aaral tulad ng paglalaro ng sports, online games, at iba pa. Sa pamamagitan ng "recreation", tayo ay nakakapagpahinga at nakakaiwas sa stress.”

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Para sa akin? May mga bagay talaga na kusang dumadating para lang pahirapan tayo, guluhin tayo, o saktan tayo. Pero yung mga bagay na to, ay yung mga bagay na siya ding magpapalakas at magpapatibay sa pundasyong tinatayo at binubuo natin ngayon. (TARAAAAY)

SIMPLE LANG YAN. ANG STRESS AY HINDI MO DAPAT PINAGKAKASTRESSAN DAHIL II-STRESSIN KA LANG NIYAN.

Bigyan mo ng oras ang sarili mo dahil ikaw lang din ang magbibigay ng kapahingahan sa sarili mo. EVERYTHING IS A CHOICE. CHOOSE TO SMILE AND MAKE YOUR DAY PRODUCTIVE NOT DESTRUCTIVE.

Sana ang aming mga binahagi ay makatulong upang gumaan ang inyong mga pinoproblemang schoolworks. Schoolworks lang yan friend, kaya natin yang lampasan! Wala ngang forever diba? Kaya di forever ang stress na yan. Kung iintindihin mo, nako papanget ka lang. Matatapos din ‘to! Stay strong bes, marami pang tagumpay ang naghihintay sayo. Remember, Senior High School palang to. Marami pa tayong ia-unlock kaya TULOY LANG TAYO!

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