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turns out i actually was too poor to be spending money on albums
What if feels like when I finally decide to start talking to someone abt my interests
NOT THINKING ABT THE TOUR CAUSE IM BROKE AND SADDDD
episode 1 and 2 of section e part 2 already has me annoyed. Why are Keifer and Yuri SOOO frustrating??? Keifer is out here pushing boundaries to a worrisome extent, and Yuri is just overly possessive. i love this show tho
TEAM DAVID i guess…
i guess i didn’t realize that buying one album meant that id wanna buy more…
not them putting the Muse of Section E pt 2 on Viki !!! ITS A GREAT DAYYY!!!
bought my first stray kids album 🥹🥹
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"A place for three" |Intak (P1HARMONY)
𑣲⋆ 𝓼𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓪𝓻𝔂. Wanting to adopt on your own was already difficult enough, but pretending to date your best friend’s brother’s friend to make it happen definitely wasn’t part of the plan. What starts as a temporary arrangement slowly turns into shared routines, soft domestic moments, and feelings neither of you were supposed to catch.
𑣲⋆ 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰. Intak x fem!reader
𑣲⋆ 𝓰𝓮𝓷𝓻𝓮. Fake dating, roommates to lovers, found family, slow burn, domestic fluff, hurt/comfort, emotional, romance
𑣲⋆ 𝔀𝓬. 3.8k
𑣲⋆ 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮. I know I’ve been a little inactive lately, but I’m finally back. I missed writing so much, and I really hope you enjoy this fic as much as I enjoyed creating it. Thank you for always being here and supporting my stories, I love you guys endlessly. 😛🤍
You’ve wanted to adopt a child for as long as you can remember.
Not in the vague “maybe someday” kind of way people usually talk about. No. You’ve thought about it seriously for years. You’ve imagined tiny shoes by the front door, bedtime stories, soft giggles filling an apartment that once felt too quiet. More specifically, you’ve always imagined a little girl.
You don’t even know why exactly. It’s just something your heart settled on a long time ago.
So when you finally start the process, you walk into the agency hopeful, nervous, and excited enough to barely sleep the night before.
Then reality hits.
The woman handling your paperwork smiles apologetically as she explains everything to you. Being single doesn’t make adoption impossible, of course, but it does make things slower. Harder. More complicated. Agencies tend to favor stable two-parent households, especially for younger children.
Especially babies.
You sit there quietly while she talks, nodding like you understand, but your chest feels heavier with every sentence.
By the time you leave the building, the excitement is gone.
You keep thinking maybe your dream just isn’t realistic right now.
A few days later, your best friend drags you to her house because “you’ve been depressing lately” and apparently that’s unacceptable to her.
“You need human interaction,” she tells you while pulling you through the front door.
“I interact with humans.”
“Crying in front of your laptop doesn’t count.”
You roll your eyes, finally laughing a little.
The house is loud when you arrive. Her brother is there with a couple of friends sprawled around the living room, half watching something on TV and half arguing over food.
That’s when you meet him properly.
Intak.
You’ve seen him before in passing, of course. Your friend’s brother talked about him constantly, and you vaguely remembered someone tall and loud laughing in the background during calls.
But this is the first time you actually talk.
He looks up when you walk in, immediately standing to greet you politely while the others barely move from the couch.
There’s something unexpectedly soft about him.
Not shy exactly. Just… gentle.
He asks if you want something to drink before you even sit down. Later, when everyone orders food, he notices you picking toppings off your slice and quietly trades plates with you without making a big deal about it.
You notice things after that.
How he always cleans up without being asked. How he listens more than he talks. How careful he is with people’s feelings.
By the end of the night, your best friend casually brings up your adoption situation while complaining dramatically about adulthood.
“She’s literally ready to become a mom before I even know how taxes work,” she says.
You groan immediately. “Can you not?”
But Intak looks over with genuine curiosity instead of judgment.
“You want to adopt?” he asks softly.
You hesitate before nodding. “Yeah. A little girl, hopefully.”
His expression changes slightly. Warmer somehow.
“That’s… really nice,” he says quietly.
You almost laugh at how sincere he sounds.
Then, somehow, the conversation spirals.
Your friend’s brother starts complaining about Intak’s parents refusing to let him move out.
“They think he’ll die if he lives alone,” he says dramatically.
“I will not die,” Intak mutters.
“You almost burned ramen.”
“That happened once.”
Everyone laughs, but Intak just sinks deeper into the couch, embarrassed.
“What do they want from you?” you ask.
He shrugs. “They think I’m irresponsible. They said maybe if I was more stable or serious…”
“Like having a partner?” his friend jokes.
There’s a pause.
Everyone slowly looks at each other.
Then at you.
Then at Intak.
Your best friend gasps dramatically. “Wait.”
“No,” you say immediately.
But honestly?
The idea doesn’t sound completely impossible.
The more you talk about it, the more it strangely makes sense.
Intak needs independence. You need a more stable-looking household for the adoption process. Neither of you is looking for anything serious.
It’s practical.
That’s all.
A fake relationship. Shared apartment. Temporary arrangement.
Simple.
At least, that’s what you both tell yourselves while sitting in a twenty-four-hour diner at midnight a week later, discussing rules like this is some kind of business contract.
“No feelings,” you say immediately.
Intak nods. “Obviously.”
“No making things complicated.”
“Right.”
“We help each other, and that’s it.”
“Exactly.”
And for some reason, the way he says it makes your stomach twist a little.
Moving in together happens faster than expected.
The apartment is small but warm, filled with half-opened boxes and mismatched furniture. By the first night, both of you are exhausted from carrying things around all day.
Your friend leaves after helping unpack, loudly reminding you both not to “accidentally fall in love.”
Intak nearly chokes on water.
You throw a pillow at her before the door closes.
Afterward, the apartment becomes quiet.
Domestic.
You sit cross-legged on the couch with your laptop while Intak assembles a lamp on the floor nearby. Music plays softly from someone’s phone. Neither of you talks much, but the silence doesn’t feel awkward.
It feels… easy.
Too easy.
At some point, you get up to shower, leaving your laptop open without thinking.
When you come back, Intak is still sitting on the floor, except now he’s staring at the screen.
Not snooping.
Just frozen.
Your stomach drops for a second before you realize what’s open.
Tiny baby clothes.
Soft pink pajamas. Small socks. A page full of nursery ideas.
You immediately move to close it, embarrassed. “Sorry. I forgot that was there.”
But Intak stops you gently.
“No,” he says quietly. “It’s okay.”
There’s something different in his expression now.
Something softer.
He looks back at the screen for a moment before asking, almost carefully, “You really want this, huh?”
Not the arrangement.
Not the fake dating.
The baby.
The family.
The dream.
Your throat tightens a little.
“More than anything,” you admit softly.
For a moment, Intak just looks at you.
Then he smiles.
Small. Warm. Real.
And somehow, sitting there in that half-unpacked apartment with the quiet humming around you, the arrangement suddenly starts feeling a little less temporary.
Living with Intak becomes easier far too quickly.
That’s the first dangerous thing you notice.
You expected awkwardness. Weird silences. The uncomfortable feeling of sharing space with someone who was technically still almost a stranger.
Instead, it feels natural.
He learns your routines without asking. You learn his. He remembers how you take your coffee after watching you make it once. You start leaving portions of dinner for him automatically whenever he comes home late.
Some nights you watch movies together without really paying attention to them. Some mornings you bump into each other half-asleep in the kitchen while trying to make breakfast.
It starts feeling less like roommates pretending to date and more like something quietly domestic.
The adoption meetings begin a few weeks later.
At first, Intak treats them seriously because he wants to help you. That’s all.
He sits beside you during interviews, answers questions politely, listens carefully whenever social workers explain procedures and timelines. He’s calm, attentive, surprisingly mature when he wants to be.
You honestly think he’ll lose interest eventually.
Instead, he becomes more invested than you expected.
Especially after they mention the possibility of a baby girl.
The social worker shows you both a file one afternoon, explaining that there may be a match in the future if everything continues going well. Nothing guaranteed yet. Just a possibility.
Still, the moment you leave the building, Intak starts asking questions.
Real questions.
“So newborns need to eat every few hours, right?”
You blink at him. “Uh… yeah.”
“And how do you even hold them properly? Their heads look so fragile.”
You stare.
He notices immediately. “What?”
“You’re taking this really seriously.”
He looks away for a second, almost shy about it. “Well… shouldn’t I?”
After that, it only gets worse.
Or better.
Depending on how you look at it.
He starts researching things on his own. You catch him reading parenting articles on his phone late at night. One evening you walk into the living room and find him watching a video titled how to calm a crying baby with full concentration.
You laugh so hard he throws a pillow at you.
“I’m preparing,” he complains.
“For a child that doesn’t even exist in our apartment yet?”
He crosses his arms dramatically. “Preparation is important.”
And somehow, instead of scaring you, it warms something deep inside your chest.
People around you start assuming your relationship is real almost immediately.
Honestly, you can’t even blame them.
At meetings, you naturally sit close together. Intak remembers every detail you forget when you’re nervous. You finish each other’s sentences without realizing it.
One social worker smiles at you both after a meeting and says, “You two make a really lovely couple.”
You almost correct her.
Almost.
But Intak smiles first and says, “Thank you.”
Like it’s true.
The domestic moments become dangerous after that.
One afternoon, the two of you spend hours building a crib together in the middle of the apartment. Or more accurately, Intak builds it while you read instructions that neither of you fully understands.
“You skipped a step.”
“I absolutely did not.”
“The screws are backwards.”
“That sounds fake.”
“They are literally upside down.”
At one point he gets frustrated enough to flop dramatically onto the floor while you laugh at him.
“You’re enjoying this too much,” he accuses.
“You look cute when you’re struggling.”
The second the words leave your mouth, both of you go silent.
Intak looks at you.
You look away first.
Another time, you go shopping “just to prepare.”
That’s what you both insist.
Just looking.
Nothing serious.
But then Intak ends up standing in the middle of the baby section holding tiny socks in his hands with the softest expression you’ve ever seen on him.
“These are so small,” he whispers, genuinely amazed.
Your heart actually hurts a little looking at him.
Later, he carefully places a stuffed bunny into the cart when he thinks you aren’t paying attention.
You pretend not to notice.
At night, he sometimes falls asleep on the couch while researching parenting things on his laptop. You’ll come out of your room to grab water and find him passed out under a blanket, glasses crooked, phone still playing some video about newborn sleeping schedules.
And every single time, something in your chest tightens painfully.
Because this doesn’t feel fake anymore.
Not when he smiles every time he talks about the future.
Not when he asks what names you like.
Not when he quietly says things like, “I think she’d like this color,” while looking at baby blankets.
You start imagining him there permanently.
Not just as someone helping you.
Not just as a temporary partner.
But as family.
The realization terrifies you.
You try not to think about it too much until the visit.
The agency arranges a supervised meeting one afternoon. Nothing official. Just interaction. Observation. A chance to see how things feel.
You’re nervous enough to throw up.
Intak notices immediately.
“You’re shaking,” he murmurs while sitting beside you in the waiting room.
“I know.”
“You’ll be okay.”
“What if she doesn’t like us?”
He looks at you like the idea is impossible. “She will.”
Then the baby girl is placed into your arms.
And suddenly the world stops.
She’s tiny. Warm. Sleepy. Smaller than you imagined.
Your eyes burn instantly.
You barely notice Intak sitting closer until the baby shifts slightly toward him.
Carefully, almost nervously, he offers his hand.
The baby wraps her tiny fingers around one of his immediately.
And doesn’t let go.
Intak freezes.
Completely.
His eyes widen as he stares at her little hand holding onto him so tightly.
“Oh,” he whispers softly.
Something in his voice breaks a little.
You look at him.
Really look at him.
At the softness in his expression. The emotion he’s trying to hide. The way his thumb carefully brushes against her tiny fingers like she’s something precious.
And suddenly, terrifyingly, painfully—
He looks like home.
For both of you.
The closer the adoption gets, the more dangerous everything becomes.
Not dangerous in an obvious way.
Quietly dangerous.
The kind that sneaks up on you in soft domestic moments and lingering looks and feelings neither of you are supposed to have.
Because somewhere along the way, Intak stopped acting like this was temporary.
And honestly?
So did you.
It starts with little things.
The baby girl isn’t officially yours yet, but Intak already treats her like she belongs to him. Like she belongs to both of you.
He talks to her softly whenever you visit, his voice automatically gentler around her. He learns how to hold her properly without even realizing it, one hand always supporting her carefully while the other rubs her back instinctively whenever she gets fussy.
And somehow, she always calms down for him.
You notice everything.
The way his entire face softens when she smiles. The way he carries her around the room while humming absentmindedly. The way he looks almost offended whenever someone calls him “helpful” instead of what he actually acts like:
Her father.
You catch yourself staring at him too often.
At the way he cradles her naturally against his chest. At the exhausted softness in his eyes after long meetings. At how easily he fits into the life you used to imagine alone.
And Intak notices things too.
Like how you automatically reach for him in crowded rooms. How your apartment stopped feeling temporary weeks ago. How sometimes, late at night, he catches himself imagining years instead of months.
A future instead of an arrangement.
That realization terrifies both of you.
Which is probably why jealousy starts appearing.
Small at first.
One afternoon after an adoption meeting, one of the social workers smiles a little too warmly at you while complimenting your patience. Intak goes unusually quiet afterward.
“What?” you finally ask while walking home.
“Nothing.”
“You’re sulking.”
“I’m not sulking.”
“You literally are.”
He shoves his hands deeper into his hoodie pocket, avoiding your eyes. “He was flirting with you.”
You blink in surprise.
“…Are you jealous?”
His ears turn red immediately.
“No.”
“You are.”
“I’m not,” he mumbles, sounding deeply unconvinced.
And the worst part?
The tiny flicker of satisfaction in your chest feels just as wrong.
Fear comes harder after that.
Because now there’s something real to lose.
The late nights become the hardest.
Especially in the nursery.
You both spend hours in there even when there’s nothing left to organize. Sometimes Intak sits in the rocking chair scrolling through parenting forums while you fold tiny clothes for the hundredth time just to keep your hands busy.
The room glows softly under warm lights. Quiet music plays from someone’s phone. It feels painfully domestic.
One night around 3 a.m., both of you are too exhausted to move.
Intak is half asleep beside you on the floor, shoulder pressed against yours while baby blankets sit unfolded nearby.
“She’s gonna keep us awake every night, huh?” he murmurs tiredly.
You laugh softly. “Probably.”
“I don’t mind.”
Your heart stutters.
There’s silence for a moment before he speaks again, quieter this time.
“I don’t want this to disappear.”
You look at him.
He’s still staring ahead.
“This,” he repeats softly. “The apartment. You. Her. I don’t want it to suddenly end one day.”
Your throat tightens.
Because you don’t want that either.
And maybe that’s the scariest part.
Your hands brush while reaching for the same tiny pajama set.
Neither of you pulls away immediately.
Another night, you both accidentally fall asleep on the couch waiting for paperwork emails. You wake up tangled together under one blanket, Intak’s arm wrapped loosely around your waist like it belongs there.
Neither of you mentions it.
Then one evening, while talking absentmindedly about schedules and future visits, Intak says it without thinking.
“We’ll figure it out. We’re family.”
Silence.
He freezes immediately after saying it.
You do too.
But neither of you corrects it.
Because deep down, it already feels true.
Everything finally breaks a week later.
Stress is high. Paperwork delays. Lack of sleep. Too many emotions shoved into a space too small to hold them.
You’re standing in the kitchen arguing quietly while the apartment glows dimly around you.
“What happens after this?” you finally ask.
Intak looks confused. “After what?”
“The adoption.”
The word hangs heavily between you.
“When everything is finalized,” you continue carefully, “what happens to us?”
His expression shifts immediately.
“You’re talking like this ends.”
“It was supposed to,” you whisper.
He laughs once, but there’s no humor in it.
“So that’s it? We just go back to normal?”
“You knew what this was from the beginning.”
“And what is it now?” he asks sharply.
You don’t answer.
Because you’re afraid of the answer.
Intak runs a hand through his hair, visibly overwhelmed now.
“You really think I could pretend to love this little girl?” he says quietly.
Your chest tightens.
Then he looks directly at you.
“Pretend to love you?”
Silence.
Heavy. Breathless.
And then he breaks.
He steps forward suddenly and kisses you.
Hard.
Emotional.
Months of restraint collapsing at once.
His hands shake when they reach your face. His breathing is uneven. The kiss feels overwhelmed, desperate, like he’s been trying to hold it back for so long that it physically hurts now.
You kiss him back immediately.
Because maybe you’ve been holding back too.
When he finally pulls away, he looks panicked almost instantly.
“I’m sorry,” he breathes. “I just— I shouldn’t have—”
But before he can spiral further, you grab his hoodie and kiss him again.
Softer this time.
Certain.
And somewhere between the warmth of the apartment, the quiet nursery down the hall, and the way Intak melts against you like he’s finally allowed to—
The pretending finally disappears.
After the kiss, everything changes.
Not dramatically.
Not all at once.
There’s no big conversation immediately after, no awkward attempt to redefine things sitting in the kitchen at midnight.
It’s simpler than that.
The pretending just… disappears.
Because once Intak kisses you like that, like he’s been in love with you for months and physically can’t hold it inside anymore, there’s no going back to fake boundaries or careful distance.
Not when he still looks at you like that afterward.
Not when your first instinct the next morning is to kiss him again before he leaves for work.
And definitely not when he smiles against your lips like he’s still shocked you’re real.
Somehow, things become softer after that.
Easier.
You stop pretending not to touch each other. His hand naturally settles on your waist while cooking together. You steal his hoodies without asking. He kisses your temple absentmindedly while walking past you in the apartment.
Domestic affection slips into your lives so naturally it’s almost embarrassing.
One evening while putting groceries away together, Intak suddenly pauses.
“What?” you ask, noticing him staring.
He shakes his head softly, smiling to himself. “Nothing.”
“That’s suspicious.”
He laughs quietly before leaning against the counter beside you.
“I think I fell in love with you in pieces,” he admits.
Your chest tightens immediately.
“What does that even mean?”
He looks down for a second, shy despite everything now.
“I don’t think there was one exact moment,” he says softly. “It was… small things.”
You stay quiet, letting him continue.
“Grocery shopping together. Falling asleep on the couch. You yelling at me for buying unnecessary things for the baby.” His smile grows softer. “Watching you love her before she was even officially ours.”
Your eyes burn a little.
Intak reaches for your hand automatically.
“You made the apartment feel warm,” he murmurs. “You made all of this feel real.”
You squeeze his fingers gently.
“I stopped seeing you as temporary a long time ago,” you admit quietly.
He looks at you immediately after that.
Like hearing those words means more than he knows how to explain.
The final adoption meeting arrives faster than expected.
And somehow, it’s more terrifying now.
Because now there’s more to lose.
You sit beside Intak in the waiting room with your leg bouncing nervously while he rubs slow circles against your palm.
“You okay?” he whispers.
“No.”
He smiles softly. “Me neither.”
But unlike before, neither of you rehearses answers.
Neither of you tries to act perfect.
When the social worker asks why you want to adopt, your voice shakes a little when you answer honestly.
Because you love her already.
Because she already feels like your daughter.
Because somewhere along the way, this stopped being a plan and became your life.
And when they ask Intak if he feels ready for the responsibility, he doesn’t give some polished answer.
He just says, quietly but firmly, “I already love her. I think I’ve been ready since the moment she held my finger.”
You almost cry right there.
The meeting feels endless.
Then finally—
Approval.
For a second, neither of you reacts.
Like your brains can’t process the words.
Then Intak breaks first.
“Oh my god,” he breathes, laughing once before tears immediately spill down his face.
You stare at him for half a second before you start crying too.
The social worker laughs warmly while handing over paperwork, but all you can focus on is Intak wiping his face with one hand while trying unsuccessfully to stop smiling.
“I’m sorry,” he laughs through tears. “I’m just—”
“You’re crying harder than me.”
“I know.”
“You’re literally sobbing.”
“She’s our daughter,” he says immediately, voice cracking again.
And somehow that only makes you cry harder.
Later that night, your apartment feels different.
Not because anything physically changed.
But because now she’s really here.
Tiny apartment. Soft lights. Baby blankets draped over the couch. Bottles sitting on the kitchen counter. Warm exhaustion settling into every corner of the room.
Your baby girl sleeps peacefully between you both after hours of feeding, crying, rocking, and nervous first-parent panic.
Intak holds her carefully against his chest while sitting beside you on the couch, his movements instinctively gentle now.
You watch him quietly.
The soft exhaustion in his eyes. The messy hair. The overwhelming love written all over his face.
He notices you staring and smiles sleepily.
“What?”
“You look happy.”
His expression softens even more somehow.
“I am.”
Very carefully, he leans over and kisses your forehead while still holding the baby securely against him.
The apartment is quiet except for soft breathing and distant city noise outside the windows.
Then Intak looks down at the sleeping baby in his arms and laughs quietly to himself.
“We were supposed to fake being a family,” he whispers.
You smile tiredly against his shoulder.
“So how did this become the most real thing I’ve ever had?”
And honestly?
Neither of you needs an answer anymore.
pet peeve: ppl who i haven’t talked to in YEARS hmu
omg, i feel like it’s so hard to find a drama that engages me 😔 literally have just been scrolling
mental health poor, getting the urge to talk excessively on the internet
What?
── ✶ In which .𖥔 ݁ ˖ You announce your new (tomodachi)baby to ur bf!skz inspired by @miustronomy ’s version of this!
⁀➴ crack, v v suggestive in chans and felix’s!, fluff, some of them get sad when they realise the baby isn’t real :(( 24ss
[ eyisy’s note. ] Sorry for ghosting u guys again my exams are gonna be done soon and I’ll be more active I pinky promise
changed my profile picture and now i don’t recognize myself
❦ why you gotta be so rude? pt. 3
masterlist
PAIRING :: bsf!bf! x f!reader
WARNINGS :: cursing, workplace bully, theres photos of yn and felix together but yn is intended to look like you so imagine its you (im terrible at explaining things), felix is a wee bit of a freak (as in crazy), uncomfortably long explanation on why milk spoils???? you can tell i was really trying to make this longer, angst if u squint
IN WHICH… your coworker saw your best friend, who just so happens to be your crush, at work, and decides to ask you for his number.
A/N :: thank you guys so much for all the love 💞💞 i created this blog a week ago and it means the world that yall like my posts. so, im gonna announce a special something ive been sitting on for a bit tmmrw !
PERMA TAGLIST :: @my-neurodivergent-world @yeeyeeilacktherapy-blog @testingspider @bunbunbl0gs @chandlxa @donttamethebeasts @valpaez @moountii @minhossluticecream @shinwonderful @rafesbunniebby (11/15)
part 1 — part 2 — part 3 16 ss
i love good text threads 😮💨
BROMANCE--POST WATCH REVIEW
So...I just got done watching Bromance, a Taiwanese Drama from 2015 and here is my thoughts. This review will cover the full show, so I may mention spoil worthy moments, but I don't plan to do a thorough detailed walk through of the plot.
Summary
Pi Ya Nuo is a 25 year old woman who has spent her whole life living as a man per the request of a fortune teller her parents went to. Basically, she has to spend a full 26 years as a man before she will allowed to be a woman. One fateful day, she happens to save triad boss and amusement park owner Du Zi Feng and his younger sister Du Zi Han on two separate occasions, securing herself a spot in their heart as a sworn brother and a potential love interest. As she gets closer to them--especially Zi Feng, Ya Nuo starts to feel fear for her upcoming birthday and change into the woman she has always been.
Starting Thoughts (Episode 1-5)
So, a couple years prior, I had attempted to watch Bromance and failed miserably. It just failed to capture my attention no matter how far I tried to push through and I ultimately dropped it. Recently though I kept seeing it on Viki and thought "Why not? It's only 18 episodes!" (which is a lot for a J-Drama lover like me tbh). Anyways, I started it and wow those first five episodes were really hard for me to get through. I wasn't all too interested, and this drama does have a lot of cheesy, predictable moments. By episode to Ya Nuo is having a full breakdown over Zi Feng even though they'd only been sworn brothers for like...a week. But I pushed through and started to see the magic happen.
Middle of Drama (Episode 6-14)
Making it to episode six was very nice moment. It seemed that the drama truly found its flow and the characters were settled. While it does seem to be a drama that depends on it's characters being rather simplistic--never too bad unless they are meant to be bad--it was enjoyable finally. We had Ya Nuo "cross dress" as a fairy in the amusement park play and Zi Feng starts to see his brother in a new light. This starts their true flirting where they start to cross the boundaries of normal for sworn brothers. People close to Zi Feng, like his sister Zi Han and his friend Qing Yang, start to point out that his and Ya Nuo's friendship seems to consist of something more.
End of Drama (Episode 15-18)
Our characters Ya Nuo and Zi Feng finally decide to get into a relationship and I'm going to be real...I wasn't too much of a fan. I think their relationship just became too perfect. Like they were functional in a way I'd imagine a thirteen year old would imagine a healthy relationship. Maybe I'm just a love hater. But it was nice that we didn't have to wait forever to get the main characters together.
We get a bit more into the whole triad boss storyline, with Zi Feng's dad coming back with memory loss and a cuff link that was limited edition. I honestly wasn't too annoyed with this storyline--initially I didn't like the whole triad bit just cause it felt like an unnecessary layer added to story. But once their relationship started, I found myself more interested in this part. The mystery behind Zi Feng's dad and Qing Yang's parents gets solved with a betrayal being the final answer. And then...
...Zi Feng and Ya Nuo end up married!-- We only get to see her in a wedding dress. They also end up in a hotel hallway for their wedding night I guess...and all I can say was it was probably awkward to film. One of the reasons I likely wouldn't become an actress lol.
Ending (Special Episode)
Just touching on the special episode. We basically get an overview of the love story of Ya Nuo and Zi Feng, and then see some BTS footage which was amusing to see.
Character Review
Main Story:
Pi Ya Nuo
--Pi Ya Nuo is our main character, she is a 25 year old woman who has lived as a man her whole life. Because she's dedicated to keeping her secret close, Ya Nuo doesn't have many friends except for her cousin Fan Xiao Jing (who knows her secret) and friend Liao Guang Chao. Pi Ya Nuo is a reserved person but very kind and loyal. When Zi Feng comes into her life with the intentions of being sworn brothers, her life starts to get complicated--especially when romantic feelings start getting in the way.
So I love the way they put effort into making me believe that the other characters could possibly believe that Ya Nuo is a boy. Usually when I watch these "he's actually a she" dramas, the girl playing the role of boy looks way too girly and also acts too girly for me to think that the other characters think that she's a true male. But then again, I guess a character who's pretended to be a man her whole life will act a lot differently than a character who has to spontaneously act like a man. As the story went on though, it got less and less believable to me that they would've believed her to be a man, but it seems that Ya Nuo gets girlier the closer she gets to people.
Du Zi Feng
Du Zi Feng is the triad leader and amusement park owner. He took over for his dad who went missing at sea with his best friend Qing Yang's parents. He is a kind and caring guy, not leaning into what most people would expect from the leader of a gang. When Ya Nuo saves his life, he instantly wants to keep her close (ofc he thinks Ya Nuo is a boy but I'm making it easier on myself). Through their sworn brotherhood, they become closer and devoted to one another. At points Zi Feng is trying to figure out if he actually likes a man. Thankfully, with the support of his family, we don't have to worry too much about the gay panic running on too long, as Zi Feng decides he will be with Pi Ya Nuo because of love and not gender.
Zi Feng is a funny character and I found myself laughing at a lot of his scenes. Definitely didn't like his hairstyle all too much though--a common crisis in dramas. I know he's a business man, but his hair can't go down even just a little bit??
Chu Zhe Rui
--Zhe Rui is a childhood friend of Ya Nuo's who ended up moving away during that time as well. He actually knows that Ya Nuo is a girl, having overheard it when him and Ya Nuo were children. Having this knowledge plus being able to see her again makes Zhe Rui determined to be there for Ya Nuo in the final months of her being a man, and pursuing a relationship with her once she is a woman.
I wasn't too interested in him being a love interest. Not anything against the character or the actor, but it's really a storyline problem. I feel like they didn't lean too consistently into him being the third point of the triangle, so when they had their fair rivalry towards the end of the series it felt out of place. Plus, it didn't even feel like they were competing all too much so when he was like "Take care of Ya Nuo"...I was all like "did you try???" I think I would've preferred if he would've just been like a comedic cover friend for Ya Nuo's gender or something.
Support Characters:
Wei Qing Yang
--Qing Yang is a longtime close friend of Zi Feng, having grown up together. Like Zi Feng, he also lost his mom and dad seven years ago with no idea where they could've went. He is a reserved and thoughtful guy with a passion for coffee brewing. Qing Yang helps Zi Feng come to terms with what they both believe are romantic feelings for a man, offering his support for his friends.He is played by Bii and many that I've seen called the acting stiff. As a naturally stiff person in real life who acts much like this character, I actually liked the way he was portrayed, especially later on. We started to see his personality come out a bit more as we get to focus in on him. Also...his singing voice is amazing.
His relationship with Na Na didn't start off all that interesting to me, but once they were actually in the relationship it got better and easier to watch them.
Yang Na Na
--Yang Na Na is a young woman who takes an interest in Qing Yang after the coffee he brewed tastes like the coffee brewed by her late mother. And though she starts off as a nuisance to him, they eventually become close. She is a kind and outgoing girl
Fan Xiao Jing
Fan Xiao Jing was an amazing support character who we needed more of. Xiao Jing is a very girly, outgoing person who isn't afraid to stand up for her friends, or get rid of the awkward silence in the room (I'm trying to get like her!!). She is probably one of the reasons why Ya Nuo was able to stay sane. She was one of Ya Nuo's biggest confidants, and just wanted her older cousin to be happy--how sweet.
We didn't get to see much of her, and for that we had a pretty valid reason. Xiao Jing is a flight attendant who gets taken away for long periods of time. When she was there, she was amazing. Always trying to encourage and guide Ya Nuo when exploring her femininity, and trying to further the romantic development between Zi Feng and Ya Nuo.
Liao Guang Chao
A long time friend of Ya Nuo, Guang Chao is not aware of the fact that Ya Nuo is actually he girl. They run a hotdog van together, and Guang Chao constantly finds himself slightly jealous (in an unserious way) of the attention Ya Nuo gets. When the van gets stolen under Guang Chao's supervision, he is given grace my Zi Feng and offered a job as the Du Family's chauffeur, which he takes serious. In his time as a chauffeur, he bonds with Du Zi Han, always showing the utmost care to her. He was comedic character that we don't get to learn too much about, like a lot of the other supporting characters in this show.
Du Zi Han
Zi Feng's younger sister, Du Zi Han is a pretty girl thriving in her lifestyle of wealth. Initially introduced into the storyline as the woman intent on grabbing Ya Nuo's heart, Du Zi Han evolves to be more than just that. She willingly gives up on her pursuit of Ya Nuo once she realizes that that her older brother is in love with "him". When her dad comes back, we see that she was a girl harboring a lot of emotions within her. And when Guang Chao starts to show consistency in his love for her, her heart starts to soften at the possibility of the relationship.
I do feel like we started to see her less and less as the show went on, which was kind've disappointing but the show made it pretty clear that they had better things to focus on.
Overall Thoughts:
The show was not the most perfect show. I didn't like the filming style all too much. Sometimes it was so close and other times so far!! It was pretty boring to me in the initial episodes as I stated before. And I'm not going to lie, when their relationship started officially...it was meh. For a lot of people this was one of their fave T dramas. It wasn't mine.
With all that being said, it definitely was a very enjoyable one. I got a lot of moments I enjoyed from it, and I was pretty pleased with the stories play out. I was glad that it didn't get sooo dramatic like some other dramas I've watched. In fact things got nipped in a bud rather fast in this drama. Eighteen episodes were perfect, and I was able to get through it rather fast, considering that I was tv shows slower than I can read a book.
I definitely think that if you wanted to watch this, it wouldn't be the worst thing you've ever done. You'd definitely witness a lot of flaws, but you'd see a lot of good as well.