Lost Soul

Rae | 22 | LGN Not a fresh graduate anymore BA Communication Major in Multimedia Arts Malayan Colleges Laguna I describe myself as indecisive, conscious, and suspicious. But putting that in the right context, I just want to be certain about my choices, aware of any circumstances, and being observant to my surroundings. I am interested in the field of fashion, arts, design, photography, and the moving pictures.

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Hi! How’s tumblr doing now?

It’s been a while. When I say a while it’s really been like a decade since I last visited my blog. I missed it though. And I’m wondering how the world of tumblr is working now? Haha, I’m curious. There are lots of memories here, I have invested a lot of my time here before -- it feels nostalgic by just being here. Nandito parin kaya yung mga taong nakakausap ko minsan? I don’t talk to a lot of people here, and I only have a few ‘friends’ here, nandito pa kaya sila? Kamusta na kaya sila? Ang sayang balikan. Kung nandito pa sila at makita man nila ‘to, kinakamusta ko kayo sana okay lang kayo. Usap tayo minsan. Ayun lang, wala na ‘kong masabi.

Rae

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When you think that sometimes, you don’t have any friends. I mean yes you have friends, but no one is there when you need them to be.

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19

“Do not let the world lose you, or vice versa.”

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How’s everyone on tumblr? God, it has been a while since I stayed this long online here. I’m about to sleep though. 

Send hellos on my ask box :)

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"Here's the thing about fear. It's always there, Fear of the unknown, fear of facing it alone... Fear that those closest to you are the monsters. Fear that as soon as you slay one, there's another monster waiting to take its place. Fear that there is one more boogeyman waiting at the end of the dark hall.”

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"Another fun fact about fear. Sometimes it grows up with you. Or it curls up inside of you, tightens around your guts."

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Why do we deny the things we like?

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Jeremy Allen White

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Skype: raetastrophe

Skype me up! I'm back on the old ways.

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oh my god

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They’re running

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Cuteeee! Turtles!!! 🐢🐢🐢

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Gusto ko na maturn-off sayo, and so I did?

Ang landi mo, alam ko hindi mo mababasa 'to, pero ang landi mo. and nakakasuka, kadiri.

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Hi Pa, this may be new to you (and me also) because I know that I am not very vocal about saying and sharing things to you, but you know what, I am very grateful for having you as my dad and very much thankful for everything that you have given us. You really are the foundation of this family, without you we weren't be as fancy as we are today. Thank you for the hardships, the sacrifices, and most especially for the unwavering love. These are all appreciated. We are always here for you. We love you from the bottom of our hearts. Happy Happy Father's Day! Do not hesitate to treat yourself and be happy because you really really deserve it.

And to all the dads, incoming dads, moms that are also dads, lolos, and to people who lost their dads and became the padre de pamilia. Happy Father’s Day to all of you too! I hope you all enjoyed your day today, and had that break with your family and loved ones! <3 

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"Wag ka naman magalit hindi naman kasi kayo." "Tsaka wag ka maginarte kasi hindi naman sayo." #AWKS I just started watching Ang Walang Katapusan Sequel and I just found out that it is actually a theater play, and these short videos is their way of promoting the dates of the live performance. Cool! I'm on the second to the last episode, and wishing to have more. + the only reason I posted this is because of the lines I mentioned above, which I think Incan relate to, ay?! Joke lang, pero totoo. Inarte pa kasi eh!

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I'm trying to go back into blogging but... for the mean time here is a recent self photo. This snapchat filter never gets old.

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Tama nga, mamahalin nalang kita kahit hindi mo man ibigay sakin ang pagmamahal mo. Masaya parin ako, kahit para sayo lang.

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Happy New Year!

To a better me in 2017! I want to move on from all of my drama and leave it all behind. 2017 is a great year to start because “7″ is a lucky number (maisingit lang haha), I will claim that this will be my year, I always claim it though and something good always happen when you claim that this will be your year. There were highs and lows in 2016 but I’ve made it all through so, cheers self. Not asking for more but bring it on 2017!