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Today

She nods and holds Et head high “Damn straight.” She said seriously

Theodule laughed. “Let us go inside to pack.”

“I’ll help you with your things, I’ve packed mine Already..

“That’s sweet of you.” Not like he had much to pack either. He had sold everything to make himself some money.

Fav went in with him, to the house. “C'mon, let’s do this..”

He guided her down to the basement, throwing his books and notebooks into his army bag. It was weird to know that he would soon not own more than what was in this bag.

Fav helped him put them in and organise. “Okay theo is that everything?” She asked

"Almost." he smirked.

Today

She nods and holds Et head high “Damn straight.” She said seriously

Theodule laughed. “Let us go inside to pack.”

“I’ll help you with your things, I’ve packed mine Already..

“That’s sweet of you.” Not like he had much to pack either. He had sold everything to make himself some money.

Fav went in with him, to the house. “C'mon, let’s do this..”

He guided her down to the basement, throwing his books and notebooks into his army bag. It was weird to know that he would soon not own more than what was in this bag.

Today

She nods and holds Et head high “Damn straight.” She said seriously

Theodule laughed. “Let us go inside to pack.”

“I’ll help you with your things, I’ve packed mine Already..

"That's sweet of you." Not like he had much to pack either. He had sold everything to make himself some money.

I doubt I knew myself either.

[Theodule]

Name: Theodule Gillenormand

Biggest Dream: To never regret.

Greatest Fear: Losing myself, losing those who I love.

What Makes You Laugh: Favohrite’s enthusiasm, Grantaire’s dry, cheesy humour. When we’re all together and there’s a party, and we’re all drunk and everything breaks into chaos.

What Makes You Mad: Selfishness, I fear…

What Makes You Cry: At the moment? Absolutely everything. But that’s alright, it doesn’t feel wrong. It feels free.

Your Best Trait: I’m not a hypocrite.

Your Worst Trait: I mess with people’s lives and never apologise. I’m working on it.

Ever Been In Love?: Yes. Yes, yes, yes!

Are You Happy Right Now?: Yes..

You think you used to be naive and immature and that you’ve grown up, but then time passes and you look back and realise that you’ve been just as naive and immature when you thought those terms lay in he past. Time will fleet again and I will look back and think the same again. We always grow, and with every second we breathe and every word we say, we change the world and change ourselves.

I used to dream of being true, and fear of being never truly loved. The truth was what led and guided my life, but then I lied and saw that the difficulty doesn’t lie withing finding someone who loves you, but knowing how to love them back. What makes me mad is me myself. I used to say that I am selfless, now I struggle fighting my own selfishness. I am flawed, from bone to skin, from hair to feet, I’m flawed, like any other human being. I hurt the ones I love, and received love from people I hurt. I fought my friends and befriended my enemies. I left my family to make a new one. And all that brought me to doubts, and tears, and smiles and laughters and … love. And maybe I’m not as loud and mindless anymore, but that for the same reason I used to be loud; I am with those I love. And yes, people change, but my best trait didn’t change, I just came to the realisation that it might never have been my best trait.

The only thing that ever really changes is how we see ourselves, and maybe we should simply not forget that, when we fill forms such as this. So that now I can take my love and help it live. So that I can now escape to America without name, without past or without future, with nothing but my love and the moment I’m in.

#theodule #abcevent

Today

She nods and holds Et head high “Damn straight.” She said seriously

Theodule laughed. "Let us go inside to pack."

Today

“Baby Taire’s coming!” She giggled

“Yes?!”, he asked hopefully. “You two won’t fight?!”

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“I mean I’ll try…”

“Please?” Not just for him. He knew that Brukon loved Grantaire almost as much as he did, even if differently, if Fav and Grantaire fought, everyone might get hurt in it.

“Well you tell him the same.” She pursed her lips and crossed her arms.

Theodule nodded. "Of course. No one gets to hurt my Fav, right?"

Today

Theodule chimed into the quiet laughter. “Yes, and this time there’s no expiration date.” His laugh turned into a soft smile and he brushed his thumb over Grantaire’s cheekbone. “Kiss me as long as you can.”

Grantaire shifted in position, grinning. “No.” He said, and then leaned forward, bringing their lips together, keeping his hands on him, kissing him until he needed to breathe.

He blinked, then smiled and held tightly onto Grantaire. Although they didn’t need to kiss as long as they could, although there was no reason to fear this was going to be the last time and that one of them might vanish in the darkness and chaos of their choices. Although he really didn’t need to be scared, he still wanted to make sure that Grantaire was really there. And when his love pulled away to inhale Paris’ smoggy air, Theodule looked at him, still holding him and was sure.

“I love you.” he chuckled, almost finding it funny brcause Grantaire knew it and it was so terribly obvious. Because it was so profoundly true. Of course they were right, of course they might not for always stay together, and of course there were difficult times to come and sad things were bound to happen. But at least thry wouldn’t be alone. And at least it for now everything was alright.

Today

“Baby Taire’s coming!” She giggled

“Yes?!”, he asked hopefully. “You two won’t fight?!”

lorenzo-enjolras

“I mean I’ll try…”

"Please?" Not just for him. He knew that Brukon loved Grantaire almost as much as he did, even if differently, if Fav and Grantaire fought, everyone might get hurt in it.

Today

“Baby Taire’s coming!” She giggled

"Yes?!", he asked hopefully. "You two won't fight?!"

Today

Theodule gazed at his Grantaire as he spoke, nodding softly, before pulling him close and pressing a kiss to his lips. “Trying sounds wonderful.”

Grantaire felt Theodule’s lips on his, and when he broke away, he laughed softly. “You’re really here.”

Theodule chimed into the quiet laughter. "Yes, and this time there's no expiration date." His laugh turned into a soft smile and he brushed his thumb over Grantaire's cheekbone. "Kiss me as long as you can."

Today

And Theodule hoped he wouldn’t. Unconsciously or not. “Grantaire?” Before even uttering his question he tried to see if the answer was to be found in Grantaire’s eyes. “Can we be happy, please? Can we finally be happy?”

“Yes, please.” Grantaire said. “It won’t be easy. I’m sure it won’t. But I’m ready to face it all as long as you’re there with me. I don’t give a fuck how hard it’ll all be, as long as we’re fucking happy. I can’t make any promises. But we can damn well try.”

Theodule gazed at his Grantaire as he spoke, nodding softly, before pulling him close and pressing a kiss to his lips. "Trying sounds wonderful."

Today

“Baby Taire’s coming!” She giggled

"Yes?!" he asked hopefully. "You two won't fight?"

Today

“Will you ever make me regret it?”

“I hope I won’t.” He said, smiling a little.

And Theodule hoped he wouldn't. Unconsciously or not. "Grantaire?" Before even uttering his question he tried to see if the answer was to be found in Grantaire's eyes. "Can we be happy, please? Can we finally be happy?"

Today

Theodule bit his lips, hesitated but then nodded. “When I said I’m sorry, I meant … I … I’m sorry for being selfish.”

“For being selfish?” Grantaire said, shaking his head. “We’ll just have to live with it. It won’t be easy, will it?”

"Will you ever make me regret it?"

Today

Theodule nodded. That was a short notice. But why would he stay here any second longer than needed. “I’m so happy, Fav.”

She showed him her hand, a large diamond ring sat in the middle and looked at her. “Theo…”

“Holy wow!” Theodule expclaimed, grabbing her hand. “Look at this beauty!”

“I know! Isn’t it amazing! I’m getting married!” She yelled. “I’m getting married!” SHe squealed

Theodule laughed. “And to a real gentleman! Look at this giant ring!”

Fav hugged him. “I can’t believe it’s happening. And me and you in New York with Brujon.”

"And Grantaire." Theodule quickly added.

Today

Theodule nodded. That was a short notice. But why would he stay here any second longer than needed. “I’m so happy, Fav.”

She showed him her hand, a large diamond ring sat in the middle and looked at her. “Theo…”

“Holy wow!” Theodule expclaimed, grabbing her hand. “Look at this beauty!”

"I know! Isn’t it amazing! I’m getting married!" She yelled. "I’m getting married!" SHe squealed

Theodule laughed. "And to a real gentleman! Look at this giant ring!"

Today

"You didn’t trade him for me. I didn’t trade my friendship for freedom. He’ll be fine. He and Enjolras, anfd Joly and Babet, they’ll be fine and I’ll make sure you are, too. I don’t want to regret my decision, there’s nothing I’m more scared of then this, but more than that I don’t want you to regret my decision.. So we’ll be fine. I’ll make sure we will be."

Grantaire looked at him as he spoke. Then why was he so scared to tell him in the first place? He didn’t say it, but the thought lingered. “All right.” He said. “I trust you, then.”