So much love to give but I do not know where to put it, since our end, I have feel repressed by the amount of love that I wish to give, I feel a void deep in my chest which makes me feel unrest. I wanna die and be turned to ashes as my purpose is gone. I do not know what I want from this meaningless existence, nor lust or wealth will mend my broken soul. I cast loneliness upon myself as I do not relate to self-actualized human beings. I am alone on this road where the goal is not even satisfying. I just wanna leave this earth peacefully and live another life where I meet my other part again and live happily ever after, where only love will flourish. Where warmth will always be part of my existence, in a place where my mind, thoughts and emotions are simple enough to allow love to flow around. Love is a beautiful thing and perhaps, I wish I never knew about it because like every desire, when it can’t be satisfied, it incurs sufferance. My love finds no place to rest and will soon die out, bringing my goodness with it and leave a cold void, a soulless being.