Strolling through the fallen city
in the 60ies and 70ies I often said, with each return of Christmas : « Christmas is sad »⊠-I didnât know why thenâŠ
Their Christmas-tree is not a Christmas-tree itâs not a Tree nothing to do with Christmas, either⊠Not a Tree of Life, of course in spite of the comings and goings the hustle-and-bustle, buying and selling and the food (is it food?âŠ) and all⊠Think of the silence and immobility of a high snow-white mountain-top think of the star-studded darkness of a deep unfathomable forest⊠They love plastic trees or poor uprooted ones surviving for a short time⊠(the tree of good and evil is concealed by the tinsel, baubles, glittering wares⊠there is no choice)
A Friday was called « black » because it was a big sale the shopkeepersâ feast day a Thursday was called « black » in the papers, on the telly because it was a big strike⊠Strikers go shopping like anyone else, donât they ? do shopkeepers by any chance ever go on strike ?⊠Christmas used to be the Winter Solstice a holy celebration of the Sunâs cosmic drama the cosmic Christ going its way through death to the resurrection The Celts, those sons of the East, our forefathers before the Greeks and Romans pushed in, used to celebrate the Winter Solstice : symbol of the mystical death of man or woman promised to a rebirth as truth-seeker and lover
of life and all living creatures⊠What do they celebrate today with their fake Christmas-trees ? Certainly not the Winter Solstice so, not Christmas either⊠What do they love ?⊠Yes ! ⊠the family⊠(not the human one thoughâŠ) yes, yes⊠the children , their presents (how long will they use them ?⊠how long keep them ?âŠ) of course!... the childish grown-upsâ hearts coming alive (for how long?) the shining eyes, mirth, exhilaration, warm-heartedness, reunions and the jolly good meals, wine and champagne⊠Yes, yes⊠fine !⊠but⊠what is missing ?... what is redundant ? may be the right question : if there is redundancy, there is something missing⊠The gap is filled only for a short time. Nothing has changed since the 60ies and 70ies. Nothing changes... ⊠except if YOUâŠ
go look at the Sun rising, rise early to do that
take in the Light, Fire, Heat
kindle the flames of your Heart and Consciousness, keep them burning ever unearth your Memory, keep away from the « human » anthill go look at the Stars at night, donât go to bed too early
listen for the Music of the Spheres
climb up to the top of Mountains for that, the Mountain of your Soul too...
if itâs cloudy or rainy, love the Clouds and Rain listen for the Birds in the Trees and everywhere
dig into the luminous darkness of Forests, the Forest of your Soul too... when youâve reached the Heart of the Forest, carry on digging... and when youâve reached the top of the Mountain, carry on climbingâŠ
whatever the labours, trials, ordeals and sufferings may be, it wonât be sad...
René Agostini 2019















