The Positive Pessimist

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She has always wanted to be reckless for once in her life. Kiss a stranger. Dance the night away and get high on the fast paced life that always seemed to pass her by. The thing is, she was not programmed to take a stranger in her arms and kiss him without a second thought. She craved connection and conversation. She was not surface level - not at all. She had so much love to give and she loved every single little thing. Love was her ecstasy and she was addicted. #braindump #write #amateurwriter #reckless #writtenart #love (at Legazpi Sunday Market) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAgKBXDhTDR/?igshid=1iyvecfh0hm0m

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“Here’s to the beauty of a sunset Reminding us that endings can be beautiful For there is a promise of new beginnings After we rest from the tired and ugly We rise and wake as the sun emerges And we take a deep breath Inhale - exhale You got this.” https://www.instagram.com/p/B68UbrvFtd7QT2Y0wK99DiP11YXgsAaAxWfesU0/?igshid=1smi0ttbo1as8

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Cozy Sundays ☕️ | 01.05.2019 | (at The Neighborhood Cafe) https://www.instagram.com/p/B68KPiMFaXD/?igshid=3muy8dg6xctm

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🐾😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6cb7GOFf-I/?igshid=17d5k06x27ip4

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Breakfast 🥞🥓🥭☀️

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A little over a year ago Heaven gained a new angel With a heart of gold And hands filled with pure magic She led a life just like any other But more than this She was a fighter She left this earth For she was meant for somewhere better A place of peace A place of rest A place of sweet surrender And when the world has weighed me down I’d simply talk to her At night when the world has grown dim and silent I know she listens to her daughter So I lift this prayer unto the heavens And thank God for his timing The battle was long and hard and tiring But we’ve all grown a little stronger I know in my heart that she is smiling - with pure joy For she is now with her maker No more pain No more suffering A place of endless love and laughter Happy Birthday, Ma 👸🏻❤️🎂🎉🎈 I miss you everyday https://www.instagram.com/raemarielle16/p/BuQySqZFmJG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uf7ibc74ufkp

[lovelustquotes]

“Fall in love with taking care of yourself. Fall in love with the path of deep healing. Fall in love with becoming the best version of yourself but with patience, with compassion, and respect to your own journey.”

— Sylvester McNutt

[lovelustquotes]

“People are in such a rush to fall in love. We base our relationships off a physical connection rather than an emotional one. We force ourselves to like someone so we won’t be alone. We settle for those that don’t quite satisfy our wants and needs. Stop looking for love, let it find you. The best things in life are worth waiting for and love is definitely one of them. Sometimes it happens overnight and sometimes it takes years but you have to have patience. Learn to love yourself so that you don’t feel like you need to be loved by someone else in order to feel complete.”

— Alexis Darms

[thenordroom]

Small Scandinavian apartment

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[themotivationjournals]

[quotemadness]

“She wasn’t happy, but then she wasn’t unhappy. She wasn’t anything. But I don’t believe anyone is a nothing. There has to be something inside, if only to keep the skin from collapsing.”

— John Steinbeck

[story-dj]

From my poetry book Highway Heart.

[quotemadness]

“Make sure you marry someone who laughs at the same things you do.”

— J.D. Salinger

[wnq-quoteoftheday]

Rachel C Lewis | @wnq-quoteoftheday | @wordsnquotes

[wnq-writers]

“#73 And then it occurs to you that maybe, the world does have a place for you, will embrace you. That your brand of self is worth knowing, existing and experiencing.”

— Fresh Milk Magazine

[sunsets-and-cigars]

You were my whole damn sky. You were my first sip of coffee in the morning. You were the tune I’ve always been playing in my head and I know for sure I won’t ever get tired of hearing. You were my sunshine during those rainy days I’ve been stumbling to get through with. I remember how it felt so heavenly the moment our hands intertwine when we walk side by side in the empty streets during Saturday afternoons. I remember the days when just hearing each other’s voice suddenly make us feel like home again. I cannot let a day pass not hearing your cute laugh and how it heals the ugly parts of me in a way like no one else can. I remember how we swore to each other that we will be together until the very end. I entirely made you my whole goddamn universe. You awakened something in me which I realized died years ago. But you decided that I’ve got too much soul and you can’t handle it.

And it’s different now. I can’t remember the sound of your voice and sleepy mumblings whenever we want to fall asleep together in the phone at night. You are not my first thought anymore when I wake up in the morning. I can already watch a sunset without thinking about how your smile made me feel like living isn’t that bad after all.

But it feels like my feelings are still stuck in between letting go and going back to that same place because I can’t ever seem to be moved.

So tell me, how I can pick up the pieces you left and make myself whole again?Tell me, how I can paint a smile on my face when you were the only reason behind it? Tell me, how I can feel again when you were the one who let me experience how to be happy and sad at the same time. Tell me how I can ever pray for someone again when I know it is just you whom I wanted. Explain to me clearly how can I go on a day without dying to resist to text or call you?

How I wish I mastered the art of attachment so that when I encounter someone like you I won’t be astonished anymore because I will know how to handle it if he decided to walk away again. 

I just want someone who will see a glimpse of my tainted soul and choose to be brave enough to plant flowers on it instead of destroying it. I just want someone who will not leave when it dawned on him that what mostly I have ever known in life are sunsets and disappointments. I just want someone who will not make a home out of me and decided that I am a just stop over. I just want someone who won’t run away and won’t be frightened when I utter the words “stay”.

— You are not the sun | Sylvia Marie

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It began with a wave

But the tide swept me away

I

Am

Drowning