My World Of Angst...

Anger. Sadness. Angst.

[thepurplecrazed]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 4/? Fandom: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man) & Peter Parker, Peter Parker & Venom Symbiote Characters: Peter Parker, Michelle Jones, May Parker (Spider-Man), Ned Leeds, Betty Brant, Karen (Spider-Man: Homecoming), Miles Morales, Happy Hogan Additional Tags: BAMF Peter Parker, Alternate Universe - Dark, Post-Spider-Man: Far From Home, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Frenemies, Winter spider, Hydra (Marvel), Hurt Peter Parker, Peter Parker is a Mess, Peter Parker Angst, Peter Parker has PTSD, Peter Parker has the Venom Symbiote, Grieving Avengers, grieving family, We want to save you, I can't be saved and i don't want to be, Anti-Hero, Fallen Hero, Protective Peter Parker, Bisexual Peter Parker, Friends to Enemies Summary:

After facing and falling to the Sinister Six, Peter Parker returns to the now crime-riddled streets of New York, determined to purge the city of felony and villainy; as efficiently as HYDRA purged his mind of memory; only to be replaced and befouled with code phrases, as well as a new guttural voice. Little does Peter know that the cold arachnid he's converted into is far from the hero he once was.

[thebookquotes]

Some periods of our growth are so confusing that we don't even recognize that growth is happening. We may feel hostile or angry or weepy and hysterical, or we may feel depressed. It would never occur to us, unless we stumbled on a book or a person who explained to us, that we were in fact in the process of change, of actually becoming larger, spiritually, than we were before. Whenever we grow, we tend to feel it, as a young seed must feel the weight and inertia of the earth as it seeks to break out of its shell on its way to becoming a plant. Often the feeling is anything but pleasant. But what is most unpleasant is the not knowing what is happening. Those long periods when something inside ourselves seems to be waiting, holding its breath, unsure about what the next step should be, eventually become the periods we wait for, for it is in those periods that we realize that we are being prepared for the next phase of our life and that, in all probability, a new level of the personality is about to be revealed.

— Alice Walker, Living by the Word

[vodkakilledtheteen]

People always talk about heartbreaks and I always listened but never put myself in their shoes. I never thought it was going to happen to me. We were going strong. Even the strongest wind in the middle of the Atlantic couldn’t knock us down. But secrets can always be kept and you don’t always find out right away. The way it was unveiled was slow and cautious. I think you didn’t want to make me go through a stupid heartbreak. You were telling me in the smallest ways for a whole month. Five kisses a day turned into one until they started tasting like the fruit you always hated on. I mean maybe it was someone else’s favorite and you just couldn’t help it. Your words started to kill every butterfly you gave me. The flowers that you replaced every week started to wither away and pieces of it started to fall to the floor. People always talk about heartbreaks but the truth is I went through an earthquake. I was unprepared because I thought we were the strongest, but then one day everything hit me and the life we had together was divided in half.

— Alexa Evangelista, random #2 (via vodkakilledtheteen)

[thepersonalquotes]

[poems-and-word]

[anxietyproblem]

[quotemadness]

“The saddest thing that can happen to a person is to find out their memories are lies.”

— Juan Gabriel Vásquez

[chuckakot]

“She is hiding herself in that sadness, knowing that it might consider to live this way, but it is not. How the light becomes charming in the dark.”

— Chuck Akot

[extramadness]

[thepersonalquotes]

[poems-and-word]

[love-diaries]

“When you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change your feelings.”

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[chuckakot]

“My tears fell, and it fell for no one.”

— Chuck Akot

[cheruib]

honestly life is all about the little things that u barely even notice, that delicious coffee u had in the morning, ur friend randomly pinching ur cheek, the moon shining brighter than usual, the radio playing your favorite song. pay more attention to these details!!! they make life worth living

[poems-and-word]

“You have never loved me. You have only thought it pleasant to be in love with me.”

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[thegoodvybe]

[books-n-quotes]

“But then again, maybe bad things happen because it’s the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.” — Jodi Picoult