Baby Daddy, Baby Daddy I canāt STAND you!
Title: Baby Daddy, Baby Daddy, I canāt stand you
Warnings: THERES SMUT IN THIS STORY š I couldnāt help myself. Itās been so long since Iāve written a reader insert smut I just HAD TO. Swearing. Single motherhood. Babyās kinda an asshole at a point but itās bc ur also an asshole š
Disclaimers: I donāt own kpdh. I do own the writing.
Rating: M. Sorry minors šš©·
A/N: akgakasgk this has been sitting in my docs for a few weeks now and I finally got around to publishing it!! Hope u enjoy! I love yall!
You had a complicated relationship with the maknae of the worldwide sensation, Baby Saja, from the Saja Boys. You refused to call him by his stage name. He was known to you as Tae, his real name. Before he had sold his soul to Gwi-Ma. If you two didnāt share a kid, you wouldāve left him alone a long time ago.
He was a fantastic father, no matter how aggravating of a person he was. Your son, Jeong, loved his father. He always sang his songs, wore an identical cap, and almost always asked when he was going to his ādaddyās houseā. He also shared almost an identical resemblance to him, other than your (eye color) eyes.
Quick knocking on your door cuts you out of your thoughts. āDaddyās here!ā Jeong sang through the house as he ran up to the door. You narrowed your eyebrows, cutting off the TV.
āHeās early.ā You noted to yourself as you opened the door. āTae.ā You greeted.
āHey (Name).ā He responded, looking past your legs at the three year old. āHey buddy!ā He smiled, crouching down as Jeong ran into his arms.
āPractice ended early?ā You asked, stepping to the side as you let Tae and Jeong walk inside.
āYeah. Jinu had a date with Rumi. And, Muscle-Head and Heart-Eyes had some appointment with pinky.ā He answered, sitting on your couch. He chuckled to himself as Jeong crawled into his lap and curled up against his chest.
āMm.ā You nodded, sitting in the loveseat.
āJinuās boy is having a birthday party later today actually.ā Tae said, rubbing Jeongās back as the toddler curled up into his chest.
āSo, do you still want Jeong this weekend or just for a few hours?ā You questioned, resting your elbow on the arm of the chair and placing your cheek against your hand.
āYes, itās my weekend.ā Tae rolled his eyes before looking back at you. āI brought it up because I wanted to see if you wanted to go. You got along with Rumi pretty good when we were dating.ā
āI havenāt seen Rumi in a little over three years.ā You crossed your arms and leaned back into your seat. āDoes Rumi even know youāre trying to invite me?ā You asked, raising an eyebrow as you looked at Jeong who had quickly fallen asleep on his fathers chest.
āYeah, she asked me to see if you wanted to come.ā He shrugged. āMaybe all three of us can get dinner as a family after.ā He smiled as he noticed Jeong had fallen asleep.
You narrowed your eyebrows at him. āTae, when have we ever gotten dinner as a family? The closest thing weād gotten to that was when Iād told you I was pregnant.ā You scoffed.
Tae looked away, biting the inside of his cheek. āI apologized for that.ā He muttered. āAre you always going to hold onto that?ā He looked at you.
āI told you I was pregnant and you left me in the middle of a restaurant.ā You responded, looking back at him. āBesides, you know we canāt stand each other. Trying to go to some kind of family event would just turn everything into chaos.ā
āNo, you canāt stand me.ā Tae clarified, his blue eyes shifting to a golden hue as he tried to calm his annoyance a little. āYou sing a little song about it when we get into arguments about Jeong.ā He rolled his eyes. āBaby Daddy, Baby Daddy, oh I canāt stand you.ā He mocked.
You laughed. āItās a funny song.ā
āDoesnāt change the fact that all the hate is one sided.ā He retorted, his voice missing his usual playfulness.
āI donāt hate you Tae.ā You sighed. āI couldnāt hate you. I loved you.ā You pushed a stray hair behind your ear and looked away from him. āBut you get on my fucking nerves.ā
āYeah. Well, that feeling can be mutual at times.ā He looked down as Jeong shifted himself, snuggling deeper into his father.
āYou donāt wonder what itās like?ā He asked you after a few minutes of silence.
āWhat, whatās like?ā You looked at him, leaning back against the loveseat.
Taeās fingers ran through the toddlerās blue locks, pushing his bangs from in front of his face. āBeing an actual family. Not having to split your time with him. Coming home to each other.ā He explained, looking back up at you.
Your face softened as you looked at him. Have you ever wondered what it was like? Absolutely. For the first few weeks you sobbed over the fact that your idea of a family had to change. Over the years, the idea lessened, almost to the point where you hadnāt even thought about it⦠that much anymore.
āDonāt you have a girlfriend?ā You rolled your eyes.
āHad.ā He corrected you, looking back down at Jeong. āAnd Iām not asking because Iām lonely, because I know thatās your next question.ā
āAre you sure? Jeongās three and youāve never asked me if Iāve thought about being a family.ā You scoffed, crossing your arms. āWhyāre you asking me Tae?ā You looked at him. Your heart was almost doing backflips.
He stayed silent for a second. āI justā¦ā he began, before growling silently to himself as he pulled his phone out of his pocket and answered it.
āYeah?ā He answered. āIām asking her right now Jinu.ā
Waving your hand to grab his attention, he turned his head. āWhat?ā He asked, pulling his phone his his ear.
You smiled as Jeong ran around Rumi and Jinuās large yard with their son, Ryung, his laughter echoing into the air. You leaned against the fence as you took the scene in. The children were running and laughing. Miraās hand caressing their large bump. How Zoey chastises Mystery for being a Helicopter Dad. It was a beautiful little scene that you felt you had no part of.
āIām almost surprised to see you, (Name). You kinda disappeared on us.ā Rumi said, her arms crossing over themselves as she leaned against the fence next to you.
āIāve never been one to deny an invitation.ā You shrugged before sighing to yourself and shaking your head. āNo, thatās not itā¦ā you looked at Rumi. āIt was hard to be around all of you after the break up.ā
Rumi nodded solemnly. āI get that. But we couldāve still been friends.ā She said softly.
āYou have Zoey and Mira.ā You looked back at Jeong.
āThey missed you. You were a fun addition to the insanity we all go through. Someone⦠normal.ā She uncrossed her arms as she looked at Ryung.
The girls had their cool little tricks, the boys were demons. And you were just⦠normal.
You nodded a little, pushing the normal comment down. You knew she didnāt mean malice behind it, hell, her life was so far from the normal you couldnāt help but wonder if the normal comment was attached with a tinge of jealousy.
You sighed and looked back at Rumi. āSo⦠whatās new?ā You asked, trying to break some of the ice wall that stood between the two of you.
āWeāve released music, went to the states a few times, and did a combined tour with the boys last year.ā
You nodded, remembering how you watched the tour with Jeong.
āMiraās having twin boys, Zoeyās little boy just learned how to walk.ā Rumi said, your eyes catching as her hand absentmindedly moved to her stomach.
āI take it youāre also pregnant?ā You asked, looking at her hand.
āWhat? How did you know?ā She asked, looking at you.
āYouāre touching your stomach.ā You shrugged, gesturing to her hand.
āOhā¦ā She rubbed the back of her neck. āWe found out a few weeks ago.ā She answered, looking at Jinu who was handing drinks out to the tots.
āItās kind of funny. We all have boys.ā You smiled, looking at Jeong, who happily slurped down his juice.
āMust be something in the water.ā Rumi laughed a little. āSo whatās new with you?ā
You shrugged. āNothing really. Iām releasing my book next month.ā You replied.
āYouāre finally releasing it?ā Rumi beamed, looking at you with a wide smile.
āNot that book⦠I couldnāt finish that one.ā You shook your head.
That book⦠the book you vaguely wrote for your love story with Tae. A book that certainly wouldāve fallen under the category āThe MMCās red flags are really green if you squint at them.ā But with no happily ever after in sight, it remained at the bottom of your docs.
āWhat are you releasing then?ā Rumi asked.
āA horror one.ā You looked at Tae, who kept stealing glances at you.
Rumi nodded before telling you a brief goodbye as she walked over to Jinu who was.
āMommy Iām having so much fun!ā Jeong giggled as he ran over to you, his chubby arms wrapping around your legs.
āOh yeah?ā You asked, pushing his hair from his face as he beamed up at you.
āCan I spend the night with Ryung and Saem?ā He asked, letting go of your legs.
āWeād have to askāā
āAunt Mimi and Zozo already said yes and to ask you!ā Jeong quickly interrupted you as he looked back at Zoey and Rumi, who were dealing with their own rambunctious boys.
āYou have to ask Daddy. Itās his weekend with you.ā You finally clarified. āBut, to sweeten the deal.ā You crouched down to eye level with you. āTell him mommy said it was ok.ā
Jeong grinned as he turned his head trying to find Tae.
āNo need to sweeten any deals.ā Tae said, appearing next to you. āYou can spend the night.ā He said, ruffling Jeongās hair.
Jeong squealed with excitement as he quickly ran back to Saem and Ryung.
āSo. Weāre both free tonight.ā Tae looked down at you.
āYou never answered if weād go to dinner together.ā
You sighed, fighting back an urge to roll your eyes. āNot that Iām saying no, but what if dinner goes alright?ā You asked.
āThen it goes alright, and we see about another dinner that involves Jeong.ā He shrugged.
āWhatās the angle youāre playing, Tae? Three years, six girlfriends, and now you want your family back?ā
āYouāve had two boyfriends yourself, letās not forget that.ā
āJeong met neither of them.ā You rolled your eyes. āHeās met four of yours.ā You added, looking at him. āSo whatās your angle?ā
āMy angle?ā Tae scoffed, crossing his arms. āI donāt have one. Youāve never believed my words.ā
āYeah, because youāre a liar.ā You scoffed.
āIāve never lied to you. Kept shit, yea maybe. But never have I lied to you.ā
āKeeping shit is lying.ā You looked at him.
āBesides, we donāt get along.ā
āBecause youāre still mad about the restaurant.ā Tae uncrossed his arms. āYou still havenāt forgiven me for it. Iāve apologized, Iām a great father, and Iāve been trying. Youāve made mistakes to, but we donāt focus on that, just the one fuck up I made.ā He looked at you, vaguely mentioning the mistakes youāve made.
āIām not perfect, (Name). But I made something perfect.ā He looked at Jeong. āWe made something perfect, and I still love you.ā He looked back at you. āAnd you still love me. You want the same shit I do, you want our family.ā
You kept your lips closed, your eyes unable to look away from Tae. God he was right.
āThen what was up with all the girlfriends?ā You asked.
āYou didnāt want me then. You were still too mad.ā
āSo fucking other girlsāā
āI never fucked them. Took āem out on dates? Yes. Gave them front stage passes? Yes. Let one suck my dick⦠yea. But I didnāt fuck them.ā He looked at you.
āYou, on the other hand, moved completely on. Twice. It took some convincing to those guys to hit the fucking road, but I wasnāt letting them get in the way of my family.ā
You narrowed your eyebrows, a rage began to bubble inside of you as you listened to him.
āSo yeah. Those girls? I did it to make you jealous. Iām not a good demon, but I am a man.ā Tae said, crossing his arms. āYou think I wasnāt dying inside when you told me about (Random Name) or (Random Name)? Oh I was broken.ā
āYou threatened my exes?ā
āAnd Iāll keep doing it. I want a family, (Name).ā He paused before clarifying. āI want my family. We never had the chance to be a real family. I donāt want to split my time with Jeong with you. I want to share it. I want to put him to bed, and then get into bed with you. I want both of us to walk him to his first day, not because we met up and walked him in, but because we drove there together. I want you. I want Jeong. I want us.ā
You swallowed the enormous lump in your throat, pushing past the tears that wanted to spill. You waited three years to hear those words. You almost felt guilty for moving on when he was apparently stuck in the past.
āOne dinner.ā You whispered. āAnd weāll see where things go from thereā¦ā
Laughter came in waves from the both of you as you walked to your apartment door.
āI canāt believe you did that.ā You giggled as you opened your door.
āReally? Seems exactly like something Iād do.ā Tae shrugged as he walked in, smiling at you.
You closed the door behind you, leaning against the dark wood as you took him in.
Like three years never passed, the dinner was delightful. You couldnāt remember the last time youād laughed that hard.
āSo, did you enjoy dinner?ā Tae asked, his hand cupping your cheek as the other rested on the curve of your hip.
You bit your lip, looking up at him. āI did.ā
ā(Name), before I do what I wanna do, Iām sorry.ā He whispered. āI regret it, everyday. And I canāt change what I did, but I want to make it up to you.ā His lips hovered over yours as he maintained eye contact.
A soft groan came from the back of his throat as he crouched down to his knees.
āWhatāre you doing?ā
āMaking it up the way I know how.ā Taeās voice came out low, his eyes flashing a bright yellow as his thumbs hooked around your leggings.
āT-Taeā¦ā you breathed, looking down at him.
He shushed you quietly as he pulled down your leggings and panties, helping you step out of them. āLet me do this.ā He spoke, his voice full of dominance that you didnāt know youād missed.
Sex with Tae before had always been fun, full of energy, but always seemed to lack⦠intimacy. Not that you didnāt get yours, because you always had. But, him on his knees in front of you was a sight that you hadnāt seen before⦠and didnāt realize until now you needed it more.
You nodded, your hand covering your mouth as you looked to the side.
Taeās eyes closed as he leaned in, you felt yourself squirm as you felt him inhale against you. āFuck⦠I didnāt forget how sweet you smelledā¦ā He whispered to himself, his hand moving your thigh on top of his shoulder as his tongue met your soaking core.
āFuckā¦ā you moaned against your hand, your other tangling in his hair as he pulled you closer, lapping up your juices that dripped to the floor.
āTaste so fucking goodā¦ā He praised against your skin, his tongue moving in circles around your swollen clit.
āT-Tae⦠Iām gonnaā¦ā You whined, your head leaning back as you felt a knot form in your stomach.
Taeās other hand gripped your ass as he pulled you as close as he could, his licking becoming more fervent as he brought you through your orgasm.
āFuck!ā You cried, your back arching as you felt yourself cum.
Tae smirked to himself as he rose to his full height, his arms wrapping around your waist as he picked you up. āYou tasted sweeter than I remember.ā He said, moving your legs around his waist.
āYou eat pussy better than I remember.ā
āPorn is a pretty good teacher.ā Tae shrugged, walking to your bedroom.
You chuckled, shaking your head before feeling yourself be set down on your back against your soft bed.
Tae bit his lip as he stripped, tossing his clothes behind him until he stood before you naked. His cock standing harder than it had the last time youād seen it. God⦠it looked almost bigger.
āItāll fit.ā He told you, his hand wrapping around it as he stroked it firmly. āIāll make it fit.ā He warned. āYou want this cock in your tight pussy, donāt you, baby?ā He asked, kneeling on the bed.
āPlease.ā You whispered, looking up at him.
āSay my name.ā He demanded, the tip of his cock teasing your clit slowly.
āBaby, please.ā You begged, reaching down to his hand to try to pull him in.
āUh-uh.ā Tae shook his head, his hand grabbing both of yours and pinning them above your head. āThe name you called me before.ā
āDaddy please.ā You whined, looking up at him.
āThat one.ā He growled to himself before thrusting in, his grip on your wrists tightening as he closed his eyes. āFuckā¦ā he muttered, his hips stilling against yours.
You moaned loudly, your back arching as your eyes rolled back.
āYou missed this just as much as I did, didnāt you, babydoll? Missed feeling this fat cock bruising that little cervix of yours?ā He asked, his hips slamming against you with every word.
āYes, what?ā He asked, sneaking his free hand to circle your clit.
āYes, Daddy!ā You cried out, the knot in your stomach quickly forming as he rutted into you.
āSuch a good girl.ā He praised. āTaking my cock so well, I bet those other guys couldnāt even make you cum as fast as I can, could they babydoll?ā
āI know they couldnāt.ā He scoffed. āBecause this is my pussy.ā He said into your ear. āIsnāt that right?ā
You nodded, the words unable to leave your throat as you moaned and squirmed underneath him.
āYou gonna cum?ā He asked, kissing your neck. āYou gonna cum on Daddyās fat cock?ā
Your nodded quicker as you felt your climax approaching soon.
āYou gonna let Daddy fill you up? Gonna let Daddy get you pregnant again?ā He asked, his torture on your clit picking up speed. āGet these titties fat and full of milk again, yea?ā
āYes please!ā You sobbed, your body shaking as you came, feeling yourself drench the bed underneath you.
āSuch a good girl.ā He grunted, his thrusts losing speed as you felt his warmth gush into you and underneath you. āFuckā¦ā He whispered, laying on top of you, letting go of his grip on your wrists. āI love you, (Name).ā
āI love you, Tae.ā You whispered, your breathing quick as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders.