I’m so Tired @therandomblogger1701 - Tumblr Blog

I’ve been punching hard floors for an hour or so. Still hate myself.

My hand hurts. All I’ve been doing is punching the ground in frustration. It helps short term. But fuck me it can hurt like a bitch.

Tonight...

Tonight I feel terrible. I really want to give up.

I’m just so angry.

I hate myself so much. I should of just died years ago.

I’m so tired of my life.

I might have to give up.

I really don’t want to but I don’t know how to get out of this.

I think might have to die now

Tax collector came and told me a date of when the plan to sell my home. I’m at the end.

I really want to be able to be happy.

There’s just too much work to it. It feels so unobtainable.

More bad news...

Went home and found that my waters been shut off. Wont get paid for two weeks. I don’t know how I’m going to do it.

Why

I’m sitting here in the verge of tears

I need some relief.

Wishing now I was just really sick so I could just die easlily.

I want to leave...

I really just wish I could fade away...

I’m sorry for being such a waste of space.

Sad and afraid

Sorry for the emotional posts. I just believe I don’t deserve it all.

Despair.

Been a while since I’ve seen this much red.

I’m so Tired