hi, it's me

i'm the problem it's me

[sadfromsports]

don't you love it when

[hinamie]

places one last offering upon the itfs make it out alive altar bc if they die /i'll/ kill them

[arinavah]

I couldn’t stop thinking about shikigami slippers from jujutsu kaisen merch

[taohs]

nanami protecting the kids

[threi]

To become luffy's friend

[veryluckyclovers]

[therealityofalice]

Grabe. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ng sobra yung pagkabalewala sa work. Sobrang nahurt ako na automatic yung raise sa iba, pero pagdating sa akin, left on read lang. Ni wala akong narinig din nung after ko makalagpas ng 1-year sa kanila 🥲 Kung mababawi ko lang yung message ko, gagawin ko lol pero nandun na eh. Tuloy na lang na parang walang nangyari. Ramdam ko naman yung favoritism at pilit na pakikitungo sa akin ng leader ko hahaha kung di ko lang kailangan itong work, aalis na ako.

[mayonezli]

[therealityofalice]

Goodbye to this feelings~

I asked God for signs. And he gave it to me. Hindi lang naaayon sa akin yung sign na pinursue ko. So I guess, this is His answer to my questions.

It’s been a long time since I’ve felt something like this. Tipong nagfflutter talaga yung puso ko pag nakikita siya. Sino ba namang hindi kikiligin? Nasa kanya na halos lahat. Every single thing na you want to see in a man, nasa kanya na. Nakakagulat lang na ganito ako halos kabilis mahulog, and hindi siya yung tipong crush-then-forget-later; siya yung lalaking kahit saan man ako tumingin, nakikita ko yung mukha niya. It was just a short period of time... but up until now, he still lingers in my mind. 

It’s also my fault for letting him run around my daydreams. Naging delusional ako with our little interactions because I thought there was something, but it was just pure imagination. Ngayon na binigay na sa akin ni Lord ang pinakamalaking sign, mas nasolidify ang pagkaambisyosa ko. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa o iiyak ba ako, pero simula’t sapul dapat di na ako umasa dahil he’s WAAAY out of my league. And I’m just a f*cking mess that can’t even love herself and is currently having identity crisis and anxiety. He’s very sure of his life and he has means to achieve it. Ako? I still don’t know what I want to do... and I can’t do anything for myself without sacrificing something. 

Now, I want to let this feeling go. Maybe writing something would help me ease the pain & sadness that I’m feeling right now. I don’t have anyone to talk about my feelings; and ayokong marinig ng paulit ulit ang pagkadelusional and tanga ko. I admit it din naman. I wish that he’ll find the one na dahil how come na wala pa siyang love life? He’s a good man. And he deserves all the best. Even God knows that. I’ll just watch him from afar and cheer for him even if I can hear my heart crack a bit. Hahaha. Sakanya ko lang ulit naramdaman yung paghigpit ng puso ko. But I guess God has different plans for me. Maybe he’s just a small piece of a chapter sa libro ng buhay ko. 

Even if it's just for a short period of time, thank you for making me feel something again. I hope tomorrow or later, when I wake up, mabawasan na itong nararamdaman ko. Or even better, mawala na nang tuluyan.

[anxietyproblem]

[siickangel]

[marvellegends]

Wandavision Opening Credit’s (1.01-1.06)

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

Pema Chödrön, “Start Where You Are”

[sunmiyah]

Cover Girl 💋

[quotefeeling]

“When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people.”

— Abraham Joshua Heschel

[klaw]

october is about to be octover :(

[therealityofalice]

hi i just want to let go of this feeling:

i’m super jealous bc the ‘greatest’ people, aka ang mga pinagpala sa lahat, from my batch can excel in studies and executions (cum laude, magna cum laude) and at the same time have a very great social life (like, they’re partying so hard at this very moment) 

they have the talent, beauty, and brain while i only have myself: a loser who doesn’t have any talent nor beauty nor brains :---( hahahaha fucc me