“FEAR IS MY ALLY.” @thereisonlymaul-s - Tumblr Blog

Why should I apologize for the monster I’ve become…

… when no one has apologized for making me this way?

#|| this is not the end; this is not the beginning || { about maul }#// oof #// THE FEELS #// I don't think people realize sometimes #// The extent to which Maul was groomed to be exactly what Sidious wanted #// Like #// I'm not excusing his actions #// Many of them are horrendous #// But MAN #// When you start reading all the background material for Maul #// You realize how bad it was #// Maybe I'll post up excerpts at some point in the near future #// Or a dissertation #// Whichever comes first

UPDATE:

I have now officially rewatched everything with Maul—Phantom Menace, Clone Wars, and Rebels—and, everything through Clone Wars will be canon for my Maul.

Where Rebels is concerned, until the last episode of his arc, it will not be within my main verse timeline for Maul, but I will acknowledge it as an AU. The last episode, however, I have every intention of ignoring as I disagree with the way it goes. I may put my thoughts down as to an alternate version, but it will not be true to that last episode.

Maul is a survivor and he has always been so. It is more deeply engrained in his nature even than his hatred of Kenobi. What’s more, so much as he hates Kenobi, once he realizes there is a path, even still, to exact revenge upon the Emperor, he wants to see it come to fruition himself.

Sidious killed his brother and his mother and his people. Whatever his issues with Kenobi—and they are plentiful and deep—the Emperor took EVERYTHING from him and he will get revenge for him and for his people.

#|| out of control || { ooc }#|| there is only one vision || { psas & updates }

extramadness

“I have a strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate, it’s apathy - it’s not giving a damn.”

— Leo Buscaglia (via quotemadness)

#|| this is not the end; this is not the beginning || { about maul }#// Just another reason Maul looks down upon the Jedi #// Is they have everything wrong #// Just EVERYTHING #// Fools

IT HAS BEEN SO LONG AND MY PATH HAS BEEN SO DARK… DARKER THAN I EVER DREAMED IT COULD BE.

• RP ACCOUNT FOR MAUL OF STAR WARS • INDEPENDENT. PRIVATE. SELECTIVE. CANON-DIVERGENT. • WRITER HAS 10+ YEARS OF RP EXPERIENCE • MULTIVERSE AND OC FRIENDLY

#|| disturbances in the force || { promo }#|| my own worst enemy || { self promo }

@edgeineer continued from here

‘‘ UMM.... ’’

he swallows the lump that had formed in his throat, taking a step back to put some distance between them.

‘‘ .....okay maybe it is your appearance but not, like, physical characteristics just....hondo didn’t tell me he was expecting anyone.... ’’

“No… I suppose he would not, and certainly as I did not inform him that I was to be expected,” he answers in turn as he takes a few steps closer, delighting a little in the younger man’s discomfort.

“And exactly where is Ohnaka?”

#edgeineer #v; tbd

boofulmemes

sw: the clone wars prompts !

❝ listen, i would never let anyone hurt you. ❞

❝ i’ve been having dreams. bad dreams. ❞

❝ you called this “home”. ❞

❝ learning this could save your life and those around you. ❞

❝ i got a big headache. ❞

❝ a great leap forward often requires taking two steps back. ❞

❝ you’re reckless, little one. ❞

❝ you carry a great sadness in your heart. ❞

❝ you’ve been through quite an ordeal, little one. ❞

❝ sometimes it takes courage to stick to one’s beliefs. ❞

❝ take heart, little one. ❞

❝ old sins cast long shadows. ❞

❝ i should’ve paid more attention. i should’ve tried harder. i – ❞

❝ how simple you make it, light and dark, as if there is one without the other. ❞

❝ you don’t have to look tough to be tough. ❞

❝ see? i’m flesh and blood, just like you. ❞

❝ you and i go way back. if that’s where you feel your place is, then that’s where you belong. ❞

❝ i don’t need mind tricks to get you to talk. ❞

❝ is it worth being beaten to death? ❞

❝ thanks for coming after me. ❞

❝ sometimes the line between friend and foe is blurred. ❞

❝ this isn’t a mission for learning. you either do or die. ❞

❝ and if you don’t slow down, you’re not going to find what you’re looking for. ❞

❝ grow up. ❞

❝ in my life, when you find people who need your help, you help them, no matter what. i guess it’s just who i am. ❞

❝ buildings are just buildings. what really makes a city are the inhabitants who live in it. ❞

❝ when you’re a kid, you hear stories. i guess they’re not what i thought they would be. ❞

❝ this is the only way. trust me. ❞

❝ not too talkative, are you? ❞

❝ sometimes in war, it’s hard to be the one that survives. ❞

❝ you couldn’t be a greater disappointment. ❞

❝ if i’m not with you, who else will have your back? ❞

#memes #starters

quotes-of-various-fandoms

Maul: I’ve invited you here because I crave the deadliest game…

Anakin, nodding: Knife Monopoly

Maul: …I was actually going to hunt you for sport but now i’m really interested in whatever knife monopoly is

#|| hello darkness my old friend || { crack / parody / dash commentary }#|| this is not the end; this is not the beginning || { about maul }#// I CANNOT EVEN WITH HIM

edgeineer

❛ i sense unease about my appearance. ❜ || @thereisonlymaul .

‘‘ UNEASE ? no, no unease….at least about your appearance. other matters, however…. ’’

thereisonlymaul-s

The last place he had planned to be was here––dealing with Ohnaka again––and yet, despite his plans and intentions, his business has led him here.

“To what matters might you be referring?” he questions, golden eyes staring at the younger man from beneath his hood.

#edgeineer #v; tbd #// I figure this can be an AU where Maul survives to this point instead of pointlessly dying xD #// Although #// AU from 'actual' canon but will probably remain 'my' canon

lilithmemes

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐒 : 𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐊𝐘𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒.

with the last star wars : the rise of skywalker having come out , i figured i’d make a meme out of it. i can’t promise these are spoiler free , but luckily , it won’t spoil that much. feel free to change pronouns if needed.

❛ ___ trained you well. ❜ ❛ i killed ___. i’ll kill you. ❜ ❛ i have been every voice you have ever heard inside your head. ❜ ❛ the dark side of the force is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural. ❜ ❛ what could you give me ? ❜ ❛ i’m starting to think it’s impossible to hear the voices of the jedi who came before. ❜ ❛ nothing is impossible. ❜ ❛ i got distracted. ❜ ❛ i’m just not feeling myself. ❜ ❛ i know it looks like i’m making excuses. ❜ ❛ don’t tell me what things look like. tell me what they are. ❜ ❛ i think i’m just tired , that’s all. ❜ ❛ never underestimate a droid. ❜ ❛ really could have used your help out there. ❜ ❛ what did you do to the droid ? ❜ ❛ tell me what happened ? ❜ ❛ he’s been planning his revenge. ❜ ❛ if we want to stop him / her , we must find him / her. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to go without your blessing , but i will. ❜ ❛ i need to go alone. ❜ ❛ it’s too dangerous. ❜ ❛ in the event that i do not return , i want you to know that you have been a real friend ___. ❜ ❛ i sense unease about my appearance , ___. ❜ ❛ i offered you my hand once. you wanted to take it. why didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ you could have killed me. why didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ you can’t hide. not from me. ❜ ❛ i see through the cracks in your mask. ❜ ❛ you’re haunted. ❜ ❛ you can’t stop seeing what you did to your father / mother. ❜ ❛ such pain in you , such anger. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to have to kill you. ❜ ❛ i'm going to find you & i’m going to turn you to the dark by offering you my hand again. ❜ ❛ how did you find us ? ❜ ❛ i got a bad feeling about this. ❜ ❛ you should give it to her / him yourself. ❜ ❛ do you have to say it like that ? ❜ ❛ do me a personal favor. be optimistic. ❜ ❛ you’re not going to believe how well this is going to turn out. ❜ ❛ it’s going to be great. ❜ ❛ you didn’t say my name , but i’m alright. ❜ ❛ i’ll tell you when you tell me about all that shifty stuff you do. ❜ ❛ you would have done the same. ❜ ❛ i lost control. ❜ ❛ it wasn’t your fault. ❜ ❛ i mean we can do this all night. ❜ ❛ oh , there must be some other way ! ❜ ❛ if this mission fails , it was all for nothing. ❜ ❛ wherever you are , you are hard to find. ❜ ❛ you’re hard to get rid of. ❜ ❛ i pushed you in the desert because i needed to see you. ❜ ❛ i needed you to see who you are. ❜ ❛ you’re lying. ❜ ❛ you remember more than you say. ❜ ❛ i know what happened to them. ❜ ❛ you know what you need to do. ❜ ❛ people keep telling me they know me. i’m afraid no one does. ❜ ❛ perhaps you have betrayed me. ❜ ❛ i know where she / he is going. ❜ ❛ make sure & kill him / her. ❜ ❛ don’t be afraid of who you are. ❜ ❛ give it to me. ❜ ❛ i did want to take your hand. ❜ ❛ i miss you , ___. ❜ ❛ you’re just a memory. ❜ ❛ i know what i have to do , but i don’t know if i have the strength to do it. ❜ ❛ it was fear that kept me here. ❜ ❛ what are you most afraid of ? ❜ ❛ i never wanted you dead. ❜ ❛ with your hatred you will take my life & you will ascend. ❜ ❛ let your death be the final word in the story of rebellion. ❜

#memes #starters

villainsmemes-deactivated202503

GENERAL

“Can you walk?”

“How did this happen?”

“What the hell happened?”

“I hit my head.”

“Did you hit your head?”

“Can you hear me?”

“Don’t close your eyes, stay awake!”

“Come on, stay with me!”

“No no no no no!”

“You shot me!”

“I didn’t mean to shoot you!”

“You stabbed me!”

“I didn’t mean to stab you!”

“Take the knife out!”

“Don’t take the knife out!”

“It was an accident!”

“That/this wasn’t an accident!”

“That looks broken.”

“I think my leg/arm is broken.”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Am I going to die?”

“You’re not going to die!”

“Calm down!”

“Don’t panic!”

“I can’t help you if you don’t let me!”

BLOOD

“Are you bleeding?”

“Don’t move, you’re bleeding.”

“Is that blood?”

“Whose blood is that?”

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Why do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Damn, I got blood on my shirt.”

“Don’t move, you’re losing blood!”

“I won’t let you bleed out!”

“You have blood on your face.”

“I swear to god, if you get blood on me…”

“What’s your blood type?”

“Why in the hell would you need to know my blood type?”

WOUNDS

“That cut is nasty.”

“You have a massive gash in your arm/leg!’

“Don’t touch it!”

“Don’t move, you’ll only make it worse!”

“I’ll get some bandages.”

“You’re going to need stitches.”

“That looks infected…”

“Did you get bit by something?”

“There’s no exit wound, the bullet is still in you.”

“There’s an exit wound, the bullet went through you.”

AFTERCARE

“How are you feeling?”

“How does it feel?”

“It’s still not healed, but it’s getting there.”

“Let’s go home.”

“I just want to go home.”

“Let’s get you into the bathtub.”

“We need to change your bandages soon.”

“Get some sleep, okay?”

“You need to eat something, you’ve been through a lot today.”

“I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

“You’re going to be fine. I promise.”

#memes #starters

humpbackmusings

A small portion of some of my favourite quotes from classic literature. Feel free to change and adjust them to your needs!

“ I have been bent and broken, but - I hope - into a better shape. ” “ Don’t cry, I’m sorry to have deceived you so much, but that’s how life is. ” “ I am fearless, and therefore powerful. ” “ Why are women so much more interesting to men than men are to women? ” “ Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know ” “ Unless he is suffering, how can you be sure that he is obeying your will and not his own? ” “ I have great faith in fools - self-confidence my friends will call it. ” “ Do you know where the wicked go after death? ” “ Actually that’s my secret — I can’t even talk about you to anybody because I don’t want any more people to know how wonderful you are. ” “ Will you love me in December as you do in May? ” “ Hell is empty and all the devils are here! ” “ Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear. ” “ You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you. ” “ I have gone to the forest. ” “ I got you to look after me, and you got me to look after you, and that’s why. ” “ One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well. ” “ Experience is merely the name men gave to their mistakes. ” “ If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself. ” “ The truth is rarely pure and never simple. ” “ Power is in inflicting pain and humiliation. ” “ Some are born great, others achieve greatness. ” “ I didn’t mean no harm. ” “ My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know? ” “ If I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear! ” “ And now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good. ” “ I want to ruin you ” “ What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love. ” “ To die laughing must be the most glorious of all glorious deaths! ” “ If I knew myself, I’d run away. ”

#memes #starters

onlyrpmemes

Send In Character asks!

Warning: Answers will also be in character.

tolkienindies

(Aka: ask my character stuff.)

#memes #// Maul is loud #// Hit me

rarerpmemes

➳ ALICE IN WONDERLAND BY LEWIS CARROLL; STARTER SENTENCES.

❛ It’s no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then. ❜

❛ We’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad. ❜

❛ Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast. ❜

❛ If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see? ❜

❛ Who in the world am I? Ah, that’s the great puzzle. ❜

❛ I wonder if the snow loves the trees and fields, that it kisses them so gently? And then it covers them up snug, you know, with a white quilt; and perhaps it says, ‘Go to sleep, darlings, till the summer comes again.’ ❜

❛ Curiouser and curiouser! ❜

❛ One of the deep secrets of life is that all that is really worth the doing is what we do for others. ❜

❛ Why is a raven like a writing-desk? ❜

❛ If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does. ❜

❛ No, no! The adventures first, explanations take such a dreadful time. ❜

❛ Imagination is the only weapon in the war against reality. ❜

❛ Everything is funny, if you can laugh at it. ❜

❛ I’m afraid I can’t explain myself, sir. Because I am not myself, you see? ❜

❛ My dear, here we must run as fast as we can, just to stay in place. And if you wish to go anywhere you must run twice as fast as that. ❜

❛ Off with their heads! ❜

❛ Well, I never heard it before, but it sounds uncommon nonsense. ❜

❛ No wise fish would go anywhere without a porpoise. ❜