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@floralcetra​ (cont.)

“I don’t think it’s a promise as much as it is a wish for atonement; a wish to erase every bad thing that you’ve ever done.” The therion sighed, reflecting on her own actions while they were never fully good did erasing inominant from existence really make up for that? did taking artorious’ life make up for killing her whole villiage? no it shouldn’t she murdered innocent people. “I think there’s a point of no return when sins are unforgivible when you can no longer atone.”

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*   𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄  𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .

I  LOVE  YOU .

‘  it’s  not  true .  ’

‘  tell  me  i’ve  been  lied  to .  ’

‘  crying  isn’t  like  you .  ’

‘  what  the  hell  did  i  do ?  ’

‘  nothing  has  to  change  today .  ’

‘  you  didn’t  mean  to  say  ‘i  love  you’ .  ’

‘  i  love  you  and  i  don’t  want  to .  ’

‘  i  didn’t  mean  to  make  you  cry .  ’

‘  i  can’t  escape  the  way  i  love  you .  ’

ILOMILO .

‘  told  you  not  to  worry ,  but  maybe  that’s  a  lie .  ’

‘  honey ,  what’s  the  hurry ?  ’

‘  they’re  never  gonna  give  you  love  like  ours .  ’

‘  i  don’t  wanna  be  lonely .  ’

‘  show  me  the  way  home .  ’

‘  i  tried  not  to  upset  you .  ’

‘  i  couldn’t  love  someone  ‘cause  i  might  break .  ’

‘  i  just  wanted  to  protect  you ,  but  now  i’ll  never  get  to .  ’

WHEN  THE  PARTY’S  OVER .

‘  don’t  you  know  i’m  no  good  for  you ?  ’

‘  i’ve  learned  to  lose  you ,  can’t  afford  to .  ’

‘  nothing  ever  stops  you  leaving .  ’

‘  don’t  you  know  too  much  already ?  ’

‘  i’ll  only  hurt  you  if  you  let  me .  ’

‘  call  me  friend ,  but  keep  me  closer .  ’

‘  call  me  back .  ’

‘  nothing  is  better  sometimes .  ’

‘  let’s  just  let  it  go .  ’

‘  let  me  let  you  go .  ’

WATCH .

‘  if  we  were  meant  to  be ,  we  would  have  been  by  now .  ’

‘  all  i  see  is  you  right  now .  ’

‘  i’ll  sit  and  watch  your  car  burn  with  the  fire  that  you  started  in  me .  ’

‘  your  love  feels  so  fake .  ’

‘  my  demands  aren’t  high  to  make .  ’

‘  if  i  could  get  to  sleep ,  i  would  have  slept  by  now .  ’

‘  when  you  call  my  name ,  do  you  think  i’ll  come  running ?  ’

‘  you’re  so  good  at  giving  me  nothing .  ’

‘  when  you  close  your  eyes ,  do  you  picture  me ?  ’

‘  when  you  fantasize ,  am  i  your  fantasy ?  ’

8 .

‘  i  know  you  don’t  care ,  but  can  you  listen ?  ’

‘  so  i  think  i  better  go .  ’

‘  i  never  really  know  how  to  please  you .  ’

‘  you’re  looking  at  me  like  i’m  see-through .  ’

‘  i  just  never  know  how  you  feel .  ’

‘  do  you  even  feel  anything ?  ’

‘  don’t  treat  me  badly .  ’

‘  i  know  you’re  not  sorry .  why  should  you  be ?  ’

‘  who  am  i  to  be  in  love  when  your  love  never  is  for  me ?  ’

WISH  YOU  WERE  GAY .

‘  baby ,  i  don’t  feel  so  good .  ’

‘  i’ll  never  let  you  go .  ’

‘  i  just  wanna  make  you  feel  okay .  ’

‘  i  just  wanna  make  you  feel  okay ,  but  all  you  do  is  look  the  other  way .  ’

‘  i  can’t  tell  you  how  much  i  wish  i  didn’t  wanna  stay .  ’

‘  i  just  kinda  wish  you  were  gay .  ’

‘  is  there  a  reason  we’re  not  through ?  ’

‘  how  am  i  supposed  to  make  you  feel  okay  when  all  you  do  is  walk  the  other  way ?  ’

‘  i’m  so  selfish .  ’

‘  you  make  me  feel  helpless .  ’

BITCHES  BROKEN  HEARTS .

‘  you  can  pretend  you  don’t  miss  me .  ’

‘  you  can  pretend  you  don’t  care .  ’

‘  all  you  wanna  do  is  kiss  me .  ’

‘  what  a  shame  i’m  not  there .  ’

‘  what  is  it  you  want ?  ’

‘  you  can  lie ,  but  i  know  that  you’re  not  fine .  ’

‘  every  time  you  talk  it’s  all  about  me ,  but  you  swear  i’m  not  on  your  mind .  ’

‘  somebody  new  is  gonna  comfort  you  like  you  want  me  to .  ’

‘  somebody  new  is  gonna  comfort  me  like  you  never  do .  ’

‘  i’m  the  one  that  got  away .  ’

‘  i  guess  being  lonely  fits  me .  ’

‘  you  were  made  for  begging  ‘stay’ .  ’

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@osaviour

Where was she now? All these ruins they were almost similar to faldies no, not quite there was something darker more twisted about this place, she had torn inominant and herself from her own realm but what happened why was she in a new one? Was there some purpose to this or was it just a hallucination, that’s when she saw it a being of pure light. No less twisted or malformed like the daemons of her own realm; charging with an intent to kill she ran her claw through the being’s chest. And it was gone, all that was left was white blood almost like curdled milk in constancy. The therion looked for what felt like hours at the blood this wasn’t the first time she’d seen it but something felt different, she felt sick to her stomach. “Shit shit..what the hell did i just eat..”  

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@akumeis

She was lost, the town was like a maze of desolation; so many destitutes..it hurt to see. Taking in a long breath the malak eventually found her way to the knights most heavenly. “Hello...” she peaked into the open door. it felt like ruins, deserted and broken...the air was filled with not a trace of malevolence.

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welkinite‌:

[ TO. ]  hear the woman’s admittance of guilt tore at the Malak.  He knew all too well what suffering Velvet ENDURED.  He knew what plagued her to this day.  Where once he wore annoyance now sorrow remained in its place.      “Look girly.  It ain’t yer fault & it will never be.       Eizen went out on his own terms.  He made that choice, not you.       You damn well know he was on his way out when we met.       You heard the man say he ‘might as well turn into a dragon’     back when he smashed Theo’s head in.  Don’t you dare start blamin’ yerself.       If it’s anyone’s fault, it was that damn old coot Melchior ya’ hear me.”  Still he watched as the lass’ features dropped & she looked away.  Gods how he knew it was tearing her apart.  There wasn’t a day he didn’t blame himself either.  A thousand years mulling the same incident over & over.  What he could have done different.  What PROMISES he could have kept.  Anything at all.  For Eizen it was much the same.  For what he was left with was a grieving girl over the loss of her brother & the pirate’s blood on his hands to ANSWER for it.      “Listen.  You came back as a seraph didn’t ya’?       That means there was some redeeming part of ya’.       Somethin’ that was right.  Yer still a good girl, Vel.       It ain’t you.  It ain’t you I promise.       Eizen was a proper dumbass & Theo did everything outta love.       None of them had regrets & you know it.”

“but am i really a seraph; i’m still able to feast on malevolence i have this claw, for all that i fucking know; i’m just as cursed as you and eiz; i’m just a therion once more.” She wasn’t sure what she was anymore; a therion a seraphim, a malakhim; whatever it didn’t matter. She just took a breath her body; her tone everything relaxed a bit more. “Look rather than having our shitty pity party we should find whatever the next shepherd will be; if you want some sort of purpose i mean.” She had to regain herself; she couldn’t shut down not right now. Hugging the wind malak velvet spoke in a much gentler tone. “i’m sorry..for dragging out ghosts.”

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welkinite‌:

[ FROWN. ]  twisted darkened lips as the GILDED tones narrowed at the Lord of Calamity.  While she may have been correct there was more to his ordeals with the pair.  Though hardly would he hold her in contempt for long.  The Malak heaved a sigh before shaking his head, making the silvery locks fall from place with the very motion.      “Wouldn’t ya do the same?  Especially if ya spent years      & years of yer life with them.  It’s- it’s hard to let go ya’ know.       I still miss em’.  Was it smart?  Hell no.       But damn did it bring back memories of how it used to be.”  His voice fell as the final words were uttered.  They were as hard to speak as they were to IMAGINE.  Though of all people, Velvet would know.  Wouldn’t she?      “I just want the good ol’ days back when Theo used to wallop me      & Eiz would borderline pop a blood vessel at my shenanigans.       I never took enjoyment in havin’ to kill him but a promise was a promise.       Even if it hurt to keep it.  I really miss em’ Vel.”

“That’s fair, there’s not a day that goes by that i don’t miss them too..” A long pause as she stares at the bandaged arm; a contortion of what it used to be, a twisted and obscene horror. “I still feel at fault for it all; if i could’ve found just another way, a way to kill inominant; without destroying everything..if anything the fact eiz turned into a dragon; the fact that magilou is gone everyone’s deaths its my fault..” The fire malak looked away from her friend expecting every inch every single drop of his ire. “if only i hadn’t become a therion if only..artorious hadn’t come to my village..”

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welkinite‌:

“[ YEAH. ]  no, I ain’t a fan of dragons despite y’know      my wife turnin’ into one & Eiz goin’ out like that.       No matter how much ya’ ask, I ain’t fightin’ it.”

“Are you sure about that? ARE YOU ABSOLUTELY SURE ABOUT THAT?! didn’t you try to flirt with both of those people when they were dragons; don’t lie zavied, it’s a good way of dying.”

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shcgure‌:

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A moment, a beat. There is blessed silence. 

 A yawn escapes him. 

 “You know, I don’t see my little bro anywhere. He gone and died or something?”

“I’m trying to piece that shit together, last thing i knew i was talking to laphi and then i woke up in some sort of shrine..” She scratched her head ruffling it in frustration, she sighed out. “you got anything to drink..”

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mcgilou‌:

   ► “ANYTHING specific? Oh let me count the ways. First I am craving the taste of prickleboar meat sauteed in a delicious sauce followed by some–” Thus the witch began her list of various foods she craved with no one knowing where it all would go.

“i can only cook so much magilou.” She sighed, rubbing her forehead staring at the witch with a sort of annoyed expression. she knew the other meant it all in humour, but still. “pick the one you’re craving the most and i’ll make it.”

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mcgilou‌:

   ► “OH riiiiight. I forgot lil’ miss monster claw doesn’t miss people. My mistake.”

“Unrelated but do you want anything specific for dinner?”

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mcgilou‌:

   ► “AWWW Velvet missed lil’ ol’ me? How adorable~!”

“i do not miss people “ the raven haired woman sighed as she let out a soft huff of embarrassment. 

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mcgilou‌:

   ► “I went where I went and that just so happens to be where I went.”

“at least next time warn us before running off in mystery.”

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tales-of-realms‌:

Laphicet nods a little, “I think I am..It doesn’t look too hard when you do it so…It can’t be that hard, can it?” He honestly didn’t see the possible outcomes of holding a knife to cut meat and vegetables with especially with little experience but was confident enough to at least try, “I could do that too…But I wanna at least help prepping the meat!”

“Fine fine, tell ya what if you at least pull out the dishes, i’ll let you cut the meat for a bit okay, speaking of which i was thinking what if we had boar stew tonight or maybe some pork noodles i’m in the mood for something with a broth.” She hummed softly stepping outside to at least start skinning the dead animal; removing every bit that they weren’t going to eat and examining the actual prime cut to see how it looked. “i think i may have gotten us something nice too~”

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mcgilou‌:

   ► “OKAY, okay. I got it!” In that instant Magilou let go of Velvet, backing up a good distance away.

“So where did you even go if you don’t mind me asking? It was ungodly quiet when you were gone.”

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tales-of-realms‌:

“It’s one I haven’t read so I figured I’d read it as soon as possible!” Laughing a bit along with Velvet, smile widening a bit at his hair being petted, “Can I help cook it? I wanna learn how to prepare meals like you, Velvet!”

“Do you think you’re ready phi?” She knelt down as she placed the boar on the table looking at the malak dead in the eyes. “i don’t want you to get hurt; and you know there’s a lot of sharp objects i don’t feel safe with you handing; perhaps you could help me set the plates and silverware?”