🌌🌠Why I fear stars when they emit radiance? . One, it's been 12 years, 3 months and 30 days since I lost you, P ♥️ . Someone with whom I had shared my darkest secrets with. Someone I loved the most. Papa says, “Only in the agony of parting do we look into the depths of love.” But why always a person has to leave to know the depths of love? You see, I go and fetch the stars, as if it's you standing there, comforting me. But well, stars are just an illusion and that's why I fear going back to them again in search of you. . Two, on the days I can't write, I look at my phone which says 11.11 with a starry nights background and I make a wish that all the metaphors and paradoxes I want to write would come to me in person rather than in emotions, sentiments and trauma. I'm tired of feeling void/not enough. You see, I always seek darkness over light because every good thing in the world comes to an end. But darkness prevail. Always. Everytime. . Three, Maa says grief comes in pieces of pie. Once you eat them, it fades as if it never existed. I tell maa, grief can't fade. It's just that we try to live with it. Because, no. I still search for my best friend who promised me a forever, in every person I meet. The radiance of her personality was just like how stars illuminate. But you can't get enough of it. Never. And that's why I fear them. . Four, they say, you forget the world when you see the stars. But maybe, I found a little world already in them. SIRIUS for P♥️. CANOPUS for my best friend. ARCTURUS for my grief and RIGEL for metaphors. You see, stars emit radiance only in darkness, to take me down the memory lane, the memory lane which haunts me the most. Maybe, I've loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of nights. To be fearful of radiance. To be fearful of light.🌠🌌 . . . Video Credits @perfectly_im_perfect_07 #rjking #kabirrajmanthansingh #rjkingofficial https://www.instagram.com/p/CFDA3nAAtn7/?igshid=1wqd5fo1h1rai
