[thesacrificialangel]

two headed daughter ♱

[iloveyoutinabelcher]

an “i can do it” femme, in need of an “ i know you can but let me, i want to” butch

[baransdollie]

I want a butch so bad 🫩

[coffeebirbsdarkacademia]

“You laugh like a little girl, and inside you think like a martyr.“”

— Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

[thesacrificialangel]

remember when i was forced to go to church the sunday after i told my parents i liked girls & one of the youth teachers asked if there was anything i’d like to pray on or ask god to help me with. i impulsively said “to be content.” he took my hand and prayed on it. it’s been almost two years & that prayer has yet to be answered

[thesacrificialangel]

[thesacrificialangel]

tumblr feels so isolated & private, sometimes i forget that this is still social media & things can spread

[thesacrificialangel]

[dronenotes]

♡ W + E ♡

idea (x)

[thesacrificialangel]

i shrug at everything. everything means nothing with a good shrug

[thesacrificialangel]

just wrote a piece for the first time in months without it feeling like my head is burning from too much thought… perhaps i’m not a fraud who doesn’t deserve to call themselves a writer because i don’t put enough time into writing. perhaps i actually am a writer who just experiences long mental hold-ups…

[thesacrificialangel]

i cant fathom not existing. what happens after the lifetime i’m walking through is finalized? will i be forgotten? where will i go? will i be nothing? but i cannot process being nothing because i’ve always been something… life after death haunts me.

[thesacrificialangel]

i think i’m even more attracted to kyle gallner bc he looks like a typical guy you’d see at a shell gas station in the south

[thesacrificialangel]

there’s a part between 2:11 to 3:50 in houseofpsychoticwomn, where there’s this ongoing sound that appears to sound like a gigantic fan spinning rapidly round n round but as i kept listening, they started to sound like voices as well as other noises.

this is what i heard:

no no no no

rabid dog barks

i love you i love you i love you

why why why why

no no no no

ah ah ah ah (short agonizing yelps)

no no no no

ow ow ow ow

it makes it feel animalistic almost. putting aside the dog barks, it sounds like a human in just complete, bleak distress that is beyond too much to bear, adding a grotesque feeling to it all. i wonder if this is intentional or i’m just thinking to deep?

@mothercain

[thesacrificialangel]

is this the end?

[thesacrificialangel]

nowhere to run

[thesacrificialangel]

something smells rotten