A Void to Scream Into

Queenie II 29 II She/Her

[thespianthelesbian]

I'm sorry but Gerard calling Buck out on his "broody little pout"?? My man that sounds like some repressed homosexual shit to me.

[pine-dexter]

☆☆ so it wouldn't leave me alone sooo here's this:

If you have any questions on what's what, send me an ask and I'll explain. Otherwise enjoy my mental breakdown <3 It's chronological from preshow to post.

[thespianthelesbian]

I caved. We're getting the band back together!! (I am descending back into Hell and bringing back this bad boy)

[astoryisaloveaffair]

[nyancrimew]

i think it's pretty awesome how all public transport is free actually, it's like really nice of them how you can just not pay if you don't feel like it or can't afford it

[nyancrimew]

this is a post about fare evasion #fare evasion gang

[notgreengardens]

one thing I never see mentioned anywhere but which was pretty much standard in left wing circles when I was a teenager is that when a random ticket check happens on the train and you actually happen to have a ticket, then you take an incredibly long time to look for it in your bag even though you know exactly where it is so other people have time to get up and change waggons or even get out. I also knew some white cis guys who would just routinely act suspicious by getting up and looking over their shoulders at the ticket control guy in the hopes that they (with actual tickets) would raise suspicion so the ticket people wouldn't just go straight to the only poc or homeless looking people on the train.

[am0rdecai]

"gravity falls is a great show!! the book of bill is a great book!!" WRONG. im going insane

[thespianthelesbian]

signing off all my future emails with "Ad Aspera Aspirin" from now on

[thespianthelesbian]

*heaves a weary and put upon sigh as I open up the Billford tag on A03 for the first time in a decade*

[thespianthelesbian]

*twirls my hair and kicks my feet behind me in a sleepover pose* Why is Book of Bill kiiiinda bringing back my Ford muse 👀👀👀

[sandmandaddy69]

[thespianthelesbian]

Listen. Do I think Charles and Edwin should get to have a forever kind of love story that transcends multiple planes? Yes. But that does not mean I don't think Edwin should get dicked down by the Cat King at LEAST once before that happens. He deserves it! And so do I!

[i-the-spoonie]

[lastoneout]

I love the phrase "die badly" 'cuz like usually it's understood that dying in of itself is bad but nah saying "I died badly" implies that my death was just really fucking graceless and pathetic. Like an absolute bummer for everyone involved. A solid 1.5/5 stars. Wasn't even worth witnessing or talking about, everyone left disappointed, even the people who are into death couldn't get anything out of this. Really fucked it up on my way out, you know? One last massive L for the road. Such a good concept, I love language.

[sl33pyfairy]

[nikkicafeina]

It's criminal that Gideon Nav was so clearly born to be a professional wrestler and is forced to be a sad corpse girl instead. She's meant to be a gleeful heel! Her natural habitat is performing in front of a crowd by pinning women to the mat in suggestive poses! She goes right into kayfabe in GtN and stays in it like a pro! That girl should be posting gym locker room thirst traps for the insta lesbians and she's fighting zombies instead, it's an injustice.

[babydykestar-deactivated2026031]

honestly no wonder harrow forced ianthe to lobotomize her so she could save gideon. listen…LISTEN…if i was a secret-war-crime cult nunlet princess worshipped by my entire planet and the only person that (barely) kept me in check was my childhood nemesis—a butch a year older than me, towering over me in stature and physical prowess, and so hot it made my teeth hurt from how hard my jaw clenched in her presence, who wielded a two-handed seven-foot sword and had irritatingly huge biceps and told very lewd stupid jokes and also learned how to wield an entirely new weapon and be my bodyguard with startling accuracy in three months—only to have us finally learn to trust each other because we got invited to a magic murder mystery and then before the bubble burst i spilled the worst secret about myself that i was born because my parents murdered an entire generation and tried to Kill Her along with them and she just wouldnt die, and i told her this expecting a swift death i believed i deserved, only for her to fucking cradle me in her big butch arms and kiss me on my forehead with her soft butch mouth and just. forgive me for a shameful weight ive carried my entire life and then MAKE AN ACTUAL NECRO/CAV VOW with me despite every evil thing i have done to her……to have her tell me, in the end, bleeding and broken after putting up the most beautiful and glorious fight of her life, that she understands purpose and she understands duty and she knows loyalty more fiercely than ever now, that she knows who she is to me, that there is no her without me….to have her backed into a corner and make the ultimate sacrifice…..for me…..to recite scriptural wedding vows of eternity to me in her last wisps of soul-consciousness…..if i thought there was even a snowflake’s chance in the pyre that i could save her by turning myself into her very own locked tomb, i’d be begging ianthe tridentweirdius to crack my skull open and turn me to mush too, goddamn. i understand you harrowhark girl you don’t have to explain a thing to me. god said you couldn’t undo the lyctor’s bond bc it’d kill you. you told god and his angels that not even a lyctor’s bond could outshine the power of female spite and lesbianism and they didn’t listen. they didn’t believe you. but i heard you loud and clear and i was 17 and hormonal and hopelessly romantic not too long ago unlike those fucking dinosaurs and i’m saying it’s valid it’s what i would have done and really everyone should be thanking you for not being worse and more wretched about it, all things considered

[thespianthelesbian]

I dunno guys, it's starting to feel like it's not our time OR our year