The MOST responsible one

Haii!! ✨He/Him (but any is fine really!!)✨ I like being out and about so apologies in advance for the late or lack of responses!!

[tide-stitched]

Stress levels cause my limbs to feel like clouds sometimes.

[thestarboypalette]

And that's not a good thing :(((

[thestarboypalette]

Spending some time doing ship maintenance!!! 😊😊😊

[lotus-azreal]

"so easy to make mad" I'm not even god-damned mad yet, I'll show you "mad" you stupid cunt. You all irritate me to fucking much.

[thestarboypalette]

I think you should work on taking deep breaths and stepping away when things make you angry 😊 it might help, especially since anger and stress can do damage to one's body and make them very sick 😊 it would suck if you died of a heart attack! Or randomly in your sleep cuz sometimes heart attacks can be very silent and kill you without really presenting the usual signs! 😊

[lotus-azreal]

Nobody was talking to you. Don't you have a boyfriend you need to save from a ledge or something?

[thestarboypalette]

Well it looks like you're constantly on edge, probably because you have a hard time actually articulating how you're feeling half the time and when people try to interact with you, you feel the need to push them aside. God forbid you actually find enjoyment in the small things, then this super hard and tough and scary alter-ego you built is useless. It'd really do you wonders to realize that you don't always have to resort to being a prick because someone pushed a button, if it's really so hard for you to take any sort of jab, maybe you should reflect on that and loosen up. 😊♥️✨

[lotus-azreal]

Sounds like you're getting a bit upset too, why don't you go take a dive with Due if what I do really bothers you, you could cool off a little 🙄.

[thestarboypalette]

Your life has been nothing but misery and hurt and so you turn that onto others because it's the only way you can feel remotely in control. I think you're afraid of confronting that part of yourself because you know just as everyone else does, it's ugly. This part of you is very, very ugly. And that disappointment that's followed you your whole life threatens any security you think you've built up around yourself. I'm not here to entertain your pity party, that's all on you. But I'll ask you this, I know if I called any of my friends, they'd answer and show up in a heartbeat, can you say the same? Or do you have to think about it?? Good night Lotus. I hope tomorrow treats you better.

[lotus-azreal]

Hop off my dick, you don't know anything about me. Just the fact that you had the nerve to ask me if I think anyone would come if I called tells me that whatever kind of person you interpret me to be is wrong. I'm quite proud of the "ugliness" I have inside me. If you have a problem with that, then that's just an issue you have. Honestly, I'm trying to understand why you keep running your mouth like your words would mean anything to me Are you too stupid to take a hint? You're just a whiny snotty self-righteous brat that thinks you have to save everyone that doesn't act or think like you, or "react" in a way you deem appropriate, and then gets bitchy when they don't right-off-the-bat bow down to you and agree with whatever you say. You're just as arrogant and hypocritical as you think I am, you're only nicer about it. Just the fact that you tried bringing up what you think my insecurities are to prove a point shows you aren't as pure as you think you are.

[thestarboypalette]

I never claimed to be pure. It's an assumption you make because I'm nice to people. And there are plenty of people I don't see eye to eye with but we don't have any issues, my issue with you is that you're mean to literally everybody you interact with, you can't stand that being thrown back at you. You can call me hypothetical all you want, and sure, I sometimes can be a hypocrite. But let me remind you, you sat there and had NO ISSUE using Due's insecurities or issues to make your snarky comments. You have no issue using people's insecurities for your own sake, but heaven forbid someone meets you at your level.

It's not about saving people that don't think like I do, it's about how hostile you are right off the bat when I didn't do shit to you. I was nice to you, and you didn't like that, I'm SLIGHTLY mean to you, and this is how you react. I simply believe in treating others the way you wanna be treated, and all I've seen from you is that you're just a prick.

I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, truly, but maybe you should think about how that made you feel, and how you make others feel. But it's not my job to help you, and I'm certainly not gonna waste my breath on this anymore.

[rurikliderc]

Ok, both of you need to knock it off for fucks sake.

[thestarboypalette]

You're right, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get too harsh, that's on me. Sorry again.

[lotus-azreal]

"so easy to make mad" I'm not even god-damned mad yet, I'll show you "mad" you stupid cunt. You all irritate me to fucking much.

[thestarboypalette]

I think you should work on taking deep breaths and stepping away when things make you angry 😊 it might help, especially since anger and stress can do damage to one's body and make them very sick 😊 it would suck if you died of a heart attack! Or randomly in your sleep cuz sometimes heart attacks can be very silent and kill you without really presenting the usual signs! 😊

[lotus-azreal]

Nobody was talking to you. Don't you have a boyfriend you need to save from a ledge or something?

[thestarboypalette]

Well it looks like you're constantly on edge, probably because you have a hard time actually articulating how you're feeling half the time and when people try to interact with you, you feel the need to push them aside. God forbid you actually find enjoyment in the small things, then this super hard and tough and scary alter-ego you built is useless. It'd really do you wonders to realize that you don't always have to resort to being a prick because someone pushed a button, if it's really so hard for you to take any sort of jab, maybe you should reflect on that and loosen up. 😊♥️✨

[lotus-azreal]

Sounds like you're getting a bit upset too, why don't you go take a dive with Due if what I do really bothers you, you could cool off a little 🙄.

[thestarboypalette]

Your life has been nothing but misery and hurt and so you turn that onto others because it's the only way you can feel remotely in control. I think you're afraid of confronting that part of yourself because you know just as everyone else does, it's ugly. This part of you is very, very ugly. And that disappointment that's followed you your whole life threatens any security you think you've built up around yourself. I'm not here to entertain your pity party, that's all on you. But I'll ask you this, I know if I called any of my friends, they'd answer and show up in a heartbeat, can you say the same? Or do you have to think about it?? Good night Lotus. I hope tomorrow treats you better.

[lotus-azreal]

Hop off my dick, you don't know anything about me. Just the fact that you had the nerve to ask me if I think anyone would come if I called tells me that whatever kind of person you interpret me to be is wrong. I'm quite proud of the "ugliness" I have inside me. If you have a problem with that, then that's just an issue you have. Honestly, I'm trying to understand why you keep running your mouth like your words would mean anything to me Are you too stupid to take a hint? You're just a whiny snotty self-righteous brat that thinks you have to save everyone that doesn't act or think like you, or "react" in a way you deem appropriate, and then gets bitchy when they don't right-off-the-bat bow down to you and agree with whatever you say. You're just as arrogant and hypocritical as you think I am, you're only nicer about it. Just the fact that you tried bringing up what you think my insecurities are to prove a point shows you aren't as pure as you think you are.

[thestarboypalette]

I never claimed to be pure. It's an assumption you make because I'm nice to people. And there are plenty of people I don't see eye to eye with but we don't have any issues, my issue with you is that you're mean to literally everybody you interact with, you can't stand that being thrown back at you. You can call me hypothetical all you want, and sure, I sometimes can be a hypocrite. But let me remind you, you sat there and had NO ISSUE using Due's insecurities or issues to make your snarky comments. You have no issue using people's insecurities for your own sake, but heaven forbid someone meets you at your level.

It's not about saving people that don't think like I do, it's about how hostile you are right off the bat when I didn't do shit to you. I was nice to you, and you didn't like that, I'm SLIGHTLY mean to you, and this is how you react. I simply believe in treating others the way you wanna be treated, and all I've seen from you is that you're just a prick.

I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, truly, but maybe you should think about how that made you feel, and how you make others feel. But it's not my job to help you, and I'm certainly not gonna waste my breath on this anymore.

[lotus-azreal]

"so easy to make mad" I'm not even god-damned mad yet, I'll show you "mad" you stupid cunt. You all irritate me to fucking much.

[thestarboypalette]

I think you should work on taking deep breaths and stepping away when things make you angry 😊 it might help, especially since anger and stress can do damage to one's body and make them very sick 😊 it would suck if you died of a heart attack! Or randomly in your sleep cuz sometimes heart attacks can be very silent and kill you without really presenting the usual signs! 😊

[lotus-azreal]

Nobody was talking to you. Don't you have a boyfriend you need to save from a ledge or something?

[thestarboypalette]

Well it looks like you're constantly on edge, probably because you have a hard time actually articulating how you're feeling half the time and when people try to interact with you, you feel the need to push them aside. God forbid you actually find enjoyment in the small things, then this super hard and tough and scary alter-ego you built is useless. It'd really do you wonders to realize that you don't always have to resort to being a prick because someone pushed a button, if it's really so hard for you to take any sort of jab, maybe you should reflect on that and loosen up. 😊♥️✨

[lotus-azreal]

Sounds like you're getting a bit upset too, why don't you go take a dive with Due if what I do really bothers you, you could cool off a little 🙄.

[thestarboypalette]

Your life has been nothing but misery and hurt and so you turn that onto others because it's the only way you can feel remotely in control. I think you're afraid of confronting that part of yourself because you know just as everyone else does, it's ugly. This part of you is very, very ugly. And that disappointment that's followed you your whole life threatens any security you think you've built up around yourself. I'm not here to entertain your pity party, that's all on you. But I'll ask you this, I know if I called any of my friends, they'd answer and show up in a heartbeat, can you say the same? Or do you have to think about it?? Good night Lotus. I hope tomorrow treats you better.

[tide-stitched]

Hon, don't waste your energy on a sourpatch kid, he will always be like that. That's his curse

[thestarboypalette]

I know, it just sucks because I really wanna try to like him, but he makes it really hard. I honestly don't see why the other two even put up with all of that. But I'm done for the night, besides Rurik's already texting me about it. But I guess we'll deal with it later.

[lotus-azreal]

"so easy to make mad" I'm not even god-damned mad yet, I'll show you "mad" you stupid cunt. You all irritate me to fucking much.

[thestarboypalette]

I think you should work on taking deep breaths and stepping away when things make you angry 😊 it might help, especially since anger and stress can do damage to one's body and make them very sick 😊 it would suck if you died of a heart attack! Or randomly in your sleep cuz sometimes heart attacks can be very silent and kill you without really presenting the usual signs! 😊

[lotus-azreal]

Nobody was talking to you. Don't you have a boyfriend you need to save from a ledge or something?

[thestarboypalette]

Well it looks like you're constantly on edge, probably because you have a hard time actually articulating how you're feeling half the time and when people try to interact with you, you feel the need to push them aside. God forbid you actually find enjoyment in the small things, then this super hard and tough and scary alter-ego you built is useless. It'd really do you wonders to realize that you don't always have to resort to being a prick because someone pushed a button, if it's really so hard for you to take any sort of jab, maybe you should reflect on that and loosen up. 😊♥️✨

[lotus-azreal]

Sounds like you're getting a bit upset too, why don't you go take a dive with Due if what I do really bothers you, you could cool off a little 🙄.

[thestarboypalette]

Your life has been nothing but misery and hurt and so you turn that onto others because it's the only way you can feel remotely in control. I think you're afraid of confronting that part of yourself because you know just as everyone else does, it's ugly. This part of you is very, very ugly. And that disappointment that's followed you your whole life threatens any security you think you've built up around yourself. I'm not here to entertain your pity party, that's all on you. But I'll ask you this, I know if I called any of my friends, they'd answer and show up in a heartbeat, can you say the same? Or do you have to think about it?? Good night Lotus. I hope tomorrow treats you better.

[thestarboypalette]

Ok I'm logging off for the night!! Going to eat some good food and just relax!! Cuz I know how to do that, unlike some people I know! 😊😊✨✨✨✨

[thestarboypalette]

Sorry!!!! I realized that can be seen as very rude but sometimes you need to really call someone out on their behavior! Even if you considered them a friend! Honestly I hope whatever is going on with him fixes itself! There's only so much people can tolerate 😊😊

[lotus-azreal]

"so easy to make mad" I'm not even god-damned mad yet, I'll show you "mad" you stupid cunt. You all irritate me to fucking much.

[thestarboypalette]

I think you should work on taking deep breaths and stepping away when things make you angry 😊 it might help, especially since anger and stress can do damage to one's body and make them very sick 😊 it would suck if you died of a heart attack! Or randomly in your sleep cuz sometimes heart attacks can be very silent and kill you without really presenting the usual signs! 😊

[lotus-azreal]

Nobody was talking to you. Don't you have a boyfriend you need to save from a ledge or something?

[thestarboypalette]

Well it looks like you're constantly on edge, probably because you have a hard time actually articulating how you're feeling half the time and when people try to interact with you, you feel the need to push them aside. God forbid you actually find enjoyment in the small things, then this super hard and tough and scary alter-ego you built is useless. It'd really do you wonders to realize that you don't always have to resort to being a prick because someone pushed a button, if it's really so hard for you to take any sort of jab, maybe you should reflect on that and loosen up. 😊♥️✨

[lotus-azreal]

"so easy to make mad" I'm not even god-damned mad yet, I'll show you "mad" you stupid cunt. You all irritate me to fucking much.

[thestarboypalette]

I think you should work on taking deep breaths and stepping away when things make you angry 😊 it might help, especially since anger and stress can do damage to one's body and make them very sick 😊 it would suck if you died of a heart attack! Or randomly in your sleep cuz sometimes heart attacks can be very silent and kill you without really presenting the usual signs! 😊

[thestarboypalette]

I need a new friend group I am so sick of them 😭😭😭

[rurikliderc]

The King in Yellow wouldn't want me I'm too smart I don't need infinite knowledge

[lotus-azreal]

Speaking in riddles doesn't make you look mysterious it makes you look like a loser btw.

[rurikliderc]

Ur mad cuz the King in Yellow wouldn't want you either cuz ur too stupid 🙄🙄 it's ok Lotus 😊😊 not everyone can be blessed with my level of intellect, it's very advanced and... 😌 Well 😌 I wouldn't expect someone like you to understand 😌🙏 keep dreaming champ!

[lotus-azreal]

"not everyone can be blessed with my level of intellect" half the world has seen your bare ass Twitter, nobody agrees with you on this and you need to get your head out of your ass.

[rurikliderc]

Ooohhh you're jealous that an Eldritch being would look my way aren't you?? 🥺🥺 it's ok 😋 there's only room in my life for ONE Eldritch freak thing and it's you 😋😋😋😋🫵🫵🫵🫵 you lil freak of nature ♥️♥️♥️✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

[lotus-azreal]

I'm not gonna let you hit it, just because of all the bullshit you keep spewing, just letting you know before you cry about it later.

[rurikliderc]

That's what you said last time buuuttt well, that's between us isn't it 😉

[lotus-azreal]

Must've just been your imagination and your hand, because I don't remember a damn thing about last time.

[rurikliderc]

Ooohh I'm sure you do 😌😌

[thestarboypalette]

Can you two get a room already?? 🤢🤢🤢 No one wants to see you guys """""flirt"""""" 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

[rurikliderc]

Mind your own business 🙄🙄🙄☝️☝️☝️

[thestarboypalette]

YOU'RE MAKING IT EVERYONE ELSE'S BUSINESS???????

[rurikliderc]

The King in Yellow wouldn't want me I'm too smart I don't need infinite knowledge

[lotus-azreal]

Speaking in riddles doesn't make you look mysterious it makes you look like a loser btw.

[rurikliderc]

Ur mad cuz the King in Yellow wouldn't want you either cuz ur too stupid 🙄🙄 it's ok Lotus 😊😊 not everyone can be blessed with my level of intellect, it's very advanced and... 😌 Well 😌 I wouldn't expect someone like you to understand 😌🙏 keep dreaming champ!

[lotus-azreal]

"not everyone can be blessed with my level of intellect" half the world has seen your bare ass Twitter, nobody agrees with you on this and you need to get your head out of your ass.

[rurikliderc]

Ooohhh you're jealous that an Eldritch being would look my way aren't you?? 🥺🥺 it's ok 😋 there's only room in my life for ONE Eldritch freak thing and it's you 😋😋😋😋🫵🫵🫵🫵 you lil freak of nature ♥️♥️♥️✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

[lotus-azreal]

I'm not gonna let you hit it, just because of all the bullshit you keep spewing, just letting you know before you cry about it later.

[rurikliderc]

That's what you said last time buuuttt well, that's between us isn't it 😉

[lotus-azreal]

Must've just been your imagination and your hand, because I don't remember a damn thing about last time.

[rurikliderc]

Ooohh I'm sure you do 😌😌

[thestarboypalette]

Can you two get a room already?? 🤢🤢🤢 No one wants to see you guys """""flirt"""""" 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

[lotus-azreal]

LLLOOOTTTUUUSSS!!!! HAIII!!!! Do you want anything from this market I'm at?? There's an oddity booth that has some really cool wet specimens and shadowboxes!!

Get me every wet specimen, I don't care how you acquire them, steal them. I'll pay you.

[thestarboypalette]

I will buy you like ten!! There's a shadowbox with a lunar moth in it, do you have one already??

[lotus-azreal]

FUCK those customers, they should have gotten there sooner if they wanted anything 🙄.

[rurikliderc]

Palette you should get him something like a live laugh love sign for his kitchen. Like he needs signs that make him seem like a white suburban mom who drinks a glass of wine a day, drives a Honda, has a fuckass pixie hair cut, and runs the PTA like it's the navy. Something to make his place more.... Lively. It might make him normal!!

[thestarboypalette]

I think Lotus would kill me if I introduced an ounce of color and whimsy into his general direction, let alone his house 😊😊

[lotus-azreal]

LLLOOOTTTUUUSSS!!!! HAIII!!!! Do you want anything from this market I'm at?? There's an oddity booth that has some really cool wet specimens and shadowboxes!!

Get me every wet specimen, I don't care how you acquire them, steal them. I'll pay you.

[thestarboypalette]

I will buy you like ten!! There's a shadowbox with a lunar moth in it, do you have one already??

[lotus-azreal]

FUCK those customers, they should have gotten there sooner if they wanted anything 🙄.

[thestarboypalette]

I'm getting you ten things, mostly cuz I think your greed is making me sick. I can feel it through the screen it's that biblical. We gotta work on that

[lotus-azreal]

LLLOOOTTTUUUSSS!!!! HAIII!!!! Do you want anything from this market I'm at?? There's an oddity booth that has some really cool wet specimens and shadowboxes!!

Get me every wet specimen, I don't care how you acquire them, steal them. I'll pay you.

[thestarboypalette]

I will buy you like ten!! There's a shadowbox with a lunar moth in it, do you have one already??

[thestarboypalette]

I love my friends! They stress me out!! But I love them!!!!