Defying Gravity

Kurt Hummel | 18 | Submissive | White band

[unsufferable]

you can love someone so much. but you can never love people as much as you can miss them

John Green (via verasche)

[ashwocd-blog]

Look at all the little subbies in colors.

How cute.

[thesubkurt]

I really appreciate the new colors around here.

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

[blaineincharge]

You’re welcome.

Of course but like you said, when you find him, none of this is going to matter. I don’t think your personality is changing, really. Maybe just your current mood, is all. But it’s okay, I get it. That’s why watching romantic movies right after a break-up id a bad idea, too. And this is just the real life version.

[thesubkurt]

Right. It's just the finding part that makes things harder. I guess it is, it's such a horrible mood. I want to break something like.. a really ancient vase, but I also want to lay in bed and watch bad reality tv. I don't like this, I don't want this ever again.

[thefinny-d]

Ah, I see. I’m sorry, man. I can see why the fake claims are probably annoying.

Nah, I didn’t. I don’t think I’m going to be getting into one anyway though.

[thesubkurt]

Not your fault. Mhm, yes.. But I'll get over it.

Ah I see. Yeah no, me neither.

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

[blaineincharge]

Oh, right. But no, thank you, we’ll be fine. But like I said, keep getting one for yourself if you want.

And then people break up and other people get together. People find each other at all ages. Some start dating as teenagers and stay together their entire lives and some find each other at sixty and find true love.  I think you’ve got a right to be a little upset after everything. It’s kind of a really bad timing.

[thesubkurt]

Okay.. thank you.

I guess you're right. It would be so much easier if I just found someone now that would stay with me all my life, Ah well, I'll find someone someday and thay day I'll be happy I waited. Yes that's true.. I just can feel my personality changing, it's annoying. It better come back or I'll be mad. A very bad timing, yes. Though never leaving me would've been the best timing. It kind of sucks seeing everyone so happy together. Ugh, that sounds so mean. I don't mean it like that.

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

[blaineincharge]

Oh. Well, I don’t think I’m going to send him on coffee runs for me. Coffee might actually serve as a pretty good motivation.

Why does that worry you? You’ve just been through a break-up, of course you’re not jumping into the next thing. I’m sure that phase is going to pass and then you’ll see all the wonderful opportunities you have. Thank you. I really hope you’ll get there soon, too.

[thesubkurt]

I didn't mean it like that. It would of course be for the both of you.. never mind, But yeah, just tell me if you still want me to.

I don't know.. I don't want to jump into anything but I do know that the older I get the more people will already be in a relationship and just.. I think too much about it, I shouldn't. I hope so, I really do. Me too, I've been feeling like a bitch lately because I feel so... meh. All I want to do is roll my eyes at everyone. Weird, huh?

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

[blaineincharge]

I know, I can stop by the cafeteria. It’s no problem, I wouldn’t know how to function without it either.

It’s understandable. I’m sure you’re going to make it through it though,a s hard as it is now. I’m… pretty good, yeah.

[thesubkurt]

I was actually referring to Gael, seeing as he's now always in your room, it seemed easier to me.

I haven't seen anyone around that I'm even a little bit interested in and for some reason that worries me. I think I'll be fine soon,, I hope so, at least. I'm still in the 'I want him back' phase. Yeah I thought so. I'm really glad to hear that, honestly.

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

[blaineincharge]

Oh gosh, no. Sleep in, please. I can get my own coffee now, I’ll just have to make myself get up earlier. But you’re still free to get your own, of course.

I’m sorry. You know if you ever need anything, I’m here, right?

[thesubkurt]

I mean in the weekdays when I was supposed to bring you coffee. That doesn't really have an use anymore. Thank you, sir.

Don't worry about it. I know that, thank you. It's just such a big change suddenly, I need to get used to it. You're doing great, aren't you?

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

[blaineincharge]

That’s true. I’m going to make the best use of the weekend to hopefully get enough sleep so that getting up on Monday won’t be an issue. How are you doing?

[thesubkurt]

That's a good idea, I guess it's also kind of boring though. I'm pretty sure you won't be sleeping all day. Do you actually still need me bringing you coffee every morning? I guess with the claim that's kind of gone now, right?

I'm not doing too great, feeling a bit lonely.

[subeverett-blog]

If I had to

[subeverett-blog]

My whole point was that I actually wouldn’t. 

[thesubkurt]

Do you really think so? I mean.. I love my lasagna but I couldn't eat it every day. That seems so boring to me, I need some other taste in my life. I'd say go for it though, some day.. and tell me how long you last.

[blaineincharge]

I've found back to my sleeping-in ways.

I have a feeling it might come because of the additional body warmth in bed that certainly doesn’t make me want to leave the bed a second earlier than I absolutely have to. Thankfully, since it’s the weekend, that wasn’t a problem today.

[thesubkurt]

Sleeping in is the best thing ever, especially on the weekends. It's so hard to get back up early when you're used to it though, drama. And extra body heat is always appreciated.

[thefinny-d]

It definitely is. Meh? That doesn’t sound that great… everything alright?

[thesubkurt]

I'm still getting over the fact that I'm alone again, but it's going to be fine so nothing to worry about. Those fake claims definitely aren't helping, though.

Did you get into one?

[subeverett-blog]

If I had to

I’m pretty sure I could live the rest of my life eating bacon. 

[thesubkurt]

If you had to, sure.. but I think you'll get sick of it very fast..

[thesubkurt]

There will be a lot of colorful people around.

[percyrogers]

Yeah, this place could use a little more colour.

You got it, Team Grey. Maybe we should have a banner. 

[thesubkurt]

Definitely, it would spice up everything a little bit.

Mhm, exactly. We should totally makes one.

[thesubkurt]

There will be a lot of colorful people around.

[percyrogers]

Yeah, seems that way. All the colours of the rainbow and then us greys.

[thesubkurt]

Hmm.. yes. At least I won't have to look at all that grey anymore, the uniforms of the others will at least keep me awake a little.

I guess us greys will have to stick together.

[thesubkurt]

There will be a lot of colorful people around.

I'm happy about that.

[thefinny-d]

Thanks, it’s definitely good to be feeling better. How’ve you been lately?

[thesubkurt]

Oh, I know. Being sick is one of the worst things. Meh.