the sweet escapist

Chantel | 34 | she/her AO3: thesweetescapism

[thesweetescapism]

Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic

A Fexi fanfic / Alternate Universe / Chapter 1 / Rated M.

In those brief moments, Lexi could picture what it would be like to walk through a crowd holding his hand or waiting in line with him behind her with his arms wrapped around her waist. At one point, she got a little more than sprinkled on during “It’s a Small World” and he wrapped his jacket around her until her sweater was dry. By the time her head hit the pillow that night, Lexi knew she was done for. If the butterflies in the pit of her stomach were any indication, as far as she knew, this was no longer a crush. Far from it.

[thesweetescapism]

I’m just supposed to go through life without you. Wtf.

[myfemininedivine]

fezco really glanced over at lexi before he beat Nate's ass like "girl please don't ghost me after this shit you're so hot"

[wovi]

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words by @starpeace

[thesweetescapism]

Notes on Pride and Prejudice.

(so far)

Mr. Darcy is an asshole (to be expected)

Mrs. Bennett gives big ‘Pick Me’ energy. Like girl, the desperation

The way Elizabeth lowkey shades Jane to her face 💀

[cityoftownsville]

[celebratingwomen]

Fiona Apple for Attitude Magazine, 1997

[thesweetescapism]

Meet Me In The Middle (Under The Mistletoe)

A Fexi fanfic / Alternate Universe / Rated T.

Lexi and Bobbi throw a Christmas Party in their new apartment where Lexi has decided to finally shoot her shot with Fezco by finding the perfect moment to get him under the mistletoe.

Until now, Lexi had been content keeping her feelings to herself. She figured she would take her infatuation to the grave for the sake of the friendship. But as the years went by, she would only fall in love more and more – to the point where it was suffocating her now. Bobbi seemed to think that Fezco reciprocated her feelings but Lexi had no evidence that supported that theory. Fezco was an honest to god (that she didn’t believe in) good guy. A salt of the earth type that wouldn’t hurt a fly. As long as you didn’t mess with his friends. His family. His money. He was considerate in a way that had you questioning if the rest of humanity was just a simulation. He was sweet and charming but never used it to his advantage. And that was only with strangers. When it came to the people in his life, you could triple that tenfold. He was as loving as he was loyal.

❤️

[thesweetescapism]

I think about you a lot.

You’re there, in my head, constantly.

But I want you here.

[thesweetescapism]

ahhhhhh!!! i had to come here to scream some more! im already so in love with your fic, it’s exactly my shit. i cannot wait for more babes! 🩶🩶🩶

Omg the way I just screamed out loud 😭 Not one of my faves actually liking something I wrote. The way YVOR has sustained me this past year, there was a Chantel before that fic and one after and I do not wanna go back! This coming from one of the Fexi fic queens is such high praise. I can actually end my career in fic rn to be honest lol

Thank you so much babe, you are too kind 💘💘

[normasshearer]

Goodbye, Jennifer. Be a bad girl.

I MARRIED A WITCH 1942, dir. René Clair

[experienceandobservation]

Florence Pugh | Vogue Australia | November 2023 | 📷 Lachlan Bailey

[thesweetescapism]

url song tag game ✨

rules: spell your url with song titles & then tag some friends!

tagged by: @actnatural-ly 💖

Don't know what songs to pick so I'm gonna go to my iTunes (yes, I still use it like an old lol) for each letter and use the first song I see.

T: Transparent Soul (feat. Travis Barker) - Willow H: H.A.N. - NxWorries E: E Melody - Emily King S: S Club Party - S Club 7 W: W.A.B. - Megan Thee Stallion E: E Preciso Perdoar (Encore) (Live) - Stan Getz & João Gilberto E: E-Pro - Beck T: T R N T - Andrew Belle E: E.S.T. - White Lies S: S On My Chest (feat. Lil Wayne & Birdman) - DJ Khaled C: C Carter - Cordae A: A Mess Like This - The Do P: P (feat. Hodgy Beats & Tyler, The Creator) - Odd Future I: i - Kendrick Lamara S: S.D.S. - Mac Miller M: M.A.A.D City (Feat. MC Eiht) - Kendrick Lamar

[djotime]

RACHEL SENNOTT Interview Magazine, 2023 — ph. by Jackie Kursel

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Thinking of you and the rest of the people who were apart of the fexi fandom last year during this time. I’m thankful for all the memories made that we can look back on for happier times when we need it. Take care of yourself and you have people here if you need it ❤️‍🩹

Thank you anon, that’s very kind of you. Fexi is the first fandom I ever really got involved with. I’ve been a fan of different things in the past, read fic for it, even written a few but I never really did anything past that. Fexi was the first time I immersed myself within a community. I interacted with others, got to know some people, reached out to others I didn’t know and discussed the show and ships, even getting to the point of talking about non-fandom things and just everyday life things, the good stuff, the bad, the struggles, triumphs etc. I’m introverted for the most part, unless I really click with you and the easiest way to do that is through common interests and through Fexi fandom, I was able to come out of my shell for the first time in a long time.

I also was going through a rough time last year, I had a break up of sorts and my parents marriage was at very turbulent point and there was just a lot of toxicity around me. Fexi fanfic, tumblr and the connections I made through the fandom really and truly got me through some hard days - I don’t know what I would have done without it. I am so thankful for what this experience has brought me. I’m heartbroken over Angus as he was such a light, on screen and off. Although he is more than Fezco, the pieces of him he put into portraying such an amazing character has been such a big part of coping during the heavy times and that means so much to me. That might sound silly to the average person but all of you understand where I’m coming from because you are feeling it too - the sadness, the helplessness, the disbelief, the gratitude and the anger that someone so young, so kind would be taken from his loved ones so soon. I didn’t know him personally but I appreciated the parts of him he allowed us to see. I’ll always have the memories, the fics, the fan art etc. but nothing could ever take the place of Angus himself, the world truly lost a rare gem. Feel for everyone in the fandom who is mourning him rn. If anyone needs to talk, I’m always here to lend an ear and that includes you anon. Take care ❤️

[greelin]

“nothing you say can surprise me or weird me out at this point if i’m being honest” oh that’s so intimate. romantic. Should we kiss

[theblvcksupreme]