Theta's Blog

Hey! My name is Theta, I'm roughly 19 years old. I'm part of Finn's system More about me here!

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Closing time by semisonic is a jam and I cannot stop listening to it on loop

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Look this up later Finn @finandjake47

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Why do Humans:

- Get excited about being crammed in a hot, stuffy, and loud places? * Source : Finn's memories * - Think bullying is funny/okay to do? * Source : Syncing/Cofronting with Finn in her Spanish class * - Think that humor comes from being offensive, loud, or generally annoying? * Sources (respectively) : arguments of Finn and a terrible classmate in her coding class, freshmen in her theatre class, freshmen in general *

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I've felt jealous recently

It's because I've seen some of the bad relationships Finn has gone through and yes she's had some great relationships too in fact her last two were pretty amazing but it's just... okay so in her coding class there's this girl who tries to playfully hold hands with the vessel or something and I just feel really defensive and (sorry it's hard to type out how I feel exactly because of how Finn can't completely detach from the front so our thought processes sorta get mixed together every now and then) I just get really protective of Finn because I hate seeing her when she gets accidentally lead on by people and is faced with the reality that they don't care for her nearly as much as their actions have implied. Not really sure if it counts as trauma but this sort of thing has affected her for quite a long time now and I can't stand it so I guess that's why I've been stepping up to the front. Anyway there wasn't really much of a point to this post more so just getting my feelings out there. Please read the tags below -Theta

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Finn's upset

- Found out she got a 52 on her last math quiz - Was bullied on Friday and accused of faking autism essentially - More upset of a stomach lately - Doesn't get any recognition for what she tries hard on (her new art blog) - New "VPN" doesn't work (she literally just spent $39.95 on a 1 year thingy)

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Just some things I’ve noticed about humans

- Can be very loud

- Often rude

- Poor understanding of the Human English language and its grammatical rules (English native speakers)

- Neurotypicals often don’t understand things such as sensory overload and will make fun of other Humans for it?

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“Computer as fuck”

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A visual representation of Finn’s first attempt at putting a computer in headspace

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decided to make bracelets for my alters, so that way someone will know who they’re talking to. i thought this will be very helpful for my family/friends because of instead of them awkwardly asking who is fronting, they can ask to see the bracelet we are wearing. (also one time my mom chased after babsy and scared her because she didn’t know she was fronting) before you ask, yes all of my alters are aware of the bracelets (they helped me make them!) btw the only bracelet i didn’t make is the “alex” one which is made by my amazing partner! < 3

bonus: i made a “non-verbal” bracelet to wear because ramona isn’t very verbal and sometimes we stop talking during a shutdown, plus every time we can’t speak, someone assumes we are mad at them, like “no, words just won’t come out”. 

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These are super cute! - C

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Oh we have something similar! Finn's (singlet) girlfriend @missy-the-dalek gave her some string bracelet thing that was green (which is her color too!) and then she got a purple one (my color!!!!) and then a blueish grayish one that Omega uses! We switch the bracelets onto the left arm for whoever is fronting so @missy-the-dalek knows who she's talking to! Bonus: Finn found an orange rubber band at her house and F2 uses it! We would each like our own bracelets but Finn's (singlet) girlfriend isn't in the state right now but hopefully she'll see this post and think about making some more

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Finn takes a lot of pictures of her dog

I love them both

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So I got my blog set up!

Yay I guess?