The Ticklish Secret

Hey :3 As the url implies, I'm still a bit shy about this whole tickling thing lol. Minors please do not follow/interact! Both SFW and NSFW tickles here! (NSFW will be tagged) ~27/ they them/it's easier to just say queer rip/switch~

[theticklishsecret]

hey um, idk if anybody would see this, I'll probably just delete it. But on the off chance you do...could you maybe share something thats made you happy lately? I'll spare the details but, im in kind of a dark place rn and a little light might help. I hope you've been able to find some kindness or warmth today

[femmegiggles]

I want to be called out for not trying to stop the tickles.

“You haven’t told me no~”

“You know you could just push my hands away, right?”

“I haven’t heard you say stop yet!”

“I’m not holding you down, you COULD just get up”

And then be asked if it’s because I don’t want it to stop, even though the answer is already clear.

[theticklishsecret]

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[stellstickles]

Those little spots on your back and sides that cause you to arch and squirm when someone softly traces them?? Yeah that’s my shit.

[mothtickles]

especially when you’re cuddling & the arching only serves to push you further into their arms. your instincts telling you to ESCAPE but it only makes you more vulnerable.

[an0nymz]

And in my experience, it's not like those little spots are inherently more sensitive or anything. It's just, something about having such a specific target causes the teasing to REALLY fucking get you, even when the same kind of teasing might have only made you squirm half as much otherwise.

[theticklishsecret]

Z, will you respectfully hush

[dayquil-driver]

so embarrassing when i forget im checking someone's blog and i start scrolling through and liking and reblogging shit as if it's just my dash. it feels like wandering into someone else's apartment and not noticing and making myself lunch

[dayquil-driver]

reblog if i can wander into your apartment (blog) and make myself lunch (like and reblog as if it's my dash)

[theticklishsecret]

Late night rambles, feel free to scroll on. Hope you're doin okay~

I've been very fortunate in recent years to have found some really cool and awesome people here in this community. And I also fully recognize, that it'd probably do some good if I a) was more consistent about reaching out with the people I've already connected with, and b) tried to connect to more folks. One reason, for example, is pretty (very) self-serving, but it helps with the loneliness that comes with my current circumstances being a stay at home parent.

That being said, I'm in a conundrum that one, doesn't feel super appropriate to talk about in this space, and two, doesn't really have an immediate solution.

Long story short, I'm pregnant and baby's due to arrive sometime (probably) in june. Not to get into the politics of pregnancy, but my body doesn't feel like it's just...mine? At least not in the same way as before. But also, there's a child involved, so engaging in kink rn feels different, and in a way I don't really enjoy.

Plus, that's only the mental side of it. There's an obvious physical component, too. There isn't a single part of a person's anatomy that goes unchanged in pregnancy--even with a healthy one. Hell, i can't even physically participate in shibari rn bc of how much bloodflow is changed. Or there are so many positions that would either be uncomfortable or dangerous for me to be in. All of the bodily changes both through and after pregnancy can (in my case, do) have a huge impact on a person's self-image. Hell, I think it took me 9+ months after my first to send a tummy pic to a friend again. I had a *lot* of stretch marks (the recipient of the pic graciously called it "an impressive amount" lol), plus my weight fluctuated too. Not that that really matters, but it did to me.

It makes sense why it's not talked about in this space. But, the fact that it *isn't* talked about makes it feel more difficult to bring up the changes that happen. Like, i want to engage with others both on and off the subject of tickling. But it feels very...taboo? Right now? And it doesn't help that this pregnancy has been stressful and high risk (with more complications possibly on the horizon that im being monitored for), so I would *love* if I could just get like, wrecked to the point of not having to think. Like not to be too lee on main, but I would adore having my absolute shit wrecked to the point of being an incoherent puddle of blush and laughter. But, like I said earlier on, that feels very taboo right now.

I dunno. I don't know if anybody else in the community has experienced this or anything similar, but I've been silently lurking for a while and felt like I had to get this out.

[estelles-remade-deactivated2018]

umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i can’t ask for reassurance because that’s really Embarrassing and it wouldn’t feel genuine if i asked for it

[knickknack-hoard]

Reblog to let prev know their presence is wanted

[glamrockmike]

are you five nights at fucking kidding me

[alittlespankandtickle]

I LOVE finding an erogenous spot on someone. Like, you can TELL the difference between tickling turning someone on in general and when you found a spot that just does something to them. Oh does playing with your ears have an effect on you? Somewhere on your sole does something to you? THAT spot on your thighs has your eyes rolling back a bit?

Good.

[theticklishsecret]

Would you be so kind as to shut the fuck up???

[im-dead-and-i-move]

“Hey, I found your blog on Tumblr-”

[dominants-dominion]

[notabrobro]

[punchline229]

[hijacker-deactivated20160621]

reblog if u like titties

[mind-fuck2]

I love titties

[rocktopdaddy]

Love all titties

[alittlespankandtickle]

for every tab open on your browser rn i hope you get tickled mercilessly for 5 minutes

[theticklishsecret]

Shut the fuck up?!?!?!

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

[stonerfae]

reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a little pumpkin 🧡

[alittlespankandtickle]

Underboob tickling is so fun, such an underrated spot, just some quick moving fingers right there is enough to just CRUMBLE some lees, it's so cute

[theticklishsecret]

Hi yes would you please s h u t u p

[browsedankmemes]

[sillystoatsnake]

Rb to give your mutuals a baby stoat to gently hold