Big Asian woman.
Living in Asian as non skinny woman is a rough thing. I hear people say "You are chubby or you are big. " in front of me or they say "if you lose this much... You will be ok... " And I get mad because it's hard to change my structure when I doing my best diet/workout. When can I be ok the way I am? Why is it matter what size I am? I rejected by guy. Rejected by jobs. Even family doesn't want me the way I am. I find thick women are beautiful but society doesn't so they won't leave me alone. I decided before to ignore all the BS but today I heard some comment about my body again I feel like crap.. I feel like it's not my problem anymore but I hate this society admire skinny women so much.














