An Insomniac In Love With The Stars

𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓪𝓴 𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓭𝓲𝓮? 𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐣.𝐡.𝐞)

[autisticandroids]

the thing is that the misha collins coming out arc as perceived on this website is going to intersect with the misha collins maybe-separation-maybe-divorce-maybe-polyamory arc culminating in a Misha Has A Boyfriend Arc which this website as a whole is not set up to handle

this is not true however i do know via psychic waves that misha's google search history from some point in the last three years contains the words "how long do i have to wait to come out after my divorce for it to not be weird"

[manforsale]

[how-the-feathers-have-fallen]

I being committed to an insane asylum.

[grot3squ3]

if you were a deity, what would you be the god of

[1st-1]

[ritikajyala]

He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story of my grandma who had Alzheimer's- she forgot her name and the words for fruit and food, she forgot her address and how to use the washroom, all her life lost to the disease. The only thing she remembered was her son's name and when that began to fade, the one thing she always remembered was that she loved him, even in illness, even in insanity. She saw this 6 foot 2 man with a scrubby beard and she didn't know him but she said she trusted him, she asked him to hold her hand when she died. When does memory end and love begin? All I know is- she loved him before she remembered him.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

[1st-1]

[ritikajyala]

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

[uroko]

鏡花水月- CLAMP COFFEE SARASA

[animusrox]

The Batman (2022) dir. Matt Reeves

[kestalsblog]

Not every story is about seeing yourself in it. Sometimes it’s about learning to see other people too.

[bluebandana]

my role on tumblr dot com is to scroll through thousands of posts and only reblog the good ones for you to see like your personal tumblr pasta strainer

[foxes-in-love]

[catasters]

[everythingfox]

“The gang is eagerly awaiting dinnertime”

(via)

[gameplaydaily]

You backstabbing son of a bitch.

[youndwilder]

dont know why im doing this to myself but here we are